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Posted 12 years agohey sorry I haven't been on but I went through a rough patch. This site just has too many sad memories for me so I have to stop coming on. Well wish you guys the best and maybe one day you'll hear from me again. I just hate who I am and I pretty much hate world there's never anything good coming out of it.
SO LONG AND FOR ALL THE FISH!!!<3
SO LONG AND FOR ALL THE FISH!!!<3
Mixed emotions rant totally unimportant
Posted 12 years agoSo anyways my little world decided to exploded and quickly imploded. First was already to pull my hair out because of stupid family problems. So I decided to go see one of my favorite persons to find he was mad/upset/shutting down about something I did and didn't realized I did it. So we fought in a way he wouldn't I'd lose a gasket but then I was like give him space and let him call me when he's ready to talk. I was doing completely fine finding things I need to do until someone decided to remind. Then after doing almost everything I took a nap to wake up irritated so I watched some TV. Girl Code on, it made me feel better until someone decided to call wanting to talk about my problems so I cried for a few minutes then become numb. But so these people who are like trying to help me went and bought me cupcakes and ice cream which I needed. But then I get call from the person I'm fighting with in the middle of the night which had done the night before. So he was like I'm sorry but I was like I rather talked to you after you got some sleep. The next day comes I feel better so I sent him an email with a list of things on want to work. But he never called so I tried calling like 4 time that day like every few hours I would try even though I said I wasn't. And like he didn't answer and I was like you said you were sorry and wanted to work things out. And the last time I called he answered and said he was and he would call me back later. I felt like a bitch for getting pissed off but I was like do I still love him after all of this, I mean I seriously thought if I saw he I'd beat the shit out of him but like a small part of me wants to make things work and I got all confused. So I called a close friend to talk about it she gave some good advice which lead me to believe yeah I want to work it out but I'm still pissed off. So like four hours later I'm cooking dinner and he calls all sad saying he didn't want to lose me too. Because like his "best friend" is moving away soon and blah blah blah etc. After dinner the people who are trying to help are wanting to talk to me about this best friend person well one of them was then the other person over heard and was is this what it's all about another peron. And I was like no and so both peoples was trying give me advice and pick my brain. I got overly loaded and freaked out and like one of them got mad I said I was sorry to the other. I tried explain why I freak out but they thought knew exactly why and was just coming with stupid reasons which I wasn't. so it got today and he was supposed to call but he hasn't so I went from forgiving him to I'm pissed off at him an like I mad at the other peoples. So my life is going to hell in a hand basket. Sorry I'm on delay for artwork.
love meme
Posted 12 years ago1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Yes, I believe that being ugly is a choice if you do simple things to make yourself look nice is whats important. Simple thing like brushing you hair, wearing clothes that fit, brushing you teeth, deodorant, and so on. Some are born with jaw dropping beauty but the rest of us aren't so lucky but we can still be attractive if we try.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Some times, some relationship i regret but there,s special ones that are worth it.
3. Are you a virgin?
no...
4. Are you in a relationship?
Yes with some one i love dearly.
5. Are you in love?
Very much.
6. Are you single this year?
No
7. Can you commit to one person?
Yes.
8. Describe your crush.
Silly, geeky, sexy, and amazing.
9. Describe your perfect mate.
Some one who stands by me even when i freak out. Their imperfection make them perfect to me.
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No not really. I think my love might think so.
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Yes, but to someone very special.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
I'm not sure its hard to do that.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
Yes, i get really jealous of someone in particular. Its really stupid that i am but i worry allot about being good enough.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yep
15. Do you have any piercings?
No i use to.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope
17. Do you like kissing in public?
Its okay. I'd rather be alone.
20. Do you shower every day?
of course
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yes, i hope they do.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
depends on who that someone is.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes, I'm not a whore.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Maybe but you know I can't see the future
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Already am
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes and all of them have left me except for one.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Poems
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Its complicated. A few times i met someone while i was in a relationship but would tell the person i was dating. And once out of jealous and angry
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Yes, my boobs and my ass.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
too many times.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
i dunno
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yes
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Yes
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yes
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yes.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Probably
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yes<3
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
David tennet, Hugh Jackman
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Not really they suck so i stopped trying.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Do blow jobs count.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
Not long most likely
43. How long was your longest relationship?
A year and still counting. that is if you mean without any breaks
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
too many and i don't want to go there
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
I don't f-ing kno
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
Ummmmmmmmmmm.... More than five time maybe depending on your definition of having sex.
47. How old are you?
the world will never know
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
nothing
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
Everything. ummm.... the way he makes me feel safe
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
No i'd kill him before he kills/rapes.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes..
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on?
Yes a few
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
i dunno
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
yes.
55. Share a relationship story.
once upon a time... i'm not telling you... the end
56. State 8 facts about your body
1. I'm skinny.
2. I'm a fake blonde
3. I have blue eyes.
4. I have pale skin.
5. I have weak ankles.
6. i'm covered with bruises.
7. I am not consider sexy by society.
8. I have small boobs -sigh-.
57. Things you want to say to an ex.
no just no
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
1. Have a good sense of humor.
2. Be nerdy with me.
3. Pale skin and black hair would get you notice.
4. food i guess
5. make me trust you
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
no thanks
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
Three yrs tops i think
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
personality.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
ummmm he knows
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Sex is the act of mating or just a good time it doesn't mean much to me. but making love on the other hand is so much more
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Seeing/flirting/showing bits/kissing/anything sexual to another than who you are with.
65. What is your favorite foreplay routine?
-blush- his touch
66. What is your favorite roleplay?
ummm like sexy time or like ppl online kind of thing
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Being together
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Bi
69. What turns you off?
stupid things
70. What turns you on?
Him in general.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
can't tell
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
sweet things, moaning
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
i have to think about that
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Hair black hair.
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Not given me a gift on Valentine's day. given me their virginity
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
idk
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
depends on the creepyness
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
its a secert
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
I can't say
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
not too long ago
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
1. Lars
2. Hugh Jackman
3. Robert Downey Jr
4. david tennet
5.
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
my dog
83. Who was your first kiss with?
i can't remember.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
Because they were a rebound.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
been there done that it just ends up bad
86. What's your favorite love song?
500 miles by the proclaimers
87. What's your favorite romance movie?
ps i love you
88. What's your favorite romance novel?
The time travelers wife
89. What's something you dislike about your partner?
he pushes me away when he's upset
90. If you could date anyone who would it be?
my love
91. Do you regret being with your ex's?
Yes!!! two esspecially
92. Have you ever dumped anyone?
yes
93. Have you ever been dumped?
yes....
94. Have you ever changed for someone?
yes
95. How is your relationship with your ex?
ummmm one of them is my best friend and i honestly don't if the rest are alive
96. Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
No.
97. What's the most important part of a relationship?
Love and Trust. the right person
98. Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious i guess
99. When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
i don't know its complicated
100. Would you marry your current boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes. <3 <3 <3
Yes, I believe that being ugly is a choice if you do simple things to make yourself look nice is whats important. Simple thing like brushing you hair, wearing clothes that fit, brushing you teeth, deodorant, and so on. Some are born with jaw dropping beauty but the rest of us aren't so lucky but we can still be attractive if we try.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
Some times, some relationship i regret but there,s special ones that are worth it.
3. Are you a virgin?
no...
4. Are you in a relationship?
Yes with some one i love dearly.
5. Are you in love?
Very much.
6. Are you single this year?
No
7. Can you commit to one person?
Yes.
8. Describe your crush.
Silly, geeky, sexy, and amazing.
9. Describe your perfect mate.
Some one who stands by me even when i freak out. Their imperfection make them perfect to me.
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No not really. I think my love might think so.
11. Do you ever want to get married?
Yes, but to someone very special.
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
I'm not sure its hard to do that.
13. Do you get jealous easily?
Yes, i get really jealous of someone in particular. Its really stupid that i am but i worry allot about being good enough.
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yep
15. Do you have any piercings?
No i use to.
16. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope
17. Do you like kissing in public?
Its okay. I'd rather be alone.
20. Do you shower every day?
of course
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yes, i hope they do.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
depends on who that someone is.
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes, I'm not a whore.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Maybe but you know I can't see the future
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Already am
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes and all of them have left me except for one.
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
Poems
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Its complicated. A few times i met someone while i was in a relationship but would tell the person i was dating. And once out of jealous and angry
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Yes, my boobs and my ass.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
too many times.
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
i dunno
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
Yes
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Yes
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yes
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
Yes.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Probably
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yes<3
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
David tennet, Hugh Jackman
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Not really they suck so i stopped trying.
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
Do blow jobs count.
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
Not long most likely
43. How long was your longest relationship?
A year and still counting. that is if you mean without any breaks
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
too many and i don't want to go there
45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
I don't f-ing kno
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
Ummmmmmmmmmm.... More than five time maybe depending on your definition of having sex.
47. How old are you?
the world will never know
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
nothing
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
Everything. ummm.... the way he makes me feel safe
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
No i'd kill him before he kills/rapes.
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes..
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on?
Yes a few
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
i dunno
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
yes.
55. Share a relationship story.
once upon a time... i'm not telling you... the end
56. State 8 facts about your body
1. I'm skinny.
2. I'm a fake blonde
3. I have blue eyes.
4. I have pale skin.
5. I have weak ankles.
6. i'm covered with bruises.
7. I am not consider sexy by society.
8. I have small boobs -sigh-.
57. Things you want to say to an ex.
no just no
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
1. Have a good sense of humor.
2. Be nerdy with me.
3. Pale skin and black hair would get you notice.
4. food i guess
5. make me trust you
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
no thanks
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
Three yrs tops i think
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
personality.
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
ummmm he knows
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Sex is the act of mating or just a good time it doesn't mean much to me. but making love on the other hand is so much more
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Seeing/flirting/showing bits/kissing/anything sexual to another than who you are with.
65. What is your favorite foreplay routine?
-blush- his touch
66. What is your favorite roleplay?
ummm like sexy time or like ppl online kind of thing
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Being together
68. What is your sexual orientation?
Bi
69. What turns you off?
stupid things
70. What turns you on?
Him in general.
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
can't tell
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
sweet things, moaning
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
i have to think about that
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Hair black hair.
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
Not given me a gift on Valentine's day. given me their virginity
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
idk
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
depends on the creepyness
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
its a secert
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
I can't say
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
not too long ago
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
1. Lars
2. Hugh Jackman
3. Robert Downey Jr
4. david tennet
5.
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
my dog
83. Who was your first kiss with?
i can't remember.
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
Because they were a rebound.
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
been there done that it just ends up bad
86. What's your favorite love song?
500 miles by the proclaimers
87. What's your favorite romance movie?
ps i love you
88. What's your favorite romance novel?
The time travelers wife
89. What's something you dislike about your partner?
he pushes me away when he's upset
90. If you could date anyone who would it be?
my love
91. Do you regret being with your ex's?
Yes!!! two esspecially
92. Have you ever dumped anyone?
yes
93. Have you ever been dumped?
yes....
94. Have you ever changed for someone?
yes
95. How is your relationship with your ex?
ummmm one of them is my best friend and i honestly don't if the rest are alive
96. Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
No.
97. What's the most important part of a relationship?
Love and Trust. the right person
98. Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious i guess
99. When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
i don't know its complicated
100. Would you marry your current boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes. <3 <3 <3
