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Posted 16 years agoOkay okay okay,so I was gone for.....eight? months. I couldn't log in or nuthin so I gave up and then I retried on a whim and it worked so I'm back. I'm also starting college,desperately trying to find a job,and going out of my mind with worry and stress. So yeah.....I'll prolly be gone or at least not very active for te next eight months too.
chaio!
~Silva
chaio!
~Silva
100 Truths
Posted 17 years ago100 TRUTHS:
001. Name - Natalie
002. Nickname – Natty Bratty,Silva, The Jashinist Bitch,and tings even I don't care to repeat in public
003. Status - Single and DOES NOT WANT
004. Zodiac sign - Pisces
005. Male or female - Female
006. Elementary - Yes
007. High School - Almost- half a credit to go
008. College – getting there
009. Smart – very
010. Hair color – Blond
011. Long or short – Long
012. Loud or Quiet - Loud,definitely
013. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans,every time.
014. Phone or Camera – Camera Phone XD
015. Health freak – No way
016. Drink or Smoke? – drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? – ......I plead the fifth.
018. Eating or Drinking - eating
019. Piercings – both ears,only once,and planning on bellybutton once I'm older
020. Tattoos – Nope,but one day....
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing – ears,age ten.
024. First best friend - Jacob,first REAL best friend Sam Jaber
025. First award – getting transferred to the "smart schools" immediately following kindergarten and honor roll first grade
026. First crush – Preschool,Jacob Lecter
027. First pet - dog
028. First big vacation – Month-long trip through France,Switzerland,and in Italy
030. First big birthday – Around five or six,when we reserved a hotel for a pool party
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating - No
050. Drinking - water
052. I'm about to – cruise Fanfiction.net until mom comes home and puts me to work getting the house ready for Thanksgiving
053. Listening to – nonsense on the TV
054. Plans for today – be on the computer as muc as possible and care for my Tomagachi that I just got today
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? – Yes, some day
059. Want to get married? – HELL yes
060. Careers – Writing would be nice....
WHICH IS BETTER FOR A BOY/GIRLFRIEND?
068. Lips or eyes - eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? – taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous – both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms –both plz! I shall drool!
074. Sensitive or loud – Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship - Relationships definitely
077. Troublemaker or hesitant - Troublemaker sounds fun
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts – yes
081. Ran away from home – yep
084. Broken someone's heart – yes, several
085. Been arrested – yes......
087. Cried when someone died - shit,of course!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself - Yeah
090. Miracles - define "miracle" for me
091. Love at first sight – Yes
092. Heaven – yeah
093. Santa Claus – no
094. Sex on the first date - No
095. Kiss on the first date - Sure
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - FUCK YES!!!
098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - For the most part
099. Do you believe in God – Ya,but he's got the WEIRDEST sense of humor.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag - anyone who gives a shit to read my journals and ain't Brandi,whom I was tagged by to do this.
001. Name - Natalie
002. Nickname – Natty Bratty,Silva, The Jashinist Bitch,and tings even I don't care to repeat in public
003. Status - Single and DOES NOT WANT
004. Zodiac sign - Pisces
005. Male or female - Female
006. Elementary - Yes
007. High School - Almost- half a credit to go
008. College – getting there
009. Smart – very
010. Hair color – Blond
011. Long or short – Long
012. Loud or Quiet - Loud,definitely
013. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans,every time.
014. Phone or Camera – Camera Phone XD
015. Health freak – No way
016. Drink or Smoke? – drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? – ......I plead the fifth.
018. Eating or Drinking - eating
019. Piercings – both ears,only once,and planning on bellybutton once I'm older
020. Tattoos – Nope,but one day....
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing – ears,age ten.
024. First best friend - Jacob,first REAL best friend Sam Jaber
025. First award – getting transferred to the "smart schools" immediately following kindergarten and honor roll first grade
026. First crush – Preschool,Jacob Lecter
027. First pet - dog
028. First big vacation – Month-long trip through France,Switzerland,and in Italy
030. First big birthday – Around five or six,when we reserved a hotel for a pool party
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating - No
050. Drinking - water
052. I'm about to – cruise Fanfiction.net until mom comes home and puts me to work getting the house ready for Thanksgiving
053. Listening to – nonsense on the TV
054. Plans for today – be on the computer as muc as possible and care for my Tomagachi that I just got today
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? – Yes, some day
059. Want to get married? – HELL yes
060. Careers – Writing would be nice....
WHICH IS BETTER FOR A BOY/GIRLFRIEND?
068. Lips or eyes - eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? – taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous – both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms –both plz! I shall drool!
074. Sensitive or loud – Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship - Relationships definitely
077. Troublemaker or hesitant - Troublemaker sounds fun
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts – yes
081. Ran away from home – yep
084. Broken someone's heart – yes, several
085. Been arrested – yes......
087. Cried when someone died - shit,of course!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself - Yeah
090. Miracles - define "miracle" for me
091. Love at first sight – Yes
092. Heaven – yeah
093. Santa Claus – no
094. Sex on the first date - No
095. Kiss on the first date - Sure
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - FUCK YES!!!
098. Are you really happy with where you are in life? - For the most part
099. Do you believe in God – Ya,but he's got the WEIRDEST sense of humor.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag - anyone who gives a shit to read my journals and ain't Brandi,whom I was tagged by to do this.
The Girly-Girl quiz (o gee,wonder how I'll do...)
Posted 17 years ago[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops(if I bother wearing shoes at all- typically I go barefoot. I only wear flipflops because mom screeches about me getting glass in my feet.)
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies (Nope! After they got beheaded I decided dragons were more my style. )
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple (purple was at one time,but now it's Black...or Blood Red)
[x] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop(....what and where the hell is this "hollister"?)
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job(yep,and it was hell. Don't get one if you don't have to,people! Seriously, listen to me! Don't get a job if it's not nessecary- it IS hell and you WILL become miserable!!)
TOTAL: 3
[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends(Don't go to th'mall- I got a really lousy sense of direction and my parents are terrified I'll get lost and never return)
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap
TOTAL: Still 3
[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet(I like me,and if YOU don't like me ya kin go between an' stay there!)
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.(feh,I fuckin' WISH!)
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels
TOTAL: STILL 3
[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have girls do my hair(Brings back childhood memories of when our beloved next door neighbor babysat me and gave me like....a million braids. I love anyone messing with or doing stuff with my hair,actually)
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces(One of 'em,anyway....consists of a men's swim trunks and an althetic swimwear top because that's the only thing that can keep my massive tits in the suit)
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours(Psssh,I can do that myself,what the fuck I need a man or anybody else t'do it fer?!)
TOTAL: 5
[ ] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I don't do sports.(Only becuase I got banned for dirty fighting and playing while injured- got blood ALL over the gym...*embarrassed chuckle*)
[x] I HATE to run(Again,the huge tits never stay in place,they're always popping out and up when I run- sometimes they hit me in the chin and it HURTS....*rubs chin unhappily*
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack(*shudders* WAY too sugary sweet fer me.)
[x] I love romance novels(Don't gimme that look- when I'm bored enough,ANY book looks like nirvana to ME)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute
TOTAL: 8
[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house(Ha! Ten minutes at most- two if I'm in a hurry!)
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match(What is this "matching" of which you speak? *wearing loose blue men's tee and dark green baggy camo pants,all with a black hoodie thrown over it*)
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day(not until winter. Then,however,I'm breakin' out the Carmex. Playing trumpet wreaks HELL on the lips in winter- your lips dry out so bad they crack and bleed horribly. Can't eat anything even faintly citrus or it burns like fuck. *grumbles,because I love tea with lemon and cracked lips makes drinkin that like impossible*)
[ ] I wish I were a model
TOTAL: Still 8
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton(....please Hades no. Unless I'm allowed to take a sythe's sharp edge and introduce it to her throat....)
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music(No way! COUNTRY RULES,PEOPLE!!)
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful (what? They ARE. Dangerous, strong,and at least twice or three times a human's size,but beautiful all the same. Actually, that might be WHY they're beautiful....)
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable(I owned the most vicious cat on the planet and I've still got the scars,but I loved her. And after her,ALL cats seem even-tempered and adorable to me.)
TOTAL: 10
[ ] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii(been there once,would kill to have enough money to go back. The food made me fall head-over-heels in love!)
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!(*glares**is someone who has NEVER received either a valentine OR flower for Valentine's day since second grade,when it was required by all students*)
[ ] white is better than black(Fuck no!! Aizen Souske wears white! So do his arrancars! WHITE IS EVIL!!!)
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black(no,I'd be caught LIVING in all black >3)
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes(....my aunt's, yea,but not mine.....)
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines
TOTAL: 11
[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[x] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long(Hell yea! After a long,hard day of kickin' ass,I like to relax and let the heat ease my muscles! Besides,gotta soak in the scented bubbles or somebody'd notice the stenc of blood and sweat that hangs around me continually when I'm not fresh from a bath)
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids(I tolerate them,but don't like to deal with them for long periods. I dread the day I have my own brood)
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds
TOTAL: 12
[ ] I check my myspace everyday.(Abandoned mine. Nyah!*sticks out tongue*)
[x] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewelry!(not yet,but when the day comes I'll INHERIT at least two generations worth of very,very old and equally valuble jewelry...)
[x] my screen name(s) have x's in them(can't spell "expelled" without the 'x')
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed(my bed is literally my mom's couch while she uses my room as a storage space. Where would I have space for two pillows,let alone three or more?)
GRAND TOTAL: 14% Muahahahaha >3 I shall forever be a tomboy. BOW BEFORE THE TOMBOYS!! WE ARE GROWING IN BOTH STRENGTH AND NUMBER,AND ONE DAY WE WILL RISE UP AND WIPE THE SCOURGE OF THE PREPS FROM THE EARTH! FEAR THE DAY OF COMING,YOU PINK-OBSESSED BITCHES,FOR IT WILL COME AND YOU WILL MEET YOUR MAKER IN HELL!! *gets knocked out by Brandi,a fellow tomboy* (Brandi)Ignore her,please. *tosses brick she brained me with and starts dragging me off* (me)Grrugh.... didja hafta hit so HARD?(Brandi)*hisses in my ear as she drags me off out of sight*I keep telling you,it will be a SURPRISE attack on the preps. What part of not letting them find out about the plan do you not understand?!*we disappear from sight*
[x] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops(if I bother wearing shoes at all- typically I go barefoot. I only wear flipflops because mom screeches about me getting glass in my feet.)
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies (Nope! After they got beheaded I decided dragons were more my style. )
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple (purple was at one time,but now it's Black...or Blood Red)
[x] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop(....what and where the hell is this "hollister"?)
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job(yep,and it was hell. Don't get one if you don't have to,people! Seriously, listen to me! Don't get a job if it's not nessecary- it IS hell and you WILL become miserable!!)
TOTAL: 3
[ ] my hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends(Don't go to th'mall- I got a really lousy sense of direction and my parents are terrified I'll get lost and never return)
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap
TOTAL: Still 3
[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet(I like me,and if YOU don't like me ya kin go between an' stay there!)
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.(feh,I fuckin' WISH!)
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels
TOTAL: STILL 3
[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have girls do my hair(Brings back childhood memories of when our beloved next door neighbor babysat me and gave me like....a million braids. I love anyone messing with or doing stuff with my hair,actually)
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[ ] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces(One of 'em,anyway....consists of a men's swim trunks and an althetic swimwear top because that's the only thing that can keep my massive tits in the suit)
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours(Psssh,I can do that myself,what the fuck I need a man or anybody else t'do it fer?!)
TOTAL: 5
[ ] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[x] I don't do sports.(Only becuase I got banned for dirty fighting and playing while injured- got blood ALL over the gym...*embarrassed chuckle*)
[x] I HATE to run(Again,the huge tits never stay in place,they're always popping out and up when I run- sometimes they hit me in the chin and it HURTS....*rubs chin unhappily*
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack(*shudders* WAY too sugary sweet fer me.)
[x] I love romance novels(Don't gimme that look- when I'm bored enough,ANY book looks like nirvana to ME)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute
TOTAL: 8
[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house(Ha! Ten minutes at most- two if I'm in a hurry!)
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match(What is this "matching" of which you speak? *wearing loose blue men's tee and dark green baggy camo pants,all with a black hoodie thrown over it*)
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day(not until winter. Then,however,I'm breakin' out the Carmex. Playing trumpet wreaks HELL on the lips in winter- your lips dry out so bad they crack and bleed horribly. Can't eat anything even faintly citrus or it burns like fuck. *grumbles,because I love tea with lemon and cracked lips makes drinkin that like impossible*)
[ ] I wish I were a model
TOTAL: Still 8
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton(....please Hades no. Unless I'm allowed to take a sythe's sharp edge and introduce it to her throat....)
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music(No way! COUNTRY RULES,PEOPLE!!)
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] horses are beautiful (what? They ARE. Dangerous, strong,and at least twice or three times a human's size,but beautiful all the same. Actually, that might be WHY they're beautiful....)
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable(I owned the most vicious cat on the planet and I've still got the scars,but I loved her. And after her,ALL cats seem even-tempered and adorable to me.)
TOTAL: 10
[ ] I write my own music
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii(been there once,would kill to have enough money to go back. The food made me fall head-over-heels in love!)
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!(*glares**is someone who has NEVER received either a valentine OR flower for Valentine's day since second grade,when it was required by all students*)
[ ] white is better than black(Fuck no!! Aizen Souske wears white! So do his arrancars! WHITE IS EVIL!!!)
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black(no,I'd be caught LIVING in all black >3)
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes(....my aunt's, yea,but not mine.....)
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] I love to read magazines
TOTAL: 11
[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[x] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long(Hell yea! After a long,hard day of kickin' ass,I like to relax and let the heat ease my muscles! Besides,gotta soak in the scented bubbles or somebody'd notice the stenc of blood and sweat that hangs around me continually when I'm not fresh from a bath)
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids(I tolerate them,but don't like to deal with them for long periods. I dread the day I have my own brood)
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds
TOTAL: 12
[ ] I check my myspace everyday.(Abandoned mine. Nyah!*sticks out tongue*)
[x] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewelry!(not yet,but when the day comes I'll INHERIT at least two generations worth of very,very old and equally valuble jewelry...)
[x] my screen name(s) have x's in them(can't spell "expelled" without the 'x')
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]I have more than 3 pillows on my bed(my bed is literally my mom's couch while she uses my room as a storage space. Where would I have space for two pillows,let alone three or more?)
GRAND TOTAL: 14% Muahahahaha >3 I shall forever be a tomboy. BOW BEFORE THE TOMBOYS!! WE ARE GROWING IN BOTH STRENGTH AND NUMBER,AND ONE DAY WE WILL RISE UP AND WIPE THE SCOURGE OF THE PREPS FROM THE EARTH! FEAR THE DAY OF COMING,YOU PINK-OBSESSED BITCHES,FOR IT WILL COME AND YOU WILL MEET YOUR MAKER IN HELL!! *gets knocked out by Brandi,a fellow tomboy* (Brandi)Ignore her,please. *tosses brick she brained me with and starts dragging me off* (me)Grrugh.... didja hafta hit so HARD?(Brandi)*hisses in my ear as she drags me off out of sight*I keep telling you,it will be a SURPRISE attack on the preps. What part of not letting them find out about the plan do you not understand?!*we disappear from sight*
Random Update
Posted 17 years agoOkay,I know nobody knows me yet or reads my journal, but I'm updating anyways. I have a bunch of stories and stuff I can put up and I will start getting them on the computer shortly. Wether you care or not. I plan on somehow getting a FRICKIN SCANNER in the next three months or however long it takes me to get that much money (I need a JOB T_T) so y'all can see my pathetic attempts at drawing,including my anthros,few though they be. And then I will be able to introduce you to my Dracons,a species I created under the name Draconians. Draconians is obviously a name used before,but my version of them came entirely from MY MIND AND NO PART OF IT WAS STOLEN!! If someone has a species with some similar traits,I don't know about it. I've been accused os character stealing recently and I'm now stressing on ALL sites I post work on that I NEVER STEAL CHARACTERS. I may temporarily borrow them for a story,but only ever with the permission of the person who came up with the charater. I AM NO CHARACTER OR ART THIEF!!!! But back on subject,I can get thier written workup on here shortly. So if anybody even bothers to look at my page or read this journal,be assured I will startposting more work on here soon. Later.
~Silva
~Silva
Beautiful
Posted 17 years agoHey. I'm new here,I typically go by Silva,and I'm here so I have places to freely express myself,and backups in case one of those gets shut down. If I can't get things out of my system,bad things will happen. The scars on my back and legs will tell you so. So will my stay at "wham wham" as my mother affectionately calls the psychiatric treatment center that pronounced me sane after two days of observation. Whatever. I'll probably only be posting writing works on here for a long while until I can get a scanner or at least a digital camera. Check out my stuff if you like,skip it if you don't. Later.
~Silva
~Silva
