I could make a long backstory about why I'm moving accounts but... Well the actual reason is i forgot my password xD I'm still logged in but I don't remember the password and I don't remember the password to the email I used for this account so I'm kinda... Stuck. BUT it means I can do something I've kinda wanted to do anyway, which is split up my artwork. This is mostly to separate general me stuff from "haha Sammy poops a lot" stuff cause people constantly associating me with that gets annoying. SO here's how it's gonna be split

SammyRainbowCat

This is going to be the general art account. Any SFW, cute, babyish, etc art is going to go here

HeavypantsSammy

This account will be the naughty stuff, the poopy stuff, all that jazz

THINGS THAT WON'T BE REUPLOADED

Everything already on this page will stay on this page but a fair amount of things will not be put on the new accounts. The main reasons this will probably happen are

A. The artwork is outdated in some way (I might still upload some but we'll see)

B. The artwork includes people I'm not on good terms with

C. Just general personal reasons or feelings on the piece

Hey all, I do my best to be friendly and approachable and I'm willing to chat with new peoples! However, I am very very rarely on this site. Like once or twice a month if that. So if you wanna keep up with me, follow my Twitter @ SammyRainbowCat !

They're adorable and make me happy, I love you all c:

I need one for my living Dex D:

I have a Shiny Xerneas and a Volcanion I can offer!

Imma get sushi an cheesecake an see a movie an cuddle lots an an an *bounces* eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

You know those people that sends FA notes that just say "Hi"? And they always seem to have massive "furfamily"? Well I thought, what if one of those people sent a Hi note to *another* one of the same people. And this I wrote this story.

"Hi" he sends off eagerly

"Hi" the other soon responds

There is an immediate connection. They are suddenly sending Hi notes every day. It was love at first Hi.

Finally, they meet in person. "Hi" he says with a slight blush

"Hi" the other responds shyly

The years pass together. Soon they are standing at the altar, their large furfamily in attendance.

"You may now exchange vows"

"Hi"

"Hi"

Everyone is so happy. And they are happy. And they continue their lives till they have a child! They smile at their newborn. "Hi" they say gently unison down to the child.

The child grows, and one day meets a cute girl. "Hi" he says blushily

One day he brings her home. "Hi" the parents greet her.

Soon they are watching their bright son and his lovely wife exchange Hi's at the altar

The years continue to pass. But suddenly one of them is deathly ill.

"Hi" one of them says tearfully on the bedside

"Hi" the other responds with his last fading breathe.

He is too devastated to speak at the funeral. He waits until the burial is over. He carries a single note to the grave

"Hi"

Liek dis if u Hi errytiem

EDIT: PLACE FOUND, THANK YOUUUUUU

Person I was gonna stay with had to cancel, I don't wanna waste money on a hotel and home is too far to drive tonight. Looking for someone in Indiana, Eastern/northern Illinois, southwestern Michigan or southeastern Wisconsin that's babyfur friendly that can house me for the night.

If you can please message me here or on twitter SammyKittyButt Asap

So I put this on twitter (@SammyKittyButt) but not all of you are on there so I'm putting it here too!

Normally I've always told people I'm a girl and specifically a trans girl. This was easy, didn't require much explanation, and I generally present as female. But, I've decided to say fuck being easy, because that's not who I am.

Truthfully I don't identify as male or female and haven't for awhile now. I just normally don't say anything cause, well, again saying the other thing was easier. I really would qualify more under agender, I don't really feel I have a gender. I just sort of... am. I'm not a boy, I'm not a girl.

I'm not saying this to say you have to change the way you interact with me. You can still say "she" and call me a cute baby girl, and princess, and all that. I still like that! And I very much (generally) present as female. I'm just saying it to be honest. Though, if you want to use "they" and refer to me in gender neutral ways like "kitten" that is also very very acceptable! :D

So yeah, just kinda wanted to get that out there and be honest cause it's been on my mind.

It's been a month since my friend Neo died. It's pretty surreal that the last picture I see of him is in an urn. The urn fits him though. Wish I could write something on it but ah well.

I still miss him a lot and almost message him sometimes. Can't believe it's been a month already. Next time I finger paint, I'm painting a picture for him

I posted this rant on twitter but you're not all there so I'm gonna post it here as well

I've been thinking a lot about the future. And I've been thinking a lot about how people one day need to move on. A bunch of you one day will get busy with life, or get families that will take up your time, you'll fade from the fandom. And that scares me.

I wish so much I could just spend my whole life playing with you all, teasing each other, snuggling, chatting, etc. But I know that's not realistic. We'll all have to move on one day. But that scares me. That one day I might not call Kili my baby girl or Kay and Kitsuno mommy and daddy scares me a lot. I never want to let go of people.

I know I'm bad at replying sometimes. I'm busy a lot but I try to keep up. I want to get to know you all, I want to connect with you, enjoy the fandom together. Please feel free to message me whenever.

I know one day we'll talk for the last time. But I'm gonna hold on as long as I can

So please, babyfur friends, never grow up. I love you all so much <3

Q: Where are you staying?
A: At the Con Hotel o:

Q: When will you be arriving and leaving?
A: We will be arriving Thursday early afternoon, and leaving Monday morning. :3

Q: Who will you be rooming with?
A:  Kitsuno  hexaod  tripleccc  lilsilentwolf  kilion  Kay  babycyanwolf  aleksander  sabnock

Q: Will you be going to any panels?
A: The Cub Corral thingy thinger, ask Kay, Kitsy, or Hexx :P

Q: Who will you be hanging out with?
A: EVERYONE. FUCKING EVERYONE. But really though, a lot planned, so I could be seen with any number of people at any given time xD

Q: Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
A: I'll be in the cub hub a good chunk of it. Otherwise prolly dealer's den and walking around with friends

Q: What/where will you be eating?
A: Dunno! Depends on where I get dragged I suppose :P

Q: Will you be having a room party?
A: Cub Hub I guess :P

Q: Will you be drinking and/or getting drunk?
A: Prolly not. Drinking makes me super dehydrated and I'll already be dehydrated from all the walking around. Feel free to be drunk around me though :D

PERSONAL STUFF:

Q: What is your gender?
A: I'm a gurrrrl

Q: How tall are you?
A: 5'8"ish

Q: If I approach you, will you chat with me?
A: Probably! Might even hug you and/or nuzzle if ya want. I'm friendly and affectionate owo

Q: If I see you, how should I get your attention?
A: Message me on the tweeters SammyKittyButt or use the following names: Sammy, Samantha, Rainbow cat, Crinkle cat, Cat with the face, or Meow Meow Fuzzyface

Q: How many furry conventions have you attended?
A: 5th con! (First 4 were all Anthrocon)

Q: Do you own a fursuit?
A: God if I had the money...

PERMISSIONS:

Q: Can I hug or snuggle with you?
A: If you don't I will be very disappointed. I WANT ALL OF THE HUGS AND SNUGS OwO

Q: How can I find you?
A: Look for a rainbow tail :U Or message me on twitter or something

Q: Can I buy you drinks/food?
A: I mean, if ya really want I guess xD

Q: Can I take your picture?
A: With permission, yiss owo

EDIT: Nevermind. My family is shit stain of human beings. It's been asked that I do not attend. Guess I'm not traveling

I'm going to my grandpa's funeral this weekend. On my way back because of the time I'm leaving I wanna split the trip up if I can so I'm not driving super late. I am totally fine with sleeping on a couch! (Bonus points if you're snuggly and let me snuggle in bed though :P but not a requirement) also obviously must be babb and trans friendly :P

The areas I'm gonna be driving through are on 80 so I'll be going through southwestern Michigan, briefly in northwest Indiana, and then in northern Illinois and near southern Wisconsin. If you're in any of these areas and are willing to give me a spot to stay please note me or comment! Thanks!

I need to distance myself as much as possible from it, and this is the last time I'm gonna say the name.

Jake served his purpose at the time.

He introduced me to many awesome friends and got me into the community. But he is no longer a part of my life. He's dead so that Sammy can have a chance

He was black and red

He was made shortly after my first suicide attempt. He was darkness and depression

He was my insecurities

"Black and red are dark and good 'guy colors', they're tough and strong"

He was my fear of my feminine feelings, the fear of daring to explore that side of me

He was my fear of my little side, because I was afraid to be vulnerable and little, I wanted to be big and strong

He was my shame over the feelings I had, that I didn't want to admit I had

He was the religion I still cling to, fearing God for my gender and sexuality, fearing hell

He is everything I want to leave behind. The depression, the fear, the shame, the religion, it's all gone now and I don't want to remember it.

I'm going to deactivate his account and delete any and all pictures I have of him. There will be no more "I used to be Jake" only "I'm Sammy"

I'm not ashamed of being trans, I won't hide that. But he was not me, and never will be. I'm proud of who I am, who I really am. And I want that to be all people know

Please go watch  RainbowCatTales for all future story chapters and story information!


DO IT DO IT DO IT :D

So, I'm thinking of making a separate account for my stories. This is for a few reasons

1. I have another story planned

2. This is cluttering up my account usually for posting artwork of myself :P

3. I think it would give me a better gauge of who reads my story. People don't normally favorite stories, and people don't usually say anything either, so I think my "watches" on there would be a better gauge

What do you all think? If I do it, I already have a name picked out :3

http://amzn.com/w/1PTMEN8P0RIE2

I dunno, normally I don't do this but enough people have been asking what I want I figured I'd make a list of some stuff so... have at it if ya want xD

Today is Transgender Day Of Remembrance

This is a time to reflect on the people we've lost to transphobia. Think about the lives cut short maliciously, the one's whose pain was so deep they felt they could no longer go on, the ones rejected and pushed away by the ones who said they care.

I was almost one of the ones today is about. I attempted suicide 3 times in my life. The pain is real. The rejection is real. And so long as this pain and rejection continues to cut short innocent lives, we cannot stay silent.

Today is a day to mourn for the dead. Today is a call to fight like hell for the living

Dear people who knew me as Jake and just now began following me on here

Took ya long enough, god. Get with the times and tell me how pretty I am now

Just kidding, please don't, I'm shy, I don't know how to take compliments

I know I've been taking awhile on the next story chapter, been thinking a lot.

Over the last few months I've been trying to get closure I need. I had a lot of long held feelings about people from my past and wonders about them. So I decided to take a risk and reach out. I reached out a lot.

I sent messages to former friends, former girlfriends and boyfriends and almost dates, to high school bullies and high school classmates I never talked to much, and to people that, well, hate me.

But I owed it to myself to do everything I could to get past it all.

At least half of them ignored me. Friends and even people I would have called family simply said nothing. And perhaps I will never hear from them again. But I can move on from the feelings because I know I tried.

Some of them responded and we rekindled the friendship. Some have been very amazing to me and I'm so glad I reached out.

And some we talked, but it was brief and not much to it. Nothing will be the same with them.

Someone I was very very close to fit a long time, that I cried from missing so badly, we just don't have the bond we used to. I will always love and miss the bond we had, but it's gone.

But the thing is... I'm ok with all that. For some I tried and for some, well, I got the goodbye I needed to give, a proper one. I will always love the friends I had, even if the bond is long since burned out.

Some of them hate me now. I know they actively hate me, and probably will even read this or my twitter about it, and I'm sure they know who they are. And I know they still talk about me with malice. And honestly I hated them back for a long time.

But I'm realizing that will do nothing. Me hating them won't change anything. They'll continue to have their friends, their lives will go on, and they'll probably be happy. Hating then won't change that, it won't fix the bond, and it won't make me feel better. And I hope they realize hating me and talking about what they hate about what I say or do or whatever means nothing.

My life goes on, I have amazing friends and ones I'm happy to call family. Their hate won't change that and I hope they realize that. And if one of you is reading this and know it's you, I don't hold bad feelings anymore. I know we'll probably never be friends again, and that's ok. But I'm done hating. Our lives will probably move on without each other.

I know this probably seems like a slightly depressing journal, but it's not. I've said my goodbyes, I've taken my chances, and I've made my peace and I can move on with the wonderful people in my life.

It's good. I'm so so happy.. I'm going to be ok :)

Just letting everyone know the next chapter of the story is gonna be a bit delayed o: tomorrow my baby girl  kilion is coming to visit till Tuesday so all energy is gonna go to being momma for her c:

Cause I'm desperately going to try to get people involved dammit! Please spread the word if you can!

I want some input on what people want to see next in regards to the story. Two things are just "what should I do first?" And one will actually have an effect on the story itself SO

Who's background do you want to hear about first? Each character will get a special chapter exploring them when they were younger and exploring their ABDL sides. So who first? It can only be one of these 3

A. Sammy

B. Reymus

C. Natalie

NEXT

What question do you want answered first? This will again be special chapters that give background in the answers to these questions

A. How did Kenny and Jared start dating?

B. How did the roommates all meet each other?

C. How did the daycare get started?

AND FINALLY

This one will actually effect the story, you literally get to vote on what happens!

So, Natalie figured out that Rye is Riley (which she'll explain more of later), but the question is... How should she react to it?

A. Private message Riley on the irc and say she knows

B. Try to talk to Riley in person

C. Private message someone else in the irc and talk about it

D. Not say anything directly and try to get Riley to admit it


So please vote and spread the word! ^-^

I did a few minor updates to the first few chapters! :3

Prologue: Added some more background and info on the characters as they were introduced, fleshed out Sammy, Rey, and Leif's friendship. Made it more explicit that Sammy and Rey are transgender

Prologue part 2: Extra background and extra dialogue added between Rey and Sammy about being trans and ABDL

Chapter 2A: Added some extra background about Riley and extra observations about Natalie. By her request, Aleks is being renamed to Cassidy

Chapter 2B and maybe some character chapters and extra chapters coming this week!

So, I've been considering for awhile that I might want to rework some stuff in the first few chapters of my story. After getting some helpful critique I went back and looked through and now it's solidified in my mind I need to go back and do that xD

I'm not going to re upload them, I'm just gonna replace the files when I fix them and I'm gonna post journals when that's done.

It's not going to change what's happened really, all the same stuff will happen. I just want to add some more detail, more information about the characters, and fix some minor continuity stuff. So you can reread if you want but you won't miss a lot if you don't ^^

I'm also planning on adding special character chapters. These will be chapters focusing in the pasts of the characters, usually to do with discovering their ABDL side ^^

http://imgur.com/a/viZCA

I made a timeline of my transition over time with one pictures and one pic for every week I've been on hormones

http://i.imgur.com/AUGhwKU.jpg

LOOK AT HOW PRETTY I AM NOW