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FINALLY caught up on art posting
Posted a year agoafter 89 years....i am finally up to date to posting all my art i've commissioned thus far.
holy FUCK thank GOD. quite a few other pieces, animations, and comics brewing up! i should be able to post the next part of atari camping amongst werewolves soon ! just waiting for Apollo to post it publicly...what a forgetful dork haha.
i love y'all, i hope your 2024 has been treating you well <3 looking forward to warmer weather in colorado here soon hopefully!
holy FUCK thank GOD. quite a few other pieces, animations, and comics brewing up! i should be able to post the next part of atari camping amongst werewolves soon ! just waiting for Apollo to post it publicly...what a forgetful dork haha.
i love y'all, i hope your 2024 has been treating you well <3 looking forward to warmer weather in colorado here soon hopefully!
Making 2023 the Year of ME
Posted 2 years agoif you’ve ever wondered: where the FUCK did this shiba come from with all this art?! well...it's a bit of a long story. very short TLDR available near the end lol.
end of 2022, i removed someone from my life entirely, blocked everywhere i could, muted usernames, etc., and put myself on a waitlist for therapy with a male therapist soon after. by january 2023, i was tired of waiting, i selected an available therapist (who was a woman, I originally wanted to step out of my comfort zone with a man) who turned out to be the favoritest one i've ever had !
first discovered in march of 2022, my blood work came back with concerningly high liver enzymes with no real cause. liver biopsy, blood work after blood work after repeated blood work with liver enzyme levels only getting worse over time. three months after going no-contact with that person, i got bloodwork done to check in on these mysterious elevated liver enzymes. all levels had returned back to normal, with one only being slightly elevated (which no longer is elevated, writing this many months later hah!). I had lost 15lbs in a few months, now i’m down 20lbs total without having changed my diet at all. i no longer have to take several TUMS after eating meals, indigestion-causing foods don’t bother me, and i’m no longer taking a prescribed medication for preventing acid reflux/heartburn and upset stomach.
i had also saved several thousand dollars over the course of several months nearing the end of 2022, planning on an international trip that would’ve been pricey. so uh. well, instead of that, i paid for my mum’s rent for January for Christmas and started commissioning artists. tons and tons of artists. i never really dug into said savings, threw more money in there a little at a time, kinda just kept it there because the used car market was dumb (and the car I wanted to buy is no longer available new, prices secondhand were more expensive than it was new, too, hhh). i was making adult money post-graduating from university, no one but myself to spend it on, and i decided to spoil myself to make 2023 the Year of ME.
9 months of therapy, every week (twice in one week at one point hah!), from January until September. i went from crying every single day, not many friends, not even really an irl friend to speak of outside of my roommate, my mum, and my dog haha, to being literally overwhelmed by the amount of people who talk to me on a daily basis.
since last year, i've accomplished a shit ton:
• stuck with therapy for the longest period of time in my life, ever.
• i’ve always been close to my mum, but through the rough end of 2022 and very difficult beginning of 2023, i opened up to her about a great deal more than i have ever, which was refreshing and a really good step in the right direction
• came to the realization that, oops! i'm autistic. kinda been weird to reflect on the masking i've always done, the autistic regression/burnout is...real. also found out from my mum that my brother mentioned to her at one point that i may be on the spectrum, tons of other things i’ve looked back on throughout my life that just screamed…oh! that was the autism! better late than never, i suppose, hey!
• commissioned so many of my favoritest artists i've watched and admired for years, became friends with several of them somehow ?? what. also traded nudes with many. gay furry things i guess. wild.
• turbo’d my miata, including taking apart all the timing components again to replace the harmonic balancer, installed a coolant reroute, crossflow radiator, wired up 3 gauges in a carbon fiber pillar pod, and replaced and tuned a standalone megasquirt ECU by myself (many other things, too much to mention). the car spins its tires in 1st rolling into power, i’m looking forward to the warmer weather to put on the finishing touches and get it put on a real dyno. also threw in some parcel shelf speakers and installed an under-seat subwoofer behind the driver side seat. music is bumping…for a miat!
• said miata ended up in the 2024 calendar for a miata tuning company i love…whattt!!?!
• picked back up device usage for foreskin restoration, i thought i was pretty much done, only doing manual stretches since August 2019 in the evenings whenever i had free paws. i have CI-10 flaccid and CI-6–CI-10 while erect depending on temperature/position. hell, I’ve docked my possum friend’s entire dick into my foreskin at one point. anyways, i want that mf thing to my knees, owe it to my 16-year-old self who started the journey over 9 years ago (10 next May! wtff)
• tried out being on the receiving end of watersports for the first time for real, and omg…im a gross doggy in love.
• hit 785 days of practicing French in DuoLingo
• made so many fucking friends, rekindling other friendships along the way. Lakos, one of my best friends, i met on Barq in November, who i cuddle in person pretty much weekly. Ozzy, a very tall nonbinary possum who I rekindled a friendship with after a little over a year of not really talking with them, also cuddle and play with them hhhh. Pascal, a very hot dog who i met through a foreskin restoration telegram group i re-joined in february, who has been a positive influence in various aspects, share our gross incest kink with each other, and is my restoration buddy. Deizo, who met and stuck with me out of a strange situation, and uh, well, glad i ended up with him in a hilarious “divorce.” he supported me in various ways during the first few months of our friendship, letting me talk about my own mistakes and fuck ups, and followed me in changing and growing for the better. Lemony pieee, my favoritest piss kitty, who has been so fun talking about our shared gross kinks and drawded me way too many gifts. Alex, a sweet, shy, and gorgeous german shepherd with probably one of the hottest (and stretchiest) holes on the planet. Benji, a beefy hairy bull who I reached back out to after not really speaking to him since 2020 and has been super fun to talk to again. Tanuki, who had been very generous with gifting me drawings and stickers after picking drawing back up a few months ago, amazing guitarist, #1 burger eater, hot bod, just a massive cock and balls on the fella, i love and adore him. Jann, my lesbian bunny queeeen who has improved her art significantly since we met in 2022 and have gotten much closer in 2023...she is responsible for most of my telegram sticker pack, i would die for her. And lastly but not least, Belmo, my partner I met out of nowhere in early August, who has been a dream to communicate with, so caring, so sweet, a total hottie with the cutest tumbie on the planet, someone willing to indulge my gross kinks. i’m so happy he said yes to being my boyfriend on his birthday on the 11th of December aaaaaa!! i’m foaming at the mouth for him to move out where i am later next year so i can make out with his beautiful lips, cuddle, kiss foreskins, and have him rail the cum out of me. also eat his juicy hairy dragonpup ass and drink his piss ngl…
wow, so all of that was a bit more long-winded than I originally expected. i definitely missed stuff, so many other people i’ve met, things i’ve done, shit i’ve worked through. a big shoutout to my best friend Theresa for being my cheerleader through the ups and downs of dating and relationships and life’s fuckery for over a decade. she is my longest standing internet friend by FAR!
TLDR: a liberated gay dog will buy themselves so much gay furry porn, as a treat, and be free to make friends, have fun, and be themself.
here’s to making 2024 the Year of 20-20-Fore, babes!! (like…FOREskin…hah…it’s my favorite…shut it) happy new year, y’all! the gay furry porn featuring Atari and dadsona Teddy will not be stopping any time soon, i pawmise! <3 2023 was difficult for me and most others I know, so i’m exuding much love and healing energy to all moving forward into 2024 !!
end of 2022, i removed someone from my life entirely, blocked everywhere i could, muted usernames, etc., and put myself on a waitlist for therapy with a male therapist soon after. by january 2023, i was tired of waiting, i selected an available therapist (who was a woman, I originally wanted to step out of my comfort zone with a man) who turned out to be the favoritest one i've ever had !
first discovered in march of 2022, my blood work came back with concerningly high liver enzymes with no real cause. liver biopsy, blood work after blood work after repeated blood work with liver enzyme levels only getting worse over time. three months after going no-contact with that person, i got bloodwork done to check in on these mysterious elevated liver enzymes. all levels had returned back to normal, with one only being slightly elevated (which no longer is elevated, writing this many months later hah!). I had lost 15lbs in a few months, now i’m down 20lbs total without having changed my diet at all. i no longer have to take several TUMS after eating meals, indigestion-causing foods don’t bother me, and i’m no longer taking a prescribed medication for preventing acid reflux/heartburn and upset stomach.
i had also saved several thousand dollars over the course of several months nearing the end of 2022, planning on an international trip that would’ve been pricey. so uh. well, instead of that, i paid for my mum’s rent for January for Christmas and started commissioning artists. tons and tons of artists. i never really dug into said savings, threw more money in there a little at a time, kinda just kept it there because the used car market was dumb (and the car I wanted to buy is no longer available new, prices secondhand were more expensive than it was new, too, hhh). i was making adult money post-graduating from university, no one but myself to spend it on, and i decided to spoil myself to make 2023 the Year of ME.
9 months of therapy, every week (twice in one week at one point hah!), from January until September. i went from crying every single day, not many friends, not even really an irl friend to speak of outside of my roommate, my mum, and my dog haha, to being literally overwhelmed by the amount of people who talk to me on a daily basis.
since last year, i've accomplished a shit ton:
• stuck with therapy for the longest period of time in my life, ever.
• i’ve always been close to my mum, but through the rough end of 2022 and very difficult beginning of 2023, i opened up to her about a great deal more than i have ever, which was refreshing and a really good step in the right direction
• came to the realization that, oops! i'm autistic. kinda been weird to reflect on the masking i've always done, the autistic regression/burnout is...real. also found out from my mum that my brother mentioned to her at one point that i may be on the spectrum, tons of other things i’ve looked back on throughout my life that just screamed…oh! that was the autism! better late than never, i suppose, hey!
• commissioned so many of my favoritest artists i've watched and admired for years, became friends with several of them somehow ?? what. also traded nudes with many. gay furry things i guess. wild.
• turbo’d my miata, including taking apart all the timing components again to replace the harmonic balancer, installed a coolant reroute, crossflow radiator, wired up 3 gauges in a carbon fiber pillar pod, and replaced and tuned a standalone megasquirt ECU by myself (many other things, too much to mention). the car spins its tires in 1st rolling into power, i’m looking forward to the warmer weather to put on the finishing touches and get it put on a real dyno. also threw in some parcel shelf speakers and installed an under-seat subwoofer behind the driver side seat. music is bumping…for a miat!
• said miata ended up in the 2024 calendar for a miata tuning company i love…whattt!!?!
• picked back up device usage for foreskin restoration, i thought i was pretty much done, only doing manual stretches since August 2019 in the evenings whenever i had free paws. i have CI-10 flaccid and CI-6–CI-10 while erect depending on temperature/position. hell, I’ve docked my possum friend’s entire dick into my foreskin at one point. anyways, i want that mf thing to my knees, owe it to my 16-year-old self who started the journey over 9 years ago (10 next May! wtff)
• tried out being on the receiving end of watersports for the first time for real, and omg…im a gross doggy in love.
• hit 785 days of practicing French in DuoLingo
• made so many fucking friends, rekindling other friendships along the way. Lakos, one of my best friends, i met on Barq in November, who i cuddle in person pretty much weekly. Ozzy, a very tall nonbinary possum who I rekindled a friendship with after a little over a year of not really talking with them, also cuddle and play with them hhhh. Pascal, a very hot dog who i met through a foreskin restoration telegram group i re-joined in february, who has been a positive influence in various aspects, share our gross incest kink with each other, and is my restoration buddy. Deizo, who met and stuck with me out of a strange situation, and uh, well, glad i ended up with him in a hilarious “divorce.” he supported me in various ways during the first few months of our friendship, letting me talk about my own mistakes and fuck ups, and followed me in changing and growing for the better. Lemony pieee, my favoritest piss kitty, who has been so fun talking about our shared gross kinks and drawded me way too many gifts. Alex, a sweet, shy, and gorgeous german shepherd with probably one of the hottest (and stretchiest) holes on the planet. Benji, a beefy hairy bull who I reached back out to after not really speaking to him since 2020 and has been super fun to talk to again. Tanuki, who had been very generous with gifting me drawings and stickers after picking drawing back up a few months ago, amazing guitarist, #1 burger eater, hot bod, just a massive cock and balls on the fella, i love and adore him. Jann, my lesbian bunny queeeen who has improved her art significantly since we met in 2022 and have gotten much closer in 2023...she is responsible for most of my telegram sticker pack, i would die for her. And lastly but not least, Belmo, my partner I met out of nowhere in early August, who has been a dream to communicate with, so caring, so sweet, a total hottie with the cutest tumbie on the planet, someone willing to indulge my gross kinks. i’m so happy he said yes to being my boyfriend on his birthday on the 11th of December aaaaaa!! i’m foaming at the mouth for him to move out where i am later next year so i can make out with his beautiful lips, cuddle, kiss foreskins, and have him rail the cum out of me. also eat his juicy hairy dragonpup ass and drink his piss ngl…
wow, so all of that was a bit more long-winded than I originally expected. i definitely missed stuff, so many other people i’ve met, things i’ve done, shit i’ve worked through. a big shoutout to my best friend Theresa for being my cheerleader through the ups and downs of dating and relationships and life’s fuckery for over a decade. she is my longest standing internet friend by FAR!
TLDR: a liberated gay dog will buy themselves so much gay furry porn, as a treat, and be free to make friends, have fun, and be themself.
here’s to making 2024 the Year of 20-20-Fore, babes!! (like…FOREskin…hah…it’s my favorite…shut it) happy new year, y’all! the gay furry porn featuring Atari and dadsona Teddy will not be stopping any time soon, i pawmise! <3 2023 was difficult for me and most others I know, so i’m exuding much love and healing energy to all moving forward into 2024 !!
