I am absolutely furious and disgusted.

that is all.

The only good thing about have a three day weekend last week, is only having a four day work week! <3

Main thing that I want to try and accomplish this weekend is getting a reference sheet of Atomic done, well at least started. And present for a cheetah for doing my hairrrrrrr. I think I'll do more livestreaming this weekend as well. :]

Oh yeah. I got my hair did, thanks to Zahara. She did an amazing job. So my hair is now brown, blond, red, and strawberry blond! Totally vulpix.


Anyway. Setting a kiriban. The magic number is; 1,250
If you catch my pageviews at that, screenshot it and send me the image. Then I'll draw a picture of your character.

THANKS.

http://www.livestream.com/atomicfelony?t=490401

I think I have it working!


edit: done now, thanks for those who visited. :]

It will be like these pieces http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6336355 or http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5820641/

I'm not charging extra for a background or anything, You can just let me know if you want one or not. Like the title says. I'm only asking $5 dollars for them.

Feel free to leave me a comment or note if you're interested. :]


Slots

1.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations!!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Yes
Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- No
Ran a red light? --- Yes
Been suspended from school? --- No
Experienced love at first sight? --- No
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- No
Played spin-the-bottle? --- No
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Yes
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- No
Sleepwalked? --- No
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Yes
Dumped someone? --- Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- No
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- Yes
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- Yes
Been falling-down drunk? --- Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- No
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on an amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- No
Knitted? --- Yes
Been on TV? --- No
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- Yes
Had surgery? --- No
Streaked? --- No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- No
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? --- No
Donated Blood? --- No
Grabbed electric fence? --- Yes
Eaten alligator meat? --- Yes
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- Yes
Written graffiti? --- No
Loved someone you shouldn't? --- No
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- No

now i can do personal art and projects without being bugged! (i love you guys rly) I have a few projects that I want to do. Including attempt to make plushies and even a fursuit head! I made a livejournal, so I can blog about the progress and all that. Which is located here; http://atomicfelony.livejournal.com/

Be excited guys!

Friday had to be the worst day yet. I basically had a situation with just about everyone in my logr today. I hate feeling this way. It really does take you ages to builf up walls and just seconds to tear them down. I even feel isolated from my family. I have no idea how to fix anything.

I need to vent.

I stole this from :]


1. Post a link to your entry with the MOST VIEWS: if there is a tie, just post the top most one.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6231464/ - Being with a pony gets you views!

2. Post a link to your entry with the most favorites: if there is a tie, just post the top most one.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6002666/ - Inverted fursona!

3. Post a link to an entry you can't understand why so many people favorited, because in your own opinion, it doesn't deserve them.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6009427/ WHY FAVORITE THE DERP PAW.

4. Post a link to an entry that got the most comments.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5949586/ - Marshmallows! I so need to color this.

5. Post a link to an entry of your OWN personal favorite drawing (post up to five).
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6239616 - Since I actually spent a lot of time on the background, which i rarely ever do!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5843582/ - I NEED TO DO THIS PIECE. First off, <3wow art. Second. Love the realism 8D

I keep working on pieces on and off, a little bit!, through out the week.

I'm in the process of doing the flat coloring for akota and rizu's piece.
and I'm now shading a realism personal piece.
Goal is to get them both done by Saturday!

Just saying, I can not wait for the work day to be over. Works been pretty stressful for the past few weeks, and today has pretty much topped it. Just so exhausted of doing three peoples jobs at once and not getting recognized for it. Still dealing with a little bit of family drama, but I believe and hope that it's slowly getting resolved or it could actually turn out being worse for me. SOYEAH. Just been stressing a lot recently.

Buuuuut, anyway. Just throwing out an apology for art taking so long to complete. Sort of fell into an art slump starting this week, well even before that I suppose. Just been sketching, now this week I can't even sketch x) I'm hoping that this weekend I can kick out a few projects.
I have Akota and Rizu's piece lineart complete, so I just need to do the coloring
My half of a trade with anniekitty, so I need to do a badge for her this weekend.
Andddd, I'm hoping to get a few person pieces started.

Also I have to say. I started playing the dreaded game again. Yeah. Wow. lol. I've even started raiding with some friends again three nights a week. tee hee hee.

And finally, I want to do a big clean out in my office at home. As to I need room for a new project that I want to start on in the next few weeks. x)

This made me so happy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9DFIHvToBQw&NR

SO yeah. I like how all week at work, you basically count down for the weekend. Then what happens? I get extremely sick on friday evening and I'm basically confined to the bed/couch ALL weekend. It was awful awful. Doing better this morning, just have the sore throat, runny nose, and of course my lovely back is still killing me.

Okay so maybe my weekend wasn't so awful to begin with. Since I did get to see the whole MBC, together!! I don't think we've all hung out together since.. Akotacon? Which is really sad. :( miss yew guys. We need another furry movie night!

Sooo yeah, didn't really get any art done this weekend. If i was able to sit up for more than 10 minutes, i was lucky! I do have a few project that are like half way done/good amount worked on. So I'll be trying to get those up during the week. I may put together a sketch/WIP dump.

So I can post all the super cute art I've received! <3

Why is it when one part of your life is going good, the other part of it has to go to shit.

Last week was a pretty stressful week at work. My boss was giving a few of us in the office a hard time which is never fun. To top it off I had some drama go on Friday, which pretty much left me in an awful mood for majority of the weekend. Which Ill admit. I sketched a little but that's about all. I played quite a bit of wow with my friends that I've been playing with for 3+ years now. They always know how to cheer me up. As well as some certain wolfy that i talked to allllllll dayyyyyyy yesterday. ^_^

So yeah. Was in a pretty good mood this morning because of it. Then at about 12:30 I get a call at work from my next door neighbor, who I didn't even know had my work phone number first of all. BUT YEAH. Apparently when UPS was dropping off a package at our house. My dog decided to break out front room window. And I mean, completely smashhhhhhh the glass. So, yeah. I guess ups went to my neighbors house and was threatening to call animal control. .....lol. My dog is honestly the most lovable, playful dog around. So I had to leave work this afternoon to deal with all that bullshit. The cops being called. Everything. Great. Fantastic.

Ontop of that I've been dealing with sever back pain for well over a week now. Not really sure why I have it. ;( Pain killers. yes.

But just expect a meh foxy for a while. .-.

I'm soooo super excited.

I'm getting it done by Who are some really cool people, that (lovings to him!) introduced me to at megaplex. was super cool and made me a cute purple hyena like tail while I was there for only ten dollars. They're all super sweet hearts so you should check them out!

So, be prepared, since next convention I will have a much larger tail I'll be wagging at you. MOAR DANCING? YA. I also even have a new repellent for the old or nasty guys that try to hit on me there too. Tee hee.

Slowly working on coloring some kiribans. Still need to sketch one out. Have some personal art that I want to color. And I still really need to make myself a legit ref sheet. Ohhhh why can there not be more hours in the day.

Have you ever lent the last person you called money?
Nope.

How many times have you cried over the last person you cried over?
I can't say that I remember the last person I cried over. x)

Have you ever been in an on-and-off relationship? Soo annoying right?
Never have been.

Is there a store you go to so much the employees know your name?
Nah.

Would you be able to live without the last person you fought with?
My mother, no.

Is there anything in your room your parents would be pissed about?
Yes. lolz.

Where did you buy your favorite pair of jeans?
I can't say that I have a favorite pair atm. D:

Has anyone ever told you they loved you but not meant it?
probably.

Have you ever helped someone while they were drunk puking?
Yes.

Are you welcome at the last person you kissed's house?
yes. :s

Did you have any unread texts when you woke up today?
Yessssssss.

Have you ever dated someone who smoked? Did it bother you?
I have, and I'd prefer it if they didn't smoke.

Does the last person whose house you were at like anyone?
YAP.

Have you ever watched someone being carried into an ambulance?
I work at pretty big medical center. So. Every so often we have to call 911 to have someone taken to the hospital. x)

Can you sleep easier with the TV on than off?
Eh. Usually it's better when I have the tv off. But usually I can sleep through anything.

Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex?
yes.

Do you own more pink or black clothes?
probably black.

Has a boyfriend/girlfriend ever given you a stuffed animal?
Can't say they have.

Do you think you could be with one person for the rest of your life starting now?
I don't know.

What time did you wake up last Saturday? Why?
FUCK YOU DEMISE. Like 9. After going to sleep at like 4. He left our hotel room and didn't have a key. So yeah. My phone was ringing, so I'm like why the fuck is my phone ringing, then he knocks on the hotel door. So I got up and let him in with my crazy messy hair. x)

Do you know how many people your best friend has had sex with?
I can't say that I have one set best friend.

Are your boobs real?
indeed. ;P

Can you get over people easily?
Usually. Tbh it's pretty hard for me to get super attached to someone. ><

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Depends on the situation.

Has anyone told you they don't ever want to lose you?
yes.

How many people have you kissed in 2010?
UM. one?

Would you get into a car with someone who was drunk if it was your only way?
I have. Which is pretty silly of me.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
not that im aware of.

If you could seek revenge on someone would you?
eh. i'd rather not cause any drama.

Does any part of your body hurt?
yes. my back. :(

When was the last time you were sick?
currently.

Do you have trust issues?
oh yes.

Do you think this year will be better than the last?
So far this year has been amazing. x)

What would you do if you got pregnant?
Cry. Then stomach punching party? god i'm awful. But I really do not want kids at this point in my life.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?
yes.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
I'm sure.

The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
Yes. >.>

What were you doing at three last night?
I actually had JUST crawled into bed.

Who was the last to call you beautiful?
Not sure. x)

Something funny happen last night?
Not overly funny.

nowwww, back to coding! x)

So of course, I had a super amazing time. Majority of the time I was with either Zahara or Demise. Oh Demise, we love you and your silly comments. It was really super nice seeing everyone, and I did meet a ton of new people or got to meet people for the first time in person. ^_^
I thinkkk the biggest highlight was for the fursuit games I volunteered to hold the noodle for limbo! :3 OH, and like 90% of the time, I just went around shaking my tail at people. "I WAGGING MY TAIL AT YOU." End.

Back to the real worlddd. Back to work today in a few minutes. D: And then I'll be getting back to art that needs to be done!

It's getting close! Less than a week. And I am so excited!


What is your name?
Atomic of course sillies! Real name is Andrea :S

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Just saying, last convention I was drunk before three or four, both days. SO, get ready for the same thing. I shall be constantly bopping around the hotel.

Where are you staying?
The raddision, duh.

Who will you be with?
GIRLS ONLY ROOM SUP. YEAH ROOM PARTY. TURNIP AVOCADO 4 LYFE

Do you do free art?
Catch me in a good mood, and I promise I'll do a drunk doodle for you. Especially if we go to Ihop together. ;D

Do you do trades?
I do art trades, feel free to ask. I won't be doing any art at the convention though, other than really rushed sketches. SOYEAH.

Do you do commissions?
See above answer.

Do you have prints/ CDs ?
Nah.

What is your gender?
FEEEEMALE.

How old are you?
21

Can I touch you?
Uhhh.. I don't mind hugs when i first see you. Actually when I get drunk I'm usually super happy to see anyone I know. But I do appreciate my space. no unappropriated touching or you will get dropped kicked.

Can I talk to you?
I'm coming to mainly socialize so sure, please talk to me! I am quite shy though if you catch me sober. x)

What do you look like?
I will just be wearing my black, white, green ears and a silver fox tail. Hopefully my boot covers and wrist bands get here before then! <3


If you're going to megaplex and wanna meet up. Lets exchange numbers so we can find each other!

Anyone know of any fur oekakis? I haven't really used oekaki in a few years. I had my own back in the day which was pretty fun since only a handful of people used it, and we all got to know each other / or we already knew one another from deviantart and neopets. :S

I used to use S-R oekaki as well. Not sureee.

Anyone have any suggestions?

Or maybe I'll just open my own again. C:

On what to put as the subject. I didn't get as much art as I'd like to get done this weekend. To be honest, i barely got anything done and it makes me pretty upset. I woke up extra early on Saturday morning to kick some art out since I had the house to myself, but that didn't last long. Then of course, it's like I get distracted from everything.

And to be honest, I haven't been in that great of a mood for the past few days. I just feel like I'm slowly falling back into a slump of depression. Skipping meals, sleeping abnormally, not wanting to deal with people, yet feeling completely lonely and missing my friends at the same time. I just feel like a mess. I really, really hate this feeling.
I've had A LOT of family drama over the weekend, which I don't really like to share. Also had a big falling out with one of my best friends. Feels like it's pretty much ruined me. But like they say, things happen for a reason. When a person exits your life, a new one always enters.

As of right now, I'm changing the stats on my art trades to closed. I don't feel like dealing with the stress of them at the moment. Comissions are still open, ill finish up getting the stats up on them wheneverrrrrr.

In good news! Will be making my first suit. :)

Official, I'm getting a partial done. ;D Paid off my nice $129 speeding ticket today >< Getting paid this friday. SO YEAH. I'm excited! I'll have it for FWA atleast! And hopefully for my birthday!

Going to try and pump out some arts over the next few days. Since. I don't think I'm going to be doing much. Last week, well. Since about june 30th-ish. I've been out EVERY night hanging out with people. Explains the lack of art. And me pretty much going into hibernation this past weekend.


Harry potter friday though! <3

For those that are interested, I updated my commission information which can be located -> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2424465/

Added a few new things and changed some prices. I'm going to make a cute little commission spread sheet as soon as I have some more examples up. ^_^

People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their mess cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.

Think back eight months ago, were you single?
I had JUST gotten out of a relationship. We were kinda sorta still talking, but not really together, ya know. Tough breakup.

What do you carry with you at all times?
My phone of course.

Are you a cuddler?
To be honest I have to be in the mood. XD Sometimes I appreciate my space.

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
I have a few boxes of art supplies (markers, pencils, texture paper, ect.)

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
My friend Matt from wow, aka infamoustaco!

How are you feeling?
Annoyed, bored, tired.

Is something wrong right now?
I have a headache, that's about it :P

Are you mad at someone?
Aggravated perhaps.

How much do looks matter to you in a guy/girl?
Well of course I have to be attracted to you. But personality plays a larger role if were speaking about a serious relationship.

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
tbh, it's been a pretty lame day. :(

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
I would say that I at least have two or three.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
It is saturday, so I can!

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
More than just a few

Do you have anyone crushing on you?
I don't knowww.

When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
um. chit chat on facebook through comments. lolz.

Do you sleep with the TV on?
Nah.

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
I did have it pierced.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Yes. lol.

Are you jealous of someone right now?
Mhm.

Where is the person you like right now?
:B

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
Water. :P

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Entering superbills. Lol work.

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Ohhh man, when they have a nice tummy with defined fuck me lines. Ohhbaby. Nice arms are always good too ;)

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
They're very, very hard. My last serious relationship was with someone that lived in California. It lasted a little over a year. I went and visited him three times, I think he visited me about 5 times? BUT YEAH. Superrrr hard. I don't think I'd be able to deal with one again. lol.

Could you cry right now?
I've felt in the crying mood for the past two days. .-.

Are you okay with the life you live?
Eh, yes and no.

Did you enjoy your day today?
Nothing enjoyable has happened yet.

Do you have a tattoo?
No.

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
I've had my lip and belly button pierced.

Ever had a song sang about/for you?
Yes.

What was the last thing you spent money for?
Liquor. :P

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Patient at work.

Do you call it fall or autumn?
Autumn.

11:11… Make a wish?
I do!

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
Myyyyyyyyy bestest friends. They know who!

What were you up to at 9pm last night?
I was at Zahara's house watchin tv!

Do you hold grudges?
I really, really try not to. But sometimes I tend to hold on to things.

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
I think 36 is the most I've ever been awake for.

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
I don't mind. As long as they're happy, that's all that should matter.

Who was your last text from?
Ryou.

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes.

One thing you’re looking forward to?
Em. I don't know too be honest.

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
Extremeeeeeeeeely

Has anyone ever called you sexy?
Yes.. >>

What colour is your camera?
Purple!

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Sure. He's apologizes whenever I actually speak to him. But I never find any of them sincere, or could ever make up for what he did.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
I hope not.

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
Of course!

By the way, what is your name?
ATOMIC. Rly, it's Andrea.

Are you currently in a relationship?
oh deary.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Em. Depends.

What color is your favorite hoodie?
Can't say that I have a favorite one.

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
No. :s

Nom nom weekend starting innnn five minutes!

I will be going to tampa tomorrow with toooooooooooo 's going away party. Dance party. Yeah yeah.