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So I had a dream Kame had an army of gogans that where going around trasforming everyone into hermly/shemale gogan's and then dragging them off to 'reducation' centers that turned them into horny obedient bimbo sluts that served the reishime. I got turned into a gogan (let myself... stronger and sexier yes please... was a human! hehe) but avoided capture.... plan was to get some uniforms and act like i was already one of them till I could pass off as some one high up in charge enough not to need to pretend to be a bimbo... then figure out things from there.

Share your PS4 screen names so we can hunt together!!!

Azraile

please follow so i can maybe get free games http://store.steampowered.com/curator/28842518/

anyone doing something like that?

sounds fun

I REALLY need a reff sheet... my char has been through some changes and it's been 5 years sense I got an updated picture, 6 sense I got one I could use as a reff sheet that just features hir, and 9 years sense I got an actual reff sheet.

My reff sheet is 9 years old!!!! And it's no the slightest bit up to date.

I would LIKE one that features both hir new normalish form, and hir true/base form. But I'll settle with one or the other... afterall there wings and tenticals involved here O.O

Problem is I am as strapped for cash as ever, if not more so (need a new mattress and water heater, going to set me back 2kish in debt possibly.)

So I need to go with some one who is cheaper than your average artiest. But still descent at what they do....

Last time I knew some one like that WAS 9 years ago, and sense then they have got a job in marketing as an artiest for web page mascots. So no dice there. lol

I will settle for black and white to cut down the price and just poorly collor it in with GIMP as I can't afford the hudge price hop for some one doing some good colloring and shadowing >.<

I can't even properly 'sign up' for free arts anymore my reff sheet is so freaking out of date it's might as well be a diffrent char. >.>

http://rpol.net/gameinfo.php?gi=604.....ate=1485145810

The game basically is set around humans who find out that well there world is not so normal, and that supernatural beings exist and things are a lot scarier than they though....

I paticuarly could use one of these types:

+The Innocent - The innocents meet the otherworldly with curiosity and atleast some degree of optimism. They don't see "monsters" as unfortunates that need healing, but rather enigmas that need dialogue and understanding. The understandings they eventually develop differ wildly; some condone the killing of dangerous or manipulative monsters, others condemn all forms of killing, and may go so far as to actively undermine the efforts of other Hunters. Whatever their conclusions, Innocents are united by at least a spark of faith in the goodness, or potential goodness, of both monsters and mankind.
Innocent Edges tend to help them observe the supernatural safely, and help relate to them. They also possess observational edges that help them reveal supernaturals to both themselves and other hunters. This hints that Innocents are created by the messengers to act as spy's and diplomats for the hunters. That or a message that there may be a way for everyone to get along... we just have to try hard to find it.
The Price of Mercy - Charmed-Life Complex, Fantasy World, and Selective Amnesia

The Martyr - Martyrs seek to protect mortals, but they do so by putting themselves at risk; they feel they have been chosen to suffer the predations of monsters so that others may be free. The Edges commonly granted to them include powers which aid others while harming the Martyr. They are often among the shortest-lived of hunters.
Martyr Edges seam to suggest they were were intended by the messengers to act as shock troops or first responders to help endangered mortals. Perhaps though these people were chosen because they bare heavy guilt for past actions, and the messengers are giving them this chance to lift the weight from there conscience and cleanse there souls.
The Price of Mercy - Sadism, Self-Mutilation
Estra costs:
Damaged goods, 5+ mercy - +1 diff to social rolls to put others at ease
Reckless Abandon, 6+ mercy - +1 diff to warn people of danger (you just don't sound worried enough)

++The Redeemer - Like Innocents, they do not believe all monsters are evil, but they do believe they are unnatural and that the worthy among them should be saved from their condition. In many cases, especially for the undead, this means a "clean" death, in which the soul is supposedly cleansed. For others, like werewolves and warlocks, Redeemers face harder decisions. They are commonly granted Edges which help monsters to see the error of their ways. It is a mistake, however, to think that Redeemers see good in every supernatural creature; they seek only to save those they find worthy, and destroy the rest.
It seams possible the intention of the Redeemer is to weed out the good from the bad, and offer salvation to those that are good. They may be a way for those that are truly trying to find there humanity again to do so. That or they could just be a counterweight to the overly Zealot hunters that wouldn't think twice about killing a child just because they were born of supernatural parents.
The Price of Mercy - Addiction, PTS, Insomnia, madness

The Visionary - They seek to find a plan or pattern in the hunt, to look beyond the day-to-day exercise of unmasking and killing monsters to find the hunter's greater purpose. They are often the planners and directors of hunter groups, as their commonly granted Edges allow them insight beyond that of normal humans.
It seams quite clear the Visionary was designed to be the strategist, the operations commander, of any hunter group or army. That or researchers to study the supernatural and find answers to all the big questions. What ever they are meant for, these were chosen to be the big brains of the hunters.
The Price of Vision - Puppeteerism, Tunnel Vision, Volatility

I can not figure out getting these dumb dwarfs how to do there jobs... I set there jobs right (I think) but they don't do them.... or it says there is no one working those jobs when I set people to.

Here is the thing... i REALLY want a
https://us.battle.net/shop/en/produ.....stic-runesaber
but it 25$ is god damn rediculous for a mount.

BUT they have this for inviting 2 people:
http://us.battle.net/wow/static/ima.....rd02-large.jpg

So if your thinking of playing get in touch with me! PLEASE! lol You know I lave the kitties, knowing there are flying ones just makes me want one more! lol

but yah you get bonuses for signing up with an invitation and I can toss some medium sized bags your way. ^.^ (you got to have bags!!!!!)

Also I have some free trial codes for WoW and SC2 from grabing a IRL copy of heart of the swarm that was on sell.

I let my friend have my stuff to fix my old computer but it never happened... then he moved, and it got lost in the move.... now my windows 7 is gone and I needed it to fix my new computer. x.x

I didn't care about the whole.. "hey this is not a genuine copy" BS even though it was, i just can't find my key.... but now it's pop ups are crashing games popping up at times it can't switch out of full screen mode with out going all bugger all to the game.

So if anyone has moved on to 10 or something and don't mind sending me a Note with there old key... pppppppppppppplllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee do so!!!!!!!

>.<

I am getting so sick of that Optional update dilivery is not working pop up.

um... well maybe i can turn that off in the updates.... lol duh but still... having a background other than pitch black and having updates would be nice.

It's been crazy... x.x

My credit limit got cut like hell by the company for reasons that where not accurate because they where not sending and evaluating at odd times and rather than looking at there own records they where looking at there own records from like two months ago because thats what the beuro's had... x.x

so i got fucked there.... thought I wouldn't be able to get dentures.... but then got another credit preaprovale and checked it out and it is enough I SHOULD be able to get the dentures I need from where my teeth got fucked over from the dentist not telling me i needed a mouth gaurd when I sleep >.>

so yay!

I go swimming at a family reunion... fun right?

Exsept it seams I am on 3 diffrent types of medication that sun exsposure is bad bad bad and I didn't know and it wasn't very clearly detailed or explained to me....... they make sun poisoning much much much worce... and i was on more than one kind that make it worce for more than one reason....

So i wake up with aggonizing pain 10/10 dear god i'm dying pain, end up in the hospital because I have no idea what the hell caused the pain.... never hurd of sun poinsoning... well i hurd of it, but it has been yyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrssssssssssssss sense i hurd it.... i had it once a LONG time ago but it wasn't that bad.... and it was when i was like a kid....

So I say ungodly arm ches and head pain.... all they hear is chest pain... and i'm hospitalized for heart monertering.....

Worce they find I have a high BP and blood gludcose (ok I guess it's good they found that because I didn't know I had gone diabedic o.o) so I go no food no drink and no meds..... and i'm in the worce pain I have ever been in..... x.x

You may think that arm pain can't be THAT bad..... I would agree, but it was... o.o

I was lossing my mind.... pain that intence and nothing was being done and I had not idea what was going on and the pain was making me crazy with all thats going on....

So in crazy aganizing pain for 36 some hours while they just do tests and the doctors avoid me and the nurses are no help to the fact I was in so much pain. x.x

that god thats all over, i feel so much better.... but it was hell and i don't want to talk about it....

after that though had to deal with other sun poinsoning stuff like throwing up and the like.... but I got monstly better by the end of things but my arms started hurting again...x.x

i'm on a lot more meds now, and i know now not to spend much time in the sun and i'm going to spend time learning about stuff to try and get my BP and Glucose down...

But yah seams I had like the worst podssable pain you can imagen ... from sun poisoning... wtf.... lol.... not even where I had the burns.... but it seams all to do with all the meds i have that make it worce, but it only lasted like two days and got better.... BUT it exsaberated carpletunle type stuff and made those pains bad and last a long time... x.x wonderfull but dad had some wrist guards that made things better quickly.

so only thing going on now is a lot of insane sun burn itching, and a lot of bull shit I got to do over the next few weeks.

well that and i'm diabetic now... x.x

but god am I happy to be out of that place....... an uncomfertable bed you can't sleep in and aganizing 10/10 pain is some kinda hell x.x

Just beat the Forest of Spores boss..... I think I dislocated my thumb. O.O


The pain.... :.:

hehe

I rented it and have been playing the heck out of it.

Best things about it... you can just do everything yourself, you make friends with the town a little slowly by slowly just talking to them every day, NO TIME LIMIT... always thought that was stupid about the other harvest moon based games... all of them are like... you got 1~4 years, get to it... then the game is over

Nope this one you can just play and play and play don't matter how many years pass.

so day before birthday was shit... but today is good

So things are looking up.
Dad got SSI, and things are stabalizing in the house hold.

today he got surggery on his knee (other knee actualy, already had it on one) and will finally not be in lots of pain and be able to walk around fine..... surgery has gone well, and he is recovering fine right now.

I got this for anyone that wants it.

I'm sure modders will fix it to be awsome again, there good at that, but for now i think this quote from the producers totaly sums up everything:

"We started out with Fallout 4 knowing that, look, we can't apologize for being a role-playing game," he said. "We have to build a first-person shooter, and it needs to be a really, really good one. We spent a lot of time on that."

U.U

*sigh* you make good roll play in games, quit trying to be something else people.... dumbing down your games so everyone can play them is just going to alienate you main audience >.<

Im playing fallout NV because I can't play 4 and thats starting to look like a good thing when I talk to some one and i have like 12 dialog options most rather to complicate to sum up..... and im sitting there thinking how would this be handled with four vauge ones and just fell sad

Then there all the locations im running into, half of them are modded in but still ..... 4 dont come anywhere close because they leave so many places open to build your own.

Truck was sold, no for what we wanted but... eh we need it.... and dad's disability is coming next month in time for his surgery, so looks like things have pulled out of the downward spiral and are leveling off some now.

If you haven't got this game you should check this out... next monthly bundle gives you ark now (worth it just for that) + 5 games on top of that.... so awsome

No ones able to get a job yet and all the SSI will be going to pay payday loans x.x

If something dont work out for someone here then it might be a while before anyone sees me cuz internet and cable will be going quite soon from the sound of things.

I think my hard drive may be ok

It was full and fragmented, I ditched a buch of steam games and did a quick defrag and it's sounding better.... even going quite some

Asked this one woman I know for help to borrow a few hundred, like 300~500 at the least.... or what ever she could afford.... more if she could but preferably enough to get out of the 250% APR shit and still give my parents money.... but I would settle just enough to pay for the fee's with out taking more loans and still give my parents some money. (need an extra 100 to avoid a payday loan and anything over that goes to bills and what not)

No mater how many ways I say it and how many ways I agree with her she keeps going on that she don't owe me any money i didn't help her, I gave money to her son (rather he gave it to her or not... ) and he owes me money. Over and over.... even though I was constantly trying to tell her I didn't help them because I wanted anyone to owe me I did it because it was right, and I don't want them to give me anything I want to borrow it and I would pay her back ASAP.... didn't hear a word of what I said though and keep on a crazy rant about her owing me nothing.

Now she thinks we are conspiring for her money and she's been acting all snobbish about it....

This the kindest, loving, and giving person I have ever known..... now snobbish and hording her money.

what the fuck....

I hope I never end up with the kinda money that could make me act like that..... Though I would hope that I wouldn't act like that with any amount of money. I gave like 300 dollars when I was getting like 580 something a month to this one guy I didn't even know, because he had kids and they didn't have any food. But we gave the money to his roommate to take to him and he took the money and other stuff and left town x.x think the guy lost his kids.... because you know.... worlds full of fuck yous.


Then again that brings up the good point that I've given/loaned money to a lot of people only only like 3 of them have not turned out to just fuck me over on it, ether by not paying me back or using the money for themselves when it was for others, or just flat out spending it on drugs and then asking others for help on the same damn thing because they didn't take care of the problem.... x.x

So I can see why people are hesident to give/loan money to people.... but when it's some one you know well and it's much for not very long you think people wouldn't act crazy about it.

My uncle is acting freaky about it to, but that's because he wants to help but if his wife found out it would be hell to pay it seams..... well more hellish than he's already in truble with her for from helping there daughter and my parents already.

x.x

Whole economy is fucked all to hell with the whole teaching people greed is a good thing..... wtf... no it's not. Everyone use to look out for everyone, crime was not as big a problem, and the rich got taxed 90% .... everyone was happy..... even the rich... they just wheren't ridiculously rich like they are now.

Now they are rich to the point there literally eating/drinking gold and shit, and there killing out the middle class. I find it ridiculous when ever they talk about last thing they want is a class war... well jezz then why did you start one? x.x soon the 99% is going to be nothing but lower class and skirting poverty. Waving shiny things in there face isn't going to keep them from noticing that forever......

If the US wasn't such fucking assholes to the rest of the world we could solve so many problems too, hell if we cut out military budget to just having a military thats twice the size of every other military put together we could probably solve world hunger and get everyone in a home after a few years. And still be a military power house.... but no we need one 10 times bigger than any other put together to quale any revolutions agents the US dollar.

as a nation we are up shits creek with out a paddle.... can expect ether to learn to be good little wage slaves, or be ready for one hell of a world wide economic disaster. Because the middle ground requires a lot of corporation between people that are never going to corporate with each other, and a lot of letting bygones be bygones. And while like every religion on earth says you have to forgive some one / show mercy if they ask for it, most everyone omits that part when there pissed the hell off. That and not many leaders are going to ask forgiveness for the sake of peace because of other BS drilled into our heads....

yah shits fucked

and I might be with out internet/phone/TV for a while.... x.x

To manny stresses and reliving childhood trauma was to much ..... lost my mind.