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Posted 11 years agoI had kind of a rough night, sorry for that one art thingy
But I'm okay! Everything's okay, I think
I haven't slept yet and in this possibly delusional state I've recovered a small bit
There's too much stress in my life but I won't let it get me!!
And I also won't let it stop me from loving!
Which it has been and I'm so very sorry my lovems
HI I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <333
HOW ARE YOU??
PS if u haven't already go re-watch me on my new account
that's where new art is posted
But I'm okay! Everything's okay, I think
I haven't slept yet and in this possibly delusional state I've recovered a small bit
There's too much stress in my life but I won't let it get me!!
And I also won't let it stop me from loving!
Which it has been and I'm so very sorry my lovems
HI I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <333
HOW ARE YOU??
PS if u haven't already go re-watch me on my new account
that's where new art is postedI AM MOVING!!!!
Posted 11 years agoOkay not QUITE moving, buuuttt....
Most, if not all of my future uploads will be e at flufflord!!! If you wish to continue watching me upload my fluffy art babies, that's where I'll be.
Alright so I'll see you guys over there I LOVE YOU BY THE WAY!!!
P.S. I'm also open for discounted commissions hint hint
Most, if not all of my future uploads will be e at
flufflord!!! If you wish to continue watching me upload my fluffy art babies, that's where I'll be.Alright so I'll see you guys over there I LOVE YOU BY THE WAY!!!
P.S. I'm also open for discounted commissions hint hint
Revelation!
Posted 11 years agoTHE NAME OF THE ACCOUNTS FOR FA, dA AND WEASYL IS . . .
FluffLord
Now, the accounts are still in progress. But all new art will be posted there
And I am about to go on a submission spree, so be prepared!
Please send comments and Notes there or message me on Skype if you need me tonight
I'll be sticking to those accounts as they're built!
FluffLord
Now, the accounts are still in progress. But all new art will be posted there
And I am about to go on a submission spree, so be prepared!
Please send comments and Notes there or message me on Skype if you need me tonight
I'll be sticking to those accounts as they're built!
TONIGHT!
Posted 11 years agoI will be revealing my new name at approximately 7 tonight PST, which will be the same for FA, dA, and Weasyl.
As soon as that journal is posted, I will officially be open for commissions- BUT!!!!
I will now only be using streams and slots. To open with, there will be 5 slots.
As a re-opening sale, everything is 50% off for these first 5. Then the next batch will be 75%. The number of slots in the future will be based on the amount of time it takes for these to be completed.
These sales will be based off of the newer prices, which I still need to finalize. I'm sorry for leaving you in the dark, but that's what makes it exciting, right? No? imsorry
The accounts that I reveal may or may be incomplete/blank when they are revealed. Don't worry, they will be formed as promised. Please do not let that stop you from watching or following if you wish to see my art on that/those site(s).
Anyone who is at all interested in art from me MUST realize that I have a job now.
It is 9am to 5pm PST. Most of the time we are kept after to finish work.
This means I CANNOT work on art during the daytime, except on weekends. No, not even during lunch.
Please do not pester me on Skype while I'm at work about your commissions.
(If you want to chat casually that's okay but I still can't talk a whole lot)
I will still use my time after work and weekends to draw but please understand that this is my only freetime. If you buy a commission and constantly badger me about it I will be very stern. I don't need this money as much as I used to and I am giving up my free time to throw art everywhere. Be courteous.
To close, I would like to apologize for this hiatus. I did not completely expect it, nor plan for it to be so long. Life has been excruciatingly busy and most of the time I regret the choices that have gotten me to this point, as a few of you know.
I will be finishing leftover commissions before I reopen and I have a scanner to post them. I have not tested it yet, however, so let's all hope it works. Otherwise I'll need to dig into my savings for a new one.
I love you all, and I appreciate your loyalty and patience.. even if they're wearing thin at all
<3
As soon as that journal is posted, I will officially be open for commissions- BUT!!!!
I will now only be using streams and slots. To open with, there will be 5 slots.
As a re-opening sale, everything is 50% off for these first 5. Then the next batch will be 75%. The number of slots in the future will be based on the amount of time it takes for these to be completed.
These sales will be based off of the newer prices, which I still need to finalize. I'm sorry for leaving you in the dark, but that's what makes it exciting, right? No? imsorry
The accounts that I reveal may or may be incomplete/blank when they are revealed. Don't worry, they will be formed as promised. Please do not let that stop you from watching or following if you wish to see my art on that/those site(s).
Anyone who is at all interested in art from me MUST realize that I have a job now.
It is 9am to 5pm PST. Most of the time we are kept after to finish work.
This means I CANNOT work on art during the daytime, except on weekends. No, not even during lunch.
Please do not pester me on Skype while I'm at work about your commissions.
(If you want to chat casually that's okay but I still can't talk a whole lot)
I will still use my time after work and weekends to draw but please understand that this is my only freetime. If you buy a commission and constantly badger me about it I will be very stern. I don't need this money as much as I used to and I am giving up my free time to throw art everywhere. Be courteous.
To close, I would like to apologize for this hiatus. I did not completely expect it, nor plan for it to be so long. Life has been excruciatingly busy and most of the time I regret the choices that have gotten me to this point, as a few of you know.
I will be finishing leftover commissions before I reopen and I have a scanner to post them. I have not tested it yet, however, so let's all hope it works. Otherwise I'll need to dig into my savings for a new one.
I love you all, and I appreciate your loyalty and patience.. even if they're wearing thin at all
<3
Updates are getting real old AuZ
Posted 11 years agoI know, I know, but bear with me, I will make sure this is the last time. If you're not an active watcher or commissioner, you might not be totally interested in this journal, so turn back now because it's (obviously) lengthy. I'll be covering a lot to make sure you all know 1,004% what's going to be going on with me in the very near future.
I've ordered and plan to pick up a desk for myself on the 29th of this month.
As soon as the last nail is put into that desk, I will fully announce the return of my art, however it is currently unknown how or if commissions will return right then. I no longer NEED the money as much as I used to since I have a very well-paying job at this time. But art is my life and some of you like receiving it, so I'll figure something out. As you very much have noticed, I have been so busy I haven't been able to post a doodle let alone pieces of full art. Please know that I am still working on the commissions I owe, but due to the lack of freetime I've had the last two months it has been a very slow process and I hate it. But I assure you, the first thing I post on my return (Tahu's commission piece) will blow you away and hopefully you'll come to forgive me for taking so long. It's a doozy, I tell you whut.
As I've mentioned, I will also be "revamping" anything that has to do with my art. In case you were wondering, this includes but is not limited to the following:
New FurAffinity account*
New Weasyl account*
New deviantART account*
New Paypal address
New Facebook account
New Terms of Service
New REDUCED PRICES
New business approach to any commissions that are received
Much MUCH more gifts to friends and personal art
* Old accounts on said sites will still exist and possibly be maintained for the storage of past artworks, works in progress, gift art, etc..
In order to provide you with these changes, I plan to take any time I don't spend working for the next week and a half to prepare for this to be very instantaneous instead of a slow process. And I will deliver! I am researching very heavily to make sure all changes are for YOU and benefit YOU the most. Because that's what I care about. You. <3
WHOM I LOVE
YES, I LOVE YOU
YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT <3 <3 <333
TL;DR I will continue art on April 29th, 2014 and will completely change everything you've come to know about my things.
If you have any questions, big or small, please ask! Prices? Commissions? Account plans? Don't be shy! I'd be happy to answer~
I've ordered and plan to pick up a desk for myself on the 29th of this month.
As soon as the last nail is put into that desk, I will fully announce the return of my art, however it is currently unknown how or if commissions will return right then. I no longer NEED the money as much as I used to since I have a very well-paying job at this time. But art is my life and some of you like receiving it, so I'll figure something out. As you very much have noticed, I have been so busy I haven't been able to post a doodle let alone pieces of full art. Please know that I am still working on the commissions I owe, but due to the lack of freetime I've had the last two months it has been a very slow process and I hate it. But I assure you, the first thing I post on my return (Tahu's commission piece) will blow you away and hopefully you'll come to forgive me for taking so long. It's a doozy, I tell you whut.
As I've mentioned, I will also be "revamping" anything that has to do with my art. In case you were wondering, this includes but is not limited to the following:
New FurAffinity account*
New Weasyl account*
New deviantART account*
New Paypal address
New Facebook account
New Terms of Service
New REDUCED PRICES
New business approach to any commissions that are received
Much MUCH more gifts to friends and personal art
* Old accounts on said sites will still exist and possibly be maintained for the storage of past artworks, works in progress, gift art, etc..
In order to provide you with these changes, I plan to take any time I don't spend working for the next week and a half to prepare for this to be very instantaneous instead of a slow process. And I will deliver! I am researching very heavily to make sure all changes are for YOU and benefit YOU the most. Because that's what I care about. You. <3
WHOM I LOVE
YES, I LOVE YOU
YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT <3 <3 <333
TL;DR I will continue art on April 29th, 2014 and will completely change everything you've come to know about my things.
If you have any questions, big or small, please ask! Prices? Commissions? Account plans? Don't be shy! I'd be happy to answer~
kisskiss lovelove
Posted 11 years agoI'm in a good mood, so I wanted to give a loving shout-out to all of my little dumplings c:
Hi <3
I hope things have been going well for you all, and I'm so very sorry I've been so inactive
Life is busy busy busy
I'm in the middle of unpacking - and I mean that as I am procrastinating on unpacking this box sitting in front of me with half of its contents sprawled on my floor
So unpacking, then when that's finished I'll actually have a table to work at again
Which is what I'm waiting for to start up my art again
SO HEY HI I LOVE YOU
TELL ME THINGS
SOCIALIZE
loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE
*rolls around chanting to the almighty Mara, goddess of Love and Compassion*
Hi <3
I hope things have been going well for you all, and I'm so very sorry I've been so inactive
Life is busy busy busy
I'm in the middle of unpacking - and I mean that as I am procrastinating on unpacking this box sitting in front of me with half of its contents sprawled on my floor
So unpacking, then when that's finished I'll actually have a table to work at again
Which is what I'm waiting for to start up my art again
SO HEY HI I LOVE YOU
TELL ME THINGS
SOCIALIZE
loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE
*rolls around chanting to the almighty Mara, goddess of Love and Compassion*
Sometimes I wonder
Posted 11 years agoWhy am I on here
These people furry things are insane
what is the point
And then I realize you're all fucking wonderful and cute and sweet and I love showing art to you
and then I type up journals that end in "I love you" and decide that I should shut up and sleep
.................. I LOVE YOU.
These people furry things are insane
what is the point
And then I realize you're all fucking wonderful and cute and sweet and I love showing art to you
and then I type up journals that end in "I love you" and decide that I should shut up and sleep
.................. I LOVE YOU.
Wow Hi
Posted 11 years agoI've been so very inactive, I'm such a jerk I'm sorry
I miss you all though c:
I'm going to be much more active soon, though, I assure you!
My sister and I are moving into a bigger apartment! HAZZAH!!
THIS means that I will have my own room
AND that I can get a desk to work at instead of sitting on my bed, which is so very uncomfortable to do
And having this comfort, I will then be motivated to draw MUCHMUCH more!
So as soon as things are moved and settled, I'm going to get back to throwing art into the world again
Which I, and maybe you, greatly look forward to
AaaaaAAAHHHHHH SKETH GETS BACK FROM FE TONIGHT I'M SO EXCITED WE'VE HARDLY TALKED SINCE THURSDAY OH GOLLY AM I HAPPY
ahem
ok I love you all goodbye see you later hugs&stuff <3
I miss you all though c:
I'm going to be much more active soon, though, I assure you!
My sister and I are moving into a bigger apartment! HAZZAH!!
THIS means that I will have my own room
AND that I can get a desk to work at instead of sitting on my bed, which is so very uncomfortable to do
And having this comfort, I will then be motivated to draw MUCHMUCH more!
So as soon as things are moved and settled, I'm going to get back to throwing art into the world again
Which I, and maybe you, greatly look forward to
AaaaaAAAHHHHHH SKETH GETS BACK FROM FE TONIGHT I'M SO EXCITED WE'VE HARDLY TALKED SINCE THURSDAY OH GOLLY AM I HAPPY
ahem
ok I love you all goodbye see you later hugs&stuff <3
To Do!
Posted 11 years agoFor like the millionth time-- based on date accepted to be done.
Go to work (duh)
Try to get apartment cleaned to the best of my ability while taking care of below items
Tattoo design for best friend's mother (sketches, brainstorm)
Background for Tahu's commission (or gather money for refund, would still be completed)
Traditional(?) Reference sheet for Alder
Draw for my babies on FA (i.e, you)
Gather information and prepare to move accounts, Pricelist, ToS, etc..
Plan out a list of expenses based on paycheck (not until Friday) including but not limited to rent, food, future purchases (like a new laptop, seeing girlfriend, etc..)
I'll probably add more as I go on, but we'll see
This is mostly just a lot of babble, but also just so you (and I!!) know all the stuff I need to get done
Just because
Also, I love you all :U
kisskiss love hug cuddle rolls in your affections
Go to work (duh)
Try to get apartment cleaned to the best of my ability while taking care of below items
Tattoo design for best friend's mother (sketches, brainstorm)
Background for Tahu's commission (or gather money for refund, would still be completed)
Traditional(?) Reference sheet for Alder
Draw for my babies on FA (i.e, you)
Gather information and prepare to move accounts, Pricelist, ToS, etc..
Plan out a list of expenses based on paycheck (not until Friday) including but not limited to rent, food, future purchases (like a new laptop, seeing girlfriend, etc..)
I'll probably add more as I go on, but we'll see
This is mostly just a lot of babble, but also just so you (and I!!) know all the stuff I need to get done
Just because
Also, I love you all :U
kisskiss love hug cuddle rolls in your affections
So many things going on...
Posted 11 years agoI was going to use this as a rant but really, there's no point in typing a self-pitying journal about how I feel right now so I'll skip to the good stuff
I got a good-paying job
My new title is Junior Graphic Designer, working alongside my sister
Weekdays, 9am to 5pm with a really calm, flexible boss (as long as I get my work done)
So basically, I sit at a computer all day doing things I know well, wearing comfortable clothing, listening to Disney on Pandora/Youtube, and Skyping very lightly
I still need to get situated, get the rest of my things here to finish moving in
But as soon as I get the time to finish setting up my new account, I'll reveal it and open up for limited-slot commissions every weekend that I can either finish right then or get done during the week after work ((AFTER I FINISH MY CURRENT COMMISSIONS, OF COURSE))
Anyways... right now I'm in the process of typing out a ToS and Pricing Sheet (covering everything ever)
And I'll be trying to get a new Paypal soon, to match my new account and be more business-like
I'm having a hard time adjusting to not being latched onto Sketh 24/7 but.. I'll see her again soon
And this time, she'll be coming to the sun with me (gross)
I don't know what the point of this journal was, really, but make what you will of it :U
I love you and all that jazz
Talk to you later!
heart
I got a good-paying job
My new title is Junior Graphic Designer, working alongside my sister
Weekdays, 9am to 5pm with a really calm, flexible boss (as long as I get my work done)
So basically, I sit at a computer all day doing things I know well, wearing comfortable clothing, listening to Disney on Pandora/Youtube, and Skyping very lightly
I still need to get situated, get the rest of my things here to finish moving in
But as soon as I get the time to finish setting up my new account, I'll reveal it and open up for limited-slot commissions every weekend that I can either finish right then or get done during the week after work ((AFTER I FINISH MY CURRENT COMMISSIONS, OF COURSE))
Anyways... right now I'm in the process of typing out a ToS and Pricing Sheet (covering everything ever)
And I'll be trying to get a new Paypal soon, to match my new account and be more business-like
I'm having a hard time adjusting to not being latched onto Sketh 24/7 but.. I'll see her again soon
And this time, she'll be coming to the sun with me (gross)
I don't know what the point of this journal was, really, but make what you will of it :U
I love you and all that jazz
Talk to you later!
heart
A Refresher !!!+PLEASE READ+!!!
Posted 11 years agoFor those of you who take interest in me and my art and wish to continue doing so,
I am pleased to inform you that I will be moving accounts away from AuZdraGun to another sometime rather soon
I will not name it yet, because I'd rather set it up first
To the few of you I've told about it.. SHHH!!
It's a surprise and is to be revealed when I have time to completely and utterly revamp my everything
And trust me, this new name is a lot more fitting for my work!
I will also be more active on Weasyl with a new account and- dare I say it- maybe even deviantART
But dA is a giant maybe.
I will get a new commission email and a more professional outlook when it comes to any sort of commissions
I can't say when I'll open for them, but when I do I'll let you know
More updates about this to come
And since this is a giant change and very important, I won't use my orange-y colors anymore
That's how you know I'm seriously serious.
Periods and lack of color.
:U
SERIOUSNESS DOES NOT RESTRAIN MY LOVE THOUGH
I LOVE YOU ALL
<3Gross
Posted 11 years agoI have returned to California, and I'm highly bummed about it
I miss Sketh already and meh :cc
But oh well, life will go on I guess
I'm trying to play video games to get my mind off of the thing
On top of that, my laptop has a small break in it where the screen of my laptop leaning back brings up part of the plastic
AND when I checked my bank account, someone or something had taken out nearly $130 for a supermarket in San Ysidro, which I've never been to on a date where I was in Canada
so I don't know what the fuck is going on with that.
So now I have no money to turn my phone on.
I would draw but I'm too sad and there's nowhere to really sit anyways so it'd be a pain
Once my life gets reorganized, I'll be a ton more active and.. am planning to possibly moving accounts
We'll see, still lots of time
Anyways, I love you all and feel free to chat me up, I'm kinda super lonelyHELLO MY FRIENDS
Posted 11 years agoHello all you lovely people I am alive and well and I LOVE YOU and sketh has yet to brutally murder me xoxo
love
Posted 12 years agolove love
love lll oo oveooeoe
♥ ~ L o v e ~ ♥
love lll oo oveooeoe
♥ ~ L o v e ~ ♥
Game Plan [not too important]
Posted 12 years agoI am a bad artistperson
And I am sorry u m u
I procrastinate and doodle instead of doing what needs to be done
I just got back from my grandparent's, visiting them before I go to Canada for a few weeks to see my girlfriend
I took my colored pencils but forgot my other traditional art tools.. so I only got small sketches done instead of everything I needed to do- namely, Tahu's commission.
I'm currently distracting myself with the internet packing and cleaning up my room for my visitation and soon-after moving in with my big sister.
I have a lot on my plate, but I also still have a good chunk of freetime which I waste a great deal, and for that I'm sorry.
To get myself more motivated, this is my To-Do list to remind my self every time I come on here [which is frequently] that I have artthings I should get done, get back into the groove of drawing for you all
cause that worked so well the last billion times i did it haha
Worth a shot;
» 
's Commission; Background Lineart & Color «
~ ~ ~ ~
F I N I S H
Finn & FP ¤ Darlap ¤ Amber ¤ Panmunch ¤ Pokieworms
Babems ¤ Booboo ¤ Run, Run ¤ Cyllen ¤ Pheobe
Flowe
R E D R A W
BREATHE ¤ Burton Pups ¤ Whale ¤ Stitch ¤ NarwhalButter
Pikaplume ¤ Houndmin ¤ Dungrass ¤ Micken Moose ¤ Flap n Cap'n
Pokiekittens ¤ Shider
Wow that is a lot of stuff I'm bad at finishing things
LET'S SEE HOW I DO, SHALL WE?
3DSFC!
Posted 12 years agoI have no idea what's taken me so long to do this, but
My friend code on my 3DS!!!
3496 ~ 9568 ~ 9597
Add me and I'll add you too if I love you enough ;0
which i doQuick!
Posted 12 years agoMy sister is at work and I feel like drawing Pokemon
And I only just remembered she has Copics omg
Give me a list of Pokemon to draw
omgomgomgHi Babies c:
Posted 12 years agoI love you <3What is AuZ doing where is she I miss her
Posted 12 years agoWorking is my main answer
But these coming months are going to be busy as well
I'm done with working at Walmart on the 28th, it seems
They aren't keeping any of the seasonal workers
So I have 4 days left of it, which I'm both sad and happy for
Then, on the 11th of January, I leave to visit my boobutt again <33
Immediately after I get back, February 2nd, I'm going to move to my sister's place
Until I get settled in and organized I won't look for another job
Not right away
But as soon as everything's good, I'm going to apply a buttload, just like last time
AND THIS TIME I HAVE EXPERIENCE SO YAY
I'm kind of hoping my sister's boss will hire me to do logo designs and things of that nature like she does
But I guess I'll just have to wait and see~
Anyhow, I'm superduper excited for everything to come
And you'll probably see more art from me too, since I won't have work for a short period
Which we should all look forward to because I miss it a lot and I want to throw out art everywhere
Full backgrounds and cute and fluffy and love and dragons and pokemon and hearts and scary things
YES
2014, here I come!!P.S
I MISS YOU GUYS I NEED TO TALK MORE I'M GOING TO BOTHER YOU ALL ON SKYPE AND GIVE YOU FAKE INTERNET KISSES
on the cheek
and noses
o ww o look out
iloveyoupuffs and fluffs
Posted 12 years agoI'm grumpy tonight and I don't want to sleep
and I want to be alone because I hate people
But I'm scared to be alone
But I am
But I don't want to talk to anyone but 1 person
and I can't
and
mmmmMMMMMMMMMmMmMmmmMmmM
emotions are gross when they are not about love
How does anyone do it
You guys are crazy
I just want to love and nothing else ever
gghggsdfgefawergqropdvmcklz,xcqkfnwv74v11w12e2r4t35t4545465454555444444444444444also don't message me on skype at like fuckin' 3am asking if I'm okay because it will wake me and I will be mad and you will be bitten in the worst way
v e r b a l l y
4 Important Topics/Questions; active watchers respond please
Posted 12 years ago/\
/ 1 \
How many Watchers would I lose if I became a Pokemon-Only artist?
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I'm not 100% thinking of doing this but I love Pokemon so much, I'm curious
And if I don't lose watchers, would I lose a ton of commissioners?
Let me know what you think, please
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/ 2 \
I know I've gone over this before, but what do you think of my prices?
Are there things you want that you think are over/under-priced?
Let me know, maybe it'll end up in lower prices!
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I know I've struggled with prices a lot through my art 'career'
I really want to get a finalized price list that is acceptable for both your wallets and my skill level
I know everyone's having a hard time with money right now, so don't be afraid to speak up
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/ 3 \
What do you want to see more of from me?
[Besides art as a whole, I know I've been really inactive, and I'm sorry]
Do you like Pokemon the most? Or fluffy things? Chibis? Anthro-realistic? Pron?
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I just would like to know so when I draw things that aren't commissions,
maybe they can be things we all love
Then EVERYone is happy~
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/ 4 \
This is my favorite number so I wanted it to be included
I LOVE YOU~!
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No really, I do a lot
All of you
forever
Just let me know what you think
You can share your opinions, get some responses, etc..
And maybe you'll get something nice in return!
Like more art from me
That would be nice for everyone
I'm so damn lazy I'm so sorry
Maybe my prices will change or you'll see more of your favorite things
Who knows? <3Getting There
Posted 12 years agoMail Mave's package
Run to SSOffice
Laundry
Color Tahu's character,
Scan,
Sketch background
Owed LineArt
Send Girlfriend-Birthday Box full of wonderful things she doesn't get to know about
Clean/pack more
Pokemon and Love and Dragons in your faceMy Apologies
Posted 12 years agoIf you've known me longer than just a few months you might have noticed that most of my journals consist of
"LOVELOVELOVELOVE" usually followed somewhat by "life is sucking right now no art.." over and over
And I want to apologize for this, obviously for the craplifenoart part
I know most of you probably will say I shouldn't be, but I still am
I joined this site to draw fluffy things and Pokemon and dragons.. and my art has been greatly lacking
The reason for this, in all honesty, is because of me.
Not because of my life right now [although that's a teenyweeny part]
Every time I think "oh fuck yeah just got off work lets draw" I think
oh shit
I should do that commission
I should do THAT commission too
I should clean my room
I should pack that into that box
I should run these errands
And, naturally, my reaction is to
Not do literally anything except talk to my girlfriend on skype
Because I feign tiredness from work, only because the thought of doing things I'm SUPPOSED to gives me fatigue.
This is really the stupidest thing ever, and I apologize to all of you
my commissioners, my watchers, my fans
my friends
You all deserve better than this and I've been selfish
Tomorrow is my day off and I'm using it the best way I can.
I'm going to finish Tahu's character, then sketch a background before I even consider stopping.
I'm going to do the lineart I owe an old friend.
I'm going to do laundry, vaccuum, clean, organize.
I'm going to go out and resend Mave's pictures and another errand.
Then.. and only then, after everything is done on this list
I am going to flood this site with Pokemon and hearts and a very fluffy dragon that loves you
Meaning me
And I will show my unwavering gratitude to all of you who sit there and don't unwatch me because of my whiney inactive-ness, but continue to wait patiently because you either love my art or me
I love and appreciate you all so much, and I promise to make these last few months up to you.
Because you deserve my best, not my worst.Sudden Turn of Events (Please Read).
Posted 12 years agoSo, once again, living with my grandparents has become unfeasible.
We- meaning them, my aunt, and I- Just had a giant argument about everything.
Namely because my grandparents refuse to allow us to take care of them and provide for them,
regardless of their needs, as stated by their multiple doctors and neurologists.
Try as we must, it's impossible and improbable.
My grandparents want us out as soon as possible, and so be it.
I don't know what's going to happen.
I know I'll end up at my big sister's, but between now and then I don't know what I'm to do.
Especially since I have a job- my first job- which I've only had for a month and a week.
Obviously, I'd want to hold off quitting as long as I can.
I'm going to look for jobs around my sister's area, but... until I get there I don't know.
I might end up bunking at a friend's house or something.
I will do my best to finish Tahu's commission, but everything after that is officially and undeniably cancelled.
If you paid for a commission, I'm sorry.
If you wanted to pay for a commission, I'm also sorry.
I would like you to send me a Note if you happened to have paid me for artwork,
because as far as I know at this moment, no one has. If that's wrong, I'm sorry, just let me know.
I will either try to whip something up for you and give you what you owe or do what I can to return your money.
I'm really sorry everyone.
Someday I'll be able to sit and just draw.. but not now.
I love you all..fuck
Posted 12 years agoIt'd be really easy for me to complain about life right now but
It really wouldn't change a thing and there are enough journals on this site about "poor me and my life"
So instead, hi
I love you all a lot
And I'm sorry for my very large lacking in art
Or even comments, or anything positive
I want so badly to be that artist that was so involved on here and
Loving on my watchers heavily and drawing and just having fun and chatting all the time
I hate that I can't be like that right now
Someday my real, energetic, loving self will be back
But I'm too physically and emotionally drained
oops I did a "poorme" thing
Well, I love you
How are you feeling today?