Hey everyone :D.

As said in the journal title, I am going to be posting more journals and other things that I feel like putting out there. I have been getting into poems/stories/plays in my spare time so i am hoping to go in that direction. Take all that I have and put it into something special :3.

So yea, you'll hear from me more here on out. Yay for that :D.

Hello everyone ,

Long time no see havent been on for awhile now considering how thw pandemic is doing . Overall I am fine and well social distancing

I go into my old skype account and saw that it was hacked. I have never ever use it in such a long time that I never noticed till someone else brought it up to me yesterday . Just to let you know I never ever use skype anymore . Any person trying to impersonate as me is not me. Th account is poised for deletion due to this issue being too big.

Again if it has caused any problems than I sincerely apologize . If I had known sooner I would of stoped it in is tracks .


Thank you so much to  SoftDFurry for bringing this to my attention

Edited - My wording was off so I had to change it .

* slow claps *


......... * slow claps more *


If someone thinks I am annoying then they better just block me from everything because this is not a way to deal with things ( especially when I can still chat in groups )

Kinda late for the party but its still new so what the hey ^_^


I did take acouple of pictures of the new years fur ball in Delaware Newark and I hope to have those up by next week . It was a super awesome party and I cannot wait to go next year . tired me out and the such with all the afterpartys and the such woooooo X3 X_X.

Now this is more or less current thinking of when I personally woke up in terms of feeling shitty and needing aspirin. I really hate quietness . Like a disease or something where no one exists and you feel somewhat isolated. like no one hears you if it sounds correct. I dont want my year to be like this , but I think its starting to be that way or better yet get worse as time goes on.

Mates ? eh ill see where it goes.....have no problems with this yet sometimes I do have insecurities that destroy it and in all honesty , I do thin they are so bad physically and mentally that it would make things difficult . but overall may not find anyone in the next year , but well see how it goes.

Family : im breaking ....very much breaking.... thinking of moving out next year . I cannot live with them. every time is just arguing arguing arguing and I cannot take it anymore.

Fandom : I have been more active in the NJ fur base and I am hoping to increase participation . Sometimes tho they and I think that I am a burden and it hurts me in some ways . I also feel like some of my personal drama is leaking into the fu fandom and I do NOT WANT that to happen nor do I want any fur to know about them unless I feel a huge trust with that said person . I am definitely going to more cons and hope to have fun with all of you guys ( particularly anthrocon ) overall , will be doing more stuff.

So yea this is my rants on the old year with somewhat minimal hope for the next one XD.

Hey everyone . I am announcing that I will be at FAU comming up in September . So siked and stocked to be there and to have a pawesome ole time if ya know what I mean X3.

I saw a video with Uncle Kage talking about con screw ups so I want to give alittle WARNING to people who thinks they can wing their first con. Some of you will be ok , Some will do what I did. Heres what happened at FAU 2013 :

1- I planned it out in the last minute . Someone should of stopped me but nuuuuuuuuu they did it anyway.

2- I had literally no money , no room , was planning on staying up all night long . The police were kindly going to arrest me but someone offered me their rooms so it was all peachy keen , but do not expect this at all . I was lucky and I felt super bad for being a leach to people . In all honesty , it was like survival shows on the discovery channel I do not know how I did it. I think they also made a rule about this because of me so PLEASE DO NOT DO WHAT I DID . IT WAS A TERRIBLE MISTAKE......... atleast I got a box of games out of it so I used it as a home for three days..... jkjk X3

3- This is connected to number one . Pretty much I had no friends who would want to hang out with so I went it alone besides the people who were super kind to me. Basically I believed that one of the guest of honor Amber Williams was pretty worried at the scene and tried to make a conversation with me yet during that time it felt very awkward due to that fact. The good side to this tho was that I met other excellent people at the con that I have or will never meet again, however to have a fun time , atleast have some sort of clique for those "off hours " in the zoo room.


4- To hide the fact that I had nothing, I signed up for the volunteer to hide my tracks . I almost got shooken up by the director of volunteers and he needed to be concerned of difficulties .I lied and said "meh". This really made me feel bad and I guess I need to say my apologies. as a proposition I can always be the staffs " butt buddy " ( aka asistant ) . It is the least I can do =(.


Did I have good experiences ?Hell yes. Would I do it again ? Not like this XD. This time I would need to plan out shit in order to do things . So to any of my watchers + furiends hear me out . DO NOT LET ME DO LAST MINUTE DECISIONS. WOULD SAVE EVERYONE ALOT OF TIME AND ENERGY.

Overall , fun but need to cut the weight :3

Ive been thinking about it lately and I wont let some thing ruin my chance for me going to my furst fur con. I have decided, since it is super close to me , to go to FA:U however I do have issues

1- Transportation ( could take a train or bus but I would not know how far it will be from the con + how much it cost )

2- Stay vrs. leave till next day ( thinking of this as an cost effective maneuver )

So if anyone has any suggestions to those two things then I would mare than be happy to look at them ^__^

Art News:

Ive been thinking of making more art but I am at a drawing block atm, any suggestions would be fantastic ^__^

. Thinking that if I get the job will slow down progress on my art however, not by a whole lot....HOPEFULLY X3

Real life scenarios(AKA the stuff no one really cares about =p):

.Ive beaten the dragon with hurricane sandy BOOYAAAA >=3

. Ive actually applied for a job and I hope it goes through =D


Random News: Tacos... that is all

Yeeeeaaa i thought my email was linked to my new emails but sadly it wasn't . i am uploading the images i had on there from there to here but sadly, i cant access the account there anymore =(, but that means i will be more active on here tho so that's a plus =D