Today Officially Sucks
Posted 14 years agoI'm writing this amongst a flurry of texts, because, quite frankly, i should probably be napping already and would rather address stuff to the general public rather than deal with the 5.1 million text messages and IMs.
Short Story: I'm okay, but sore and a little shaken up after getting rear-ended and taken to the ER for fear of concussion.
Prognosis: I'm sore everywhere, bruising along my ribs from the seatbelt, bruising along the back of my head from the head-rest, and i'm a little rattled. I should be physically fine in about a week or less.
My car, well... big yellow got hit by a rice-rocket. The damage was in the rear, and it's mostly fixing the rear bumper, and confirming that the frame is still intact. I remember that much, some details are fuzzy, some are crystal clear.
I'm a little dazed right now, and will probably follow up with a more accurate and up to date report later... for now, i'm just going to try and take it easy.
Take care all...
PS: fuck you 4/16/2011
Short Story: I'm okay, but sore and a little shaken up after getting rear-ended and taken to the ER for fear of concussion.
Prognosis: I'm sore everywhere, bruising along my ribs from the seatbelt, bruising along the back of my head from the head-rest, and i'm a little rattled. I should be physically fine in about a week or less.
My car, well... big yellow got hit by a rice-rocket. The damage was in the rear, and it's mostly fixing the rear bumper, and confirming that the frame is still intact. I remember that much, some details are fuzzy, some are crystal clear.
I'm a little dazed right now, and will probably follow up with a more accurate and up to date report later... for now, i'm just going to try and take it easy.
Take care all...
PS: fuck you 4/16/2011
It's That Time Again! TMI TUESDAYS!
Posted 14 years agoFeel free to ask whatever, for it's officially TMI Tuesday, starting now :D
Move Layer Up?
Posted 14 years agoTaken From: 
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Eric
- Eye Color: Blue
- Hair Style/Color: Dirty Blond... and whatever it happens to choose to do... sorta surfer-boyish at the moment
- Height: 6'2"
- Clothing style: baggy, loose clothing. Cargo pants/shorts, ripped up jeans, various t-shirts or long-sleeved shirts.
- Best physical feature: Smile :D, being tall... i dunno... o.o;
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Unknown, being trapped in a small space, paralysis, failure, messing up while on the job
- Your guilty pleasure: uh... i dunno... adrenaline junky and showoff?
- Your biggest pet peeve: People who argue for the sake of arguing, and anyone who tries to hurt someone who's earned my friendship o-o
- Your ambitions for the future: MD
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: FFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh BRIGHT LIGHT HURTS EYES *hides under sheet*
- What you think about most:
- What you think about before bed: I probably really should have done [enter schoolwork assignment(s) here]
- You think your best quality is: My upbeatness... and the whole, trying to bring a smile to everyone's face... Along with being open... because it's fun being an open book (s'what TMI Tuesdays are for :D)
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Group dates are okay, they're good early on, but single dates are much more intimate and personal... either works, i prefer single
- To be loved or respected: Feeling loved is the best... unconditional love especially
- Beauty or brains: I <3 smart people... beauty is like the paint-job on a car, it's nice, but it's really not necessary
- Dogs or cats: *points at Duke, then scritches the big oaf
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: As little as i can... there are some things where it's socially acceptable (Does this make my butt look big?) but as little as possible... even if it is a white lie, it still feels slimy :B
- Believe in yourself: Damn Straight!
- Believe in love: Sorta... i think that's hard because the very idea of love is convoluted and twisted
- Want someone: I have interest... yes
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: A few times... i used to play alto sax in middle-school band, then moved on to the tenor and acoustic guitar :B
- Done drugs: Nothing illegal, Ibuprofen and ethanol (alcohol and motrin)
- Changed who you were to fit in: Why would i not be me... if you can't accept me for who i am, then i clearly don't have the time for your judgmental crap.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Greens, Grays, metallics (i like shiny), blues
- Favorite animal: I'm a lover of pretty much all animals... but... Duke is my favorite animal... because he is -my- animal
- Favorite movie: Boondock Saints for all time... plus, a laundry list of other great titles... i like suspense and comedy :B
- Favorite game: Mass Effect 1/2, Dragon Age O/A/2, Assassin's Creed 2 Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic + The Sith Lords, Mirrors Edge, Bioshock 1&2, Halo 1/2/3/ODST/Reach, Old School Tom Clancy
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: January 3rd
- How old will you be: Chronological Age: 24 Maturity: less than 15
- Age you lost your virginity: 16
- Does age matter: I'd say yes... too much in either direction is just... odd.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Fun, Silly, Laid Back, Honest
- Best eye color: No real preference for color, however, some really pretty colors can catch my attention
- Best hair color: Much like eyes, no real preference, but some color/style mixtures can attract my attention more than others
- Best thing to do with a partner: Be able to be ourselves no matter where we are
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: lazy days
- I feel: A little sleepy... it's starting to get on the late side
- I hide: My fears
- I miss: All the lovely people i met at FCN over the past few days
- I wish: I could have more time and money to spread cheer to those i care about
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- whoever chooses to have fun with this

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Eric
- Eye Color: Blue
- Hair Style/Color: Dirty Blond... and whatever it happens to choose to do... sorta surfer-boyish at the moment
- Height: 6'2"
- Clothing style: baggy, loose clothing. Cargo pants/shorts, ripped up jeans, various t-shirts or long-sleeved shirts.
- Best physical feature: Smile :D, being tall... i dunno... o.o;
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Unknown, being trapped in a small space, paralysis, failure, messing up while on the job
- Your guilty pleasure: uh... i dunno... adrenaline junky and showoff?
- Your biggest pet peeve: People who argue for the sake of arguing, and anyone who tries to hurt someone who's earned my friendship o-o
- Your ambitions for the future: MD
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: FFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh BRIGHT LIGHT HURTS EYES *hides under sheet*
- What you think about most:
- What you think about before bed: I probably really should have done [enter schoolwork assignment(s) here]
- You think your best quality is: My upbeatness... and the whole, trying to bring a smile to everyone's face... Along with being open... because it's fun being an open book (s'what TMI Tuesdays are for :D)
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Group dates are okay, they're good early on, but single dates are much more intimate and personal... either works, i prefer single
- To be loved or respected: Feeling loved is the best... unconditional love especially
- Beauty or brains: I <3 smart people... beauty is like the paint-job on a car, it's nice, but it's really not necessary
- Dogs or cats: *points at Duke, then scritches the big oaf
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: As little as i can... there are some things where it's socially acceptable (Does this make my butt look big?) but as little as possible... even if it is a white lie, it still feels slimy :B
- Believe in yourself: Damn Straight!
- Believe in love: Sorta... i think that's hard because the very idea of love is convoluted and twisted
- Want someone: I have interest... yes
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: A few times... i used to play alto sax in middle-school band, then moved on to the tenor and acoustic guitar :B
- Done drugs: Nothing illegal, Ibuprofen and ethanol (alcohol and motrin)
- Changed who you were to fit in: Why would i not be me... if you can't accept me for who i am, then i clearly don't have the time for your judgmental crap.
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: Greens, Grays, metallics (i like shiny), blues
- Favorite animal: I'm a lover of pretty much all animals... but... Duke is my favorite animal... because he is -my- animal
- Favorite movie: Boondock Saints for all time... plus, a laundry list of other great titles... i like suspense and comedy :B
- Favorite game: Mass Effect 1/2, Dragon Age O/A/2, Assassin's Creed 2 Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic + The Sith Lords, Mirrors Edge, Bioshock 1&2, Halo 1/2/3/ODST/Reach, Old School Tom Clancy
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: January 3rd
- How old will you be: Chronological Age: 24 Maturity: less than 15
- Age you lost your virginity: 16
- Does age matter: I'd say yes... too much in either direction is just... odd.
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Fun, Silly, Laid Back, Honest
- Best eye color: No real preference for color, however, some really pretty colors can catch my attention
- Best hair color: Much like eyes, no real preference, but some color/style mixtures can attract my attention more than others
- Best thing to do with a partner: Be able to be ourselves no matter where we are
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: lazy days
- I feel: A little sleepy... it's starting to get on the late side
- I hide: My fears
- I miss: All the lovely people i met at FCN over the past few days
- I wish: I could have more time and money to spread cheer to those i care about
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- whoever chooses to have fun with this
Music Kick
Posted 14 years agoSoo... I've been on a huge Abney Park music kick lately... anyone else have a particular band that you've been listening to a lot lately, like, to the point addiction might be an accurate description?
TMI Tuesdays!
Posted 14 years agoBecause it's time to make it official!
Ask me anything! either here, or via PM :3
Ask me anything! either here, or via PM :3
Feeling Sketchy Pt. 2 (Sketch Requests Take 2)
Posted 14 years agoSo... with a totally cluttered mind, and an unusually potent muse today, i'm going to open up requests for sketches and such. Reference sheets or detailed information is greatly appreciated :o
If you want to turn it into a trade, feel free to do so... but i'm mostly doing these for fun.
Note that if i don't get to your sketch right away, it may be because i have classes... or am having a difficult time with a pose/perspective... or... perhaps i just can't finish it for whatever reason. In any case, unless you do a trade, i'll do my best but promise nothing beyond that.
So! any takers?
If you want to turn it into a trade, feel free to do so... but i'm mostly doing these for fun.
Note that if i don't get to your sketch right away, it may be because i have classes... or am having a difficult time with a pose/perspective... or... perhaps i just can't finish it for whatever reason. In any case, unless you do a trade, i'll do my best but promise nothing beyond that.
So! any takers?
Happy Drink Like the Irish Day!
Posted 14 years agoMay your hangovers tomorrow remind you of the fun you won't remember having today ;D
Sex Meme 8D
Posted 14 years ago1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Of course, I tend to date friends more than random strangers, and beyond that, i'm sure everyone has fantasies about friends
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
It's less about the time of day, and more about the overall mood. That said, evenings tend to work out the best
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I usually sleep on the left side, when side by side... but really
4. Do you masturbate?
I'm pretty sure everyone does
5. How often? Lately?
When the mood hits and certain needs need sating. I'd need to know what you define "Lately" as :B
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope.
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers, i almost always feel better after a nice hot shower.
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yes, and it's a great feeling
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Posted on FA... need i say more?
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
I like fighting for who's on top. There's an extra spark to the moment <.<
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
It depends on the kind of love, i mean... i have a different kind of love for many a friends :B
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I know most of them in that i've talked to them, but really, i've only met maybe half in person
13. Would you choose love or money?
Why can't i have both? I mean, is there some unwritten rule that you have to be broke to truly love someone? That said, love over money.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Power struggle, light biting/"proper" use of teeth and a little bit of a thing for leather o.o
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yep, and she's been forever shut out from my life
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
On a coffee table in the aftermath of a house party <.< most awkward wake-up ever
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Close calls, but never caught
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Isn't it a right-of-passage for all of age guy friends to take a guy to a strip-club for their birthday at some point?
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope, never go to the bar with the intention of hooking up.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Not yet, and hopefully i never bare that mark of shame :B
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
i wouldn't count it as a pickup, seeing as i knew them already, and we'd had a history
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Been kissed, not sexed
24. What's your sexuality?
I'm straight by record, bi by attitude... if that makes sense. If i find someone who makes me happy, gender is a non-issue :B
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
I still feel bad for the staff :B
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
A shower is in the bathroom... enough said <.<
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
I don't think either job would really let me get away with it... though with the pirate gig, there's been plenty of propositioning...
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yep, mostly for shits and giggles
29. Bought something from an adult store?
Fuzzy handcuffs were purchased to be used on me... does that count?
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Nope
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
N/A
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
... I refuse to confirm nor deny the existence of said material.
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
I haven't made that mistake just yet... <.<
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Sadly no... it's one of the things i should get around to at one point.
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
With and without webcam
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
I think it half-counts, unless it's taken all the way. If someone doesn't finish with oral, it's only half an encounter D< <.< i mean... yes, yes it does
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy style, face to face, holding my partner up... especially in the shower (i have yet to find the proper name for this position), Or reverse cowgirl when the power-struggle has been lost
38. What's your favorite sex act?
Uh... *blinks*
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
I've come to the conclusion that it's a little over-rated... takes a ton of effort to please just one person o.o
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Uh... *shrugs* whoever feels open enough to share?
Of course, I tend to date friends more than random strangers, and beyond that, i'm sure everyone has fantasies about friends
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
It's less about the time of day, and more about the overall mood. That said, evenings tend to work out the best
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
I usually sleep on the left side, when side by side... but really
4. Do you masturbate?
I'm pretty sure everyone does
5. How often? Lately?
When the mood hits and certain needs need sating. I'd need to know what you define "Lately" as :B
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope.
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers, i almost always feel better after a nice hot shower.
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yes, and it's a great feeling
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
Posted on FA... need i say more?
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
I like fighting for who's on top. There's an extra spark to the moment <.<
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
It depends on the kind of love, i mean... i have a different kind of love for many a friends :B
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
I know most of them in that i've talked to them, but really, i've only met maybe half in person
13. Would you choose love or money?
Why can't i have both? I mean, is there some unwritten rule that you have to be broke to truly love someone? That said, love over money.
14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Power struggle, light biting/"proper" use of teeth and a little bit of a thing for leather o.o
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Yep, and she's been forever shut out from my life
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
On a coffee table in the aftermath of a house party <.< most awkward wake-up ever
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Close calls, but never caught
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Isn't it a right-of-passage for all of age guy friends to take a guy to a strip-club for their birthday at some point?
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope, never go to the bar with the intention of hooking up.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Not yet, and hopefully i never bare that mark of shame :B
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
i wouldn't count it as a pickup, seeing as i knew them already, and we'd had a history
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Been kissed, not sexed
24. What's your sexuality?
I'm straight by record, bi by attitude... if that makes sense. If i find someone who makes me happy, gender is a non-issue :B
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
I still feel bad for the staff :B
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
A shower is in the bathroom... enough said <.<
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
I don't think either job would really let me get away with it... though with the pirate gig, there's been plenty of propositioning...
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yep, mostly for shits and giggles
29. Bought something from an adult store?
Fuzzy handcuffs were purchased to be used on me... does that count?
30. Do you own any sex toys?
Nope
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
N/A
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
... I refuse to confirm nor deny the existence of said material.
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
I haven't made that mistake just yet... <.<
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Sadly no... it's one of the things i should get around to at one point.
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
With and without webcam
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
I think it half-counts, unless it's taken all the way. If someone doesn't finish with oral, it's only half an encounter D< <.< i mean... yes, yes it does
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Doggy style, face to face, holding my partner up... especially in the shower (i have yet to find the proper name for this position), Or reverse cowgirl when the power-struggle has been lost
38. What's your favorite sex act?
Uh... *blinks*
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
I've come to the conclusion that it's a little over-rated... takes a ton of effort to please just one person o.o
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Uh... *shrugs* whoever feels open enough to share?
Friend in Need
Posted 15 years ago
Sssage Seems to have fallen on hard times. She's a delightful person, who is really just looking for something to do. You should check her stuff out, and perhaps get some free art. She's doing free requests, although donations would very much be appreciated. Original Journal seen here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2055851/So go help out an amazing person :o
Feeling Sketchy (Free stuff, pending approval)
Posted 15 years agoSo... it's going on 1am, and i'm feeling rather musey. I've got the feeling it's not going to end soon.
Anyone who's interested in a free request sketch, feel free to send information about what you want, and, pending approval, i'll get it going.
Save for getting your sketch approved, it's a first-come first-serve basis.
(also note, sketches, for now, are G-R, no XXX just yet)
Anyone who's interested in a free request sketch, feel free to send information about what you want, and, pending approval, i'll get it going.
Save for getting your sketch approved, it's a first-come first-serve basis.
(also note, sketches, for now, are G-R, no XXX just yet)
Helping out a friend
Posted 15 years agoSo, this awesome person i met a little while ago,
sssage Is doing some exceedingly cheap sketches to raise a little cash... figured i'd spread this around and try and help her out...
2$ for some rather nice digital sketchings, Check it out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2020363/
sssage Is doing some exceedingly cheap sketches to raise a little cash... figured i'd spread this around and try and help her out...2$ for some rather nice digital sketchings, Check it out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2020363/
Birfday
Posted 15 years agoIt is my 23rd today... I'm a little partied out right now... but *shrugs* i'ma go have fun for those who are celebrating with me :B
Welcome to 2011 Folks!
Posted 15 years agoIt's a new year! It's time to go put out resolutions, make changes in your life to make yourself better. I know the things i have to do.
Goal1: Survive med-school
Goal2: keep at least 1 of my jobs
Resolution: I am going to continue to try and be who i am. I am going to resolve to be as transparent and open as possible. The other thing i resolve to do is learn how to properly ask for help if i ever need it. It's been several grueling years i've fought and toiled to be the best i can be. I know i'm not perfect, but if it was school related, i tried every possible avenue i could possibly think of before asking for help. It would have saved me a ton of time if i'd just talked to those more knowledgeable in the areas i struggled in, rather than trying to do it all on my own. I know i'm going to need to learn to lean on others before medschool so that i know how to do it when i get there :B
Anyways...
that's me, hopefully you all had a good new years, and have found your own ways to better yourself
Goal1: Survive med-school
Goal2: keep at least 1 of my jobs
Resolution: I am going to continue to try and be who i am. I am going to resolve to be as transparent and open as possible. The other thing i resolve to do is learn how to properly ask for help if i ever need it. It's been several grueling years i've fought and toiled to be the best i can be. I know i'm not perfect, but if it was school related, i tried every possible avenue i could possibly think of before asking for help. It would have saved me a ton of time if i'd just talked to those more knowledgeable in the areas i struggled in, rather than trying to do it all on my own. I know i'm going to need to learn to lean on others before medschool so that i know how to do it when i get there :B
Anyways...
that's me, hopefully you all had a good new years, and have found your own ways to better yourself
10 Days meme, Day 9
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
:| , 8D
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
:| , 8D
10 Day Meme, Day 8
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I have a thing for a little "power-struggle" when it comes to romance. I like the playful feel of that sort of thing... fighting for who's on top, figuratively speaking <.<
2: Kissing in the rain... there's something special about all the sensations... the smell of fresh rain, the feel of each soft droplet, the slight shimmer everything gets... Works in the shower too... but the rain just feels so much more special ^_^
3: I like to have someone take the lead from time to time... someone strong-willed and independent has a certain flare that is just oh so appealing...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I have a thing for a little "power-struggle" when it comes to romance. I like the playful feel of that sort of thing... fighting for who's on top, figuratively speaking <.<
2: Kissing in the rain... there's something special about all the sensations... the smell of fresh rain, the feel of each soft droplet, the slight shimmer everything gets... Works in the shower too... but the rain just feels so much more special ^_^
3: I like to have someone take the lead from time to time... someone strong-willed and independent has a certain flare that is just oh so appealing...
10 Day Meme, Day 7
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: Drama Llama: If you have to bring up drama... especially high-school level bullshit, then please, leave me out of it.
2: BO... I am borrowing this from a friend, i know... but still... if you can't find the time to take a shower, there is clearly something wrong with your sense of priorities
3: Livin' on a fantasy: It's great to be on cloud 9, and bubbly and such... however, there comes a point where the dream world has to take a back seat to real life... as much as i'd love to play around and be with a SO for every waking second... i can't... i have other responsibilities, and i'm sure you do too... please don't mess up your own life because you think it'd be better for "us".
4: Shadiness/Lies: If you can't be honest with me, then you can't be with me. Simple as that...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: Drama Llama: If you have to bring up drama... especially high-school level bullshit, then please, leave me out of it.
2: BO... I am borrowing this from a friend, i know... but still... if you can't find the time to take a shower, there is clearly something wrong with your sense of priorities
3: Livin' on a fantasy: It's great to be on cloud 9, and bubbly and such... however, there comes a point where the dream world has to take a back seat to real life... as much as i'd love to play around and be with a SO for every waking second... i can't... i have other responsibilities, and i'm sure you do too... please don't mess up your own life because you think it'd be better for "us".
4: Shadiness/Lies: If you can't be honest with me, then you can't be with me. Simple as that...
10 Day Meme, Day 6
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: Without a doubt, i owe a ton to my friend Kat. She has been there for me through so much of my stupid, through all the blargh and angst, Through all the times i didn't listen to her. I <3 you for just being there.
2: I'm going to group my family into one... Parents and Sister.
3:
KeatontheBlackJackal Has been an amazing friend. It always makes my day when i get the chance to talk to her.
4: My housemates. They put up with my shenanigans, they put up with my dog and his shenanigans too, and they do so without complain. It's awesome that we'll be able to stay put next year too.. <3 you guys!
5: If i could fit them all in here i would... however, since i already know i'd go -way- past the tag limit... you guys and gals in the MSN chat... stay awesome :3
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: Without a doubt, i owe a ton to my friend Kat. She has been there for me through so much of my stupid, through all the blargh and angst, Through all the times i didn't listen to her. I <3 you for just being there.
2: I'm going to group my family into one... Parents and Sister.
3:
KeatontheBlackJackal Has been an amazing friend. It always makes my day when i get the chance to talk to her. 4: My housemates. They put up with my shenanigans, they put up with my dog and his shenanigans too, and they do so without complain. It's awesome that we'll be able to stay put next year too.. <3 you guys!
5: If i could fit them all in here i would... however, since i already know i'd go -way- past the tag limit... you guys and gals in the MSN chat... stay awesome :3
10 Days meme, Day 5
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I wish i hadn't gotten distracted while driving a few months ago. Getting a speeding ticket for 10 over hurt, a lot.
2: I wish i'd never met that crazy bitch. I shall not use names, because that would be shallow of me. I shall refer to her as that crazy bitch, much like i do in every day speech. She ruined 8 months of my life, she left me emotionally scarred to the point that my self-esteem was crushed for years, and left me feeling broken and hollow. I have since mostly recovered...
3: I wish i hadn't been showing off while snowboarding. I lost a semester of college because i couldn't keep my ego in check. I had to one up the guys in front of the girls. I ended up in the ER with a dislocated shoulder. That injury has never fully healed, and you'll see me flexing my right arm out from time to time. The joint gets stiff for no apparent reason, but the tension is painful.
4: I regret turning down the first opportunity i had to join the fandom. You guys have been amazing for the most part, and i can't believe i missed a good 4 months of making friends with you all... it was foolish, childish, and far too judgmental of me to turn down the introduction that i did.
5: I feel as if i didn't really get along with class throughout all my pre-college years. I always feel like i missed opportunities with my class, because all my friends were a year older than me. I dated older girls, i bummed rides to places where all the "mature" kids hung out, i went to senior prom as a junior. I feel like i really neglected my class. Senior year of high-school was awkward for me, because i felt like i didn't know anyone... which was really the case.
6: When my first shepherd died, i was too scared to go with her to the vet. I had had Cybil my entire life, she was smart, well behaved, and an amazing dog. I couldn't have asked for more. I feel like i may have let her down when my parents took her to the vet. She was dying from some type of cancer, and it was obvious she was in pain. I regret not being there for her at the end, and will probably hold that regret for the rest of my life.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I wish i hadn't gotten distracted while driving a few months ago. Getting a speeding ticket for 10 over hurt, a lot.
2: I wish i'd never met that crazy bitch. I shall not use names, because that would be shallow of me. I shall refer to her as that crazy bitch, much like i do in every day speech. She ruined 8 months of my life, she left me emotionally scarred to the point that my self-esteem was crushed for years, and left me feeling broken and hollow. I have since mostly recovered...
3: I wish i hadn't been showing off while snowboarding. I lost a semester of college because i couldn't keep my ego in check. I had to one up the guys in front of the girls. I ended up in the ER with a dislocated shoulder. That injury has never fully healed, and you'll see me flexing my right arm out from time to time. The joint gets stiff for no apparent reason, but the tension is painful.
4: I regret turning down the first opportunity i had to join the fandom. You guys have been amazing for the most part, and i can't believe i missed a good 4 months of making friends with you all... it was foolish, childish, and far too judgmental of me to turn down the introduction that i did.
5: I feel as if i didn't really get along with class throughout all my pre-college years. I always feel like i missed opportunities with my class, because all my friends were a year older than me. I dated older girls, i bummed rides to places where all the "mature" kids hung out, i went to senior prom as a junior. I feel like i really neglected my class. Senior year of high-school was awkward for me, because i felt like i didn't know anyone... which was really the case.
6: When my first shepherd died, i was too scared to go with her to the vet. I had had Cybil my entire life, she was smart, well behaved, and an amazing dog. I couldn't have asked for more. I feel like i may have let her down when my parents took her to the vet. She was dying from some type of cancer, and it was obvious she was in pain. I regret not being there for her at the end, and will probably hold that regret for the rest of my life.
10 Days meme, Day 4
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: This sucks now... but will be worth it later...
2: "i wonder how ___ is doing today" I worry about a couple of friends fairly often... I always feel like i should be there for them :B
3: I wonder what we're doing in class today? (almost every day)
4: Have I seen them before? I swear i have! (usually while out on a promo)
5:What would that look like under a microscope... (i said i was a bit of a science nerd)
6: On a scale of 1 to eating babies... would the eating babies be a good or a bad thing?
7: OhmygawdteethandpawsandtongueandOUCH... why am i looking up at the ceiling now? (i get a rather excited greeting whenever i leave my dog alone for a few hours or more... this is roughly how my thought-process goes in such circumstnaces)
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: This sucks now... but will be worth it later...
2: "i wonder how ___ is doing today" I worry about a couple of friends fairly often... I always feel like i should be there for them :B
3: I wonder what we're doing in class today? (almost every day)
4: Have I seen them before? I swear i have! (usually while out on a promo)
5:What would that look like under a microscope... (i said i was a bit of a science nerd)
6: On a scale of 1 to eating babies... would the eating babies be a good or a bad thing?
7: OhmygawdteethandpawsandtongueandOUCH... why am i looking up at the ceiling now? (i get a rather excited greeting whenever i leave my dog alone for a few hours or more... this is roughly how my thought-process goes in such circumstnaces)
10 Day Meme, Day 3
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I am a total sucker for adventures, and trying new things. If it sounds exciting, different, or fun, i will try it, and love you for the experience.
2: Intelligent conversation... I like having discussions about things that are deeper than the weather. If you actively engage me, doesn't matter if we agree or not, you've found yourself a friend at the very least.
3: I am horribly playful and flirty, i absolutely adore it when people return the fun/flirting.
4: More of a sucker than with adventures, romantic/friendly gestures, like paying me a surprise visit, a random call, or a nice e-mail. Little things like that totally make my day
5: I <3 hugs and cuddles... i don't think i need to say more about that ^_^
6: Hearing about other people's adventures is always fun. It seems to take a fair amount of courage to tell about ones escapades, and if you're willing to share, you've earned my respect, among other things :)
7: I try and do the whole shebang with the chivalry thing. Open doors for the lady, always offer to pay, offer my coat when it's cold out... all the little extra bits. If you put a little turnabout on that, it'll be both a pleasant surprise, and a surefire way to win me over
8: Be upfront. I can't stand people who try and hide everything, or scurry about "in shadows" so to speak. If you're upfront and honest, all is well.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I am a total sucker for adventures, and trying new things. If it sounds exciting, different, or fun, i will try it, and love you for the experience.
2: Intelligent conversation... I like having discussions about things that are deeper than the weather. If you actively engage me, doesn't matter if we agree or not, you've found yourself a friend at the very least.
3: I am horribly playful and flirty, i absolutely adore it when people return the fun/flirting.
4: More of a sucker than with adventures, romantic/friendly gestures, like paying me a surprise visit, a random call, or a nice e-mail. Little things like that totally make my day
5: I <3 hugs and cuddles... i don't think i need to say more about that ^_^
6: Hearing about other people's adventures is always fun. It seems to take a fair amount of courage to tell about ones escapades, and if you're willing to share, you've earned my respect, among other things :)
7: I try and do the whole shebang with the chivalry thing. Open doors for the lady, always offer to pay, offer my coat when it's cold out... all the little extra bits. If you put a little turnabout on that, it'll be both a pleasant surprise, and a surefire way to win me over
8: Be upfront. I can't stand people who try and hide everything, or scurry about "in shadows" so to speak. If you're upfront and honest, all is well.
10 Days meme, Day 2
Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I'm taller than most, and i really being that way.
2: I am terrified about my future: the idea of accidentally killing someone if i make a mistake has been haunting me lately. It's a lot of responsibility that i know will keep on my toes. That said, the insomnia this worry has been causing has been downright painful.
3: I like going on adventures. About once a month i try and go on one, even if it's just a few hour long trip to something odd or different near by.
4: I work 2 part time jobs, on top of going to class as a full time student. It's come close to breaking me, but i've managed to pull through so far.
5: I have taken jujitsu for a number of years. It is a very cathartic release for all of my major negative emotions.
6: My favorite music changes a lot... I listen to a little but of every that isn't country. There's something about country music that doesn't appeal to me, and i still haven't put my finger on it.
7: I have a monster of a german shepherd, Duke. I take better care of him than myself.
8: I go to the ends of the world for my close friends. If i can do something to help than out, then i do it.
9: Despite the surfer boy appearance, and the somewhat relaxed, go with the flow attitude. I'm actually quite the science nerd. I love science, and biology. S'why I'm a bio-chem major, specializing in pre-med.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: I'm taller than most, and i really being that way.
2: I am terrified about my future: the idea of accidentally killing someone if i make a mistake has been haunting me lately. It's a lot of responsibility that i know will keep on my toes. That said, the insomnia this worry has been causing has been downright painful.
3: I like going on adventures. About once a month i try and go on one, even if it's just a few hour long trip to something odd or different near by.
4: I work 2 part time jobs, on top of going to class as a full time student. It's come close to breaking me, but i've managed to pull through so far.
5: I have taken jujitsu for a number of years. It is a very cathartic release for all of my major negative emotions.
6: My favorite music changes a lot... I listen to a little but of every that isn't country. There's something about country music that doesn't appeal to me, and i still haven't put my finger on it.
7: I have a monster of a german shepherd, Duke. I take better care of him than myself.
8: I go to the ends of the world for my close friends. If i can do something to help than out, then i do it.
9: Despite the surfer boy appearance, and the somewhat relaxed, go with the flow attitude. I'm actually quite the science nerd. I love science, and biology. S'why I'm a bio-chem major, specializing in pre-med.
10 Day Meme, Day 1
Posted 15 years agoWith this seeming to be getting passed around, i felt it might be a fun little thing to do, who knows, maybe you'll learn something fun and or interesting about me?
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: Ever since i've met you, you've made every day a little brighter. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
2: It's amazing how much different things look from the outside... i can't believe i was ever enamored with you to begin with.
3: Heal up soon, we've got places to see and things to do... Sexy Blue needs your touch as well...
4: I miss hanging out with you, why are you always busy when i've got free time?!
5: I know you're reading this over my shoulder right now... but... You + Me + That Bush... What compelled you to do that?!
6: Twenty-Four
7: The Game is afoot! and you just lost... oh shi... i just lost too! D:
8: You have no idea how grateful i am for your offer. I'm hoping all is going well for you, and can't wait to see you again!
9: I just realized that i've never answered your question... I want the big spoon...
10: There is snow on the ground... we need to go boarding... like ASAP
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1: Ever since i've met you, you've made every day a little brighter. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
2: It's amazing how much different things look from the outside... i can't believe i was ever enamored with you to begin with.
3: Heal up soon, we've got places to see and things to do... Sexy Blue needs your touch as well...
4: I miss hanging out with you, why are you always busy when i've got free time?!
5: I know you're reading this over my shoulder right now... but... You + Me + That Bush... What compelled you to do that?!
6: Twenty-Four
7: The Game is afoot! and you just lost... oh shi... i just lost too! D:
8: You have no idea how grateful i am for your offer. I'm hoping all is going well for you, and can't wait to see you again!
9: I just realized that i've never answered your question... I want the big spoon...
10: There is snow on the ground... we need to go boarding... like ASAP
MFF Meme: Liskified!
Posted 15 years agoWhere are you staying?:
With
and 
What day are you getting there?:
Leaving Thursday afternoon, so should be there in the evening!
How long are you going?:
I believe we are heading home on Monday.
Who will you be with?:
A select group of friends, along with anyone i manage to gravitate on to me... It seems to happen a lot :P
What is your gender?:
Boy
How old are you?:
22
How tall are you?:
6'2"
What suits will you have?:
At one point i will be in a prohibition style gangster outfit... does that count?
Can I touch you?:
By all means, go ahead. If you feel the need to pounce me, give me a slight heads up though :3
Can I talk to you?:
Always, i'm a pretty open person, and i love being social... so ya, by all means, come say hi :3
Can I take pictures with you?
Um... sure?
Are you nice?:
I've been described as such... so i suspect it is true. :3
Can I stalk you?:
... "Can i just... ask.... why?!" (/tapewolf)
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
yes... yes you can. I will not complain in the slightest if you decide to start buying me drinks... :3
Can I hug or snuggle you?:
Hugs are always welcome, snuggles, i'd like to get to know you before that happens... though, it doesn't take much for me to allow snuggles X3...
Do you do trades?:
Only with friends...
Do you have an artist table?:
nope
Do you like parties?:
One of my jobs is to dress like a pirate and go to bars... HELL YES i do love me some parties!
What should I not do around you?:
uh... i'm pretty chill with just about anything... i'm very go with the flow... that said, if it's illegal, i'd rather not be a part of it.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?:
Shouting "LLLLLLLIIIIIIIISSSSSSSKKKKKKKKYYYYYYYYY!!!!!" tends to work...
Or text me... call me... poke me in the arm, wave frantically. Or clink a bottle of booze... especially captain... i swear, that stuff is like the bat-signal for me :P
With
and 
What day are you getting there?:
Leaving Thursday afternoon, so should be there in the evening!
How long are you going?:
I believe we are heading home on Monday.
Who will you be with?:
A select group of friends, along with anyone i manage to gravitate on to me... It seems to happen a lot :P
What is your gender?:
Boy
How old are you?:
22
How tall are you?:
6'2"
What suits will you have?:
At one point i will be in a prohibition style gangster outfit... does that count?
Can I touch you?:
By all means, go ahead. If you feel the need to pounce me, give me a slight heads up though :3
Can I talk to you?:
Always, i'm a pretty open person, and i love being social... so ya, by all means, come say hi :3
Can I take pictures with you?
Um... sure?
Are you nice?:
I've been described as such... so i suspect it is true. :3
Can I stalk you?:
... "Can i just... ask.... why?!" (/tapewolf)
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
yes... yes you can. I will not complain in the slightest if you decide to start buying me drinks... :3
Can I hug or snuggle you?:
Hugs are always welcome, snuggles, i'd like to get to know you before that happens... though, it doesn't take much for me to allow snuggles X3...
Do you do trades?:
Only with friends...
Do you have an artist table?:
nope
Do you like parties?:
One of my jobs is to dress like a pirate and go to bars... HELL YES i do love me some parties!
What should I not do around you?:
uh... i'm pretty chill with just about anything... i'm very go with the flow... that said, if it's illegal, i'd rather not be a part of it.
If I see you, how should I get your attention?:
Shouting "LLLLLLLIIIIIIIISSSSSSSKKKKKKKKYYYYYYYYY!!!!!" tends to work...
Or text me... call me... poke me in the arm, wave frantically. Or clink a bottle of booze... especially captain... i swear, that stuff is like the bat-signal for me :P
Sanity Restored
Posted 15 years agoToday i had epic adventures. It's been a good day and i plan on keeping it as such. Met up with some amazing friends, got to meet some amazing people, and save for the longest 45 minute train-ride known to man, things went amazing.
John Stuart's speech was difficult to hear from where we were, but then again. more than 200,000 people are a bit noisy. Better yet, having a comfortable place to relax, and sit down... it was great.
I trek back home later... but for now, i'm just going to enjoy the moment.
Stay classy, all!
*waves* Lisky
John Stuart's speech was difficult to hear from where we were, but then again. more than 200,000 people are a bit noisy. Better yet, having a comfortable place to relax, and sit down... it was great.
I trek back home later... but for now, i'm just going to enjoy the moment.
Stay classy, all!
*waves* Lisky
I <3 Boobs!
Posted 15 years agoIn honor of breast cancer awareness month... i feel i should spread the word around... that and the title of this journal entry is the text written across my new t-shirt...
SPREAD THE WORD, PROTECT THE BOOBS!
SPREAD THE WORD, PROTECT THE BOOBS!
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