I’m thinking about deleting my Twitter account and leave all servers I’m in on Discord. I’m sick of losing good friends. Whenever I bond with someone and they block me without saying a word, it just hurts so much.

I should possibly stop getting art. All I do is make people wait. My money keeps getting pushed back over and over. I’m just losing hope at this point. I can’t win raffles as some artist pick the most popular people for clout, I can’t buy commissions from some of my favorite artist as they’re going above $100 which is expensive, and some artist don’t accept requests as they’re either a full time artist or they just don’t like to draw for free. For now, I’ll just take what I have and take only fan/gift art.

This has to be the worst Christmas I’ve experienced. I needed a graphics card for my tower, but all I got was just clothes and few other gifts that I didn’t ask for. I received books when I don’t read. They know that I don’t read books, yet they still got me them. The fucked up part is that I got exactly what they wanted, but this is how they repay me? Fuck Christmas.