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Posted 13 years agoA rumble comes from the depths....
A little life update...
Posted 16 years agoOn the 23rd, I went into surgery to have a gastric sleeve (google it) done so as to prevent me from growing up to be a morbidly obese, diabetic, hunk of human flesh with a heart condition. But there was a complication...
After the procedure, I continued to bleed internally. The painkiller they had given me has a mild blood thinner in it, and my body overreacted to it. So they sent me back to surgery. I awoke later in the ICU (the nurses had allowed me to slip out of sedation). They had placed a tube down my throat and were feeding me minimal oxygen. This made it too hard to breathe and I couldn't talk. I panicked, tried to pull the tube out and thrashed around. I'm told I had to be pinned by two male nurses before they could knock me out again. In my panic, I had torn my IV out and had reopened some of my sutures. So I was carted off a 3rd time. All this in one 20 hour period. I spent the next 2 days in ICU again, and 2 more in recovery. I have a SIX inch scar across my abdomen, four 1 inch scars from the original surgery, and a still open abscess where my drainage tube once lay.
Kind of a shitty way to end a year, I'd say.
After the procedure, I continued to bleed internally. The painkiller they had given me has a mild blood thinner in it, and my body overreacted to it. So they sent me back to surgery. I awoke later in the ICU (the nurses had allowed me to slip out of sedation). They had placed a tube down my throat and were feeding me minimal oxygen. This made it too hard to breathe and I couldn't talk. I panicked, tried to pull the tube out and thrashed around. I'm told I had to be pinned by two male nurses before they could knock me out again. In my panic, I had torn my IV out and had reopened some of my sutures. So I was carted off a 3rd time. All this in one 20 hour period. I spent the next 2 days in ICU again, and 2 more in recovery. I have a SIX inch scar across my abdomen, four 1 inch scars from the original surgery, and a still open abscess where my drainage tube once lay.
Kind of a shitty way to end a year, I'd say.
RIP
Posted 17 years agoMy grandfather, Robert Johnson, died in his sleep on Halloween night. He was 85.
ARRRRRGH!!1kiojdklfja;
Posted 17 years agoMy motherfucking computer died!
Aftermath
Posted 17 years agoWell, I'm back home from A-kon, and I am exhausted. I fell asleep on the couch last night as soon as I got home. D)
I had fun, though. Not as many artists there as I had hoped, just a lot of ways to waste money. Though I did but some badges from Scott Ramsoomair and a signed print from Matt Herms. I also bought a few figurines, an Urahara bucket hat, plus the Cowboy Bebop boxset! (gleeful noise)
Drawing is a low priority for me at the moment. We'll see how things go after I find a job.
I had fun, though. Not as many artists there as I had hoped, just a lot of ways to waste money. Though I did but some badges from Scott Ramsoomair and a signed print from Matt Herms. I also bought a few figurines, an Urahara bucket hat, plus the Cowboy Bebop boxset! (gleeful noise)
Drawing is a low priority for me at the moment. We'll see how things go after I find a job.
A-kon
Posted 17 years agoI'm going to A-kon this year!
If you're going, I'm willing to draw in people's sketchbooks.
If you're going, I'm willing to draw in people's sketchbooks.
MEMEMEMEMEME
Posted 17 years agoGanked from 
atomicstoney
1)The way to win your heart?
Show me you have a mind of your own, or make me laugh
2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I don’t much care for spaghetti
3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
no :C
4) What did you do last night?
played SSBB til I couldn't see straight anymore
5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
From a glass…usually
6) How long is your hair?
Kinda long for me, but I might let it grow out more
7) Do you like Batman?
I AM Batman
8) What are you doing tonight?
pissing around on the internet, going to class
9) Addicted to anything?
Dr. Pepper…I…I just can’t quit
10) What were you last listening to?
my instructor talking
11) Do you like anyone now?
nothing more than a little internet crush
12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
In my car on the way here
13) What did you have for breakfast?
a piece of leftover cake
14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
Sometimes it falls on Fathers’ Day
15) What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM and MSN
16) Can you cook?
I can scramble eggs. Does that count?
17) Did you have a nap today?
NO >:C
18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
being late for work D:
19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
I prefer shorts, thank you
20) When is your birthday?
June 18th
21) Want some green beans?
Only if they were cooked in a pot with bacon
22) Do you swear a lot?
Only when it pleases me, bitch.
23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
24) Do you have any regrets?
oh God yes
25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
occasionally
26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Eyes and lips. Then the hips.
27) Do you want something you can't have?
does financial security count?
28) Who would you like to see right now?
uhhh….i got nothing here
29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
I’m not anti-social by choice, I just have a hard time socializing in general.
30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
once >_>
31) Do you have a tan?
I’m irish
32) Ever been in love?
I’m not sure of that anymore
33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
spooning is nice
34) Ever had braces?
yes
35) What do you wear to bed?
boxer shorts
36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
ME. T~T
37) Do you trust people?
usually
38) What are you wearing?
Board shorts, a t-shirt and flip-flops
39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
no
40) What was the highlight of your week?
getting drunk at my brother’s graduation party
41) What type of people do you fall for?
Smart, tomboy-ish types
42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
no
atomicstoney1)The way to win your heart?
Show me you have a mind of your own, or make me laugh
2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
I don’t much care for spaghetti
3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
no :C
4) What did you do last night?
played SSBB til I couldn't see straight anymore
5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
From a glass…usually
6) How long is your hair?
Kinda long for me, but I might let it grow out more
7) Do you like Batman?
I AM Batman
8) What are you doing tonight?
pissing around on the internet, going to class
9) Addicted to anything?
Dr. Pepper…I…I just can’t quit
10) What were you last listening to?
my instructor talking
11) Do you like anyone now?
nothing more than a little internet crush
12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
In my car on the way here
13) What did you have for breakfast?
a piece of leftover cake
14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
Sometimes it falls on Fathers’ Day
15) What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM and MSN
16) Can you cook?
I can scramble eggs. Does that count?
17) Did you have a nap today?
NO >:C
18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
being late for work D:
19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
I prefer shorts, thank you
20) When is your birthday?
June 18th
21) Want some green beans?
Only if they were cooked in a pot with bacon
22) Do you swear a lot?
Only when it pleases me, bitch.
23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
24) Do you have any regrets?
oh God yes
25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
occasionally
26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Eyes and lips. Then the hips.
27) Do you want something you can't have?
does financial security count?
28) Who would you like to see right now?
uhhh….i got nothing here
29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
I’m not anti-social by choice, I just have a hard time socializing in general.
30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
once >_>
31) Do you have a tan?
I’m irish
32) Ever been in love?
I’m not sure of that anymore
33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
spooning is nice
34) Ever had braces?
yes
35) What do you wear to bed?
boxer shorts
36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
ME. T~T
37) Do you trust people?
usually
38) What are you wearing?
Board shorts, a t-shirt and flip-flops
39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
no
40) What was the highlight of your week?
getting drunk at my brother’s graduation party
41) What type of people do you fall for?
Smart, tomboy-ish types
42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
no
Cloverfield
Posted 17 years agoI came. I saw. I shat myself stupid.
I loved it.
I loved it.
Commissions?
Posted 18 years agoAnyone? Who wants it?
Seriously though, I am thinking about starting digital commissions to help supplement my meager income. Digital ONLY! For now anyway.
The question I pose to you is: If I do digital commissions, would you be interested, and what would you pay?
Seriously though, I am thinking about starting digital commissions to help supplement my meager income. Digital ONLY! For now anyway.
The question I pose to you is: If I do digital commissions, would you be interested, and what would you pay?
To whom it may concern
Posted 18 years agoTo the anon who hacked my password (not that it was terribly easy), changed my profile and uploaded something god awful...
I lol'd.
To anyone else who noticed, sorry if you were offended. Hax happens, I guess.
I lol'd.
To anyone else who noticed, sorry if you were offended. Hax happens, I guess.
I haven't cried in so long...
Posted 18 years ago....I'd forgotten how it felt
Things That Need to be Said
Posted 18 years agoIt's a journal meme. Write down stuff that you've always wanted to say to certain people (try for at least 10). But keep it anonymous. And if you know who I'm talking about, keep yer damn mouth shut!
1. Maybe if you got over yourself, people would be more willing to help you.
2. Shut up and let someone else talk! The world does not revolve around you.
3. I don't know whether I should kiss you or slap you.
4. I want to fix you, but I have no idea where to start.
5. I have never in my life been so disappointed in you.
6. Stop trying to be something you're not.
7. I wish I was the one you met 2 years ago.
8. TALK TO ME!!!!
9. I was childish, selfish and scared, and I'm sorry I made you deal with that.
10. It's not funny, it hurts. Stop it.
1. Maybe if you got over yourself, people would be more willing to help you.
2. Shut up and let someone else talk! The world does not revolve around you.
3. I don't know whether I should kiss you or slap you.
4. I want to fix you, but I have no idea where to start.
5. I have never in my life been so disappointed in you.
6. Stop trying to be something you're not.
7. I wish I was the one you met 2 years ago.
8. TALK TO ME!!!!
9. I was childish, selfish and scared, and I'm sorry I made you deal with that.
10. It's not funny, it hurts. Stop it.
CAKE
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*clears throat*
Posted 18 years ago*dusts off drawing pad*
*hooks up scanner*
*hooks up scanner*
Hrm.
Posted 18 years agoI should start drawing again.
FACTS
Posted 18 years agoAt least do your homework before attempting to force a meme.
How about some art, maybe?
Posted 18 years agoIf I ever get around to scanning it (and cleaning, editing, and posting), you might see some art from me soon.
Might.
Might.
Journal Fetish meme REDUX
Posted 18 years agoI just know this is gonna come back to bite me in the ass, but wut ev.
(+++) This like whoa... OMG
(++) Oh my! <3
(+) I like it
(~) Indifferent/undecided
(-) Not my thing
(--) Turn-off
(---) My mouse is on its way to Back button
(?) Never saw that before
Anal on Males (-)
Anal on Females (~)
Breasts (++)
Breast Expansion (++)
Weight Gain (-)
Bondage (~)
Clothing (+)
Leather (+)
Stockings (+)
Shoe/Boots (~)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (--)
Muscle, Female (--)
Herm (++)
Cub (---)
Baby/Diaper (---)
Bloodletting/Vampirism (-)
Transformation (-)
Macro/Micro (~)
Corsets (~)
Impregnation (+)
Pregnancy (+)
Lactation (~)
Soft Vore (-)
Hard Vore (--)
Unbirthing (~)
Paw/Foot (-)
Incest (+) Only fantasy, no reality
Felching (--)
Lesbian (F/F) (++)
Gay (M/M) (~)
Hetero (M/F) (++)
Bi (++)
Girly Boys (-)
Butch Girls (~)
Mind Control (?)
Rape (~)
Uniform (~)
Orgy (++)
Subbing/Domming (++)
Biting (++) Just a nibble...
Cheesecake (+)
Beefcake (--)
Solo Masturbation (+)
Scat (---)
Inflation (~)
Fat/Pudge (+)
Tech (--)
Parasitism/Endosoma (---)
Watersports (---)
Glasses (+)
Tentacles (+++)
Oviposition (+)
Masochism (--)
Sadism (-)
Vaginae Dentatae (--)
Multiple body parts (--)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore/guro (--)
Snuff (--)
Hyper (+)
Zoophilia (---)
Electricity/e-stim (~)
She-males (--)
Cross-dressing (~)
Skunk spray (---)
Oral (++)
Asphyxiation (~)
(+++) This like whoa... OMG
(++) Oh my! <3
(+) I like it
(~) Indifferent/undecided
(-) Not my thing
(--) Turn-off
(---) My mouse is on its way to Back button
(?) Never saw that before
Anal on Males (-)
Anal on Females (~)
Breasts (++)
Breast Expansion (++)
Weight Gain (-)
Bondage (~)
Clothing (+)
Leather (+)
Stockings (+)
Shoe/Boots (~)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (--)
Muscle, Female (--)
Herm (++)
Cub (---)
Baby/Diaper (---)
Bloodletting/Vampirism (-)
Transformation (-)
Macro/Micro (~)
Corsets (~)
Impregnation (+)
Pregnancy (+)
Lactation (~)
Soft Vore (-)
Hard Vore (--)
Unbirthing (~)
Paw/Foot (-)
Incest (+) Only fantasy, no reality
Felching (--)
Lesbian (F/F) (++)
Gay (M/M) (~)
Hetero (M/F) (++)
Bi (++)
Girly Boys (-)
Butch Girls (~)
Mind Control (?)
Rape (~)
Uniform (~)
Orgy (++)
Subbing/Domming (++)
Biting (++) Just a nibble...
Cheesecake (+)
Beefcake (--)
Solo Masturbation (+)
Scat (---)
Inflation (~)
Fat/Pudge (+)
Tech (--)
Parasitism/Endosoma (---)
Watersports (---)
Glasses (+)
Tentacles (+++)
Oviposition (+)
Masochism (--)
Sadism (-)
Vaginae Dentatae (--)
Multiple body parts (--)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore/guro (--)
Snuff (--)
Hyper (+)
Zoophilia (---)
Electricity/e-stim (~)
She-males (--)
Cross-dressing (~)
Skunk spray (---)
Oral (++)
Asphyxiation (~)
Copied from DA...
Posted 19 years agoShort entry tonight.
Yesterday, my parents dragged me over to my grandparents old place to help fix it up to sell. I got stuck doing yard work all day, cutting down small trees, trimming bigger ones. Lifting, sawing, trimming, cutting. My shoulders hurt now.
In other news, these dreams I've been having suck. They're happy, but when I wake up, all I can think of is how much I'd like them to be real. Sad, I know.
I need to go to sleep...
Yesterday, my parents dragged me over to my grandparents old place to help fix it up to sell. I got stuck doing yard work all day, cutting down small trees, trimming bigger ones. Lifting, sawing, trimming, cutting. My shoulders hurt now.
In other news, these dreams I've been having suck. They're happy, but when I wake up, all I can think of is how much I'd like them to be real. Sad, I know.
I need to go to sleep...
Dude, where's my journal?
Posted 19 years agoWhere's your journal, dude?
