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Xerneas? WTF YOU PUSSY!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoSo. I found Xerneas, and as is my habit, I threw a Quick Ball at it right off the bat. And caught it. Just like that. So um. Yea. Most anticlimactic legendary I've ever gotten. <3
All the Pokemon!
General | Posted 12 years agoIt's eating my soul! Sorry if I'm not really online much. Muwahahah!
3DS Friend Code: 3754-6961-6227
3DS Friend Code: 3754-6961-6227
Since when is being alive a bad thing?
General | Posted 12 years agoSo. When people ask me how I am, and if there really isn't anything interesting to share, I just say "I'm alive!" which to me, means I'm doing great! If I didn't feel good, I'd say so, or if something was bugging me, or other negative things, you get the point. I'm also not super duper excited or thrilled, or going through anything life changing at the moment, I'm just content and happy with life. I'm alive, I'm living. I'm not just surviving or existing in a meaningless attempt to cling to life or something.
But thing is, when I give that as my answer, people always say they are sorry, or wish me to feel better soon, or ask me if it's really that bad, or something similar. Like being alive is such a terrible thing. I don't get it!
But thing is, when I give that as my answer, people always say they are sorry, or wish me to feel better soon, or ask me if it's really that bad, or something similar. Like being alive is such a terrible thing. I don't get it!
KammyMau is giving away free art on the hour!
General | Posted 12 years ago
You heard that right. On the hour! So hurry over and check it out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5153665/Pokemon X&Y Friend Codes
General | Posted 12 years agoI have X and my code is 3754-6961-6227
Go ahead and add me. I like to trade!
Go ahead and add me. I like to trade!
It is time to make a DIFFERENCE!
General | Posted 12 years agoTime to give back to the community, time to help those in need. Read here, this lovely lady is organized a fund-raiser of sorts, give her your support, it's a lovely idea!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5149300/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5149300/
POKEMON!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoI got X at lunch last night, I so wanted to just go home. But anyway, I just left the big confusing city and got me my Bulbasaur! Oh yea, I started with Froakie, he's evolved already, to the middle evo, and I have my Fletchling on it's mid evo too. Yup. Good times. Ok, now to sleep! Sorry internet! It's not you, it's me.
I'll post my friend code later, too lazy to take my gameboy off the charger...
I'll post my friend code later, too lazy to take my gameboy off the charger...
I KILLED MY TOWN AC:NL
General | Posted 12 years agoI hated the town layout, I hated where I put all my public works projects, I hated how spaced out everything was. My new layout will be perf once I can build my other two bridges. I just miss Cyrano. But I have Draggo now! So excited about that. My other villagers suck, except Chief, I like Chief. I have three ugly ducks...and I forget the other one..umm..something else really dumb. I am ignoring them all. I want them gone. IF ANYONE HAS CYRANO AND THEY WANT HIM TO LEAVE LET ME HAVE HIM!
I want to pay someone to draw my anteater girl~
General | Posted 12 years agoYus. I really love her, and I want to see more art of her. If anyone watching me is open and willing to draw an anteater with tiny boobs and huge hips, and fluffy curly hair, or you know someone who would be up for that, let me know~
EDIT:
This is her by the way
[NSFW] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11321949/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11715889/
EDIT:
This is her by the way
[NSFW] http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11321949/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11715889/
Mmm. Blood. Yummy.
General | Posted 12 years agoGuys. Guys. GUYS...
I haven't been able to stop coughing since July. Some days it's just a cough here and there, days like today, I cough til I can barely breathe. Until I tear my throat and cough up blood. Until my head starts THROBBING like there are things bouncing around inside it. I take cough medicine and stuff to help me sleep, but it doesn't do too much good. Augh. I hate being sick. The past couple weeks have been really terrible, I had a terrible allergy attack and I think it turned into a sinus infection, and now I'm coughing up even more big globs of goo, and now it's all yellow and chunky. Oh yea. TMI, my bad. I just don't know what to do. I can't afford to go to the doctors, they'll turn me away unless I can pay the copay, and I'm in at least 10k in the hole with the hospital already, if not more. It could be a lot more, I have no idea the total amount. So yea. I just needed to vent in a space where it's not gonna be seen by my family who will really worry and probably flip shit and call me nonstop. I'm having a small meltdown right now and I don't know what to do. So yea. Well. I know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna go lay down and hope this shit I just took helps me sleep. G'night.
I haven't been able to stop coughing since July. Some days it's just a cough here and there, days like today, I cough til I can barely breathe. Until I tear my throat and cough up blood. Until my head starts THROBBING like there are things bouncing around inside it. I take cough medicine and stuff to help me sleep, but it doesn't do too much good. Augh. I hate being sick. The past couple weeks have been really terrible, I had a terrible allergy attack and I think it turned into a sinus infection, and now I'm coughing up even more big globs of goo, and now it's all yellow and chunky. Oh yea. TMI, my bad. I just don't know what to do. I can't afford to go to the doctors, they'll turn me away unless I can pay the copay, and I'm in at least 10k in the hole with the hospital already, if not more. It could be a lot more, I have no idea the total amount. So yea. I just needed to vent in a space where it's not gonna be seen by my family who will really worry and probably flip shit and call me nonstop. I'm having a small meltdown right now and I don't know what to do. So yea. Well. I know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna go lay down and hope this shit I just took helps me sleep. G'night.
Chech out this amazing new artist and their requests!
General | Posted 12 years agoLONG JOURNAL TITLE!
SO anyway.
is a new artist here with really amzing stuff! Seriously, if you don't love it, then you can punch me or something. Ok? Good.
Their free request journal thing is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5127277/
SO anyway.
is a new artist here with really amzing stuff! Seriously, if you don't love it, then you can punch me or something. Ok? Good. Their free request journal thing is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5127277/
Oops! I plushed.
General | Posted 12 years agoSo. Kinda haven't been happy with anything I draw lately...trying out a plushie version of my fursona for maybe temporary, maybe permanent, maybe alternate form. I dunno. Fuck. What is this? I need sleep and food.
Sick as a dog...
General | Posted 12 years agoSo my boyfriend and I have been getting new furniture for our place and rearranging lots of things since our roommate finally moved out of our living room. Well. He lived out there for 5 months, and I don't think he cleaned ever. There was so much dust, it got my allergies going bad the other day. Well, then we were moving more things around, stirring up more dust yesterday, and I just got to the point I felt like I was in a fog, I couldn't hear out of my left ear, still can't, my nose is running down my throat, and I'm coughing up goobers of grossness. Mmmm. The best. I'm pretty sure it's turned into an actual sinus infection, which is LOVELY. So yea. Just venting. I feel like grossness. My body aches everywhere and I can't stop shaking. Time for some water. Ok. Bye.
Sansunari Needs Inspiration!~ Freebie offer
General | Posted 12 years ago
has really adorable work, and is looking for characters to inspire them! Go here for the info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5102951/OH YEA! I'M SUPER FREAKING EXCITED!
General | Posted 12 years agoEnder's Game is becoming a movie! *squeals*
One of my favorite book series, and now, I really want to buy them, I haven't read them since I was still in high school. That's way too long ago!
One of my favorite book series, and now, I really want to buy them, I haven't read them since I was still in high school. That's way too long ago!
Creepypasta Meme
General | Posted 12 years agoAnd I reallllly need to read me some creepypasta, I don't know most of these. xD
Slenderman
() You are thin and or tall
(x) You like/wear suits
(x) You constantly feel that you're surrounded by idiots
(x) You're pale
(x) You enjoy the forest
() You follow people
() You enjoy having authority
(x) You like to mess with people. As in, picking up and throwing people (if you can't, then you would if you could)
() You have one or more people who you're the boss of
() You enjoy being alone
Total: 5
Jeff the Killer
() You prefer a knife for a weapon
(x) Rabid fans scare the hell out of you
() You're vain
() You're insane
(x) You enjoy fighting
() You're arrogant
() You enjoy looking at yourself in the mirror
() You often find you can't catch a break
(x) You enjoy being up/out at night
(x) You get paranoid about things
Total: 4
Eyeless Jack
() You favor certain types of meat products (liver, leg, ribs, etc)
() You're good with a scalpel
() You're good at sneaking around
() You often wear dark clothing
() Blood doesn't bother you (to an extreme point)
() Organs fascinate you
() You have a lot of self control
(x) You have good hand eye coordination
(x) You're good at hiding
() You're quiet
Total: 2
BEN Drowned
() You're good at computers
() You've hacked something before
(x) You enjoy video games
() You like to get high
(x) You're a bit of a pervert
(x) You don't like water
(x) You're on the internet a lot
(x) You enjoy messing with people
() You don't like doing what people tell you
(x) You snack a lot
Total: 6
Smile Dog
() You enjoy having your photo taken
(x) You enjoy going outside
(x) You often give people information and tell them to pass it on
(x) You enjoy treats every now and then
() You enjoy photo manipulation
() You have a nice smile
(x) You like dogs
() You like attention
(x) You enjoy naps
() You like your teeth
Total: 5
The Rake
() You have long/sharp nails
() You get irritated easily
(x) You have beautiful eyes
() You enjoy small spaces or rooms
() You're sick of a joke(s) being made about you
() You run fast
() You can't take a joke
() You snap easily
() When you get angry it's hard to control yourself
(x) You don't like being accused of things
Total: 2
B.O.B
(x) You're good at picking things up with your feet
() You can do things with your feet that you can with your hands
() You're generally good with your feet.
(x) You enjoy simple things
(x) You like hugs
(x) You enjoy walks
(x) You have a strong kick
(x) You enjoy talking
(x) You have many amusing stories, all of which may not be true
() If you were a pony you'd be an alicorn princess and give free waffles to the needy. Because you can.
Total: 7
Splendorman
(x) You like making friends
(x) You enjoy hugs
(x) You enjoy going to/throwing parties
(x) You like sweets
(x) Sometimes your personality can get a little out of hand
(x) Sometimes you don't know your own strength.
(x) You like colors, especially rainbows
(x) You enjoy games
(x) You like to have fun
() You get scary when you're angry
Total: 9
Trenderman
() You look fabulous
() You feel fabulous
() You are, in fact, fabulous
() You have an attitude
() You enjoy compliments
() You plan what to wear
() You have many accessories
() You take fashion seriously
() When people insult you, you snap
(x) You're sarcastic
Total: 1
Kagekao
(x) You have a favorite drink that you are often seen with
() You love trolling people
() You're good at parkour
() You're good at sneaking around
() You know a language other than English
() You're sexy and you know it
() You're overprotective
(x) You enjoy tricks and pranks
() You often wear black or white
() You enjoy being mysterious
Total: 2
Zehnder
() You smoke
() You get angry easily
() Little things irritate you
(x) You have a soft side
() You're in denial of said soft side
() You're violent
() You can change your voice easily
() You enjoy the shadows
() You're harsh
() You can deceive people easily
Total: 1
Zippers
(x) You're good at crafts
(x) People have described you as cute
(x) You like cats
(x) You enjoy hugs
(x) You don't really know the boundaries of personal space
(x) You're oblivious to many things
(x) your mindset is innocent
(x) You love your friends, even if they don't love you back
(x) You're happy most of the time
() You don't swear
Total: 9
So a tie between Splendorman and Zippers, which I know neither. I'm going to go and make google my bitch for a little while.
Slenderman
() You are thin and or tall
(x) You like/wear suits
(x) You constantly feel that you're surrounded by idiots
(x) You're pale
(x) You enjoy the forest
() You follow people
() You enjoy having authority
(x) You like to mess with people. As in, picking up and throwing people (if you can't, then you would if you could)
() You have one or more people who you're the boss of
() You enjoy being alone
Total: 5
Jeff the Killer
() You prefer a knife for a weapon
(x) Rabid fans scare the hell out of you
() You're vain
() You're insane
(x) You enjoy fighting
() You're arrogant
() You enjoy looking at yourself in the mirror
() You often find you can't catch a break
(x) You enjoy being up/out at night
(x) You get paranoid about things
Total: 4
Eyeless Jack
() You favor certain types of meat products (liver, leg, ribs, etc)
() You're good with a scalpel
() You're good at sneaking around
() You often wear dark clothing
() Blood doesn't bother you (to an extreme point)
() Organs fascinate you
() You have a lot of self control
(x) You have good hand eye coordination
(x) You're good at hiding
() You're quiet
Total: 2
BEN Drowned
() You're good at computers
() You've hacked something before
(x) You enjoy video games
() You like to get high
(x) You're a bit of a pervert
(x) You don't like water
(x) You're on the internet a lot
(x) You enjoy messing with people
() You don't like doing what people tell you
(x) You snack a lot
Total: 6
Smile Dog
() You enjoy having your photo taken
(x) You enjoy going outside
(x) You often give people information and tell them to pass it on
(x) You enjoy treats every now and then
() You enjoy photo manipulation
() You have a nice smile
(x) You like dogs
() You like attention
(x) You enjoy naps
() You like your teeth
Total: 5
The Rake
() You have long/sharp nails
() You get irritated easily
(x) You have beautiful eyes
() You enjoy small spaces or rooms
() You're sick of a joke(s) being made about you
() You run fast
() You can't take a joke
() You snap easily
() When you get angry it's hard to control yourself
(x) You don't like being accused of things
Total: 2
B.O.B
(x) You're good at picking things up with your feet
() You can do things with your feet that you can with your hands
() You're generally good with your feet.
(x) You enjoy simple things
(x) You like hugs
(x) You enjoy walks
(x) You have a strong kick
(x) You enjoy talking
(x) You have many amusing stories, all of which may not be true
() If you were a pony you'd be an alicorn princess and give free waffles to the needy. Because you can.
Total: 7
Splendorman
(x) You like making friends
(x) You enjoy hugs
(x) You enjoy going to/throwing parties
(x) You like sweets
(x) Sometimes your personality can get a little out of hand
(x) Sometimes you don't know your own strength.
(x) You like colors, especially rainbows
(x) You enjoy games
(x) You like to have fun
() You get scary when you're angry
Total: 9
Trenderman
() You look fabulous
() You feel fabulous
() You are, in fact, fabulous
() You have an attitude
() You enjoy compliments
() You plan what to wear
() You have many accessories
() You take fashion seriously
() When people insult you, you snap
(x) You're sarcastic
Total: 1
Kagekao
(x) You have a favorite drink that you are often seen with
() You love trolling people
() You're good at parkour
() You're good at sneaking around
() You know a language other than English
() You're sexy and you know it
() You're overprotective
(x) You enjoy tricks and pranks
() You often wear black or white
() You enjoy being mysterious
Total: 2
Zehnder
() You smoke
() You get angry easily
() Little things irritate you
(x) You have a soft side
() You're in denial of said soft side
() You're violent
() You can change your voice easily
() You enjoy the shadows
() You're harsh
() You can deceive people easily
Total: 1
Zippers
(x) You're good at crafts
(x) People have described you as cute
(x) You like cats
(x) You enjoy hugs
(x) You don't really know the boundaries of personal space
(x) You're oblivious to many things
(x) your mindset is innocent
(x) You love your friends, even if they don't love you back
(x) You're happy most of the time
() You don't swear
Total: 9
So a tie between Splendorman and Zippers, which I know neither. I'm going to go and make google my bitch for a little while.
It's my birthday, o no
General | Posted 12 years agoI'm now officially 26.
My boyfriend spoiled me with awesome things too, I love him.
I'm gonna go celebrate by leveling up my character on Final Fantasy XIV so I can become a bard hopefully by morning!
My boyfriend spoiled me with awesome things too, I love him.
I'm gonna go celebrate by leveling up my character on Final Fantasy XIV so I can become a bard hopefully by morning!
Raffle by Chesta
General | Posted 12 years ago
chesta is having another raffle! Go give it a look! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5092593/Amazing (early) Birthday Dinner
General | Posted 12 years agoBut WHY did I have to pick mexican food? It was amazingly delicious, but now I'm so unsexy and running to the bathroom every ten minutes. Ugh. Whoops. Guess I'll get that birthday sex on my birthday. Bahahahah!
Halloween Freebie from Seamen!
General | Posted 12 years ago
is doing a freebie for a halloween themed full color picture! Go here to check it out! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5090218/Win a free badge from MollyBat343~
General | Posted 12 years ago
ADORABLE FREE ART RAFFLE!
General | Posted 12 years agoGo here guys and just do it! *sobs* http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5072265/
LEVEL UP in T-Minus 10...(Also, FFXIV)
General | Posted 12 years agoSo yea. In ten days I'll be 26! Kinda exciting and depressing at the same time, but I'm in a good place in life, so I guess more exciting, I need to stop being a butt!
Aaaannd I started Playing FFXIV a few days ago, then had too many issues with server crashes and being too busy, but I picked it back up today and made it to level 9 lol so low. But yea, I'm an archer on Goblin server, name is Cyshi Kopolani if anyone is on the same server!
Aaaannd I started Playing FFXIV a few days ago, then had too many issues with server crashes and being too busy, but I picked it back up today and made it to level 9 lol so low. But yea, I'm an archer on Goblin server, name is Cyshi Kopolani if anyone is on the same server!
Funky funk [RANT]
General | Posted 12 years agoHmm...it's odd for me to get like this other than at a certain time of month. But the past couple days I've been struggling to keep my mood up. I'm happy, that's for sure, but something down deep in the roots of my psyche is off kilter and making me feel really down. I can't draw, I can't play video games, I can't get interested in any of my favorite things...besides cuddling. All I did yesterday and the day before was sleep. I think my boyfriend knew something was up so he got my ass out of bed and took me out to eat and run errands today...and now I am so beyond tired I can't sleep so I'm derping around on the internet, but I'm not signed into Skype where I usually enjoy a chat with my buddies...because I just want to be to myself mostly, but make comments here and there to people I don't really know. I dunno...
I think I might try to find a good doctor and figure out a good balance of meds so my mood is more stable and yet I also don't feel like an emotional zombie like I have in the past. It's nice to have no negative feelings...but not at the cost of also having no positive ones either. I mean, yea, I say I'm a truly neutral person, but I don't want to be emotionally neutral, that's crap.
I guess I'm done ranting now. I'm not looking for pity or anyone to say they are sorry, I just needed to get it out, so I can come back and read this later under a different mindset and maybe make some real sense of myself. I'm pretty self aware, but I often forget exactly how I felt at that low point once I come back to a high point. So yea. Thanks for reading this if you did. You get some squishy booby hugs, ok?
I think I might try to find a good doctor and figure out a good balance of meds so my mood is more stable and yet I also don't feel like an emotional zombie like I have in the past. It's nice to have no negative feelings...but not at the cost of also having no positive ones either. I mean, yea, I say I'm a truly neutral person, but I don't want to be emotionally neutral, that's crap.
I guess I'm done ranting now. I'm not looking for pity or anyone to say they are sorry, I just needed to get it out, so I can come back and read this later under a different mindset and maybe make some real sense of myself. I'm pretty self aware, but I often forget exactly how I felt at that low point once I come back to a high point. So yea. Thanks for reading this if you did. You get some squishy booby hugs, ok?
Free art from Chesta!
General | Posted 12 years ago is holding another raffle for feral critters! Join in here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5055990/