(REPOST from my growed up account)
A run down on what happened.

THRUSDAY
Early Thursday morning a pain on my right woke me up.
We called in the doctor's office to see it if could be my Nephrostomy tube symptoms.
That cold of been a possibility and to monitor it.

Later that evening/night I got a fever so we went into the ER.
They put a IV in one arm and needle in other, and took prob like a dozen blood samples, including some culture ones, and urine for culture.
Gave a pain med cause I could not lay down without lots of pain.

Then they did a CT scan, my kidneys and Nephrostomy tubes looks fine but they found a lower respiratory infection.

Got admitted to hospital very early Friday morn.


FRIDAY~SUNDAY
Most of these days were same. A vitals check every 4 hours and a IV treatment of a very strong antibiotic every 6 hours.
Monday night I did have a 103f(39.4c) temp. Some Tylenol and ice packs helped that.


Friday morning Cody brought me one of my Stitch plushie. Then a lil fox one I had the day after named Pouncer.
That helped me get through this so much, helped keep stress and anxiety down.
I got so many compliments on Stitch, made me blush a lil, but also happy. ^_^

Three of the days I had a awesome day time nurse, Ben, he helped things go and feel better during my stay there.
Tho all the nurses I had were really good.

A few times I asked for Tylenol for pain, one was for something a lil stronger.
Was done through IV. Tho for the most part I managed it well.

Had a couple of visitors during my stay. My Step-parents. :3
Some who even visited a 2nd time and brought me snacks.
Was so amazing to see them come over, made me very happy.
Even Bagel came for a lil visit one of the days and was happy about that too. Just the little things you know. <3

I was allowed to go out of the room to walk around, and that always brought a lil happiness to me.
Some walks was with just Cody, some with Mom and Dad.

They were not exactly sure what I had, one thing they thought was Strep, but they didn't think that was it.
Another was a very early stage of pneumonia, and if it was that, the antibiotic treatment they had me on would of been gotten it several times over.

All the blood test seems ok, and all the cultures grew nothing/showed nothing.

So with no fevers the last day(or nights as that's when they came) they released me on Monday after a last antibiotic treatment at noon.
I help Stitch as Cody Wheel chaired me to the Hospital entrance, then went to go get the car.
As soon as he pulled around I almost just zoomed/jumped into the car.

A very small distance from the hospital I saw some deer grazing on a lawn. That put a smile on my face.

As soon as I got home one of the first things I did was put lots of plushies on the bed for a lil plushie party. :3
I also did not want to sit down for like a hour, I was just happy standing.

I am doing good now, very minor tiny pains if any now. Lets hope I stay that way. :3

As title says
Happy New Year, may it be a much better year for us all.

*hugs for all who want*

A day late, but its still counts. :3

Happy New Year to all, I wish for the year and this decade to come is a great one for you all.
*lil hugs with big heart for who want* <3

Yesterday was my birthday.
First part was slow cause all was at work.

Got a call from who I like to think of a 2nd mom and dad since I am part of Cody's family now.
They sung happy birthday to me. That made me smile.

When all was home we went to a place called Bonsai, a hibachi restaurant.
Was very yummy in the tummy, and we had a great chef for our cook.
Was sung happy b-day there too.

Got home was sung happy b-day to again, with a candle on a German Chocolate cake.

Then I got to open some gifts.
Some were wrapped in funny boxes. like a empty pancake mix box.
(Well it had a present, not the mix stuff :P )

Got a few MtG cards, they were in several Dragon Shield boxes.
Got a Baby Dragon card from Yu-Gi-Oh

Spyro and Sparx Pop figure.

Zelda Ocarina of Time for 3DS
Zelda Links Awakening for Switch
A Switch system, (regular not lite)

Also a box with only a card with a saying that is the biggest lie ever.


Many thanks to and
for making my birthday a special one.

Hiya everyone. :3

We are sending Christmas Cards out again this year

If you would like one just send me, or Cody info needed to send it to you.

Even if you live in a different country, we be happy to send you one.

1) Real name (for the envelope)
2) Address
3) Name for the card (furry or real name depending on whether you need to be discrete)
4) Anything else we need to know about sending you a card!

Yesterday was my birthday, and it prob was one of my better ones.

Got a new 2DS style.(the one that folds closed like a 3DS)
a few weeks ago as a early gift cause my old DS style one doesn't keep a charge anymore.
Well not for very long.

Before going out my step parents called and sang happy birthday to me
That make me blushy. ^/////^

Yesterday after Cody got off work, we(me and both Codys)
went to have a Japanese hibachi restaurant for dinner, then to a corn maze after.
That was fun cause it was dark out. :D

Came home and had cake and got to open a few gifts.
A couple of 3DS games,(one fro each Cody) and a Switch one(from Bagel)
Also got a BABW card and a awesome Spyro shirt from my sweet Cody too.

Feel like I don't deserve that much, but it made me a very happy hatchie. :D

Wow another year already. XD
A few days late with this, should of posted it on the 17th, but not much done anyway. :P

It has been 7 Years since I let my hatchie/cubby side known about.. \(^_^)/
Doesn't feel like that long.
Its almost as long as I knew Cody 💙

*pounces, and hugs for all who want* ^_^

Not to bad of a year for this account. :3

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Don't remember it all 100%, tho a really good chunk, but here is what I did remember.
EDIT: Kind of longish read.(longer than I thought it be)

Started being in a shopping plaza, and me and Cody were just walking around it.

I then was in one of the buildings by myself.(Don't remember where Cody went)
Me and a group of other people were listening to some people about killing zombies in disguise.
They were like average people, or not zombie looking.

They took a lot of effort to round them up in a supermarket a few buildings down.
We were to go and eliminate them. They passed out weapons, even for themselves.
I got a big 2 handed axe, others got other various close range weapons.
Funny thing is tho it felt like current times, no one had a gun.


We then all entered the supermarket which the door was guarded by other people.
They were all just motionless standing there, as we entered,
and didn't even move tho we all were getting them.
I remember feeling horrible I had to do this on the walk there.
Like that bad feel in your tummy when something is wrong.

As we were getting them, they like instantly lost there normal human look, and they
turned into there zombie look as they were defeated.


The only one I remember getting was a strange encounter.
He looked like a neighbor I had when in Calif.
After a swing he said "don't you know the right way to kill a zombie."
Then said "give me the axe and I will show you."

He started to move closer and reach, and I swung several times, then he went down,
and changed into the zombie look.

We all were then leaving, and I felt bad I had to do this.
Outside it changed looks, we were still in same plaza, tho it had that
been abandoned for a long time look, like in years or even decades.

We got back to the building where we all first gathered.
The one who seem on charged said words to comfort, and calm us.

Then there I met Cody again.
He comforted me and mentioned that he had something to make me feel better.
He had a small box, opened it and art was inside.
It was things we both commissioned, and won in raffles.
(don't remember the pics exactly, tho it was us, and some were my grown-up, others hatchie,
other than that don't remember the exact pics)
I remember we did commission them, and was happy we got them.

Then we were back home. Almost like our current home. Not exactly, tho close.
It was night time, and we were both in living room sleeping.
Cody had a plushie, and I had Stitch.

Now the part that woke me up is a bit scary.

I heard outside some noises.
It sounded like that one neighbor/zombie from earlier, tho could not make out any words.
I heard a small ring/chime, then some walking.
Then our doorbell rang, and as it did a big quick flash, and a very loud pop or crash like sound.

That's where I woke up, glad it was not real.

Me and Cody are going to be moving,
so no internet till prob early Feb.

May have it for short time tomorrow but will be back when we have it in Utah.

Love you all and see you on my return. *hugs for all who want*

Me and Cody are going out of town for Thanksgiving holiday.

We are stopping in Vegas to visit the other Cody, then going to Utah.

So see you all when we get back. ^_^

Wow another year already. XD

As I said before I still remember being really afraid to let let others know about me having a cub side.
I still love both, my hatchie and growed up version of my sona,
Even let it known about another (interest) sides of myself in a new account 😊💙😊

It has been 6 Years since I let my hatchie/cubby side out. \(^_^)/

*pounces, and hugs for all who want* ^_^

Not to bad of a year for this account. :3

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Had a mental review thing for hoping to getting on disability.

Part of what I said to a psychiatrist, I was kind of was taken back, had flash back kind
of thing from a really traumatic part of my past that I haven't really thought
of for a few years.

One of the times I really just wanted to be held but no one to do at that moment.
I am ok, and a lot better now, and things, just was a mini event kind of thing reliving that again.

I know its only been a few days.
The bed just feels so empty and lonely without him.
I miss seeing him around, hearing his voice, and snugging up with him.


Tho I do hope he is having lots of fun with the other Cody.

I know its going to be great to see him again when he comes back.

(This is just a repost from my other account. So if you read there, this is the same journal basically.)

Just felt like getting this out, hopefully it will make me feel better...

All I remember is it starting with me seeming/feeling lost in a crowded openish area.
With no way out.

Not sure how I got there exactly, tho I felt I was either left there,
dumped there, or maybe gotten lost from who I was with.
Felt like I had no where I could go to escape, to get away.


No idea who I was with or who I was looking for.
Either that part didn't happen in the dream, or I don't remember it.
All I knew I was in a panic trying to find them or someone that I knew.
It was like the worst panic/anxiety attack I ever felt.

I awoke, and still strongly felt in that mind set.
Had no idea what was going on and couldn't move for a few moments.
Actually felt myself crying a little bit, it felt so real, even for a few moments after I awoke.

After a few short moments realizing where I was, that it was not real, and slowly starting to calm down,
not sure if I made any sounds or not to wake Cody, tho I felt his hand grab mine.
Felt like a lil reassurance that it was not real.

From then on I just keep falling asleep and waking up.
Even now I still feel a tiny bit disturber by it, my tummy still feels like its in a knot.
Tho no wear as much as when I woke up that first time.

 colby-hedgey is doing a free raffle for getting 600 watchers.
Go check it out. :D

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8239060/

First sorry for those seeing this twice for watching my grown up Bleu account.
Just doing this for those not watching that account and may like to watch.

Just a new alt account where I can post things I don't
want posted on my other 2 accounts.

I don't wana post those here, cause I know not all is into that.
So those pics will not be here.

Its a combo NSFW and SFW account just to explore Bleu's
other sides I used to kind of keep hidden,

😊😊🎀😊😊 So if you wana see a other side of Bleu take a look, but be warned *giggles* 😊😊🎀😊😊
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/bleus-kinky-side/

other wise it will be clean pics and things on my other 2 accounts.

 picassocubs is doing a group pic again.

Its easy to do. Everyone who wants in draws there own char.
Just draw your own char to be in a group pic.
No need to worry about your art style not looking same as anyone else.

Take a look and read the journal on there group/page.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8188674

Going to be heading out to Utah wif to go to his Dads wedding.
Then going to see on our way back:

Be good all, or else this dwaggie will go RAWR! at you. ^_^ ❤️🎀

A link to journal in my other account, for those not following that account.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8081540/

Again I see nothing really wrong with it, or think differently for those
who do nothing, or if you go everything possible.

Just wanted to say Merry Christmas and/or Happy Holidays.
Hope all are doing well and are having/had a great holiday. ^_^

*ultra big hugs from this little hatchie for all who want* <3

When did that happen. :O

I know its not much compared to others.
Tho for someone who doesn't really draw much, or talk a ton, its not too bad. ^_^

Me and are sending Christmas cards out.
Looks like this. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21824411/

If you want one, even if you live on other countries.(we love you no matter where you live)
Note me or Cody name and addy.

Please include name that goes on the envelope, as well the name on the card itself.

Happy Thanksgiving, and happy day to those who don't celebrate.
Hope all is doing well. *pounces and hugs* ^_^

Too all who wished me a happy birthday.
Even those that were late. (better late than never :D)
It really did mean a lot. :D
*hugs for all who want* ^_^

Me and Cody are heading to Utah for his sisters wedding, then stopping in Las Vegas on way back home for a few days.

Should be a fun time.
ROAD TRIP!