https://www.twitch.tv/azrielangel

Want to game but chat with people so yeah

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6048866/ They are taking commissions and donations, if you have no money pass the word, please?

Midi and I SOOOOO will be there.... Look forward to running wild... XD

We should arrive between 11am and noon tomorrow, possibly looking sorta tired seeing as we will be heading out right after work...

All is packed, and final tid bits being handled, now it is time to shower and zonk out... Look forward to hanging out with many new and old, young and pre known! XD

I have found myself getting moody, and as I went to do laundry today, I figured out why. A long conversation with myself, and I realized why my mood has been so in and out. Going into my birthday tomorrow, I hold a somber outlook. It will be the first time in years that I do not hear my mom tell me happy birthday. Tomorrow, will be the first time she has not tried to make a cake, or buy a small trinket from the dollar tree cause it made her think of me. As I come into the holidays, I know that it is the first time, in years, that I will not be making pea salad with my mom and little brother, the first time without her deviled eggs. These next couple months, I am almost certain are going to be hell on my mind. I had just gotten to start throwing her birthday parties, snuggling up to my mom on christmas eve and watching goofy specials on tv... I find myself only able to express this pain and sorrow when I am not around others, and I do not know why I let it build inside instead of just letting it out.

Please forgive me of my moodyness this holiday season, I am just trying to hide that I miss my momma....

Fair warning, on Jan 1st, I will not be capable of being contacted, I am certain I will not be able to handle her birthday while trying to be social.

I am sorry guys just thought I would put out here for my friends, and those I have adopted as family as to why I might become slightly hard to reach now and again.

http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/h.....-north-america A Hyena sanctuary wanting to open up, but they are low on funds, they have 6 days left on the kickstarter, but it says till december(Something) in the video XD Pass around, try to help get them funded XD

As of today I live in wichita falls!!! We went and moved everything we have space for and important things I don't my friend from my old job is going to put in their storage for me till I move to a bigger place XD


We are tired from stairs but everything is in the apartment! Fwee! No net till Monday at some time but still love you guys!

This is quite highly my last night online.... For a couple days. Moving this weekend is going to take a bit of time (Hopefully no more than 2 days XD)

Hope to see the crazy Wichita Falls furs soon!

http://www.livestream.com/scales4sale?t=337020 Scales is streaming go watch her!

After 2 years of paying the rent on time, after cleaning the property up when we moved into dog and human piss on the walls and cleaned it up for them, the land lord has decided they are going to sell the house while we are still living in it. Soo yeah, that happened.

Midi and I have approximately a month to get everything together, get money saved up and move somewhere else. Soo instead of trying to save up while we had a rented home we have to move asap. Last couple of months have just been one thing after another, I do not know what I am going to do, but I swear I will make it through. XD

So I finally got my mom's cremains back yesterday, and I feel myself breaking down off and on. All of her boxes throughout the house, and I keep trying to get myself to go through them all. I think I am loosing my sanity. All I have been able to bring myself to do is put all of her boxes neatly in her room. I need to go through it, this I know but everytime I think about doing it I get shakey and weak....

Going to have a large yardsale once I finally do go through her stuff. She had tons of plushies and tons of fairies and elephants... Yeah... Going to use the money for saving up to move. I need to get out of this house asap, I keep hearing her voice and loosing my mind >.<

You know, I see dead bodies in my line of work, and it had gotten to the point that I thought I would not be overly affected by it anymore.... But my mom's.... This wofitty is a bit broken mentally right now.... Please forgive the not fully conciousness of my mind for a little while... I go at 10 am to talk with the funeral home... Wish me luck and mental sanity....


You didn't say goodbye, but that means you aren't gone. You just aren't here right now. We will listen for you in the beat of the music, in the laughter of friends, and you are felt in the embraces of your loved ones. Until we see you again, soar high, Ama.

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Found on facebook by one of her many adopted children, thank you for this statement, it means so much to me!

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Does this mean I am half evil? >.> HEHEHEEHEHEHE

So I took Midi and Nikko and my mom to Mideval times for their birthdays (Midi's was in Feb and Nikko's in April) So this made a good inbetween. Had them both get knighted and everything.

Now for the laugh...

Nikko (Who I have a picture of dressed in drag) was dressed nicely (Not in drag) and the Harold announced Lord Phoenix (Nikko) to be knighted for his 16th birthday.... As the king finished... Once Twice and third.... He told audiance and all...

Lady Phoenix, the fairest princess of the land (And que Midi and I falling over and laughter)

A mother is cleaning her teenage son's room when she sees some magazines under his bed ...


Curious, she grabs the magazines and is shocked to find that they are S&M porn magazines. In her horror, she screams.


The father runs in, sees his wife crying, sits down beside her on his son's bed, and asks, "What's wrong?" And, pointing at the magazines in her hand, he asks, "What are those?"


The mother passes him the magazines. He flips through them, and his eyes widen as he sees some of the most explicit and disturbing S&M images his mind could have ever imagined.


The mother, between sobs, asks her husband, "What are we gonna do with this boy?"


Her husband replies, "Well, we're not gonna spank him. That's for sure."