By Grace of God, my account ban appeal has been accepted!!!! I'M SO HAPPY MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!! IN CELEBRATION I WILL NOW BLAST MY VICTORY TUNE: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hZnfbd_BGw8

After many months of thought, i'm gonna try to resolve my ban from DA. It's likely never to get accepted. But i know the only way to solve my lack of creativity is to get this shit resolved with DA.

WOOT, My favrate Furry Form is back online after being down for a week.

Sorry i have been inactive here. I have been on another Art website, or have just been busy. I will focus more on here, since i get views more easily on here. Like, back on DA, i put something up, next morning, 40 or so views. On this one, i put something up, 4 days later, only 1 view. I might be doing something wrong, but i'm not sure. Anyway, i have some computer issues to put on top of that.

Last night, Tuesday March 5, 2013 at 23:45, my Laptop crashed, i don't think its a Virus because Norton said the machine is clean, and i trust its judgement. Evertime i turn it on it just says, "Incert Boot Drive" or something. I'm going to try to get it into Best Buy or someplace to have it looked at. I hope this kind of thing is covered under the Warranty or something, and i hope there's a Warenty on it at all, because i know on my old laptop (the one i'm useing right now) when the thing that charges the battery was fried, it was not covered under the warranty and would have cost me $300 to get it fixed, the laptop itself was $200. When a repair costs more than the thing that needs to be fixed, that's a huge cause for me to say, "FUCK THAT SHIT!"

I don't mind my old laptop, but the speakers on it suck compared to my new laptops ones, and my new laptop has a fully working keyboard and a battery that actually charges. I might have said this in a previous journal, but on my old laptop 4-5 keys don't work. So yeah, i hope i can fix it.

Me and Technology, i love it, but it seems to have a Love Hate relationship with me.

As usual no one will read this so i shouldn't bother making these Journals so whatever. Christmas break was great... till i got a combo of my moms Flu with my Nefew's Stomach bug. I'm feeling better, but i'm still not fully operational. I got a new laptop, Toshiba Satellite with Windows 8. Its awesome, I now have a keyboard were all the keys work!!!! (on my other laptop, 8 keys don't work, its annoying!) Its also been pretty cold were i live, and i got a brand new coat, its awesome, I may be a Polar Bear, but even i need to wear a coat in the winter XD!

My sickness and such is what i believe has kept me from being active here. Sorry about that, but no one is active here, at least to me, because i have had ALMOST ZERO comments on my Journals, and almost no activity from my friends on here other than a few Journals and pieces of art. Please if you are reading this place be more active on commenting on my stuff here folks, I really like your feedback.

In my head, there is a place simply known as "The Square" Its a large plaza with cobblestone roads, statues and fountains. The shops in the area are about 96% Coffee shops, with people in them discussing the problems i'm and what the world is going through. The weather there is almost always cloudy or raining. Its usealy around 11:00 Am there or early afternoon. The most common music in the background is mellow Piano music, a good example of such is this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PsHlSZ_3jo&playnext=1&list=PL005FB1E0B849A68F&feature=results_video Do people like this atmosphere, yes, they love it. Wouldn't trade it for anything else. The strange this is, its almost like there is a town, within a town. Pretty strange.

Well, that's just what my mind thinks up from time to time. What do you think of it

I've been meaning to tell you guys and gals this, but i went Hunting over the weekend, On Friday, my dad shot at something, but didn't get it. On saterday at like 6 in the morning, i saw a deer, but it was still too dark for me to get a shot at it so i let it live :) Ether way, i had a good time, Let me tell you something, the Scenery was beautiful early in the morning!

Thats one of the things i miss about living in a small town, the Sunrise's are beautiful than they will ever be in a city landscape. When i graduate form High School, i am moving back to my old down of Montrose Pennsylvania!!!!

Stuffy nose, coughing, sneezing, a bunch of other stuff. Staying home from school. Hope i feel better

(I'm copying DA's form of Journals from now on. Since i'm probably never going to be back on that site ever again, might as well use the format of my old site)
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Mood: Neutral
Listening to: "The Ballad of Resurrection Joe and Rosa Whore" (Rob Zombie)
Reading: The words i type
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking Nothing
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By George i think i'm back into the Fan Fiction sene again... I think, Because i'm currently engaged in a big story involving Lyra and Bon Bon. Here is the backstory on it. I play this game on the Internets called Nation States. Its a political simulation game were you create your own country and that kind of stuff. On it, there is a pretty well known country called "The Republic of Hippostania" or Hippostania for short (Formerly the Pony Republic of Hippostania). From what i herd, the man behind Hippostania is a Right-wing Finnish Collage student and a Rabid Anti-Communist and Socialist. But anyway, he had MLP in his country, ponies and all, until his aggressive foreign policy's resulted in him getting Nuclear Missiles shoved up his ass. (not actually, RP wise his country was Nuked). When the ponies were in power, his "High Chancellor" was Lyra and the Speaker of his Parliament was Bon Bon. Well, after the nuking, the ponies in his country just...vanished. There are no records of there existence in the nation.


The fact that there was never a official ending to the Hippostainian "Pony Period" (at least to my knowledge) just irradiated the hell out of me. So i decided to make myself a ending. Were Lyra and Bon Bon flee to my Nation on Nation States, and try to make new lives for themselves with sexy results (yes, since i like the LyraXBon Bon shipping, i might add some "saucy" things, if you know what i mean ;)) My Nation States Nation's name you ask, why, The Grand Pony Empire of Kingdom Of the Polar Bear, or Kingdom Of the Polar Bear, or KOPB for short. Were my MLP OC Ambrin Nightshade is King, and Fluttershy is bolth his wife and Queen.


So i really like the idea, but i'm stuck at some parts. What i have so far is, Lyra and Bon Bon are in the KOPB and have just gotten there Green cards allowing them to be in the KOPB and 1000 Polar Dollars in compensation. and are on there way to a community for the Homeless were they can live rent free. I'm stuck on what to add next. I want to build up to a part were Lyra has a Emotional breakdown and nearly drinks herself to death. If anyone of you are still reading this, please leave any ideas that you might have for this in the comments (If i get any at all!)

I feel a lot better, took 4 hours of waiting in the ER to see a doctor... ER, God i miss that show! Kids, when your the son of two parents in the Medical field, you get to be exposed to good quality television XD. Hopefully i will stay well.

Because right now, my voice sounds weird and i have chills like you wouldn't believe. And, i don't know if this has anything to do with it, but my Ass hurts from taking a massive shit earlier! I'm gonna try to eat something and take some Tylenol or something to see if i can deal with it. Gonna be a long next couple of days.

This is strange, i have been a Furry, long before i even knew what one was (I'm a Disney Child from the 90s, ) and yet...I have no "Official" Fursona. You know, the Anthro version of ones self, yeah, i have no "Official" Anthro version of myself.

Instead, i have a mix of Bears, Wolves, and a Horse from a kids show that guys my age seem to enjoy.

There lie the problem folks, i can't decide on what animal to pick. I know i say i am a Polar Bear, they are my favrate animals. But being a kid from a small town in Northeast Pennsylvania, i have a great love for the outdoors, and i love all animals, Even those creepy fish that live in Abyss's in the Ocean. This is the other problem, i cant picture a Polar Bear version of myself in my head. The way my mind works is that i don't apply characters unless i can see them in my head. Being in the Furry community, my first choice would be a Wolf of some sort. But the Canine character in my opinion has been overused by Furries. Don't get me wrong, Wolves and dogs are awesome, and with the God knows how many Wolf related Furry art, i can easily picture a Wolf in my head.

There is a finite amount of Polar Bear related Furry art, and i can only picture actual Polar Bears, not Humanized. Even if i got the image in my head, i could never draw it on paper with great detail. Remember, i'm a Author, not a Illustrator. I only write the story, i dont make the pictures that go along with it (the pictures who i only look at and barely read the actual text )


Also, on the topic of my stories, resent events that have happened to me in the past few months have drained my motive and creativity to write anything good. I could write something, but i wouldn't think it would be good to show anyone.

I remember when i was happier, Getting Banned from Deviant Art for my Clopfiction work Love and Bondage and a bunch of other content related to it, have made me uber depressed. Before hand i was depressed, but then i found happiness and great friends. That all came crashing down when i got hit by the Ban Hammer, not just once, but twice, TWICE!!! So, i have to start over again, and try to make some stories and Fan Fics. But its hard when you cant even think of a descent idea for a fan fic! Can any of you Guys and Gals help a Bear out?!

"A Sorta Fairytale" by Tori Amos. This song is perfect for Rainy or snowy afternoons inside a city with Cobblestone roads and...WAIT, I'm becoming too poetic here sorry. But anyway, this is the song if you want to give it a lisen http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGq4_SrUIyk

I can't stand Halloween, but its drizzling were i live as of this so hopefully there won't be much trick or treaters tonight. Now, its a cool Holiday, don't get me wrong, i mean, who hates free candy? It just this holiday bores me for some reason.

Waiting for the Hurricane to impact my location.

Me cuddleing with my Plush Polar Bear who i am madly in love with. My God how uncool can i get! (XD)

See, i used to be on DA for a while, i had grown to get a lot of online friends and many fans of my writing. I first got banned there on March 27, 2012. Came home one day to find that my account was banned, i nearly cried. About a month later, i made a new account, CelestiaIsBestPony was its name, But it couldn't hide from the Hounds forever, and i was banned again on October 4, 2012.

Now, without DA, i am here on FA. Slowly, but surely, i will regain my old friends, and make some new ones.

THE SUN SHALL RISE AGAIN!!!!!! *Massive Army cheers loudly!*

Well i sent in a ban appeal to the DA mods and this was the response i got:

"Thank you for contacting deviantART, I will be assisting you with your support ticket.

I have checked the records for this action and it appears that your account was banned due to the submission of content which was considered to be pornographic under the official definition outlined in deviantART policy.

deviantART specifically forbids the submission of pornographic content as stated in the Terms of Service (section 19), available here http://about.deviantart.com/policy/service/ , and also in the Submission Agreement (section 7), available here http://about.deviantart.com/policy/submission/ .

Since you committed a severe violation of our terms of service the penalty for this was the banning of your deviantART account and your removal from the deviantART community since we cannot tolerate this sort of content being submitted to our galleries.

Since deviantART bans users and not simply accounts, this an any future accounts created by you in order to evade administrative action will be closed down as well. Please keep in mind that every time you evade your ban on a new account you drastically reduce your chances of your original account ever being granted a ban appeal."

The mod has a point, but it still doesn't make me feel any better. Oh well, maybe FA will improve over the next few years and become morel like DA so i don't get lonely. Wish that my friends had a FA and were active on it.

Fluttershy my love, please forgive me!

Well i am banned from Deviant Art, so i might be a bit more active on here. But with school and a bunch of other stuff taking up my time i might not be on as much as people would like me too. But more work is on its way. It may take a while, but it is comeing.

Well im new here to FA and until my DA ban is lifted (for my amazing pony erotica) this site will half to do. But on the flip side, at least i won't get bashed for being a furry :)