http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_c6EkWp79co
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKFAbxuxfVM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TRGt6QpMv8
Watch it now if you are even remotely a fan of Final Fantasy!!!

Anyone feel like adding me My ID is Atokada on there too. Still don't have many friends on there.

[ ] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy (what?)
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed (nuuuuu, my precious crap!)
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns (im not scared of them, but i still dont like them)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people (i HATE large crowds of people)
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists (and hospitals in general)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secret

Final Total: 5

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 75 common fears.

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.

Taken from  darkerthedragon

So we just got back in from MFF and aside from the lack of my own personal funds in getting anything myself I'd have to say for the most part MFF is way more different than the MFM cons I have been to. For the most part you have to find the way to fill the time mostly by yourself, whih isn't necicarily bad for a con. But when you don't have much to go on it can get boring a little too often. I still have palns to go next year, also hoping to get myself all spiffed up by the tim it rolsl around once more.So the sooner I get a job the better. Need to start by looking up different suiters and see just how much I can get for a head. also if anyone knows a tailor that has some skill I would need to talk to them and see about one part of my idea for next year. Feel free to IM me if you do it yourself or link me to their page in a comment.


On another note I noticed this posted after I had left for the con and could not do much about it but if you go to  Ship-Wreck and do not have her in your watch list and you find you like the art there then feel free to add her. Be sure to let him know I sent you her way though.

2320-7084-9773


if anyone else wants to play with me just drop in a code or link to your journal with it in there.

Yes in just Two more days this draggy will be 24!

So seeing all these smexy b-day pics is getting me kinda excited how lucky i may or may not get on the 27th when my day rolls around. either way Still probly won't be doing anything locally for it. Gotta get ready for work now though, later all.

Stolen from  VGM22 cause I actually kinda like this meme

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Circles - by Sarah Mclachlan(Not much I can think to say of this one.)

How would you describe yourself?
Rememberance - by Delerium(fitting of me to those who truly know me. but to anyone else just another song in my list.)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bizarre Room - by Michiru Yamane(How a game tune like this fits anything is beyond me.)

How do you feel today?
Would I Lie to You? - Eurythmics(I never really lie about anything no matter what. I tend to be a little to honest actually sometimes.)

What is your life's purpose?
Sea of Dreams - Misia(Kinda a song ins japanese. But I do dare to dream a sea-full of dreams that are quite on the impossible end.)

What is your motto?
On the Riverbank - SquareEnix(no comment really.)

What do your friends think of you?
Honestly - Micheal Russel(I somehow doubt this song fits, even with what little I kow of my friends I have.)

What do you think of your parents?
Asta Lavista - Glukoza(cause I finally moved away from them and have all but cut my ties to them. Not that I hate them, just never felt too close to any of them.)

What do you think about very often?
Sin - Star Indusrty(only the good kind of sins of course ;)

What is 2 + 2?
Ameno (Alternative Dance Rmx) - Julian DJ & Davide Sonar (cause we all know that 2+2=techno dance party!)

What do you think of your best friend?
Mahnamahna (long Version) - Mr. Mo (cause a little silliness is important to every friendship)

What do you think of the person you like?
Gravity of Love - Enigma (Don't think this requires much comment.)

What is your life story?
I found a Reason - Cat Power(Cause everything has a reason)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Like a Cat - The number 12 looks like you(yet another non-fitting for the question)

What do you think of the person you like?
Long Road - W-inds(dun remember what the song translates to. But I'd follow any road to be with Him.)

What will you dance to at ur wedding?
Only an Ocean away - Sarah Brightman(Very fitting. I sent this song to my mate before we moved in together and he loved it the best of the others I sent.)

What will they play at your funeral?
Ghost Love Score - Nightwish(Cause 10 mins of gothic type rock is 'perfect' final goodbye music. :b)

What is your hobby/interest?
Club Thrall - Myndflame(Well, WoW is a bit of a hobby to me when I get the time. And what better than dance music for it.)

What is your biggest fear?
Craving - Tatu(Not really a fear. But best fits how I dislike how most my plans of events usually fail.)

What is your biggest secret?
Did you Notice - Magnet(Don't know how this fits here. Other than I sometimes don't pay full atention to stuff sometimes.)

What do you think of your friends?
2nd Best - Sub-level 03(Cause I will always be 2nd best to the uber skills of all my friends XD. But seriously not fitting either.)

What will you post this as?
Storm of the Blades - Battlelore(as good a title as any.)

Seeing as I have my own net and some good games that can go online I was wondering if Anyone had some of the same and wanted to posibly play online with them at some point.

Can add my Xfire which is Atokada if ya want.

Ok after my last journal and doing alot of browsing and downloading things that didn't help for shit...come to find out it's the damn 'updated' Nvidia drivers. and I have to drop to a 99 build if i want QT or SL to run. Fucking bullshit on those dumbass Nvidia programmers.

Ok, so this thing is still new and is sure to be relatively unstable. But everything runs fine really. cept now I can't run SL or quicktime at all cause they crash. and QT gives me a buffer overrun error. Running a virus scan to see if it works after. But just in case I was looking for help if it still doesn't work after. Would prefer IM for a matter like this. but resonses here are fine too.

It's only a possibility, but I am thinking that if anyone was wanting to i could 'try' to make some music at their request. But I can't do much in styles. has to be only the major ones. And the closest i can get to rock is heavy metal or pop. But just let me know if you'd be interested.

Just letting anyone interested that my b-day will be coming up on Tuesday. So guess if ya wanna get in those early b-day wishes reply here. Don't plan on doing much anything for my b-day here. Anyhow about to get going to work now. Later all.

I'm in the process of trying to get back into geting on SL more often once more. But I'm still finding a lack of friends on there. So basically I'm looking for any here, and any friends you might have to have conversations and stuff with on SL. Name is Atokada Perth.

just vids posted up on gametrailers website. figure I'd share them for those interested.

http://www.gametrailers.com/umwatcher.php?id=31816
http://www.gametrailers.com/umwatcher.php?id=32551
http://www.gametrailers.com/umwatcher.php?id=27689

Just saw an update notice that my server is in a list of free moves to take care of the high server queue. And if anyone else out there knows a server I could switch to to play with others on, then let me know. Btw, probly has to stay on the same server type, which i RP. but can ask about others when I get a chance.

Currently working on music right now that is turning out rather good so far. At least for my first shot of a progressive trance piece. Just have to find my auido cables to link my tv to my pc after it's done.

http://www.angelfire.com/darkside/h.....onum_mage1.jpg

Got the game today and I love it. and looks damn fine even on the lowest settings. And of course I play the dragon char on it, heh. Very sexy though. And so wrong when he bends down to pick up stuff. ^.^;;

I went out and saw the movie yesterday. First time ended up getting cut off from a construction crew hitting a power line. But that problem aside I got to see it over at the other movie place later on. Which brings me to my personal review of the movie.

Having read the book I knew there was much not going to be included. Which brings me to the movie itself. It is loosely based on the book in the most average respect. All the important key story points still happen, but they change how they happen. The only true complaints I meaintian from before seeing the movie is Eragon's hair is not dark like the book describes. And Arya's ears are not pointed for being an elf. But trivial stuff is all. And I am thankful they didn't pull the game's story flow for what it did. Saphira was rendered wonderfully to fit into the scenes, complete with clothes moving when pressed under her talons. And while some of the changes make some smaller, wonderous points the book pulls make me just wonder what they plan later on. In it's flow though, It maintains the epic story that held in the book. Just like an alternate timeline is all. To the end after all had gone I even ended up crying at how strong it was and how I could personally connect to it.

Got the game today and was wondering if anyone else out there had it and wanted to try co-oping on it. my game story or yours is fine. just pm me and we'll see if we can get it working.

Ok, was hoping to have a log of what was said. But since I can't I'll just relay what happened.

I'm just minding my own business playing WoW, on my way to an instance. And I get a stranger I've never talked to(friend of a friend).

And he just up and calles me 'faggot' for starters. Which I ignored. Then he ask me if I was a jew, for some stupid reason. So then I ask him what his problem is. Which he replies I was spamming him and to 'stfu'. And I'm trying to be nice at first till he just pisses me off. He keeps insulting me with every swear word in the dictionary and then some. I finally just give him one good line of the same back at him. Then he up and claims to be a GM of my server and threatens to boot me. I doubt he even had the right server though, cause he said I was in ubrs, then MC after i told him i wasn't. Then continues to tell me to shut up and stop spamming him. so i just finally ignored him and he kept on for a few more replies before stopping.

Ok I seldom post stuff, but ask me 3 questions and such and I'll reply whenever I get back and see it. You know the drill.

Ok, only actually like one or 2 questions but I was wondering who plays it and on what server so that i can possibly get help in my process of building up from start.