I woke up to find my car was broken into. 400 bucks worth of my stuff stolen.



such a fine morning.

I'm still with out a printer, job or place to call my own. I still art rest assured. these days I'm more focused on pony art. my absence from posting is in excusable. please forgive my excessive absence. I do not deserve any one that follows me after this long.

you know your in an interesting place when your shooting scotch whiskey at 4 in the morning. It also says something about you when your the calmest person in the room when every one is panicking.

I have plenty art to up load, just need to get my scanners working. I need to introduce some of my pony characters: Tea Breeze, peach Melba, and Castle foot. aside from that there isn't really much to update.

yep, as of today I'm now 25. today started with a filling at the dentist.

Christmas to every one. if you need more holiday cheer, add spiced rum to your egg nog.

My leg is healing up fine, still a bit weak though. The crappy part is that last night what I thought to be food poisoning turned out to be a gallbladder attack (who knew, right?). After hours of agony I went to the er and learned that I have stones in my gallbladder, one reached 9mm. So tomorrow I have to go in and get the whole shebang removed and hilariously I was supposed to go back to work today.

Still I don't have a scanner so art will be a bit longer of a wait. once I'm getting paid on a regular basis I'll be getting one,

*edit*
next Thursday I'll have surgery.

I will be off my leg for 6 weeks and have plenty of pain pills. i forgot how nervous hospitals get me, I lost count on how many times I threw up just out of nerves, I had this kind of operation before and I knew exactly what was in store.

my surgery will be at 9 tomorrow, it'll be a 8 hour operation. so if you folks could pray it goes smooth I'd be thankful.

white Russians.
that all

ok so for the past few days it's been crappy at work, but today was worse. for starters the moment I walk near my department I'm swarmed by ass hole customers who want 10 different things and it all has to be instant. there where three other people working and did nothing but stand around while I was working two registers, cutting keys, doing service writing, telling people where shit is, basically telling other people to calm the fuck down. in the mean while all of the other "associates" melt away leaving me with the angry mob. this went on for about three or four hours.
while all of this is happening I'm limping around on a cane because I have three torn ligaments in my right leg and some kind leaking cyst, so in all it can be and is very painful. with all this strain for 6-9 hours a day I'm trying to keep up with every thing and with all this constant movement my leg is slowly getting worse and remains in constant pain.
a new development to my oh so amazing day, my fucking left shoe blows out, the sole splits right down the middle from my heel to the center, so I had to use a crap ton of tape to make it not murder my foot. all of that with about 4 more hours to go.
so to make my day better I get home to find what I ordered weeks ago ( a sword) still not here after it's been on the ups truck since Monday. And to put the cherry on the cake, this trip a few of my friends and I were planning for months ends tonight with my god damn leg being too fucked up to go. so I must remain behind with no work for a couple weeks and must await my impending surgery which by happen stance, will put me out of work for over a month and a half.
so that's part of whats going on in my life, for all those folks that really wanted to know.

P.S my scanner is down so that's why I haven't up loaded any thing for a while.

I'm once again cripple and out of work for a few days which really sucks. so my paycheck is really going to suffer, so pleh.

secondly I'm, as of today, 24. I'm now determined to fix my life this year.

 MacroAtor has been booted from his home in Russia! give him some help so he doesn't freeze to death. for the folks that do help, may the spirit of pie be with you.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:30576688

so here's what I did:
ingredients:
black olives
green olives
1 onion
1 garlic clove
2 celery stocks
1 oz of green olive juice
1oz of black olive juice
and a splash of red wine
1/2lb of ground beef or lamb
a few heavy pinches of sea salt
ground pepper
bazil
oil of preference
1 can of diced tomatos
how:
get two pans one for the meat and the other for the sauce. chop the celery, onion, and mince the garlic. pour about 1-2 ounces of oil in the pan(I used sunflower oil) and brown the aromatics with 1-2 heavy pinches of salt. mince about 4 black olives and five to six green olives and bring it in to the mix, pour in the olive juice as well. put on a lid and let the new additions soften. when that's done you can either mash or blend the mix to your preference.
now to the meat. cook up the meat to your preference and pour in that splash of red wine. pour the sauce on the meat once the the brown bits are off the pan and integrate.
now plate and enjoy.
this was just something I whipped up and it turned out rather tasty so I thought I'd share.

I finally have the house to my self for a few days! no chaos that is my family is nice, and maybe have some sexy times too.

just got back from oklacon and holy hell I'm in pain. to get the bad out of the way, I tore something in my right knee again and my tent door broke, letting cold wind in, thus I got sick. so aside from being sick and cripple. that was the best time I've had in a very long time. I give more details later.

I have all the female reference I could ever want, but is there any good male ref sites? I don't care how that makes me sound, I'd really like to have the ability to draw both genders with the same quality all shapes and sizes. if any one can help I'd be most grateful.

I just got a call back from southwest airlines for a part time position, so lets hope they take me.

why do I have to suffer these things called feelings?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yyei.....ure=plpp_video
that's what I want in some one (real Cadence not changeling Cadence)

my stab wound is all healed up, but still feels a bit tender. Its in that area where backpack straps rub, so that's incredibly annoying so yes I'm alive and fine.

I was stabbed in the shoulder. my life rocks

I gots one. look for me as Tea Breeze

how do you get someone out of your thoughts that's been there for a long while?