Avoid it nothing but a trap

Hello everyone


Hope everyone who went to RainFurrest had a wonderful time

First let me say I am not looking for hand outs or anything of the kind ... with that in mind

About three weeks ago my roommate of 18 years came to me and told me they are dieing of cancer

Things went a bit blurry after that but the thing that the doctors found had already spread to the magor organs ...my roommate was given weeks to live. The next day my roommate was in the hospitle stayed there for almost a week before they came home ... changed

The strong person i knew was gone ..i wont go into details ..

They did go to Thanksgiving with the family

Two days later were back into the hospital

Someone you know and live with for 18 years is more then a friend they are family ..

I quickly figured out i can not live here on my own...options to stay failed

I will stay here till my roommate no longer needs me

But after that i will go back home to family... it not my life but my old life is fading as fast as a winter sunset

Wish me luck

(update)

spoke with my roommate for a while today now all its a mater of packing up and moving back to Nebraska

{update)

the 15th of Dec will be my last day in the Seattle area

(update)

my roommate passed away Monday ...i just found out

for anyone who reads this ... thank you

for quiet sometime i had a problem its always been eating at the back of my mind

last week i get the information from the doctor that its not a major thing that they will try meds (yeah more medication)

anyway hopeful it will help and i can get rid of this extra distraction