did ya miss me?

I missed you. Except you. you know who you are. Got some stuff ive been sitting on since my hiatus that i cant wait to share with y'all

I think im droppin the pretenses, hy heart's just not in this thing anymore.

I'm becoming a monster, and not the sexy kind. No matter how much i try to salvage my relationship to this fandom i cant get over my overall resentments with a number of things.

Gonna go fuck off for a bit and figure out what i want out of life or something. I dont know.


With that said, i have a number of owed art/ refunds to do, and after that who knows. PM or comment if i missed you

Comissions
Setsuki
Spicy Dragon
K.J
Tex Thy
Nido kong/eightene
Inkgelato
Jake S.

Owed Trade Halves
Shoegaze
Thisisshirt
Neobeast

And as always, Fuck you  antidev

brace yourselves, peopel who still watch me

im about to upload a ton of brainmonkey porn

That said, I'm doing it anyway. Fuck it, might as well ride this bubble before it pops

https://www.patreon.com/user?u=3793582


I'll make a proper submission and announcement later but there. I did it. Id appreciate it if youd wanna chip in and hlep me post more regularly. Let's do this!

or something

I'm likely going.

just thought youd like to know

what do you mean its only monday?
fucking sucks that tumblr is basically dead. anyways mff was cool.


this is a new journal, all right

What day are you getting there?
thursday

How are you traveling?
taking the local train, because i love closeby

Where are you staying?
Westin

Who will you be rooming with?
 byrdboy  TraceurFoxer  sexbad  anti_dev  arcarc
I know, im surprised too

How long are you going?
I live in the area, so

What do you look like?
a dude whos stopped giving a fuck for about a year, wearing blue

What is your gender?
100% Ma-male

How tall are you?
tall enough to ride

Can I talk to you?
you can but i dont see the appeal

Can I touch, hug, or snuggle you?
unless ive spoken to you before, no

Are you nice?
according to a wide array of folks, not really

Are you taken?
not really

Will you be fursuiting?
nah

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
Oh you know, here and there, out and around, round and about, hither and thither, too and fro, back and forth, up and down, in and out, over and under, hippity-hoppity, round the corner, over the river and through the woods, lickety split, clockin' the jizz, grinding the ax, up to no good, nippin' the bud, good n' plenty, lollygagging around, makin' the rounds, paintin' the town red, packing a load, hugging a tree, skinnin' the dogs, skip to my lou, sowin' my oats, passin' the stones, shootin' the breeze, jumpin' the fence, humpin' the horse, dancin' a jig, spinnin' it is, sippin' the cider, flexin' the pecks, groomin' my do, packin' the heat, lickin' the chicken, pinchin' the panties, docie doe,-

What is the best way to find you?
Telegram me and find out

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
say hi and refrain from slapping me. i know the temptation is great

Are there any panels you might be attending?
probably the Adler Animates, otherwise we'll see

Will you be going to parties?
maybe, who knows

Will you be performing?
nope

What/where will you be eating?
are you a cop?

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
probably not but who knows

Can I visit your room?
god what is this, a job application?

Can I buy you drinks?
yes. and food. and a birthday present.

Can I give you stuff?
MY BIRTHDAY IS A WEEK BEFORE, SO YOU BETTER

Can I take your picture?
only do my good side

What are your goals for the con this year?
meet some folks ive known for YEARS and avoid getting burned as i play with proverbial fire

fuck i need a new avatar soon. i love this one but im going on like 3 years with the same one

"use it! DONT USE IT"

god whatever. Just in case, heres mine

https://beta.furrynetwork.com/cobalt-cerberus/

because some asshat already claimed "Azul"

would anyone be interested if i made that a ych? because its pretty much already done maybe it could be like, a cheap one? always curious about trying that stuff

I'm there. whoops forgot to say earlier

I'llmostly be wearing neon blue stuff

greetings everyone

due to gaining new employment, i will be issuing refunds for owed commissions. The reason simply put is that i want to close my cases and end this chapter in my art "career", focusing on, well other matters

note me with info about your comission and ill get back to you soonest

https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....Cobaltcerberus

drop in

Its the Schrodinger's cat paradox of tumblr blogs.


http://cobalt-cerberus.tumblr.com/

might as well share it

also todays my birthday. My gift is the fa outage. happy birthday, me~

im going

Who else is?

Thanks all you wonderful people who decided to take a look. I promise i wont disappoint!

So whats up?

spoiler warning: no one cares

... which I kind question, but just in case , here's all the other places i reside

Sofurry
Weasyl
Tumblr
Twitter

So now you know, all the other sites. Now i gotta update them all XD

Because I have a Twitter now. Come read my every asinine thought!

There's going to be wip shots of whatever I'm working on . I'd to hear your input on my drawing process!

Backseat drive me to perfection!

@Twitter.com/cobaltCerberus

AND NOW FOR BETTER NEWS. I'll make this part brief

Friday kinda sucked, but i met some old friends so it ended on a good note, Saturday was great, met more people i was excited to see. Sunday was fucking spectacular, met tons of new friends and met some people ive wanted to! Theres way too much detail to descrie here, and lets face it no one cares! But hey, heres to next con!

I feel like making a small public announcement as to how my years went, as its been two weeks since my birthday, so i kiiinda wanted to do this... two weeks ago

It's been a crazy year, one which has been a bit of a roller coaster. Last year at about this time ive had a steady job, a place of my own, and a genuine optimism for the future. And this year ive lost pretty much all of that and then some. A relationship, many of my best friends, and Ive learned things about myself that im not very comfortable with knowing. I tried living on my own and Failed miserably, with many events i later came to terms with being my own fault kinda making me afraid to make another move, i pretty much fell into a very long 4 month depression. Also, Purpura. That kinda started a lot of this in a way


Why am i listing alll of this? I figure it might give some closure to share that its been a kinda crappy self inflicted year. But hopefully, its a way to say that its all over. Except for the purpura, as im old that'll come back and stay with me forever.

SO HERES TO A BETTER YEAR

How are you getting there?

I live real close by.

What hotel are you staying at?

My (parent's) House

Which days will you be attending?

All of them. definately Thursday (happy birthday to me, incidentally). Or none of the days. depends on how things go

Who are you staying with?

. I hear hes kind of a prick but whatev

How do you want to be addressed?

A simple hi is fine

Gender?

Mamale

Age?

23
What do you look like?

A prick with Neon Orange headphones

Where/how can I find you?

I'll be wandering around, drinking heavily and probably assaulting random people.* cant miss it

Do you do trades?

Yes

Do you do commissions?

Yes~ See here: Link

What is your main purpose for attending?

Meeting new people, more likely just following a compulsion to go

Can I talk to you?

Sure, if you're feeling masochistic

Can I take pictures with you?

How good is your Health insurance?

Can I touch/hug/cuddle you?

APPARENTLY IT MUST BE GREAT

Can I hang out with you?

You can, but why would you want to?

Do you go to parties?

I'm a valuble Red mage, so ill happily join your party

Will you be suiting?

nope

What is the best way to reach you?

Aim, i like, always have it on. Always


Here's hoping it'll be fun~

* - Blatant lies. probably

Who'd be interested?

note me

I'll be doing $5 sketches
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11099170/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11907708/

and 10$ inks
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10378048/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10425296/