Changed my fursona for the heck of it, trying to stay more permanent with this one. I have art there too! I am making myself promise that I will not delete any of my artwork again, it's a waste of time

I'm here now  dociledingo

I am 21 now

and it's in Polish....
I suppose I am now learning to read Polski

I want adobe photoshop, or some sort of decent application to draw on with my tablet.
I've tried downloading photoshop a few times as it is, but I can't figure out how to get the damned things to download on my computer.....

Help?
Please?

Livin' up in the mountains with my momma, making more money than I was working at wendy's.
Nick has to go back to Boise though.... sad day. He'll hopfully find a job up here and then we could get a place together or somthing.
We will see
Kelevra loves it here!

Kelevra.
he just got fixed yesterday and the vet told me that he can't do any major walking or playing for like a week or something.
It's a ritual of ours to go to the dog park everyday for at least an hour, if not more. if i don't, he cries and whines at me.
now I can't take him to the dog park, He basically has to stay in the house for a week.....
AND HE IS DRIVING ME CRAZY
he is just sitting next to me crying, bored out of his mind, and they didn't give me any drugs that will knock him out, just some remedyl.
What should I do?

found a guy on omegle who is gay, so i am gay too
tons of fun

and it worries me
but it's gooooooodddddd
I had a party at my place, so much fun!
and now there is an after party that I'm at it
Thank you god for my life
I love everything about my life even it's turmoils

if anyone wants to know details, message me, but i don't expect messages, I just wanted to express myself


thank you

It makes me sad that the words "United states of America" doesn't make me think of anything pleasant, it doesn't create feelings of pride and happiness
It just makes me think of uneducated, uninformed, head up there ass "Rednecks"
not all people who claim to be "Redneck" are idiots I will admit that, but every time i see "America" on something it seems to be on some fat ass dirty slob's jacket, right underneath it saying "Git-er-done"

How can I respect that America?

My boyfriend is becoming more of a fur everyday ^^
He told me he was looking through some porn and wasn't finding anything interesting, until he found a video of this guy in a bear suit dancing around at a bachelorette party.
anyway, he takes off his pants but leaves the bear head and top on, the chicks start messin' with him.
he told me he found it really hot.
I laughed at him and told him he's becoming a furry

In other news, He's also getting sued.... I'm hoping it won't be too horrid.

I WENT SHOPPING!
I got a cat hat
I will take a picture of it
someday



and stuff

A puppy
THATS RIGHT!!
His name is Kelevra. He is an Greyhound/Wolfhound

I lubba him.
he is only 6 weeks old

I enjoy role playing in my head.....
and I was thinking of a scenario where my character on Fallout three yells out "No!" when his father dies....
do you know who's voice came to mind?
fucking Frodo's when he is screaming for Gandalf in the Peter Jackson films.
I think it was a very heart felt yell

mine is this Oust plug in thing i can't find anymore

It was like, either citrus or tropical something.
It reminds me of the first time i went to his house.... it was subtle and hard to place, but i loved it.
I'm wearing one of his shirts that was sitting in he box with the old plug in, and it smells like it..... it's fantastic, it makes me sad i have to take it off

I LIKE TO PLAY! OBRIVERON! I IS KHAJIIT!
do you know what would be fun?!?!!?
LISTING ALL THE ARTISTS THAT I THINK IS SMEXY!

Living costs money TT_TT
i have so many things I have to pay for.
Rent
Insurance
License reinstatement fee
Gas
Truck water pump
Drug classes
Phone bill
Parking

I know, doesn't seem like much... but i just got back from vacation and I don't make a lot of money, neither does my boyo.
we'll figure it out eventually I suppose
I'm just going to have to live off of ramen for a while lol

I feel good!
drove all day to Libby montana! now i'm here and i'm drunk and i'm stoned

so good...
going to cuddle with my boyfriend

ok, so Nick got paid and we got the cat fixed, so we decide to go out. I went ahead and got tickets for District 9, and I got all prettied up.

So we go to a store called Eyes of the World and I got this awesome bag that i will post a picture of later and my boy got a new promise ring (very nice also).

afterward we went to P.F. Chang's. we show up and ask for a table for two, and the hostess said we would have to wait 30 to 40 minutes, we couldn't do that cuz the movie was in another hour fifteen- twenty minutes away. so she then gave us the option at sitting at the bar. we gladly took it.
Bartender asked for our ID's and I pulled the "I don't have it, I'm not going to be drinking" card. he was fine with it
got the dinner for two
AMAZING FOOD OMG OMG OMG! nick ate some really hot peppers and started sweating up a storm.
by the end of the meal we through out are card, still having plenty of time to get to the movie.
they run the card
Declined
they run it again
Declined
they run mine
Declined....
they call the manager. I'm worried as hell, I mean I already bought the tickets, and it's not like I was throwing out crap cards on purpose, surprisingly I wanted to pay. the wait staff was great and the food was divine.
the manager comes over. a bigger woman, but in alllll the right places. she had fantastic skin and blue eyes, amazing smile
huge well shaped tits with a nice V cut shirt
she says "this happens sometimes, out system glitches on cards."
She tells us she'll cover it.
wait... what?
she'll cover it.
I tell them to run the card one more time, because i still feel bad.
Doesn't work still, so we let her cover it.
I am going back there and giving her and our waiter a $20 tip.

The movie was great, I so wanna be a Prawn. I plan on buying the movie.
came home found some guys i knew with beer, so we party and rave in our strobe light to daft punk until 2am.
woke up feeling good... cleaned up my apartment. sent the boys on there way.


Cliffs
-Cat happy and fixed
-Awesome bag awesome ring from Eyes of the World
-Amazing dinner at PF Chang's
-Card declined
-Manager of PF Chang's covers bill
-District 9 ROCKS
-Drinking and partying the night away ROCKS
-Slept like a baby
-No hang over in the morning
-Happy Becky is Happy

Everything is cool with me and my love....
I was just upset and didn't have him around to cuddle with.... he works a lot (for my love)
Had amazing sex, and I'm satisfied, and he's satisfied

so yeah

I don't think my boyfriend has much interest in me any more....
Sex isn't the same...It's not as good as it used to be...
I don't know what to do...last time we had sex we went at it for 45 mins and he couldn't orgasm
I was going to get my hair professionally dyed today for free.... but i blatantly missed the appointment.... i went out with some people last night and drank till 3am

I would have given up that night of drinking for my hair appointment.
I thought that maybe if i change the color of my hair my boy would take more interest...
I'm really sad right now...

Failure... is coming on to me.
her tail is all cocked to the side and down ass in the air, i scratch her leg and she trembles and goes crazy...
What should i do for a short term resolution sense i don't have money to fix her yet.
Do I
A: keep yelling at her for meowing and get upset
B:put a pencil or other long thin thing in her to see if it'll shut her up for a few seconds
or C: light her on fire

FUCKING FINALLY PEOPLE!

I like the Dixie Chicks......
does that make me a bad person?

I thought I hated country.... but I REALLY like them.

MARYLIN MANSON
IS COMING
TO BOISE!!!!!
RIGHT DOWN THE FUCKING STREET FROM WHERE I LIVE!
I thought he was banned from boise!
I guess not!!!
OMFG KILL PUPPIES!