So it's legit been forever and a few days since i've been active on this site... like literally

I had expected to be on more since i created a new sona too(Tristan Illumine Christabel) and had a whole fun story line thought up to connect my two sonas and wanted to dress up as a cute unicornnnn!! But then that didn't happen so yea... lol

So what's happened in the past, um what 10+ months?
idk i moved again, like twice, i do that a lot.... aaand i went to school, and now i make people look pretty like whoa(im an esthetician) ♥ so i work in a spa, and also a cosmetic store helping people with their skin there too.

Oh and i have the cutest little white Honda FIT everrrr!! I named him Alex :)

Um... and yea........... i may be a bit more active now, i think, i hope? idk we'll see :) what i doooo know is, i most def will NOT be an art whore anymore ;c

Ummm soooo i may be going with a smexy jackal face
but like, ill need a place to stayyyy

anyone have a room and need a roomie!? ^^ is anthrocon in a hotel? idk LOL if it is preferably in the same one, or at the weston across the street.. but beggars cant be choosers i suppose :X

ill be paying for my spot obviously
<3

I loathe it when people describe themselves as friendly, and talk about how they love meeting new people and want to make friends
but when they're actually approached to do such things they either don't try, are inconsiderate, or just act like jerks ~o~

dem liez n social skillz

hii C:
so... i totes just thought of a cute new persona for meee!! i've been wanting a new one... for some reason getting custom bunny ears to match my bunbun whom i love most dear is like, really hard.... also i see everyone with pretty sparkly sonas and im jelly cause i came up with mine in like 5 mins when i was in the process of creating my FA account LOL T_T!!!

So ya!! He's a unicorn C: i havent come up with a name yet.. still in the process okay!?!? Came to me when i was looking at these awesomely pretty and amazing gauges that i wanna buy but they're 154 bucks sooo ya.... not at the top of my priorities atm... LOL T_T also i just watched Rainbow Brite and i luv Starlight C:

would anyone be willing/able to help him come out of my head and onto paper for really cheap or maybe even freeeeeeee? ^____^ just some sketches of course and ily forever and ever C: xoxoxoxox

https://youtu.be/JZweDwbJ_Ic
so... Florence & the Machine is def. my fave of like all time for now... pure love ♥ her voice is like ........... askdjgfhklkhjmf,

as for an update on my life because i havent posted in ages... again theres:

this week:
i'll be doing some more training for a keyholder possition at my job, Rainforest Cafeeeeeeee! im pretty sure i'll like making more money & getting to wear pretty button ups, but im pretty sure the ringing procedures make me want to cry and im unlearning everything i know from the billion years of retail experience i have to conform to their ancient ways ]:

then, this weekend:
i'll be movinggggg! again... my last place didn't work out because my landlord was a douche bag whore control freak fag nazi who i hate and i didn't want to pay a $500 rent for living in an apartment that looked like a third world country where i didnt even have heat and had to listen to fucking everynight(though im sure SOME of you would find that hot, because you're gross pervs ♥)
but im VERY excited about my new place! it'll be soooooo much closer to work which means i can put in extra long hours and get OT<3 and my roomie is a lesbian violinist and i love her and her girlfriend! and since she's a girl i can actually trust her and get along with her that much better :) plus my room is going to be purpleeeeeeeeeeee!!!

and next week:
i'm going to New York New York to be on THE PEOPLES COURT! yes, really... with Judge Milian. turns out im not the only one who thinks my life is so much drama it should be on tv.
i better win, especially since im going on tv infront of millions FML. why? because of everything i said about landlord was true and im sueing him because he owes me $800, and if there's anything someone should not fuck around with me about its [a] my clothes [b] my jewelry & [c] my money(not to sound hella ghetto LOL).

*sigh* so busy.. when will i have time for ME!? )):

So like, i havent updated this in foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

..but there's like hella drama in my life so FA is pretty much on the bottom of my G.A.F. scale atm...
im suing my ex landlord for my security deposit back because he's a douche bag and wont give me it, and claims that i owe him a months rent & $150 in damages to A LOCK... ridiculous...

im also being sued by another hater who just wants money.. i had a car accident with this chick in like 2007, and she tried suing me but it got thrown out of court because it was absurd and everyone agreed with me... so years later she gets a new lawyer and comes back trying again......... riiiiidiculousssssssssssssssssss!!!!

im also dealing with work drama... working two jobs so im pooped, and my second job is just stressful because our old crappy store manager just got fired(literally 2 days ago) and so now everyone is like COME ON GUYS WE HAVE TO WORK EVEN HARDER NOW!!! and im like fuck you, i dont care if he's gone(everyone wanted him gone), he wasnt my problem, my problem was this company asking me to be a supervisor and do all this work and have crazy responsibilities, and after working for them for 3 years they wont give me the ACTUAL TITLE OF SUPERVISOR, and on top of that i've only ever gotten one shitty raise and new seasonal employees without any work experience at all are making the same as me :))) fuck them at wanting me to work even harder now... LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL@them

on a lighter note...
i hope to go to MFF(i think thats what it is?) with  theblackjackal09 this year if all goes as planned...
though with my life, thats gonna be a site to see :/

Oh..my god -_-
SO LIKE
this past weekend was all kinds of amazing!!! i met lots of great peoples and made tons of new friends at FurFright!!!!
and though i hate to admit it.... its made me a lot more involved and into the whole furry thing... wtf @ fursuits being so sexy )))':

BUT LIKE!! im stressssssssssing because i just moved into this new place, and like THERE'S NO WIRELESS INTERNETSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! oooomgggggg so annoyed!!
and on top of that, i had this stupid local prepaid phone company called Pocket Wireless, and like, they went out of business and ended everyones services on the 31st!!!!! im cut off from all kinds of contact with all my old and all my new furry friends that i met at the con WTFFFFFFFFFFFF

my life sucks
~currently @ starbucks FML

So like, im going to my very first con EVER in my life this weekendddd!!! & i dont mean just furry con i mean con in general lol! im kind of excited :)
there will def be pics ♥

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Where are you staying?
Main Hotel

Who will you be with?
 captroo and strangersssssss D: i hope they have candy :]

Do you do trades?
as in exchanging numbers & contact infos? only if we become friendssss!!

What suits will you have?
um i dont do that, but i will have bunny ears/wig & a tail :3

What is your gender?
ima boy...

How old are you?
22... but the other day this lady thought i was 17 ♥♥♥♥

Can I touch you?
um no, unless its a hug

Can I talk to you?
YES DUH :D

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
yessssss ♥ toasted almonds & white russians please ;)

Can I give you lots of money?
um, yeah ok, sure why not.


Can I hug or snuggle with you?
mhmmmm :]

How tall are you?
like 5'6

You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
what?

Are you nice?
yeaaaa :D

Are you cliquey?
no, but im shy so i'll probably cling to someone i know until they ditch me and i'll be by myself and scared and lonely )':

Can I stalk you?
only if i know and you're not trying to rape me ^_^

How long are you going?
Friday~Sunday

Do you have an artist table?
nopes

Do you like parties?
YAY!!!! i hope there's cake..

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
"OMG HIII I KNOW YOU!!!" cuz thats how i would get yours hahahaha xD

Can I grope you?
um no, unless i know you D:

Can I email you?
mhmmm :)


Cant wait to see all of you there!

so i hate it when i send someone a message and they read it and don't respond.
and dont get in contact with you even though they either said they would, or just should out of common courtesy...and it's even worse when you have a crush on said person... or even even worse if you have a crush and work with said person too!!!!

i also hate when you're trying to make plans with someone, and then all of a sudden you lose contact.. its like umm ya so im supposed to be here at this time but when are you going to be here or where exactly do i go, i dont even know you're name how am i supposed to get this information and crap!?

it also annoys me to no end that im always so damn moody these days. being a bi-polar bi-racial bi-sexual sucks ass

ugh FML
</3

So like, todays my birthday.. im now a year older, and that much closer to dying.. depressing right? i think so.
I mean, it's probably because im a Leo.. apparently(according to this amazing astrology book that saved me from a past relationship that was destined to fail) if i have a lack of fulfillment, professionally or personally, it can totally destroy me & my personality ): which i find to be ridiculously true!!

Like, what am i doooing with my life!? constantly buying art off the computer that i cant touch or feel, buying little dinky Pandora charms or making guys buy me them, i haven't even finished decorating my room and i've been in this place for like, over a month now!!!
Ya sure i have a good job.. well my nursing one at least, my retail job fails because it is what it is and they expect me to do everything because i know how to and im good at what i do(obviously), but they dont pay me enough to do it so its like WHY!? & my friends are pretty great, getting 50 notifications on FB and like hella texts wishing me happy birthday kinda made me smile...

But idk.. i hate this state, and i hate my face, and i hate not getting and doing everything i wantttttt!!! D:<
im 22 fricken years old, that means im almost at my peak and im almost gonna be like, over 30 Omg!!! i must say im surprised i lasted this long consider i've tried offing myself like several times and i like to flirt with big tough straight guys who could totally kick my ass but dont for some reason.. i mean the ones who i didnt do stuff with... >_>
UGH i dont wanna get wrinkles, i dont wanna have bone problems, and blood issues, and get diabetesssss i like eating sugar 24/7 and not having complicationssssssss FML!!!

Ugh idk, just ranting because im getting old and not young & cute ):
Peter Pan syndrome can SMD ):

To all my friends on msn & here, or to anyone else who happens to care~

Near the end of last week i started a new position as a home nurse/personal care taker. Since i just started things are really hectic right now. im supper tired because i need to be up at 5:30 to get him out of bed, and since i need to watch him for most of the day i havent even had time to start unpacking my clothes yet(i moved in). i've had a few chances here and there to hop on, and i can check messages on my phone.

But for the time being, unfortunately, i wont have a lot of time to chat on any messengers.
Hopefully once i get the hang of things and im out of training mode and have a routine down packed i'll have more personal time. we're also trying to get a third aid in the house so it will be even easier, but for right now its just me and someone else, with me doing mornings & day and her doing nights.
Also i'll be starting another job next week so that's just going to add to the stress and work load...

i just wanted to let you all know, because i have seen the messages you've been sending when i get the chance to log for like 5 minutes, but you're either offline by the time i see them, or since i have so little time i dont even get the chance to respond or have a full conversation.
i feel REALLY bad, and im not ignoring you, and i DO love you all and want to talk to you, i just, can't right now.. i hope you understand and don't resent me for it.

Take care, and hope to ttyl♥

I've been seeing a trend on this site concerning artists and how they conduct their business, and it's starting annoy me.

When someone commissions something to be done and look a certain way, and are willing to pay for someone's skills & labor, the artist should do the art in the manner requested. If they want to do it a different way that's fine, however they should notify the commissioner before-hand to okay it, or simply not accept the offer.
There's a difference between artistic freedom in how to make what is requested into their own style, and simply changing the entire idea and piece to their liking, or not incorporating something that was requested because of their personal preference...

Another thing,
artists should, and should want to, keep in contact with their commissioner as much as possible throughout the process. Exchanging ideas, and sharing progress.
The commissioner shouldn't have to pay extra for the previews of the different stages of progress because the point of them is to ensure that the final product will come out as desired, and that the art is headed in the right direction. If the artist has issues with trusting customers they should watermark the thumbnails.
If someone is paying for something, they should get what they want, and not have regret having paid for something that they didn't or feel ripped off.

This also would protect the artist from completing a piece and then being told it's not what was wanted and having to start all over again. Or have to deal with people flaming about scamming and what not if he or she is unwilling to make the proper corrections, because the product would be exactly to the commissioners liking :)

It might take some extra time & some social skills, but in the end, people would be happy.

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Large, practically fullbody badges are now available from the awesome  Nataya♥♥♥♥♥!!!

There are only 3 slots open so its first come first serve!!!
get them HERE

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bond /b'ɒnd/
Synonyms:
noun: tie, link, obligation, debenture
bonds plural, 3rd person present; bonding present participle; bonded past tense, past participle
A bond between people is a strong feeling of friendship, love, or shared beliefs and experiences that unites them. N-COUNT
The experience created a very special bond between us. + 'between'
...the bond that linked them.

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But.. what is a bond, really? And what determines how strong one is, or how long it will last for?
If a bond is broken... is it gone forever? And if a bond is supposed to be a strong feeling... how can it be said to have been broken at all? Feelings can change i guess but, not easily... or at least, they shouldn't right?

Does the place where a bond is made effect how strong the relationship is and will be? The internet is a great and wonderful invention. It allows all sorts of people with different beliefs and backgrounds to come together and meet and share ideas. But if you never meet the person... can you ever really know them? Can you truly form bonds between people so far away?
It seems when people get close to one another over the internet, it's easier to sever ties than it would be if they were together in person, In real life. But even though it's on the internet, the people accessing and communicating are real are they not? Real thoughts.. real feelings... real words... so why aren't the bonds real?

Maybe, bonds through the internet can't be held together because they were never meant to be formed? Even if the people behind the words are real, is there really any way to tell if the words are as well? If people only get close to you for things such as being bored, or horny, or superficial purposes, the person being targeted would never know. The feelings of friendship or more... would they be real? Can a true bond be one sided?
I think about that, and i cant help but think yes. Even "in real life" people can admire someone, or even fall in love with someone, and the other may never reciprocate the feelings... or even know the exist. But a thought is left lingering in the back of my mind.. is that right? Isn't that cruel? For one person to put forth so much effort and heart into forming a bond, and for the other to reply with false emotions or to ignore it completely.

Perhaps the question shouldn't be, what is a bond, but rather... why do people people create bonds, even when they don't really care? Or why do people lie? How can someone who you have grown to trust and have strong feelings of friendship or love keep such big secrets from you, and then completely stop all contact with you? Even if there is a fight, or a disagreement, or things that come up that take up time... the bonds between a person shouldn't be broken so easily if they were sewn with true and sincere emotions.
People can go months and even years without seeing each other, but when they finally do it can be as if the time separated was nothing but an instant and they can pick up where they left off. True that friends can become enemies, but why? There's usually a big ordeal, if something trivial comes between them after a while it blows over and they're friends again right? So the bonds are never really broken.. however if someone simply doesn't want to speak to you ever again one day, how can you say that they ever were your friend to begin with?

Maybe it's just me. Am i the only one who accepts people for who and what they are, and wishes to form bonds between anyone who has a heart? I feel like i get taken advantage of, and not taken seriously because im so kind. I have so many friends it just makes me think... are these bonds real? And if not, who's the one creating the false ties.. myself for ignoring peoples flaws and considering a person i have a few friendly chats with a friend... or they who reciprocate those feelings....

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Just lost in thoughts.. it probably doesn't make much sense but... "since when do feelings have to make sense?"

swiped from  kyusawamura666
re-post your answers as a comment then post again to your pageee ^^<3

~What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

swiped from  kyusawamura666

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[] bought porn
[x] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[x] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[x] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[x] had a spring break in Florida
[] sniffed anything
[] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands
[] wore t-shirts with band names
[] listened to rap
[] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[] dressed grunge
[] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 29

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[x] been called a slut (as a jokeeee OF COURSE!! hahaha)
[x] called someone a slut
[] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 35

[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 38

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 43

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite/same sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 49

apparently im [I'm a very bad influence]
i think this meme is a big fat liar poopy head cuz everyone knows ima good bunny ))': *sniffles*

so.. i got back from the casino last night at around 4amish..
as soon as i walked into my room i realized what today was... the 14th, the day HEart Gold & Soul Silver were available for purchase in the US!!!

i was VERY upset with myself and set my alarm clock to go off at 9, because i had to get to Toys R Us to pick up my pre-ordered copy between 10-1!! why those times? well only because they were giving out free t-shirts and HS & SS basics kits, a long with the Lugia & Ho-oh figuresssss!!!

needless to say... i woke up at 11:30 -_-!!
there was no way i'd make it in time... it take me 30 minutes alone just to figure out what i'm gonna wear whenever i go out... )':
But luckily, i work there, so i called and told them to set aside stuff for me hehehehe :))
...i walked in at about 3, 3:15~ Lmao XD

i had only played like a 5 minutes of it when i read  TheKyleisHere's journal, and decided i wanted cool names for my characters too!!!!!!

so i just started a new game with my female character; Peony
given my love of grass type Pokemon, i thought Peony was not only a cute name, but also since the peony flower is a symbol of love and affection and is representative of good luck, and is also known as the Queen of Flowers in Chinese culture~ it totally works~ ^_^

it should be a given, but my starter was the adorable grass type Chikorita :)
i named him Althaea, which was the plant that the ancient greek botanist Pedanius Dioscorides had named "hibiskos" or hibiscus~ which is the beautiful flower with several healing properties that will blossom from his neck once he becomes big and strong and evolves into a Meganium <3 hehehe

swiped from  drakesapphire

Look up your answer on urban dictionary and add it in.

1.Your name?
Tobi
"^-^ Tobi is a good boy "(naturally n-n;;)


2. Your age?
21
"The age at which one is finally considered human."(pfft hardly)


3. One of your friends?
Timmy
"Timmy is a guy who basically gets any girl he wants and gives the BEST sex a girl could ever wish for. Usually he'll use his amazing charm and looks to make you feel like he wants to be with you but once he gets what he wants hes done.
AND he'll tell you he loves you but he doesnt because he only loves his stupid skinny "perfect" middle school sweetheart. A Timmy also thinks he runs shit and needs to learn that just cause your hot and "street smart" doesnt mean anything"(LOL :x!!!)


4. What should you be doing?
Cleaning
"The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it decent."(yep, pretty much)


5. Favorite color?
Rainbow
"A game where a group of girls use different coloured lipstick to make rings along the length of a boy's penis with their lips. Usually done by girls too young to give head."(...aaaaallrighty then....)

6. Birthplace?
CT:
"A female or gay male who refuses to put out. A cock tease."(LOL!! Lies, i'd put out if i really liked him... or if he were really hot lmao)

7. Month of your birth?
August
"The idea of perfection. The 8th Month of the year in certain European and Asian cultures signifies greatness in achieving perfection, or something close to it."(naturally a perfect month for a perfect me<3)


8. last person you talked to?
Shaun
"Shaun is the guy who gets the smart, sexy girl. He is smart, funny, and almost always right. He is also extremely tall and only kinda blond. He can be very abrasive but is extremely caring when you get to know him"(too bad Shaun has a vagina....)


9. One of your nicknames?
Ryry
"A pet name derived from the proper name Ryan. Usually reserved for use by Mothers, Girlfriends, and Guys who use a false high pitch voice and pretend to be either a) A Ryan's Mom b) A Ryan's girlfriend c) A woman with a high pitched annoying voice who is tormenting A Ryan to do something that is testing his manhood
Most Ryan's would prefer that the term RyRy was never used, those Ryan's that disagree usually have emotional disorders, or worse, acne"(agreed, lmao)

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
swiped from:  epsilonpegasus


- Name: Tobi(Ryan)
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Male
- Sign: Zodiac - Leo.
- Hair color: Dark Brown(Black)
- Eye color: L
- Height: 5'7''
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Gay(Straight Curious? ;P)

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Express, A&F
- Favorite designer?: Giuliano Fujiwara
- What is your sexiest outfit?: These A&F jeans i stole from my ex that have a huge slit from the knee up to just under my crotch.. that + pretty much any top that i have = pretty sexy.. or skanky take your pick haha
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: any one of the hoodie/pants that i got from PINK
- What do you usually wear?: jeans & a graphic tee

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: V05
- What are you listening to right now?: Bjork
- Who is the last person that called you?: my friend Shannon
- How many buddies are online right now? on msn: 12, on aim: 6 on fb: 23


• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •

- Food: i really love broccoli
- Girls' names: Sophia, Penny, Emma
- Boys' names: Tobi,
- Subjects in school: Art, English
- Animals: anything fuzzy, and frogs, and turtles

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Given anyone a bath?: nope
- Smoked?: cigarettes? no, other things, only to try :P
- Bungee jumped?: nope
- Made yourself throw up? yep, just did yesterday actually lol
- Skinny dipped?: nope
- Ever been in love?: *sigh* yea...
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: when i was little i did ALL the time, hahaha
- Pictured your crush naked?: oh ya... X:
- Actually seen your crush naked?: only half ):
- Cried when someone died?: of course
- Lied: not since i was a child
- Fallen for your best friend?: no, my best friends are all girls
- Used someone?: i wouldnt say so
- Done something you regret?: more than i can count

• × • C U R R E N T • × •


- Clothes: PINK, pink sweat pants and a purple non-zip hoodie
- Desktop picture: a bunch of panda playing and lying on each other
- CD in player: i havent seen my cd player in years, i use my iPod
- DVD in player: i dont keep my DVD's in the player, i always put them back in their cases when im done

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •


- You touched: my friend Shannon
- Hugged: my friend Shannon
- You kissed: a guy named Gary
- You IMed: on AIM,  theblackjackal09 on MSN, my friend Brandon
- Talk to online: my friend Brandon
- You sexed it up with: my friend Brandon.. LOL

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •

- Understanding?: of course
- Open-minded?: duh
- Arrogant?: i dont think so
- Insecure?: yes...
- Random?: i can be
- Hungry?: no, my diet pills stop that from happening :)
- Smart?: probably not the smartest
- Moody?: i can be, im slightly bi-polar...
- Organized?: i can be
- Shy?: around cute boys, yes, anyone else, no
- Difficult?: not really
- Bored easily?: i can be
- Obsessed?: not really
- Angry?: hardly ever, takes A LOT
- Happy?: usually
- Hyper?: i can be at special times/events & with certain people <3
- Trusting?: VERY, and i often end up regretting it..

• × • R A N D O M • × •


- In the morning I: take my pills and a glass of water, take a shower & brush my teeth, get dressed, then lay back down.. unless i have to work
- Love is: a fairy tale and a thing of the distant past
- I dream about: lots of things
- Sexual preference: boys, but i've been attracted to some really pretty girls, and im rather curious about what its like being with one
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: their hair
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×


- Coke or Pepsi: neither gross
- Flowers or candy: Candy <3 but i luffs flowers tooo )):
- Tall or short: Tall!!

• × • W H O • × •


- Makes you laugh the most: my friends duh <3
- Makes you smile: see above
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her:
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •


- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: nope
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: yes. everyday.
- Wish you were younger?: no, but i dont want to be older than i am now
- Cry because someone said something to you?: depends on what is said?

• × • N U M B E R • × •


- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Once
- Of guys I've kissed: 7, key word kissed..
- Of girls I've kissed: 4 (P.I.M.P. inorite ;])
- Of Cd's I own: a lot, though i dont use them anymore
- Of scars on my body: maybe 3, but you cant really see them anymore

can someone please give me the exact defintion of a meme? cuz this just looks like one of those surveys that had on MySpace lol X:
anywho, i swiped it from  Northfire :)

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (the one on my phone XD)
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election. ((im old enough to, but im not registered so i cant))
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week. ((tea))

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[ ] You can mow the lawn. ((we have a push mower thingy and its heavy... t-t))
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[x] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay. ((*sigh* im a shopaholic... *cries*))
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] You have filed a tax return ((i make other people do it for me....))
[ ] You have used a pay phone.
[x] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd.
[ ] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[ ] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[x] You still have and use a VCR

TOTAL SO FAR: 21
yay im my ageeeee *sticks tongue out @ Northfire* hehehehe ;P<3

i swiped this from  sabur
and i left a few of his answers and comments there because i felt the same way :)


[x] public speaking ((i get hella nervousss hate it))
[x] staying single forever ((im looking for love, and all the guys i end up meeting just want sex... *sigh* nty~))
[ ] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] fish
[x] spiders ((Omggggggg sooooo creepy scary deadly!! T_T))
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] that Scary guy... ((who????))
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure ((Not an option, and in that, there is fear))
[x] success ((doing things right, means being able to do more bigger and better things... but it also means more responsibility & obligations.. B> a happy medium))
[x] thunder/lightning ((Omg thunderstorms </3))
[ ] frogs/toads ((one of my favorite animalssss!!))
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed ((i like my things, and would be sad if they were taken))
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women ((I don't understand them, but I love them))
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors & dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th ((Just another day))
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles ((omg T_T!!<///3))
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs ((lolol wut??))
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] Not Listed: Loosing a friend or loved one

*yawn*
im so not a morning person.. specially when i dont have to be at work until 3:30...
but i need a new outfit for clubbing and saturday is tomorrow, and i wont be able to go shopping cuz i work all dayyyy!! DD:

so this morning  theblackjackal09 <3 is gonna go shopping with me before i have to go in for my shift, and hopefully i'll find something pretty
*stretches*
its not bad that i think that shopping > sleep right? lol

>_________________<;;

well, i suppose this is rather late.. and i should have made this my first journal entry thing.. but i didnt know how to make an entry up until like 2 minutes ago.. hahaha!

still getting used to this site, but im super excited about getting my art from Skulldog(iForgot how to tag people.. Zander told me once but im a ditzy bunny >_<!!)

anywhoo... i'll try to make more deep and meaningful entries next time.. once i feel more comfortable... idk lol

http://www.formspring.me/aurabunny

^^