So was my tiktok. Never posted anything dirty on them, I also set both accounts to be 18+, but life stills finds a way to fuck with me anyway.

If you read my previous journal, you'd see that my DA account was banned. It was the only art site where I got the most engagement. I will never reach that status ever again. I made these 'stuffed belly' renders for thanksgiving, because I knew people on DA was going to like them and I was going to get at least 60-150 likes. Post them here, what do I get? 5 max.

My motivation is dead.

Thanks to DeviantArt. I guess that is the tradition of bellybutton artist isn't it? We are never meant to share spaces with other kink spaces. anytime we do, we get shunned. Typical. Ha... I made that DA accout with the sole purpose of putting gay navel fetish into DA's search results. Because I hated the fact that I could never the content I wanted to see, and I hated the tradition of navel fetish anything that kept getting deleted over time and time and time again. But happens? My account gets fucking deleted adding me to the bunch of BS I hated seeing happening. Fuck my life.

I am not doing well. I wasn't doing well before this, now this is just the nail is the coffin. I am not gonna be as active here, or anywhere. I am done with the navel fetish community. They never treated with me with much respect, so why should I? Barely anyone gave a fucking shit about me when my account got removed. Only two people came to seek my out. that's what you call a community? Fuck that shit. You all are ungrateful for the amount of work I have been trying to add to the belly/navel community for over 7 years.

All of what I posted there is just gone. If feel good rn. So good (sarcasm)

I need time to think, and try to push my SubscribeStar for people who were on my tiers to get on that instead, but I know it's not gonna happen, because I just know they're not gonna migrate.