so i've only been in pottsville Pa. for 5 day and i'm starting to get home sick i miss my girls and i'm missing boston cant wait to see my girls and my boyfriend miss you baby

why do people hate me I'm every like able I think people that hate me are just jealous of my looks hell I would be to after all I do look like a goddess so to all my haters be jealous

so you think you can scare me from coming back to a place that I think of more as my home state then my real one you fucking whore I well destroy you and anyone you send after me im fucking done being a good
little girl you want you want a cat fight you got one you want some come get some you waste of space ur dead to me bitch

http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=C4HJ0zfZ-EM

this is for you hope you enjoy it

im breaking my silinces after months of being away I had to step away but now im back

here's my cell number 857-312-3924 if you got the guts then give me call and well settle all the fucking bullshit

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

i've been saying that i'm going to be dying my hair for a long time well i finally dyed it yesterday and everyone i know like's the change ill have a picture you soon

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?

brenden




2. How tall are you?

6'2




3. Natural hair color?

red




4. What about eye color?

blueish green




5. What orientation are you?


bi


6. Are you single, taken, or undecided?


undecided



7. What do you do in your spare time?


when i'm not on facebook or on here i'm writing music



8. What's your job?


i work for a carnevil



9. What's one thing you like about yourself?


my personality



10. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?


my red hair



11. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?


i'm outgoing i'm tall i have a good singing voice



12. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)


i'm not religions



13. Do you drink?


OH HELL YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


14. Do you smoke?


i smoke weed



15. What are your fears


i fear that one day i wont have my good looks


16. What are your dreams/goals?

my dreams are to be a rockstar just like Marilyn Manson



17. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?

yes the person how brought me into the fandom and this person i met at my first RMFC last year



18. Who's your best bud?


my best bud is boltfan25



19. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for

pazzia

20. Favorite drink?

that depends if were talking about booze then i like budlight/jackdanels




21. Favorite color?

black, neon pink, and red




22. If you had any super power, what would it be?

i would have to say super strangth and ex-ray vision




23. Favorite movie?

happy gilmore, the twilight movie's
furnguly and all the die hards



24. Least favorite food?


caned corn



25. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?


my grandmother's home made mac&cheese


26. What do you drive/wish you drove?

a bike and not a moter bike eather and i wish i drove
a ford lighting black with 22's



27. Most disliked bug?


praying mantis can you say creepy




28. Most hated pet peeves


people that talk shit behind your back and then lie rite to your face and say that they love you and brake down crying when they drop you off at the airport and when you try calling them they can talk and are busy doing something better


29. Dislike in life?


lier's serten back stabbing asshole's the people how think there normal and think your weird when yourthe normal one and there the one's that are weird

30. Most annoying?


my fucking entire human family



31. Most disliked TV show?
once upon a time and doctor who

well as many of you know i just got in engaged but i just walked in to my room after getting home from working over nite and found my now ex-boyfriend in bed with another guy now i'm back to being single and i'm really upset all i want is to be happy why dose this always happen to me i'm a good person its not fucking fair what do i need to do this make's me feel like doing something stupied

http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=HZ6cw_MuTDE


I know that your powers of retention
Are as wet as a warthog's backside
But thick as you are, pay attention
My words are a matter of pride
It's clear from your vacant expressions
The lights are not all on upstairs
But we're talking kings and successions
Even you can't be caught unawares
So prepare for a chance of a lifetime
Be prepared for sensational news
A shining new era
Is tiptoeing nearer

And where do we feature?

Just listen to teacher
I know it sounds sordid
But you'll be rewarded
When at last I am given my dues
And injustice deliciously squared
Be prepared!

Yeah, Be prepared.
Yeah-heh... we'll be prepared, heh.
...For what?
For the death of the king.
Why? Is he sick?
No, fool-- we're going to kill him. And Simba too.

so im sitting at a computer in the library today when my boyforiend came up to me and got on his hnee and he just asked me to marry him and you should see the size of the rock i'm holding back tears of joy and of course i said yes so now i'm getting married i'm so happy

hell must have froze over cause there is no fucking way that happen before me

this week was my 1st furday tho im still just a new born i like being a furry it has changed my life for the better happy furday to me

to whom it may consern i dont think your crazy i fucking know your out of your fucking mind and crazy as hell but thats okay cause so am i hell were all crazy you just a little bit more then some other people and everyone in the world is crazy

i need some one to take away my hartache i cant take it anymore i dont want it anymore i dont want this life i dont want to be alone anymore if i dont find someone i dont want to life ill go to the highest point and screm

i just found out that a very dear and old friend passed away this moring he was one of my biggest supporters in my life i own him a lot luv ya buddy and will miss you greatly

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I CANT WAIT THE PS4 IS COMING AND ITS AWESOME CANT WAIT

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

this is one of my katy perry songs and video's

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5Sd.....yer_detailpage

i really dont know what to do anymore my family hate's me i hate were i live people i though were friends stab me in the back dose anyone have any advice please help

this is awesome

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPdy.....yer_detailpage

i have nomore fight left my hart is out of the game my mind is going insane i cant find the words to explain the way i feel i have no reason to live anymore i hate where i am at this stage of my life i just want someone to take the knife and save my life the days and nites go on for ever i just want to end this fight and be done with life can anyone save me from the sting of this knife