Fully moved to  BipolarNonsense

Sorry! I have my reasons!
Thanks for understanding!

Please don't kill me, but after the bouts with my ex best friend who i got the character from, I don't feel comfortable using my Avalyn character anymore.

I think I'll sell her, but I'm not sure for how much.
Just make an offer I guess if anyone is interested.

Can't decide on what.

Raven? Dragon? Both?

Art is slow right now because I'm dealing with shitty personal problems. One friend violated me and another betrayed me.

Art is slow because I'm an emotional wreck (not like it already was because I've been battling depression on and off lately).

Car can't be driven right now until I have enough saved to get it fixed. Smoke and grinding is coming from the back left tire well.

I'm getting sick of this.

Bad luck on top of people who take friendships for granted and disrespect others. That's 4 times this year now. I'm obviously a weak target that folks love to take advantage of. I'm not giving anyone second chances anymore. The truth is, I pity friends in need who are either lonely or having trouble in life, then I get walked all over. I'm too nice.

People I've looked up to for a long time have even left me. The friendship losses are comparable to the deaths of loved ones last year. Just experiencing it in a different way. Nothing changes.

Again, people wonder why I have mental disorders.

"You can't have it that bad"
"People are worse than you"

First of all, everyone experiences things differently. Secondly, I never asked for this. I never asked for any of it. I'm a victim in the cosmos just like the many millions of others who have been abused, but it doesn't make my situation (or any others) trivial.

In my heart and mind, I've died a thousand times.

I'm not a tool you can use for your selfish reasons. I breathe and I have a life, too. A life I'm trying to make better. I'm trying to heal and all these shit heads are just making it even more difficult.

Emergency Commissions!!

Opening up $40-$80 sketch, watercolor, and necklace emergency commissions. I'm needing my car fixed asap. I'm estimating a $600+ fix, but I'll be calling in the morning to find out for sure. No realism with colored pencils because colored pencils take too much out of me mentally.

Custom Necklaces: $33 (normally $48)

Base Size: 8"x10" (Shipping: $8.45)

Realistic Graphite Sketches: $60 (normally around $80)
Inked watercolors (or earl grey tea paintings): $80 (normally around $160)

Must be prepaid via paypal before I can start on it. :)

Available Spots:
1. Open
2. Open
3. Open
4. Open
5. Open

(going to finish up the commissions I'm already working on, on top of these)

Heeeyyyy
Heads up, I'm posting old art. Moreso transfers from my old page and updated versions of other really old art I never posted on FA. So... I apologize ahead of time. lol

There's a decent amount of stuff I looked back on and realized I'm still proud of it. lol <3 <3

Taking commissions for the end of March and the first two weeks of April! <3 Shipping is included in the prices.

Payment plans accepted for projects worth $100 or more!

My Vintage Earl Grey Tea Style: $147-$205 (Additional subject in the drawing: +$15)

Pet Portraits: $80-$200 (Additional subject in the drawing: +$10)

Sketch portraits: $50-$180 (Additional subject in the drawing: +$10)

Watercolor Cartoonish/Anime Paintings: $45-$200 (Additional subject in the drawing: +$5)

Taking 4! 1 per week starting March 26th

Prices are based on the size 8"x10" - 24"x 36"

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Custom Necklaces: $30-$48 ($6.87 shipping) (5 spots open)

To claim your spot, I accept paypal or I can set up a listing on etsy. :)