And I'm really fucking worried about one of my friends!

I shouldn't let the words of a drunk man offend me...

So I've been having issues lately. Something that people online, or even over the phone can't help me with, but I needed someone to actually BE there for me. And when I called, I'm not used to people answering. But someone did answer me this time, and they helped me out of the trouble that I was in, and protected me... it's a long story and hard to explain. So now I feel a lot better, that I have... well, what could be considered a guardian. He's there to help me out when I need it, there to give me the extra push, there to tell me that I need to calm down.

And the best thing about it, is that he's willing to put up with my emotional ups and downs... because he's been through the same thing and knows what he's doing, and how things will help me out.

That, and he's just fun to be around. We talk, like the same stuff, and it's not all about sex, either. It's about a lot of stuff... although we do joke about it a lot, we also have some really in depth conversations, that normally people would avoid talking about.

So yeah, that's why I've been off and on lately. I've been busy with real life, and dealing with some emotional stuff ever since my dad came back. I honestly wish that he was gone, the homophobic bible thumper seems to beat the very self esteem out of me just by even being near me. =/

Anyways, now I leave you with this strange little remix that I found and for some reason can't help but like.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ro8AUmur2c

Thank you everyone for the wonderful comments on my pictures. <3 <3 <3 <3 It really does make me feel good to know that people out there think I'm cute, I already have low self esteem but this really helps. ^^; Lol not meant to sound full of myself or anything. Anyways I'll start submitting some more actual art work soon.

*shrugs* I have too much to do right now, it's stressing me out to no end. All my shit is on my DA, which I log into more often because it's just an old habit that dies hard. Erm, I might come back some time, although I don't know when. Maybe on a different account and start over again.

::edit::

I don't know if I'll shout anyone to re-watch me, but I might send notes. I just don't want to deal with everything that's going on right now, because of a lot of stuff that's happening in real life.

So yeah my cough got worse last night. -___-; In the middle of me being all fine and perky, suddenly I start coughing up my lungs and had to go to the hospital. ;-; It sucked so bad, they just gave me stronger medicine to fight this than what I had. Bahhh.

Feehhhh. So shit has been shitty lately. But I got my scanner to work! Yay for Benji! :D

And yeah, I haven't been on because I haven't really been able to draw except for last night, when I made a gag character and a really good pic of Renji.

Bah.

If you don't want to talk to me, fine. You come and ignore me, acting like I'm some horrible person to you, and now, you won't even talk to me at all, although I've come clean with everything? You were treating me like shit for the past two weeks, over something that I can't control! How am I supposed to be in a good mood when you're doing that to me?

Ugh. People upset me so much sometimes.

So I'm going to start doing commissions. I think. Tell me, if these prices are too much, and tell me honestly, because I really need the money as it is.

~Online prices
20$ 2-4 characters, anything extra would be a dollar more, inked/colored/background.
15$ Full body/background/colored/inked.
10$ Half body (cuts off at thighs) inked/colored/background.
5$ Head/shoulders shot, inked/colored/background.
3$ Sketches, body head or whatever.

Offline prices (traditional art)
Add +5 to whatever prices are listed above. I can send this to you through the mail as well as upload it. (This will not start until I have collected enough money for manila envelopes.

So, do you think that's a reasonable price?

I would be having people send me hard cash through the mail, because I don't have any online accounts or anything. ;-;

Note me for more info I guess. I can have things done within a week or two...and no, I can't draw yiff right now, unless it's traditional. Cuddling, yes. But no yiff.