The fact that i had gone the first five years of COVID's life without getting it, At least to my knowledge, I couldn't help but be surprised.
But unfortunately i've been having to deal with it for the first time during the last few days.

I will say, It really doesn't quite feel like the worst thing i've ever had.
Even after i went through a number of the symptoms that i have.

If i had to rate it by its severity based upon my own experience with it, I'd only give it maybe.. 7/10?
I had some kind of a sickness back in May of 2022 that i would currently rate higher at 8/10, Because whatever that was made me throw up.

So i guess maybe it depends on perspective and how well one's body handles something.

But yeah, Still not fun though, I'll give you that.

What did people say when the human was merged with a horse?
It was a.. taurific idea. (Rimshot)

Hey fellas!
Today is my birthday!

Although i'm not exactly happy about turning 31 (ugh, right?), I do sort of see a birthday as 'one of those extra fun days in a year'.
Because the days in a year i have the most fun, apart from that, are on easter, 4th of july, halloween and christmas.

To start the day, I did post a number of new works, most of them Yautja/Predator.
Because i know how much some of you like my pred works.

I will be a bit busy today with birthday stuff, But i figured i'd leave you guys those things to keep you busy.

Other than that, Hope you enjoy. :)

Hey, Figured i'd let you fellas know that i've decided to sort my submissions into some folders.
Considering how many things i've posted, It's probably fair if i make certain things easier to find for people.

So far i've sorted my Predator creations into a new 'AVP' folder.
So anyone that enjoys my Predator creations can see every creation in one place, Without having to navigate through so many gallery pages.

These attempts at censoring NSFW content have really gone too far.
I don't care what anyone says.

These anti-NSFW groups have no right or reason to tell us what we can and can't look at or watch.
They have no right or reason to try and silence us, Especially in countries like the US which have the first amendment or the equivalent of.

These groups claim people are 'getting hurt' or worse, People are claiming children are involved at times.
I've never heard such bull-crap before.

I'm pretty sure it's just another way of saying: Hate, Hate, Hate. Lie, Lie, Lie.
Nothing really ever changes with these hate groups.
They just want to spew their hatred in our faces and act like its deserved, when it isn't.

Their claims are unfounded, Baseless.

And even if somehow they aren't, Which i highly doubt, I will say this:
NSFW is called 'Not Safe For Work' for a reason, It was supposed to be for folks 18+.
People do things or create things because they wanted to, Or they were paid to.
I'm pretty sure it was never supposed to involve those under 18, Whatever is being claimed at the moment.

IF for some reason someone out there THINKS they've seen this or heard that, then either:

1. Someone needs to stop lying.
2. Someone needs to do further investigation, and not just assume right away that something they see is real. (We are in the age of AI after all).
Or 3. Instead of blocking all access to websites or content, These websites could have had a better moderation in place.

Because if for some reason people are truly noticing this or heard that, Especially if its underage or meets some other criteria, Then it makes me wonder if content moderators are really doing what they should have been doing ages ago.

And the whole CHILDREN thing?
This i can't really confirm or deny, Even as someone who has seen or been into NSFW content as far back as 2013 (i was 19 in 2013, though i do typically avoid certain websites like 4chan anyway because i don't like websites like them for unrelated reasons. So that might be another reason).
However, I will say: If anyone is creating NSFW featuring children/minors, F--- you for doing that.

Hell, If i were the creator of a website that features NSFW content, I would have moderated the hell out of whatever content was uploaded.
Anything that featured Children or anyone under 18 would have been gone in a heartbeat.
And if for some reason the poster of said content wishes to pick a fight with me over it, It would have made it clear to me that the person is probably a pedophile if they are that into this sort of work.

Sorry to say.

Regardless, I stand by what i say: These hate groups have no right or reason to try and control our lives.
We will not be silenced, We will not back down, We will not give up.

The only way they can truly win on the biggest scale possible is if the first amendment in the US was abolished, Or if the whole constitution was abolished.
And as long as there are people who will fight for it, I can only see them losing otherwise.

Trying to figure out what i should work on next.

I may not be the type to take requests or commissions, or really currently open to them, But certainly i wouldn't mind hearing an idea if any of you had one.

Stop wrecking yourself as certain other websites had.
We've seen so many great websites die because of poor choices they made, We don't need the same from you.

Please restore the ability to select gender options that once existed.
Nobody ever asked you to remove the selectable gender options from the Menu, And i can promise you that nobody is ever GOING to ask for it.

You guys are really pissing ME and so many users off by doing things that are either never or rarely ever asked for.

If you really want to survive as a website and prove you aren't like the other failed websites that people talk about, Please undo the things you've done.

And keep in mind: It's really tough for creators like myself, Especially those that create artwork based on a certain fetish type, To find other options to upload our work to.

So i know we just had that unexpectedly long Maintenance period and all, But the after-result kinda makes me laugh.
It's like flood gates just opened up, I saw this huge release of submissions in my inbox.
And it seems like it hasn't stopped yet. XD

I've had a few people ask me how i make my 3DRenders, Particularly of the Pregnancy Variety, And how could they make their own?

Let me tell you what you could do to make your own 3D Pregnancy renders.
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Step 1: Get Daz3D, This is what i use to create my renders.
Certainly make sure you have plenty of storage space for it, Because it can be a large program.

Step 2: Make sure your PC or whatever you are using can handle rendering an image.
Even on the most up to date OS or system specs, You can get some performance issues if you aren't ready for it.
Certainly using windows Task Manager, Or whatever equivalent your OS has, Can let you know what your system usage is like.

Step 3: Mods.
Obviously you can mod Daz3D with character skins, clothes and other things. Plus the necessary Pregnancy mods.
Do note you may have to pay a bit if you get your mods from the more normal places.
However there is a website called 'Render State' where you might find some mods free. (Don't exactly condone, But it's an option).
Usually i try to get any/every pregnancy mod available, Especially if i want to make a particularly HUGE character.

Step 4: Sorting.
Make sure the mods and their file folders are sorted in the right places.
You'll note things like 'Runtime', 'People', 'Data' and what not.
The folders/files should be assigned into their indicated locations.

Step 5: Testing.
Once you've sorted your mods out, Run a test to make sure they work.
If something seems like it doesn't work, Then it means you have something in the wrong place.
But if you do have it in the right place, Navigate to your collection folder or the morph in the DAZ Library to find your mods.

Step 6: Rendering.
Usually i set my morph settings to random numbers to get a small or large belly size.
You could certainly do the same to get a belly size you like.
Also adjusting the angling of the character's torso can make it look better as you make the belly bigger.
Additionally, Adjusting the 'Stomach Depth' morph upward can also help make a bigger belly.
Once you feel you have the right appearance for a Render, Go to Render and start rendering. :)

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So that's how you create your own 3D Pregnancy Render.
If you decide to try this and need help or have comments, Let me know. :)

I can't even begin to tell you guys how pissed off i am.

Once again i've been wrongfully harassed, And once again, The person that harassed me filed a counter-report against me.
I'm absolutely tired of being treated like crap for no reason. And i'm tired of being wrongly reported when all i do is work.
I made it clear that i don't go around posting anything negative or any crap like that, Especially when i don't know a specific person.

I will say, I made a mistake in a prior journal (which i had deleted) where i specifically named the person harassing me.
This i do apologize for, I do acknowledge that this may not have been the best idea ever.

HOWEVER. I am NOT sorry, Nor should i have to be sorry, For being wrongfully harassed.
Which has now happened to me repeatedly.
I should not have to clean up another person's mess, because they obviously cannot/will not accept any responsibility for what they do to others like me.

I will not specifically name the latest person to harass me, Because i've already made that mistake once.
But once again It was harassed and was reported for the exact harassment, Even though I was the one harassed.
Nobody else.
This resulted in another suspension which absolutely pissed me off.

This vile behavior is not only unacceptable, But it is very counterproductive.

I would like to state for the record, Particularly to the people that keep harassing me without reason: I haven't done anything to you.
I don't know you, You don't know me.
You have no right or reason to harass me, Treat me like crap and just turn it around and blame me.
Even though you are the one harassing me.

To make things even more ridiculous is i've tried to report these episodes of harassment multiple times!
And its either administrative staff can't help me for some reason, They don't want to, Or they would rather support the enemy (the person harassing me).

Seriously! I can't help but feel incompetence here!
Do you NOT believe in accountability, Administration?
(And sorry if i'm making another mistake, I obviously don't mean to make any more. But when i get pissed, I try to fix/resolve the problems i'm facing by any means necessary.)
I've given you evidence/proof that i'm being harassed by someone and all you've done is either not help me, Or you've instead turned it around in favor of the person/people harassing me?

And you're the ones that are saying harassment is a rule breaker?
How can you even claim this if you let another person freely harass me, Or falsify reports or Information?
(Note: By the way, I've run a website from 2014 to 2019 *no longer available after*. This is something i've seen numerous times, Even with the low number of people that used it at the time.)
What was i supposed to do? Keep filing these reports until something is done? Or continue to dispute any counter action to the contrary?
I would think you'd see that as spam if that had happened.

You've honestly let me down.
I should not have to clean up another person's mess, Just because they won't accept any responsibility for what they do.
I certainly refuse to be harassed or block evaded by somebody who, let's be honest, Could have mental health issues or something.
(Again, Not 100% saying or suggesting anything, I could be completely wrong even based on what i believe i've observed).

Sure, If it helps anything, I gladly apologize for anything i KNOW i did, as well as things that maybe i don't.
Whether or not it changes anything, Let me know.
BUT, I'm still not sorry at all for having to deal with being harassed and people refuse to help me.


I've only be here for about 6 months, And that's a really short amount of time compared to other users here on FA.
But i've been treated like crap so many times already in the short time i've spent here.
And honestly, I think i should make this journal anyway, In case something worse happens.
Or, And this may also happen, I decide to just give up on FA at this rate. Especially if people continue to harass me and treat me like crap for no real reason.

Chances are i might just (re)migrate to DeviantArt or something.

So to my followers: I Figured i'd let you know now in case something happens again.
I may end up creating an Alt of this account on DeviantArt, So i would keep watch there in case i do this.

But honestly, I'm so done with being harassed and seeing a lack of accountability towards the people doing it.
If i'm going to be harassed so much, I may as well move (back) to deviantart anyway.

Thanks for reading.

(And again, Sorry if certain people feel like i'm making mistakes again, I don't mean to do that. Believe me, I want to clean this ridiculous mess up, Even though i shouldn't have to.)

Lately i've been looking through my feedbacks and views on my different submissions.
Up to this point, I've posted artwork or 3D Renders for various types of creatures, or things from certain fandoms.

But i've noticed certain things have gotten more views, likes or comments than others.

So i'd like to know: What specific creature or fandom did i create something for that aligns with what you like?
Or are you somebody who is into all sorts of things?

Do you guys enjoy my painted artwork more, Or my 3D renders more?

FurAffinity is celebrating 20 years?
Seems pretty crazy to think this website is among a few art websites still up after 20 or so years.