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Hello, a year later and I'm back, though I wish I was in a better situation but it will improve as will I.
I'm still a rubber jaguar determined to be shiny and in shape. I am in school and working at Mcdonalds. Gonna save up for some real rubber!
I hope to make myself a friend of the community.

Getting into a mindset of a big cat, I guess it's almost like pup play, I want to be rubbed and petted. And I think I really came off bad to Growltiger ( growltiger)'s husbando when I asked about how he does it. Unless he doesn't, then I'm royally fucked on my rubber chair. -Ponders-

I'm a rubber jaguar, it sounds like I'm copying my original species, yet I have been coming to terms with feelings I've driven out since school, those "gay" and "weird" feelings that got me ostracized, ridiculed, and bullied. And though I came to terms with my sexuality, I never did come to accept or grow to an identity until recently. It's interesting and I feel comfortable in it. I'm not going to say that it's my "destiny" (LOL) or anything, but it is nice to finally address my furriness and identity with myself.

I have one more watch than I did yesterday, Yay! But the real question is, how do people socialize on here? : .

Suicide is horrible, because even when you know it's not the answer, it paints every kinda of portrait to say it is, I know people barely know me on here. But yeah, I'm still alive, It's not over, but, on the bright side, I'm not over.
The fact I feel like I lost control of my life, that everyone hates me, I don't know, maybe I just don't want to be a bother to anyone.

I have commissioned the great Trunchbull and Latex, which is great, however I seem to have run at school into a clear and present fear, I'm so overwhelmed by my new job and switching to that job from one where I could've died that I just feel so overwhelmed, it almost feels like if I hop off now I can just let it be that, But I could never do that to my friends and family, but I don't know.