i had a surgerical procedure go wrong yesterday, and i'm still in the hospital recovering... i should be alright, but if anyone wants to pray for me or whatever you happen to do they'd be more than welcome. other than that i hope that everyone else had a happy christmas, and hopefully i'll be out of here soon!

i'm extremely depressed... been alone for the holidays and i don't even feel like waking up anymore... i'm going to look for help before it gets worse...

new new roommate, new apartment, new(ish) car, and everything's going... decently?
i think... anyway i was just clearing that godawfully depressing journal off of there.

because i feel like that needs closure, i am out of the hospital, minor issues reopening incisions, but other than that i am going to be fine, better than fine when i can finally move peoperly.

Posting this more for my sake than anything else.
i have an appointment to get my implants upsized, 1:00pm 8-15-11
praying for an easy recovery like last time, God willing it will be
vent/reminder done, going to bed now...