*pokes those who read* Do eeeet!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?

More thoughts from me, like why are some people good at stuff they dislike?
Why do people sometimes make plans and then seemingly drop out of existance when they're supposed to be there?
How do you make crutons?
Does anyone else want gumbo?

I want to post more on this, even if all I post is weird journals.
For whatever reason I continually wonder one thing anytime my bones feel like they're vibrating, what keeps us from just blowing up from the sheer amount of power that atoms have?
Also, I got a new phone and I wonder, why can't I make it so that I need to type in the pin to unlock it, I would greatly prefer that, why are designers sometimes so hard to understand their thought process?
Why the hell is it so hard to focus!?
All the lizards out there dance! (no question there, just some fun)
And fourth question of this rant, does anyone else out there ever just sit in silence and listen to it?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2675235/
You should hurry though!

You never know if you might win
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2665360/ and follow the directions
Um, yeah I've got nothing else, but she is a good artist!

Everything has good parts and bad parts, and you live and learn. I volunteered and worked at IFC con store for 16 hours. It was long and at several points annoying for various reasons, but I got a free con shirt and next year i get a regular pass for all 3 days for free. But you know what, it was all awesome none-the-less, I got to spend the days hanging out with  Ringtailcafe and buying more pins from them, I spent half of last con with their awesome selves anyway, my friend  tincrash and my new friend  2chaotic. Not to mention getting to help out  Waxingturtle and  Rukario71 in the constore, getting an awesome Badge from  iggi which I need to figure out a way to scan and upload, I suppose it's time to fix the scanner, damnit... Of course there was the awesome part of seeing Alkali, no idea on name spelling or if he has an FA account, run who's lion and seeing the comedic duo of 2 the Ranting griffon and Uncle Kage. All in all, I missed a wedding due to unfortunate circumstances but that was the only event I regret missing and I say congratulations to  tincrash and  leasara, and spent a weekend around basically the most awesome people I know. I really have to thank  jeremynalsi and  foxmoulder993 for putting up with going the few extra minutes out of their way to pick me up each day, thanks you two!

I do believe I finally succeeded in killing the undying. A Motorola razr V3 that has survived the beach, toilets, and thousands of drops, finally died from vomit...
Details unimportant, it was gross, and now it says invalid battery when I try to charge it.

So, I was there and I got to march in the parade, and Oh My God it was amazing. There were so many people and they were all so excited just to see us. Being at the festival afterwards was so amazing, and I found a ring for my girlfriend while I was there, I just am so happy to see her face tomorrow when I get to give it to her.

GAY PRIDE!

hehe

Everyone that actually reads this is awesome and deserves a hug.

So I'm confused, because apparently my friend and I are the only people not having problems with FF v4.
So I'm just curious, what all are the problems and complaints people have? Because the only one I have is that not matter what I type into the address bar it no longer will link directly to a website, if anyone has a fix for that I would be so grateful.

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Eva or Averis, you don't get my middle or last name hehe.
- Eye Color: Apparently it depends on the light and my mood, I've been told I have blue, green, teal, yellow and a light purple, I typically just say teal :)
- Hair Style/Color: straightened or in a french braid, right now it's blonde with purple, teal, pink and red tips and back.
- Clothing style: hmm, kinda depends on where I'm going, right now due to a limited wardrobe it's usually jeans, a shirt that helps my body shape, and I recently found a fedora that I just love.
- Best physical feature: none, I'm at or below average physically

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Being put in an insane asylum or being beat and left to die for being trans
- Your guilty pleasure: ...I'm not actually sure what this means... computer games or clothes shopping?
- Your biggest pet peeve: don't lie to me, and don't talk behind my back, confront me with a truth or get out
- Your ambitions for the future: become an editor for a book company

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: why the frick is the sun always so bright!?
- What you think about most: how useless I am right now
- What you think about before bed: why can't I just live at night and sleep in the day
- You think your best quality is: my ability to refuse to let my depression take hold

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: I've only been on one date, so single I guess haha.
- To be loved or respected: to be loved, because someone has to respect you to love you or they're lying to themselves.
- Beauty or brains: brains, both preferably, but definitely brains
- Dogs or cats: lizards, then dogs and cats

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: I personally haven't lied in 3 years, and I don't intend to start doing so again
- Believe in yourself: no
- Want someone: ...yes...

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: once, I promptly fell off
- Done drugs: yes
- Changed who you were to fit in: not in several years, maybe in middle school

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: gold
- Favorite animal: lizards, cats, snakes, mice, spiders, amoeba, everything so long as it doesn't try to eat me
- Favorite movie: the matrix, that way this life is just a horrible programming error
- Favorite game: oh, um, everything rpg

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: September 26th
- How old will you be: 21
- Age you lost your virginity: 24... it's a guess as to when I will
- Does age matter: they can't be older than my parents, *shudders* less creepy that way

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: accepting
- Best eye color: pink (doesn't matter)
- Best hair color: theirs
- Best thing to do with a partner: talk, game, shop, continue living, then find a nice king size bed and get naughty

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: I don't know
- I feel: lonely, it's hard not to
- I hide: my mistakes by making sure I work to fix them
- I miss: my friend j
- I wish: I was born a girl, or that I was happy

LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
Everyone who reads this that hasn't done it, life is exploration, so let us explore your cakes!

 Robert_Strongfox is giving away free theme songs to promote himself.

Sounds like a fun idea so go check it out!

I ended up on random commercials yesterday on youtube, still not quite sure how... but these three are hilarious!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGGWwSKondY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIG0.....eature=related
this one \/ actually has a cougar in it! I think it's a cougar, maybe a bobcat, but we can't see all of it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKK37G-ZWvk

yeah... no idea how to make those actual vids instead of links, anyway, they're really funny, watch for a good laugh, and Hot guys! maybe a few hot girls too, if you like that stuff hehe

So, I never really do much on here anymore except for watch other people, and that may, MAY, be changing due to a friend asking me to draw something for him. I also am going to post the first re-written chapter of my story Project Godlike before the end of the month, and I'm just in general gonna clean my gallery, I think some of why I avoid doing anything is how little care went into my stuff before, hopefully if I fix whats wrong I'll use my imagination again more.

also, college is awesome.

*hug*

Okay, I think that was probably the most fun I've had in a long time. And apparently the IFC was pretty big for this being it's first year. Made, friends, had fun, learned more than a few things, and completely feel charged, now to channel that into something! *runs off*

Saw this on  Kathy-Lu's page and decided to repost it, I haven't been here but I have helped a friend who was with the girl he liked. I hope whoever reads this takes it to heart.

***"I'm sorry"***

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough moxie to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'

Okay, now i won't get to go but  darkduck64 and  spazzykoneko want to go to anthrocon and they should get to! check out their journal/pic for details http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4010501/

Not really sure who'll read this, doesn't matter that much, just talking about somethings tends to help.
I don't know who of you that watch me are fans of cats, I love them myself. I just found out a few minutes ago that while I was at a friend's house my cat was attacked and killed by something in our own yard.
Pain is necessary to improving upon who we are, but sometimes it comes at times where it hits harder than you think it would. I really loved her and she was goofy enough to enjoy being around me so I would pet her. I'll miss her greatly, thank you for anyone who reads this.

I saw  amun's journal, not really sure if anyone will read this but i'm bored.

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS

1. I don't see a reason to be mad at people because then you're just wasting what time you have not progressing your own life.

2. I am more scared of my own mind that I am of anything else in this world.

3. The reason I can't draw very well is because there is some sort of block between my mental picture of something and controlling my hand.

4. I'm a techie but I don't like text messaging or talking on the phone as much as I do talking to people in reality.

5. I love writing but I'm not sure why I enjoy doing such a thankless task, it's rather odd.

6. Beauty is excellent, but in my opinion fear is far more exquisite, perhaps there's something wrong with my sense of taste.

7. I love bright colors but I wear nothing but black because I don't want to stand out.

8. I've never studied a day in my life because my mind processes information in such a way that I don't have to

If you read this and want to do one yourself feel free.

Ok, since my drawing still sucks but i want to give something of myself back for all of the parts of over people i've seen on this site i decided to start writing something for this site.
Now, i finished the first part i want to put up and guess what, It won't upload correctly, it keeps saying that the file format can't be read.
I am BEGGING, help, please.
That is all for now, you can go back to ignoring me since until a little bit ago i was just another watcher to bolster your ego.

J, I'm gonna get you back for this! I got tagged by  Jeremynalsi


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Okies, the rules are as follows~
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs. ;D

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1) Ok, in my personal opinion, so long as you like something nothing anyone else says can ever downrate it.
2) I have a wierd fear of being choked so if anything on my neck is touching my adams apple I have a hard time breathing
3) FOOOD! ok, for as long as I can remember I've had this insane digestion except for this time period where I was on this one type of medicine that I don't remember anymore, so I like food alot!
4) Imagination is the baby of the universe so no one opinion about the way something is imagined is right because everyone thinks in different fun strange ways.
5) I like romance novels.
6) In my opinion people who lie aren't worth the breath to prove that they are lying.
7) My room has 2 planets painted on the walls and they have since been integrated into the stories I write.
8) For some reason I don't like birds that aren't in some way blocked from getting to me.
9) I've been working with computers since I was 7.
10) The only reason I still watch horror movies is because I can genuinely say to my friends that dragged me there that it wasn't scary and that reassures them.

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Um, people to tag...

 Hellkat
 Barrin84
 pusspuss
I know it says 10 people but these are the only people that I watch that I feel comfortable doing this to. *runs before retaliation occurs*