Mine is on the 28th! I'll be 27....that's kinda scary. Getting way too close to 30 without accomplishing any of the stuff I'd wanted to by now...

I know I'm rarely around anymore...I'm trying to get back into drawing and being on furry sites. But I'm pretty much just living life out of the house and doing things a lot. My boyfriend just got a second job though, so now I'll be home alone all morning, so I might try to do livestreaming again. Or WoW might suck my soul out. Who knows. I can't keep myself busy cleaning for eight hours a day anyway.

Also. Totally going to be making a new fursona. I love my bunny-lemur to death, and I will never give her up. She's going to get her old name back, she used to be Kao-Keo. My new fursona is keeping the Atroxi name most likely. Unless you guys think that would be too confusing? I dunno..also it's a surprise what she's gonna be. ;D It's on the list in my last journal though.

If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be a; Red ruffed lemur
If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be a; Serval
If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be a; Corgi
If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal Ungulate, it'd be a; one of the Gazelle from World of Warcraft.
If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be a; rat
If your fursona had to be a mustelid, it'd be a; Spotted Skunk
If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be a; Tokay Gecko
If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be a; Tree Kangaroo
If your fursona had to be a fully aquatic animal, it'd be a; Bamboo Shark
If your fursona had to be an amphibian animal it'd be a; Axolotl
If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be a; This is haaaaaaard...ilovebirds...Eagle Owl
If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be a; Rosy Maple Moth
If your fursona had to be a real or unreal hybrid, it'd be a; I'm already a bunny-lemur, but if I switched I'd be a Shark-otter
If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be a; A teeny tiny gryphon, some sort of songbird mix.
If your fursona had to be a Pokemon/Digimon , it'd be a; Cyndaquil, that actually evolves haha, and Dorumon
If your fursona had to be a vehicle, it'd be a; ummm.....1958 Chevy Impala with a really nice green paintjob.

So for a few months now I've been talking to my managers and trying to switch my days off for ones I NEED by august when my daughter starts school. The first one, and the one I'm bitching about, lead me around for weeks thinking he'd probably fix it. Then he wouldn't give me a straight answer so I asked one of my best managers who just happened to be at a lower level to talk to him. Finally he told me no way. I was pissed. A couple new people got hired in so I asked my other higher level manager who let me know there were a couple more new hires coming in, once they got trained up she'd help me get my days. She got transferred to Florida right after the new guys got hired. The asshole I'm writing this about was the one who worked out their schedules and he gave them BOTH the days off that I need! Both of them are under 20 and male. Both of them live with their parents and have no responsibilities. I'm sure he purposely did it, he has known for a few months about my situation, and he just rubs it in my face like this. I. AM. LIVID. I just don't know what to do. No manager above him works during third shift so trying to talk to someone is difficult.

I haven't been on ANY furry sites in a really long time. I haven't drawn a single thing worth posting in all that time either. I've been burnt out, my anxiety and depression has been in a very touchy place where just about anything was setting me off into crying fits, and I just didn't have the mental energy to deal with anything outside of my day to day necessary things.

I've gotten in a more stable mind frame, so I think I'll try to come back slowly. I know I owe a few things. I'll get to them as soon as I can. I need to practice with some sketches again since I've become a bit rusty. I haven't even TOUCHED my tablet. I just do some pencil doodles that suck balls now and then. So yea.

I'm alive. Still not too fond of FA, but I know some of you only see me here, so what the hell. Hi again.

You used to be the coolest site around. You had your flaws, you had issues. Yes. Who doesn't have issues, I took the good with the bad.

But slowly, after so many broken promises, conditions becoming worse and worse with each lie, I've finally decided it's time to leave.

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So that the users who follow me, and think I'm cool know, this is not directed at you, unless you've been acting like a total douche canoe. This is to the site and it's crumbling code, the staff who are literally disgusting examples of human beings, and anyone out there who blames victims. I'm not talking about this particular incident, but overall in general. If your first gut instinct is to ask what the victim could have done to prevent it, no. Fuck you. Fuck you fuck you, fuck you.

[EDIT: Oh yes, my contacts.
Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~atroxi
Tumblr: http://atrosartvomit.tumblr.com/ (I barely use this, but I'm GONNA TRY)
And I'm out. I think I'm going to delete my gallery and my journals as well. I'll just leave up information with how to find me.
I'm sorry it has come to this though. This place was home, but as a person who has lived in truly toxic environments, I really don't want where I spend my leisure time to feel reminiscent of that.]

I have a few things I need to finish, but the con is still about six months away, so yes. There will be time. If you are not going, you can still order one!

I have no examples of badges, but I have an idea in mind for a theme. It might be lame though, so input? Either knitting/crocheting a scarf with the name on it, or just simply wearing one with the name.

Any suggestions on themes? I'm wide open to ideas. Or even if you just want a simple bust or waist up. I probably won't be doing fullbody though.

SO yes! After all the blabber, here is where the free comes in! Just post refs! I'll leave this open for a couple days probably. Then pick my favorite one or two.

The one tiny catch? Tell me what one of the three ideas in my theme you want, or if you have an entirely different idea. Just so I know what to draw. xD Yea. Such a terrible catch. <3

Coworker number one is working right next go me gushing to a friend who came in and was talking to her about how she couldn't wait for this baby and she was wic shopping for the first time...I tuned out most of it. She was all excited and loud and not hiding anything.

A couple weeks later coworker number two is working with me and talking about coworker number one and all these things she's been doing. Some of which are dangerous to unborn babies. My immediate response was a shocked mouth hanging open expression. When she asked me what was up I just said but isn't she pregnant? She asked me why I would think that, I repeated what I'd overheard and assumed was an excited mom to be. I was told that coworker number one's best friend just had a baby and she was probably helping her shop. I said OK and we started talking about other things. No big deal.

Then tonight coworker number one corners me in the bathroom and blows up at me and tells me to stop spreading nasty rumors to everyone. She's had so many people come up and ask her and they all said my name. So coworker two is spreading this shit and somehow got everyone to say I had told them. I tried to tell her what was up that I figured from the way she was talking it was her baby and she was excited. That the other lady was airing her dirty secrets and all I did was ask an innocent question. Yep. Women don't listen to reason and looooove to cause drama and twist words. I don't get it.

I live in Ohio. I'm kinda used to cold weather. I don't bitch about it too much...but this? Its -11 out there with a wind chill of -41. And hop boy is that wind roaring! I'm just glad I'm not working too close to the doors tonight.

I've been really busy, and will continue to be so all the way up through the new year. I also have finally broke through a really huge block I have had with a personal project that is very near and dear to me, and I will be finishing up all the trades I owe, and the one commission, and after that, I might close, or I might just take one or two on here and there. I'm not sure. But I finally have all these amazing ideas gaining so much momentum in my head. All these things that just felt so two dimensional and blah and terrible story wise, just jumped off the page and started dancing around me. They found their own life! And I will not do anything to restrain them! It may take a bit of cutting and polishing later, but for now, things just have to flow!

I'm having to play too many games with my internet connection. I'm getting really irritated with it. It stays up for about a second or two then crashes back out over and over again until I get it stable for a few minutes to a few hours after fucking around for about 10-20 minutes. Piece of shit. Not meant to handle four gaming systems, two phones, and two computers...oh, and my 3DS and iPod. Hahaha, too many wifi things here, not enough power in that shitty router.

Not much new going on over here. Been kicking my ass trying to get all the christmas art I started finished, not really leaving me much time to work on furry related things. So yea. I'm glad the site is back up!

First, look at this! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12160192/

 spunkyracoon is a super sweetheart who does really cute work, at really affordable prices, and has an amazingly quick turn around time! I paid for this yesterday, and got it today! I mean, come on! That's amazing! Go give them some love!

I think I'll offer 2 slots for now, but it won't be the last time!

$25 for a single character picture in the style, background of choice, within reason, as this image: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11972294/

-OR-

You can buy me this! http://www.buildabear.com/shopping/.....d=prod11070137

BUT NOTE ME! So I can give you the address to have it sent to! I LOVE TOUCANS! And lemurs and rabbits...so yea. I miiiight offer more things like this in the future. xD

And I finally picked a name for my anteater girl! She's now Micron, and that is the alt I will be using a lot of the time, and of course Atroxi. But sometimes I'll want to be a little more invisible. xD

$25 for a single character picture in the style, background of choice, within reason, as this image: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11972294/

-OR-

You can buy me this! http://www.buildabear.com/shopping/.....d=prod11070137

BUT NOTE ME! So I can give you the address to have it sent to! I LOVE TOUCANS! And lemurs and rabbits...so yea. I miiiight offer more things like this in the future. xD

I haven't slept. I'm tired beyond tired.





I. Can't. Stop. POOTING!





Hahaah! Yep. That was my important message.

*poots at you all*

I had a breakdown this morning, and I was just laying in bed sobbing when my boyfriend got home...and then he laid in bed with me and I sobbed some more until I just passed out. I don't know what the hell was going on in my head. I just felt like utter poo. And my mood was way low. I hate it.

Sooo. I think I'm just gonna worry about getting sleep tomorrow. I don't know when I'll stream again. I think I'll not try to plan them ahead anymore, and just do them spur of the moment like I used to.

I'm off to work now, and meeting his parents went really well! So. Yep.

Hope to see you guys there!

I'm going to go meet my boyfriends parents for the first time today. Oops. He just told me last night while I was at work. I'll stream tomorrow instead! Still taking refs for the freebie though~!

At 8 AM EST I am going to be doing my first PWYW stream in a LOOOOOONG time. But, I will need to warm up with something! So one lucky person gets a freebie! Post refs and I will pick my favorite character. Soooooo yea. Hope to see you guys there!

Yep! I'm going to start doing commission streams again. On a PWYW basis like in the past.

I am going to use one person as a warmup and they will get a colored sketch! Leave your references below and I will pick my favorite! I will start tomorrow at 8 AM!

Bye guys! I hope to see you there~!

https://join.me/807-600-354

Join if you like

Ok all done

is holding a free art raffle for hitting 5,000 watchers! Go join in here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5180587/