Day Ten: One confession

I'm terrified of not being loved.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

1. :D

2. @.@

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

1. Intelligence.

2. Sense of humor.

3. Confidence.

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

1. Lack of manners.

2. Know-it-alls ... (or rather.... THINK they know it alls.)

3. Close-mindedness.

4. Rudeness.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Note: These are not ALL the people who are special to me, there are much more than five.

1. My mom

2. My dad

3. My brother

4. My "sister" (  koley_fluffbutt )

5. My boyfriend. (  Geargutz )

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

1. Trusted a select few people.

2. Hurt myself on account of other people.

3. Allowed anyone to make me feel less of what/who I am.

4. Believed negativity.

5. Started smoking.

6. Gotten into the habit of staying up late.

Man, I really am sucking on keeping up with these, but I couldn't do one last night, so I'll do two today... this one is for 12-11-2010
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. Why am I always sick?

2. Where the hell is my phone?

3. I wonder what they're thinking.

4. I miss my boyfriend.

5. What was I doing?

6. I never get enough sleep.

7. Why? (in general)

That turned out to be mostly questions o.O I suppose I question many things. *shrugs*

Again, TECHNICALLY this journal should be for 12-11-2010, but I'm doing it for the 10th.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

1. Hold me close and make me feel safe.

2. Kiss the back of my hand.

3. make me laugh.

4. Tell/show me how much I mean to you.

5. Hush all of my doubts and fears.

6. Trust me.

7. Don't be afraid to be cute or silly with/around me.

8. Treat me with respect/acceptance.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself

1. I own 2 cats, but am highly allergic to both.
(and most things with fur, but that does not stop me from snuggin my kitties.)

2. I am obsessed with the human body. (scientifically speaking.)

3. Belly buttons freak me out.
(cannot have mine touched, or see anyone touching or "picking" theirs *shudder*)

4. I'm very smart, But I usually am too scared to show it, unless some one asks me to. (I.E.- Giving advice Or answering a question.)

5. I have O.C.D. (mild case, involving numbers)

6. I HATE clutter and things in disarray, but I can't seem to escape my own mess, so I just try to ignore it.

7. I have a long list of completely irrational fears/things that freak me out including: Cranes (the mechanical kind), oversize things (usually cogs/gears and machinery), and things with a lot of holes in close proximity to one another. (like this: http://www.b-p-chagnaud.net/Pores.jpg )

8. It is borderline impossible for me to give some one my complete and total trust.

9. I HATE eating and sleeping in front of people.
(or where I know they can see me, or where I feel I'm being watched.)
But I'm getting better. :)

(I know TECHNICALLY this was posted on the 9th, but it's going to count for the 8th, fanks!)
Day One: Ten different things you want to say to ten different people right now


1. You are the most caring, unique and genuine person I've ever met. and I love you, and all of your quirks.

2. I'm tired of hearing you bitch about my relationship.

3. Stop pretending to care when it's painfully obvious you're only friends with me because you feel you're "helping someone in need", I don't need you, and never did.

4. Being single is not the end of your life, wake up and realize how much is out there for you, that you're too blind to see.

5. Stop being set on pleasing everyone, be yourself and relax.

6. I wish I could tell you how much of an impact you have made on my life, I've always looked up to you, and always will, even when we were younger and I was a brat, you're my hero, and my best friend.

7. Stop letting people walk all over you, I know you dislike confrontation, but you are one of the strongest people I know, Stand up for yourself, even if it may upset some one else, if they care about you, they'll understand and be glad you told them, if not, you don't need em.

8. Stop hitting on me, I have no interest in you.

9. although I like helping you, please stop making me your main source of information, what I say is not be-all, end-all, You're smart, you can come to your own conclusions.

10. I love you, but stop trying to discourage me from what I do because it doesn't "meet your standards." It has the same outcome of what you do, and it makes me happy, just accept it.

 Geargutz is doing this journal, which he got from another person, and I really liked the idea, it'll help me get some things out, and help all of you know me a bit better so here's how it goes:

Day One: Ten different things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

I will post a journal every day for 10 days doing what each number has asked me to do, simple enough, right?
If you like this idea, I encourage you to do the same! :D

I have it.
Leave me some creative suggestions if ya like.
(and no "DRAW ME!" does not count as a suggestion. -.-;)

Yes, the awesome punk folf  wintersnowolf
Is doing arts, she is being pretty generous to even think to open up for something like this.
So, go check out her journal
(Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1902791/ )
fallow the rules, and leave her some love!
<3

So, I'm thinking of opening up for some sketches, like these:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4836667
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4837236

They won't be colored and would be...well...sketchy!
Imma toss em out for $3.00, Payment method = Paypal.
there will only be an additional charge if you want more than 2 people. (obviously, if you want a sketch of 10 people..might cost ya a bit more than it would for a couple.)
If your interested, leave a comment on this journal. :D
And feel free to post a journal telling your friends that I'm doing $3.00 sketches!
(it's not a requirement to post a journal, only if you want to. ^^)

(Yes, I will do adult sketches, but Imma stay away from most fetishes for this round of sketches, sorry <3 If you're not sure if what you want is considered a fetish, just ask me.)


(Also, same thing applies, if you do not have a reference sheet for me, or in this case only; a drawing I can reference from, do not be upset if I make a mistake.)

since I have yet to put photoshop/my tablet, on this computer, I haven't done art yet (obviously.)
You guys have options.
You can either:
1. Request a sketch from me, that will look like this:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4815232/
and I'll upload it to FA or I can send it to ya.
(IT WILL NOT BE COLORED!)
OR
2. Wait until I get my tablet and photoshop installed on here (I have no idea how long that will take), and get a colored piece with no background like this:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4756736/
(doesn't have to be feral, just an example.)

THIS IS ONLY DIRECTED TO THOSE WHO ACCEPTED AN ART TRADE WITH ME, THIS DOES NOT MEAN REQUESTS ARE OPEN, ART TRADES ONLY FOR RIGHT NOW.
Thanks guys. <3

To everyone:
My laptop died! D:
It finally crashed, and is gone forever.
All of the art I had done and was working on is gone (until I get it off of the hard drive).
I won't be getting a new laptop until Christmas (hopefully).
But until then, my amazing...AMAZING mate  geargutz hooked me up with a desktop to work with (I know, He's wonderful).
So!
People who I owe art to: I will do it! I just need to get my tablet and photo shop set up on this computer first, so my halves of trades and things might be a little late, but they'll be there! Promise!

Thanks for understanding :>
Love you guys! <3

I'm bored.
I'd like some art, and I'll repay you if you give me some.
So, art-trades, who wants to do some?
(Mind you, you give your half first, then I'll do mine, I'll give to you what you gave to me as best I can in: color, detail, and skill)

Let's go kiddies.

(Also, if you decide to do a trade with me...or even if you don't/can't, pass the word on to other artists you may know who would be interested in doing this :D, Thanks!)

(If you do accept a trade with me, Post a link to your art either on this journal or on my home page, after you draw, I draw. :D)

This year was something quite awesome.
It was amazing to meet all of you who know me, and even those who didn't.
I'm really walking away from this con with little to none PCD (for the first time ever), because of how happy I am that I got meet and spend time with all of you.
I love you guys, thanks for rocking my furfright!
<3

Arrival and Departure:
Arrival: Thursday probably around 3-ish.
Departure: Monday sometime in the morning-ish.

Staying at:
Main hotel

Mode of Transportation:
Car

Room Share:
 koley_fluffbutt,  Squeakz, and possibly  Geargutz

Major Plans at the Con:
FUN >:U! and meeting people :>

Who Will I be with:
Any one of my roomies orrr...  Pyrophin  shadow_fanatic  firedog911  seafox  Woger  Bleis  tsuki-manedwolf ...I'll be all over the place, lotsa faces to see this year. :D

Fursuit(s):
Yes, Indeed!

How best to find me:
Look for the maroon Folf with the star over her left eye, and if I'm out of suit o.o ... look for the maroon tail with a Grey strip before the cream tip! :D

Stage Performance:
'fraid not.

Drink:
Likely. XP

Smoke:
Mhm.

Hugs:
OH GOD YES! hug me anytime you want to! :>

Art:
o.o I enjoy art.

Do you do trades?
Yep.

What is your gender?
Imma laydeh! >:C

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Please feel free to do so! :D

Can I give you lots of money?
o.o ... I'd be skeptical and probably refuse it, unless it is payment for something.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Please do to your hearts content! :D

How tall are you?
5’10'' :<

You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
Sure! I'm rarely ACTUALLY pissed, so a friendly smile is always welcome. :D

Are you nice?
Extremely so.

Are you cliquey?
eh, not really.

If i see you, how should i get your attention?
If I'm suiting: Scream "NOVA-RAIN" and I'll probably turn and wave.
If I'm out of suit: Just walk up to me and go "hi :>"

Do you do free art?
RARELY, But...Please DO NOT ask.

Will you take commissions?
I'm not gonna be in artist alley or anything, but if you want me to draw you something, and I'm not busy, sure.

Dealers Den or Artist Alley?
I'll probably pop into those areas, not BE there though, just gonna look around. :>

What is your age?
20

Can I share or make conversations with you?
Absolutely! :D I love talkinz.

Can I talk to you while you are working?
working? o.o I won't really be "working" so um, sure?

What other cons are you going to?
None :< .... I only really attend furfright every year, but we'll see what the future holds.

Everyone keeps asking me if I do commissions.
and yes! of course I do! I also do trades, but not requests (unless otherwise posted). C:

So, here's the list! O_O
$20-25 (Depending on complexity)
Reference sheets
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4317487/

$10-$15 (Depending on complexity)
Full color art, full color:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4096295
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3512463/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3585221/

$10
Full color no b/g:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4094388

$5
derpy art: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4059920
Derpy art full color: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3575247/
Derpy art Kid-colored: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3697279/
Bust drawings: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3610551/

$8
Digital badges (CAN be printed and sent):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4059669/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3697117/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3551696/

$3
Sketches:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3840828/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3787273/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3774629/

$5
Line-art:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3550820/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3438755/

$10
laminated badges (shipped to you):
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4098890/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4098894/

My Birthday is in 13 days! X3 June 16th...
Just excited, Wanted everyone to know.
Want my paypal? XDDD Kidding...

I am going to slumber now, thank you all for talking to me and suchness, may we do it again sometime soon. <3

So I'm getting into the fursuit making...dealy.
Yeah, I like creating them, and Seeing them in action.
I've made 4 so far. Two of which being my own fursuit, another was a red fox with blue eyes [he's somewhere in my gallery] and I made a Koala suit, which I have yet to finish because the person who requested it dropped out on me.

SO! that being said.
Who thinks they'd wanna be my first fursuit commission?

I'd only be doing partials at the moment, and once I get better, full suits.
Depending on your fur and how complicated your character is, makes the price.
I'd probably say 140 or so for a partial, starting price I s'pose. (Can regulate depending on complexity and fur colors.)

this would include: Hand paws, footpaws, tail and a head [duhr].

And, For being awesome, if you choose to commission me, I shall throw in a laminated badge for ya, along with an art piece of your choice[as many characters as you'd like can be PG or R or anything]! :3
-Suits I made-
Blue eyed fox: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3690476
Personal suit: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3690274

So yeah! comment me or note to  Stitch_Star_Fursuits

***If you'd like to get a quote, note me a reference sheet, I will message you back with some fur samples to choose from, then give you your quote.***

In my scraps.
now stop asking if I draw porn and if so where is it... I do. It's in the scraps. Look at your own risk. <3

~ Tagged by  KlashKnov because he's a jerk, so...Blah, here goes...

1) Name: Nova-Rain
2) Name Backwards: niaR-avoN
3) Were you named after anyone?: o.o nope
4) Does your name mean anything?: Stars and rain
5) Nick Name(s): Nova/Noverz
6) Screen Name(s): NovasaysRAWR, Nova_Rain
7) Date of Birth: June 16th
8) Place of Birth: Long Island, NY
10) Current Location: Long Island, NY
11) Sign: Gemini
12) Religion: None
13) Height: 5'9''
14) Weight: a metric ton ;D
15) Shoe Size: 10-11 ;D BIG FEET.
16) Hair color: Brown/red/blonde ... It's a mixy mix :3
17) Eye color: Hazel
18) What you look like: O.o Myself?
19) Innie or Outie: Innie
20) Righty or Lefty: Righty
21) Orientation: Pansexual, I love everyone :)
22) Worst enemy(ies): THE VACUME CLEANER >:C... not really, Crickets, probably.
23) Roommate(s)?: Parental units.
24) Best friend(s): Many @.@
25) Best friends (same sex): Andrea/Koley
26) Best friends (opposite sex): Oh jeez, uhh...  Squeakz, Varmit_coyote,  klashknov,  Woger,  Cmd246,  traceurfoxer,  rabbyadam ... I think that'd be enough for now...[Sorry if I forgot anyone D:]
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend:  Varmit_Coyote
28) Crush: O________o;;;
29) Parent(s): o.o ... Wuh? I has dem.
30) Sibling(s): A brother! ;D he's older than me.
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): -Refer to "Best friends (opposite sex) list"-
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s):  xk2x,  tsuki-manedwolf,  ivybeth,  Satch [sorry if I forgot anyone D:]
33) Funniest friend: All of my friends are extremely entertaining.
34) Craziest friend: ...All of my friends are pretty nuts, but in a good way! ;D But craziest would be my friend Brittany.
35) Advice Friend: Umm... Probably all of em. They all help me out. <3
36) Loudest Friend: Brittany... @.@
37) Person you cry with: Any one of my friends. O.o;
38) Any sisters: 1 [not biologically]
39) Any brothers: 1, and 1 who's muh fur-bro  cmd246
40) Any pets: 3 cats, 2 turtles, 2 lizards, 10+ frogs, and uhh, I think that's it? ...OH feesh ._. we has those too...
41) A Disease: Do I have one? Yes O.o; I am diseased.
42) A Pager: Nope
43) A Personal phone line: Yuh huh
44) A Cell phone: Yup.
45) A Lava lamp: Nuh uh.
46) A Pool or hot tub: Pewl :)
47) A Car: Indeed.

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Insane with an extremely sweet side, which is usually my downfall.
49) Driving: I ususally drive like an old woman, but recently, angry and fast.
50) Car: o.o; '89 Buick Century, he's my baby, I love him in all his old-man glory. ;D
51) Room: o.o extremely messy most of the time. ;D
52) Something i say when i don't want to say something: "mmm..."
53) School: In college!
54) Bed: o.o Lossa pillows, blankets and stuffed aminals! ;D
55) Relationship with your parent(s): o.o They're super amazing, I love them.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: Not usually.
57) Believe in love at first sight?: Lust at first sight, yes. Love has to grow.
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Absolutely, when my A.D.D. isn't kicking in.
60) Get Along with your parents: Yep!
61) Save your e-mail conversations: o.o sometimes.
62) Pray: Not at all, Well, only when I'm desperate for help, and even then, I'm praying to myself to find the strength to get over it.
63) Believe in reincarnation: It's a fun idea.
64) Like to make fun of people: D: Das not nice!
65) Like to talk on the phone: Depends on who is on the other end, but usually, I don't mind.
66) Like to eat: Sometimes. :)
67) Like to drive: Hate it.
68) Get motion sickness: Nope.
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yus! :3 dinosaurs eat the whole tree! RAWR!
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: o.o I eat almost nothing with a fork, I'm a beast like that. :)
71) Dream in color: Usually.
72) Type with your fingers on home row: nope, my fingers are all over the place. ;D
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes, I sleep with the stuffed bear  Varmit_Coyote got me for Valentine's day. n.n;;

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: My cat and my hoodie.
75) On the walls of your room: a hook, some drawings, and paintings and christmas lights. ;D
76) On your mouse pad: Nothi--... :O A FUR! *blows it off* :)
77) Your dream car: Purple 1969 Chevy Nova <3
78) Your dream date: Umm, a night filled with laughter, and romance!
79) Your dream house: o.o Big 2-3 story house, with a lake in the back yard, located somewhere that's cold or mild and usually rainy. :)
80) Your dream wife: O.o Eehh... One that's nice, and really funny, and makes me feel special?
81) Your bedtime: Whenever I fall asleep, or force myself to do so.
82) Under your bed: o.o It's scary under there so I wouldn't know, probably some sort of beast.
84) Your bad time of the day: ...Don't talk to me: In the mornings, or When I first wake up.
85) Your worst fear(s): Failure and being hated.
86) The weather like: right now? cold and rainy.
87) The time: 6:57PM
88) The date: March 12th, 2010
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Umm.. I can't think of one.
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: umm, No idea!
91) Theme Song: O.o once more, no idea, probably something like "Funny Farm" by Neuroticfish
92) The hardest thing about growing up: BILLS @.@
94) Your scariest moment: Uhh, o.o I block em out.
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: Couldn't pick just one.
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: uhh, nearly broke my wrist so the boy I liked would have to take care of me. :)
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): When Brittany was pulling out of Starbucks and almost got hit and the car flipped up onto two wheels and Becky almost flew out the window...Pretty fun...we all screamed for about 10 minutes.
99) The best feeling in the world: Being in control and secure.
100) 5 people you tag: whoever else wants to do it. <3