Wanted to write something here because I feel that its been a while since I updated here.

My phone got disconnected without warning and I stayed disconnected for about two weeks? Who freaking knows but I was pretty much gone for that long which is why I seemed so inactive :')

Now about what I wanted to write about: I'm on some crazy art block right fucking now... I can't really draw and my mind is blank af.. So sorry I might be more inactive cuz of this?? But like I'll try to upload something time to time. My fiance's younger sister's gave me a sketchbook with some markers so I might play around with those maybe I'll upload some sketches

Aah sorry for not drawing :'U

A follow up from this journal.

I'm gonna write about my assault so trigger warning for: gun violence, hospital mention, fighting or overall violence, cutting yourself, a bit of me talking about my mental health, and laptop issues. If you don't wanna read any of the above skip until the word "train" appears. Just click ctrl+f to find the keyword "train". I want my watchers to stay safe and feel comfortable.

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So its been roughly a week since the assailant send my fiance to the hospital and he's healed enough to return home.
What happened was well. Y'all remember me babysitting a friend's dog? Well it was due day and we went to not only return the doggy but to just overall chill. Well it was time to go(it was still pretty early) so we headed out. My fiance noticed a suspicious parked vehicle and rushed me in our car. Has he was pacing to the drivers side, the suspicious car rushed beside him and someone came out of the car, gun pointed right on his head. The assailant attempted to rob us and we didn't know what to do since we are broke as sin right now. So my fiance fought with him managing to actually top the other guy over and that's where my fiance got the first gun shot. He slipped cuz the pavement was wet and the assailant shot him again in this back and they left. According to my fiance they roughly shot about 5 rounds, two hitting my fiance. What I was doing as this happened was I was getting in the car and I noticed the car driving in, and the first gunshot. I.. Still remember it as it was yesterday... I stayed petrified staring at the assailant because the assailant was staring at me after he incapacitated my fiance. It felt like an eternity... When realisation kicked in I jumped in the car, locked all the doors and hid until I saw the car drive off. After they darted off, my fiance got up, flicked them off, and got in the car. Pretty much after that we called 911 and such ya know how these things go. The police don't believe what I said nor what my fiance tho and they still don't believe jack shit.. Man.. The dog owner's boyfriend is doing some investigation on his own tho and things are going good with them! Hopefully we gather enough evidence so the damn police can do something about our case. Cuz daaamn no fucking way I want that guy running around flunting that that asshole shot down my fiance uurgh..

Anyways, my fiance had two tubes in this chest connected to his lung to drain out the blood. Now, he is tube-less and walking like his usual self. We are both good!!

Because of this tho I've had drastic mood swings like baaaaaaad. Yea usually I am a chilled person and yes I already had mood swings but my god it got worse! X(
I'm happy for a second then I get mad then I start to cry augh.
I guess for my watchers if you have mood swings how can you guys cope with that?

Also, last night when I was cooking I cut my finger cutting some potatoes and my finger bad xD aaargh I like almost cut off a chunck of my lil finger :')
I wanted to be all independent infront of my fiance's mother and there I go being a klutz xD

Also my laptop is on life support right now so now I can't have it disconnected:')

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Train 🚂✨

Start reading here if you don't wanna read my assault or of any of the other keywords listed above.

Apart from everything we are good tho! 👍

Also.. He proposed to me in the hospital:') ❤ we are now fiance aah ❤❤

And he reminded me about it when we came to the apartments and I was having one of my mood swings crying near the window and he comes up to me and hugs me from behind reminding me that I'll be his wife soon ;0;
Not sure when? Honestly? But well time to call my boyfriend fiance:')

Well since I'm already in my apartments and I'm feeling a bit better I'll slowly continue working on my owed artwork and such. Not sure if I'll keep my plans on having March as my commission month but as always commissions are always open if anyone would like one. ^^

Well I guess that's all for now. Please when you go out please PLEASE stay safe and alert. You never expect this things to happen, heck IT WAS EARLY WHEN THE ASSHOLES ATTACKED US. Just please stay safe and alert. And if it sadly happens to a loved one and you feel powerless, like I did, just remain calm for them and have faith in yourself and to whatever your spiritual believes are. ❤✨

Thank you for reading guys. Stay safe. :)

My boyfriend and I were on a accident. We got mugged and my boyfriend got shot twice... So we are in the hospital. I don't know how long he's gonna stay here but well. Let's just hope for the best.
Sorry but I'm going on a indefinite hiatus until my boyfriend recovers and until I calm down too, I'm more nervous, anxious, and depressed more than I already was..

Thank you for understanding.

https://curiouscat.me/banana-bruises

Reminder that I got one of these! If you ever want to toss me a crazy confession, simple question, or you wanna tell me something awesome I'm all ears! I'll try to respond to all of them and the asks that catch my attention more will get a drawn response! Heck questions can be sfw or nsfw/tmi/or general things. Keep me entertained ;v; <3

Been thinking on getting a discord so I can reserve my Telegram for folk I feel comfy talking with. WHICH brings me this question, what's the difference between the both? I am aware they are both social sites but after that? And if there a chance I can have discord on my phone than my laptop since I generally ain't on my laptop(the secret's been reviled!!). Of course, if I decided to make a discord(or not) y'all are welcome to add me or something. I'm kinda 50/50 atm w/random people asking for my Telegram unless we're mutuals so ye

I also use my Twitter for social stuff if that's your cup of tea.



I have this cute painterly doodle hopefully once I'm not so mentally tired I'll actually submit something (ooops)

I'm slowly chipping thru my owed list before you know it, I'll be free again to draw my own stuff!!

As I stated before, commissions will be open and its a "ask/note me" kinda deal ya know? So your always free on stopping by and asking if I'm available or not. ^^
I am going to do some ych I just have to find proper poses/prompts so they won't be a bland pose
Also I got some adopt ideas for you guys~ Hopefully I get around and do them ^^

I will be slowly working on my character's profiles over on their Toyhouse page and I will be planning on drawing my characters more. Possibly I'll start doing short stories/writings of my characters(HOPEFULLY). I might attempt to draw some fan art and try to design myself some character ideas I have lying around. ^^

Irl life is going sorta loony atm w/me almost leaving with my boyfriend and where I'm going to live is pretty far from where I am atm so I am sorta anxious(in a good way!) 'cuz of that BUT ITS GOOD \(;v;)/

And NOVEMBER IS MY BIRTHDAY YES
I ain't asking for anything(for reals I'm not) but if anyone's curious my birthday is on Nov 30 ;v; <3
I love it when people wish me happy birthday so please if you remember it will brighten up my day!
And if you REALLY want to give me something please remember to ask me before drawing any of my characters and no nsfw unless its a solo pic -v-) -b
I'll be 21 ;v;
My bf keeps bothering me to buy him some beer when I'm 21 omg >3>

Sorry I don't got much else to say ;;
I'll try to write some more if I have something interesting to say
Hope y'all have a happy/safe morning/noon/night <3

Casual reminder that I changed my commissions and now they're always open! Feel free to note me anytime if you want a slot. ^^
As I stated, I do commissions by two slots solely. You can request to hold a slot but the slot expires within a week.
If your curious drop by to my front page to see if a slot is available.

Important links:
TOS
To Do List

Thank you for being interested and the constant support!

I'll keep this journal updated whenever I think up of more rules.

Heyo!

If you really want to draw me some fan art here are some rules that I'd like folk to follow ( 'v')

-Generally I am okay with gift art, although please ask me before drawing any of my characters!
-I prefer SFW and Questionable rating over NSFW/fetish. Only if we're friends you are allowed to draw my characters in my kinks. You can only draw nsfw of my characters in a solo image.
-I'm not a fan of "surprises" so don't draw me something as a surprise unless you warn me before you draw it!
-Don't draw me gift art for free art/friend benefits. Just don't please.. Only draw me fan art if YOU REALLY WANT TO.
-I don't care about the quality/medium of the art just get their design/body type right.
-Don't draw my characters interacting with your characters unless I gave the okay. Yes this includes in sfw artwork.
-Don't draw/use my characters to advertise your gallery or to push a believe of yours.
-Don't use my characters for commercial use.

--Note that the TOS could change over time--
--My grammer is bad so if you don't understand my sentence, feel free to ask what I ment!--
--If you find somesort of error on this list and you want to adress it, note me!--
--Comments will be disabled so this looks formal.--
--I won't draw out of style/draw like someone else.--

> Please don't note me to ask if art trades, requests, gifts, ect. is open. <

TO DO LIST


ART TRADE
-Please have a visual reference sheet of the character you want me to draw
-The effort you put on your side is the amount of effort I'll put on my side. EX: chibi for chibi
-THIS IS NOT A RACE!! I will spend my personal time on my side of the trade so PLEASE put time on yours too.
-DON'T RUSH ME. Your practically getting free art from me so please don't rush.
-DO NOT TRADE AWAY/GIVE AWAY THE CHARACTER I'M DRAWING. I will not draw or complete the art trade if you do this. I will not tolerate this kind of behavior. However I don't mind drawing your friend's character if you wish.
-I only accept trades if we're mutuals or if announced thru journal.
-I will not send you wips but if you see that I made a mistake on your character, feel free to ask me to fix it. Although if you wish for wips I wouldn't mind sending them to you.
-Don't tell me to change the character once I accepted the trade.
-Don't use my artwork to make your adopt/design more "valuable".
-If you deactivate or disappear I will not continue on the art trade unless you give me some sort of email or account I can send the image too.


REQUEST/FREE ART/GIFTS
-I tend to ask for freebies thru journal only. Please never note me regarding free art. EVER.
-The quality of the image will be on my behalf. You cannot request me a fully rendered image. If you want something specific, commission me.
-DON'T RUSH ME. I tend not to do freebies so if I accepted your request you should be lucky.
-I spend my time on these. I have other projects to complete. Freebies are usually warm up doodles that I quickly sketch up or I use these to experiment different art styles ect.
-If you deactivate or disappear I will not do your request unless you give me some sort of email or account I can send the image too.
-I can choose to not do your request, even if I've already accepted it.
-Gifts are for friends only or for those I want to give gifts too. You cannot ask for gifts because what's the point in that?

I gotta put all of my links for they don't clutter up my profile...

Important links:
Commission TOS/Info
-quick info located on the "commission into" tab on FA
Art trade, freebies info & TOS
-All you need to know about art trading with me and asking for freebies/requests

To Do List

Streaming Site
>I also use join.me at times

Secondary FA accounts
- NSFW/kink account(active)
- fanart and roleplay account (semi-active)
- Personal/vent account(active)
- Business Account(active) MAIN

Other sites used by me
deviantART: Inactive(might be active)
Inkbunny: Forever Inactive
Weasyl: Forever Inactive
Tumblr: Forever Inactive
Twitter: ACTIVE- For sketches, WIPS, ect.
Tapastic: Forever Inactive
Sofurry: Forever Inactive
FurryNetwork: Inactive
Art Fight: Inactive but could be active

*If you suspect of someone stealing my identity please let me know!

Sorry that most of my other accounts are inactive, I don't like having multiple websites active. It gives me a huge head ache.. x-x

Social Sites
Steam
-Please message me before adding me b/c I will decline your friend requests
Twitter
-Warning, vent and adult content
Tumblr
-Mostly a inspiration blog possible nsfw
CuriousCat
-Let me know your deepest kinks or don't I don't care
Telegram: [at]raddical_zombie
-Please don't ask for me to add you in my contacts unless we're good friends

*If you suspect of someone stealing my identity please let me know!

Character Archive:
Toyhouse
Archive featuring all of my characters

*If you see anyone else using any of the characters listed in this website they most likely are using my character without permission, please let me know!

Personal Email:
tamacrochi[at]gmail.com

Prior accounts on FA:
cutzie_doll
ne0njelly


Random things of mine I wanna highlight:
Read me if you ever want to give me gift art
Fun Drinking Game I made up
First ever submission on FA


Important links not associated with me:
FA's BB Codes


I'll update whenever I get new links/places to write

--Note that the TOS and my prices could change over time--
--Payment will be done via PayPal invoice and in USD--
--I won't accept buissness projects or long-term projects--
--My grammer is bad so if you don't understand my sentence, feel free to ask what I ment!--
--If you find somesort of error on this list and you want to adress it, note me!--
--Comments will be disabled so this looks formal.--
--Before commissioning me, please look at my gallery on both banana-bruises, pixelteeth, and cr0agunk to
see what's my overall style. I won't draw out of style/draw like someone else.--
--salamander-spit might sometimes contact you in my name because I don't have internet!

> As an average I accept around 4 commissions at a time. Commissions are regularly open. <

TO DO LIST

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>> Terms of Service <<

~As the Artist ...
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- Although your the owner of the character, I still own rights to the drawing; meaning you can't repost, edit, or make a profit out of it without my permission.
- I won't submit all commissions. Commissioners are allowed to repost they're commission with credit.
- Do not use my artwork for profit use or advertisement. All my commissions are for personal use to the commissioner.
- Please do not use my art as a way to make a character you are selling more profitable.
- I will cancel and refund a commission if the commissioner is unclear, I am not following to the
commissioner requests, or the commissioner is too aggressive/manipulative.
- Do not ask for refund once line art has begun. Refunds are available only on the presketch and the
refine sketch.
- If I would give a refund, it won't be complete. The refund will be calculated on the amount of work and
time I've taken on it. However will do full refund if I have not started on the commission. If it starts to be a usual thing where you constantly ask for refunds, I will temporary give you a 1 month ban, which you cannot receive artwork from me until your ban is lifted.
- Do not remove my watermark on my artwork.
- I ask for no more than 2 pieces of artwork PER commissioner. The commissioner is free on recommissioning me on the next batch.
- I sent WIP's whenever I work on something major. Please be honest if your liking the artwork!



~As the Customer ...
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- I accept anonymous commissions as long as you provide some way to keep in contact.
- My usual comission resolution is [1800x1900 at most]. I will provide the high res for free.
- As the customer your free on using the artwork as an icon, ID, banner, wallpaper, and for quick ref sheets. You are free on printing your artwork as long as you don't make a profit out of it.
- If your reposting the artwork you must credit me. Its optional to link back the original submission. You may not remove my watermark.
- Minor character errors I've done are free of charge.
- Different Edits are available for free, but will cost extra($+3) if it exists 2 edits.
- If the edit requires that the drawing should be redrawn(or re-positioned) it will cost you as another commission.
-Don't use my artwork to make your adopt/design more "valuable".

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What to expect

~Contacting me ...
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- Please note me if your interested on a commission. Refrain from using the page shouts.
- My email is tamacrochi[at]gmail.com if you don't want to use notes. I get alerts on my phone when I get an email.
** In the case FA is down, please email me if you want to keep in touch.
- Please don't send me spam or social emails.
- I don't do deadlines. I work on my own free time, since art is a mere hobby of mine.
- Apart from this, I promise not to take over 2 months with a commission!
- If anything comes up in life that prevents me from working on your artwork, I will notify you before hand that I will take a while on your commission.

~Payment ...
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- After we've both agreed on the commission in question, I will send you a messy sketch for approval.
*note that the sketch will be dirty/messy or with notes, but it will be refine and clean once completed.
- All commissions under $50 must be payed in full. If the price is higher than $55. I prefer them in parts of either $5, $10, or $20. I will not continue on the artwork if payment isn't reached.
- Don't send the payment before we haven't discussed the commission!
- I won't accept payment with pieces of artwork. Only with materials such as any craft, movies, video games, ect. Price must be around the same price as the commission.
* note that I won't work on the commission until package is near arrival or until you start on your side of the craft.


~Updates and WIPs ...
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- Once I accept the commission I start working on it. I will send you wips whenever I work on your commission.
- As I stated before, its greatly appreciate it if your clear and honest with your thoughts on the commission.
- If you don't respond my notes/deactivate your account, your commission will be "ON HOLD" until I get a response. If neglected I will not work on your commission and refund isn't available. I will also ban you from getting any kind of artwork from me.

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Commissions

~Will Do ...
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-Anthropomorphic animals, monster girls, creatures..
-Concepts/Character Designs/Reference Sheets
-Humans and Humanoids
-All body types excluding muscular bodies
-Artistic nudity, pin ups
-Portraits of your character
-Gore, questionable, solo
-Some fetishes*

~Won't Do ...
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-Morbidly obese and ripped characters
-Copyright characters**
-Realistic portraits, realistic gore
-Animal genitalia
-Ferals***
-More than two characters in a image
-"Young" Characters****

!!!Don't note me if you!!!
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-Want me to draw NSFW of ferals
-Want me to draw NSFW of underaged characters
-Use my art for profit
-Use my art in any hateful way
-Redraw over my artwork or claim as your own

*note me to see if I'm okay with the fetish in question
**Unless your okay with seeing copyright characters in my style, don't commission me fan characters or any copyright characters I won't mimic the game/show's art style
***note that I am not good with ferals its your risk if you want commission me one//I won't draw any NSFW or "questionable" art of any feral character
****I won't draw any kind of underaged/young characters


~Prices ...
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-Prices and examples can be found here! Prices are not determined right now so simply note me if your curious for prices!
-If you have any questions regarding my prices, feel free to note me.
-If you feel like I'm underselling myself, feel free to tip me! Its greatly appreciated.
-If you want to tip me please send it thru "for goods and services" and simply write "Thank you" with the website your on and your username.
~Ex: Thank you! Furaffinity: banana-bruises

///tries to make a conversation but fails
//too anxious to say anything
///flees