SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER, ONLY AN HOUR LEFT, THEN I SHALL BE FREE AGAIN!

finally I will get some time to draw more porn *cough* I MEAN ART FOR MY FELLOW CHRISTIANS........Praise be.

-BD

I think I'm slowly losing it. This week is not going too well so far. Hopefully the rest of the week will dim down a bit but for now.....ouch.

I just learned how to use Ko-Fi. I just made an account with the half hour I had on my hands to spare. Thanx to my favorite Cousin  embriel for guiding me on how to make the account.
Ko-Fi is a place to support your (anything), sorta like twitch donations. I just thought It would be cool to have one, it may help with my stereotypical poor art student ass in college ;3.
You don't have to donate if you don't want to, you guys just being here is all the support I need, but it's there if you're interested. ;3

-BD

My commission page is finally up.

Just say "GET YOUR DAMN COMMISSION PAGE UP ALREADY, (add optional insult here)" Don't worry nothing offends me.

I NEED THE MOTIVATION, PLEASE

I'm heading home from school......today was all about art and I am so f**king tired. ;P

Hopefully when I get home I'll have some willpower in me so I can finish another drawing of Remadi I was drawing Earlier ;3

-BD




......sorry about the pointless journal entries btw, I just find this place more fun to comment on because my facebook is filled with a bunch of Normies. ;3

With Spring Break ending, it is time to go back to my normal school schedule and get back to cramming school work. It won't be too bad the first week back, but I'm sure the next week is gonna get worse, but hopefully school will be okay. I will still draw all the perverted shit I draw here, for sure, but it may take just a liiiiittle longer to get those drawings done and uploaded.

This week was just amazing for me, I loved that I have been lucky to have found myself with more of a following, I started uploading on e621, I got to meet a few new friendly people here, and I got 3 commissions this week, despite my lazy ass not making a goddamn commission page yet.

I am so happy to be here and hear from you guys, I know I may not reply to comments in my journals very often but I love seeing you all here with me.

Thanx for giving me more confidence in drawing more, and just saying hi. Feel free to send me a note, I'd love to hear from you guys, whether it's to say something nice, tell me about your day, or just to tell me to go fuck myself (preferably not that one lol).

Thanx for being here with me, I can't wait for you all to see more of the drawings I upload here.

Lucy, Remadi, Cherry, Shiny, Kammy, and Harley: *GROUP HUGS*

-BD

.......I wasn't prepared for this, I woke up to see that I reached the 100 Watcher mark, and the 1000 Favorite mark. I......I am just so honored to have so many nice people see the art I make. You all are the greatest. Thanx so much to everyone here with me. I love all of you. <3

-BD

After about a week of waiting for my approva to upload, I was finally able to pose a select few drawings of mine that I a proud of.

If you guys found me from that site yesterday, thanx so much, I'm so happy you're here with me here on FA now. I post all of my nsfw art here, and I probably will do the same for e621, except it will ONLY be my nsfw art. Thanx so much for being here, guys and girls. ;P

-BD

I woke up maybe 10 minutes ago, my friend messages me and says that someone drew me something, and I couldn't get on my computer faster. I look at my watched artists and......omg.....my close friend of mine  Rina_Martz drew Remadi for me.......and I cried on the spot. She made her look so cute and adorable, I could not believe how great she looked, not that I was surprised, Rina always makes great art.

Rina if you are seeing this, I cannot thank you enough. It may have been an art trade, but goddamn, it meant the world to me that you drew one of my characters, and my favorite one on top of that. I am having one of the best mornings in my life, this is just.....this is just so beautiful.

Go check Ms. Rina out at http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rinamartz
She makes amazing cartoon art of everyone's favorite pokemon, like Nidorina, Nidoqueen, Charizard (hehe), and Ivysaur.

Also, MOST IMPORTANTLY, go check out her drawing of Remadi she made for me at http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26960736/

Thanx again, Ms. Rina, and also, have a wonderful 21st birthday. I hope you have a great 21st year. ;P

-BD

You know, I never really took so much time to discover the amazing artists on this site. Today I have been looking through the art that very talented artists make, and I can't believe that I haven't found some of these guys till now. FA is filled to the brim with talent, and I was too stupid to realize it all this time. I am so happy how creative the furry community is, every picture, piece of writing, and song I see here are phenomenal. I'm so happy to be a part of this community, everyone here is so nice and fun to be around. You all are awesome. I can't wait to find more artists to get more motivation to draw as well as them, and maybe someday people may think the same for me, but that's not my goal yet, I just wanna improve as an artist, and the wonderful people on this site have my sincere gratitude for it. Thanx for being here with me, all of you guys and girls.

Me and all my characters: *big hugs and nuzzles*

-BD

This week was going so well, and then (of all things) ART classes destroyed it. Life Drawing is not very fun anymore because I hate drawing humans, and my digital art professer doesn't know what she's doing, she just resorts to youtube videos for guidance.......oh well. Class just ended, and I gotta come back with some sketches that are due on Thursday, and after that, SPRING BREAK. Hopefully the rest of the week will go well, I'm crossing my fingers.

-BD

If anybody can help me with the following situation, plz let me know im a comment on this Journal.

I have noticed that when I search for Pokémon characters I like on FA, I get a lot of.....mixed results. Then I got more specific with my searches and I got more of what I like seeing. So later down the road, I looked up “Reshiram” and I see a lot of good art, but then I realize.......my drawings are nowhere to be seen. I scroll through the drawings that’s appear and I finally see mine close to the end of the drawings FA found. I was wondering what could be causing this, and so I saw how people were tagging their drawings. From what I’ve seen, most artists or watchers tag heir posts with fewer tags than I put on mine, yet they seem to be more recommended than I do. Granted, their art is far better than mine, but idk if I’m tagging incorrectly, too much, or in a wrong order. Before, I had “nsfw” as my first tag for my pokephilia posts, and I’ve noticed that people don’t have that on their tags, so I got rid of it, and I saw no change. Idk, I kinda don’t fully understand how FA works. This is a great site, I’ve seen amazing talent from artists here, I’ve met many new friends, and it’s nice seeing artist enhance, but the way tags may or may not work for me is confusing. If anyone can help me, please let me know. I would really appreciate it. Thanx so much, guys and girls.

-BD

I have to wait for a week before I can upload on e621, idk if it will even benefit me in any way, but hopefully people will be able to see my "art" on other platforms. ;P

-BD

Hey guys, sorry about the pointless journal entry, but.....ugh, today I am just not feeling like myself. I feel like drawing, but at the same time I don't feel like drawing. Idk what's wrong with me but I can't seen to pick up my pencil today and just draw whatever perverted thing that comes to my head. I'm not depressed, I'm just........tired? Ehh, it'll probably blow over in the morning when I go to school, but for now, i think I'm just gonna take a very quick break from life ;P

-BD

I was just scrolling through my art like a narcissist to see the "improvements" I may or may not have made over the two months and 3 weeks I've been here, and I realized something.....

~OUT OF ALL THE NSFW DRAWINGS I HAVE MADE, 15/20 INVOLVE LUGIA IN SOME WAY~

It sucks that she isn't real, but oh well, I guess that's what art, roleplay, imagination, and vr chat is for ;P

*Big hugs*
-BD

Who do you guys like the most out of Lucy and her friends?

Lucy - Lugia http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26623590/
Remadi - Reshiram http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26634130/
Cherry - Charizard http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26641208/
Shiny - Shiny Lugia http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26685929/

Feel free to leave a comment on which one you like the most........sorry, i sound like a youtuber with a big ego saying that, but I just wondered what you guys and girls like, or in this case, who you guys and girls like.

Thanx everyone, *big hugs*

-BD

I can't believe how the responses I got from my recent posts of my RP characters, Lucy and Remadi. I'm so happy you guys like them as much as I do, I was so happy how they turned out on my pc. Thanx for the love....I'd say support but I honestly hate saying that phrase, too many youtubers say that and I think it has made me resist saying it. Thanx again

-BD

Lucy: Awwww you guys are so sweet to me. I'm so happy you love my new look

Remadi: *holds hand and lays you down with her* I-I was worried that I m-might have been asking for t-too much. *holds close* Am I squashing you, sweetie?

.................I just watched the Nintendo Direct today.....my wallet is crying with my soul........I have to contain myself tho....i'm in class.......FFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Lucy had been in a lot of my drawings so far, and yet I never really felt that she deserved her own character, as I have just been calling her Lugia as she didn't have an identity just yet. I gotta add something to her design that makes her stick out from other Cute Lugia Drawings here on FA. I was originally gonna have her wear a pokeball with her name on it attached to a necklace on her neck but one of my favoirte artists  Evovi already has that idea for her beautiful Lugia character, Yukia. I like the necklace idea but maybe I'll think of something else as time goes on. I really wanna make Lucy a staple in my page (wow BD, that sounded a little over the top), I really like her character (which is not very welly shown on drawings as it is in RP) and I would love to draw her more. Imma get to it very soon when school isn't taking over my life. *hugs*

-BD

OMG you guys are the best, I can't believe that people like my art and are happy to add it to their favorites. I know i say this a lot, but this means the world to me, you all are amazing. Thanks for giving me confidence on my (if there will be any) art career. You all mean so much to me and i can't thank you guys enough for it. I can't wait to make more art very soon. *Group hug*

-BD

I accidentally pressed the enter key, sorry for the pointless journal entry

This has been on my mind lately and I dont think its safe to just hide this question any longer. Do you guys like my pornographic art more than my sfw art?? If you do, thats totally fine, I dont have much of an issue drawing porn, its actually very fun for me, but i've noticed that my sfw art isnt really getting me anywhere, like, its just sorta there while my nsfw art gets a lot of attention. Please be honest with me, i won't be hurt or offended by any of your replies,

Do you prefer my nsfw art or my sfw art?

Again, i love making nsfw art from time to time, and I'm glad you all like it, but I've noticed that my sfw art is kinda getting overlooked by other artists that i see on the browsing page with porn. Just curious is all. To all of my watchers out there, thanx for still being here with me, it means a lot to me and I really appreciate you all.

Thanx again.

this may not be a very big goal, but it really means a lot to me since i'm just starting out here. 200 FAVOIRTES!!! THAT's CRAZY!!! I don't deserve all that praise lol. Thanx to all of the people that have liked my posts, and to my followers out there, I can't wait to upload more of my sh**ty art for you all to see. ;P

Guys, I apologize, I probably should not have expressed my emotions earlier about school. Today was just not my greatest day, and I just had to release some tension. Today is finally over, and tomorrow is another day, so lets hope that tomorrow will be better. Lets hope. ;P