I deeply apologize for my absence on Furaffinity. Social Media, Xbox One, & College really take up my time. I do check back, but not very often. I just wanted to let you all know that I'm still alive.

I get on & I see that there's a preview box. What the hell? It made things worse! I'd rather keep the original way it was, it didn't take SO much time to load the older way!

Anyway, I gotta go to school. I'll be on later. Cya

I've gotten a bad fever & minor headaches, that's why I haven't been on FA lately. I have been on Kik & Instagram a lot. Right now, I'm sitting on the toilet because...well, you guys should know what that means when your sick...& staying home from school...which I don't like doing.

I'm sorry I haven't been on, but I promise to try & be on more often.

I have been using Instagram, Kik, SnapChat & Skype more than ever. More than FA. I apologize if I don't reply to any RP's, or comments, or notes...I've barely checked a lot. Again, I'm sorry I don't stay on.

Gotta go...night guys.

Well, I suppose I should say this, but I'm back together with my girlfriend~ This happened on October 22, 2014, at school when we thought there would be a Key Club meeting. She called her boyfriend from Lancaster & said she was breaking up with him because she saw how upset I was. It took her a few days to realize how hurt I was. The worst part of it was that when we were walking around the school, her boyfriend texted back saying he didn't want to date her anyway...& I thought it was absolutely rude of him. I'm always going to be there for her, & I'll let nothing stand in our way.

& to all my friends & online family who did comment & took the time to read it...thank you for helping me through this & suggesting some help.

Welp...I messed up big time on my girlfriend (I had one in real life, she was 14 years old.) & I feel like a basturd. I didn't say to her in person as much as I should, "I love you", at all...it was mainly online. She lives at least 5-8 minutes away from my house...but she went on a cruise for Bermuda...& came back with another 16 year old boy from Lancaster, Pennsylvania...which makes no sense. Why doesn't this make any sense? This boy's mom won't let him have a permit, so he can't drive to see her, he lives miles away from her while I resign minutes from her house, he is 16 years old, like me! He comforted her on the cruise when she needed it...& I feel more than upset to this...I'm heartbroken. We had similarities...we both loved My Little Pony, we both liked the color purple, we both have the same glasses subscription (I think, we can see out of each other's glasses), & some other things. I don't want to be single...I want my girl back...& I'd actually fight this other boy for her just to win her heart back. Her split personality wants me to stop top asking about this & let it go, but she's all I think about.

Guys...what do you suggest I do? I feel lost, abandoned, & alone. I even feel depressed, & it's the bad kind, not the "I'm depressed, deal with it" type thing...I'm really depressed.

I have just looked at some art pertaining to the Rainbow Factory...& I now wish to have my sona, Teardrop Blaze, in Rainbow Dash's hooves in the factory. I will give more detail about it, but I want a really good artist on this one. In the comments below, please tell me if you want to do this.

It's been awhile since I last posted a journal about myself & updates. Well...it's not going good. I'm 2 points away from failing Spanish class right now, so I'm working my way up (do NOT try & comment in Spanish...i might not respond to it.).

I have 16 new Canadian pennies ranging between 1957-2009 I think, oldest I got was 1957, & I also have a 200? Euro, which makes 17.

I now have Halo: Reach, so if any of you want to join me sometime, send me a note.

I got two very old golf balls for $5.00 each, one is a Spalding Witch, & the other is a Dunlop Olympic. I need to post a picture of them soon.

We got our unfinished basement estimated...& it's I think around maybe $50,000 to fix it up to look like the rest of our house. If we do get our basement done in the future, I'll get a picture of it.

I think that's about it for now...& I need to thank you all for being there for me when I had been in my rough times with my parents...thank you. You'll all be the greatest friends to me.

Night guys.

 Nova_Flash is wanting me to help advertise his song "Retro Adventure". Ask him more about the song if you have questions.

Here it is! Stay tuned to him for more songs: https://m.soundcloud.com/nova-flash.....etro-adventure

Today, I finally got back onto Skype after awhile, & the first message I saw broke my heart into pieces. If any of you recall the request I asked for this picture: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11664212/ ,well, it was a time of need. The blonde mane Pegasus belonged to a close friend of mine over in South Korea & the Sona's name is Synthy Shy. The owner of the sons was Sophie Parks...that close friend I mentioned. We hadn't talked in what feels like years when it has been only months...so I decided to check on Skype & see if she was alright...& that's when I began to cry. The link I posted was a picture I desperately needed done fore Sophie when she was in the hospital from cancer. She was hooked up to maybe 5-7 machines...but she loved to inflate her belly...which is why I loved chatting with her...but that message I read said she had...well...passed several weeks ago! I never got to say goodbye! Sophie was my only South Korean friend I knew & was my favorite inflator...& now she's gone! Gone from this Earth without a trace!

The last time I spoke to her was when she & her family were poor...& I wanted to help. Right now, this is the only pic of her sona that I have...& I will treasure it till I die, & join her in the graves so we may inflate each other for eternity. I will always miss Sophie...& I know she'll be happy to know that she'll be remembered...

I was nominated by  kendallcollins to do the ALS Ice Bucket Challenge, but I unfortunately don't have spare time to do so...so I ask if someone could draw it for me, & he said sure...

Someone please draw this for me! I will give you a link to my Ponysona.

I start school tomorrow, August 25, 2014! Where has Summer gone!!!

& this means that I won't be on as much anymore until I get free time & all. & I don't know what my mom will say about Xbox during Monday-Thursday. Friday-Sunday is already Xbox time, but during the School week will be a problem.

To those I asked requests for, I will eventually look at them when I have the time. I don't want to make anyone cross for not thanking any of you for the request.

So, I will be on Xbox today, I will try to send a journal saying when I'm on. But if I cannot get to my iPhone, I have a Plan B...for those who want to join me, here's my Xbox: BluffCorgi55. I will be on GTA V tonight.

Well, gotta go. I will try to be back later.

I am now deciding to ask in journal for a Five Nights at Freddie's sequence request of my Ponysona, Teardrop Blaze, as the Security guard for the night...& getting the crap scared out of him. I saw Markiplier play it, & believe me, the jump scares are horrifying. Please comment below if you'd like to give it a hand, & I'll see who shall do it.

Well, I won't be on much at night, or anytime at that fact. Got in trouble for using my iPhone at night...soooo...yeah...my life in a nutshell right here. I'll attempt to come on as much as possible to do RPs from time to time, but I can chat on Xbox.

My Xbox Live is BluffCorgi55.

Well, Seeya guys.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iOztnsBPrAA

This is fucking creepy...& now I never want to see one of these ever again! I gtg to bed...huge mistake of watching this. That's why there's a warning on my title, it's that scary.

I am doing well...& one thing I like about it now, is that I got my Xbox 360 back. I had it for a few good days now, but it's been 2 Whole months since I was last on...I'm glad to be back on it. GTA V is still awesome like I remember. I have my golf practices every morning since it started two days ago...starts at 7:30 am. Today was cancelled due to incoming rain. My first match starts at I think 1 week from yesterday I believe, I'll announce when it is, & I've gotten much better at my golf swing, I've been hitting at least 200 yards with my driver now. I still don't have my iPhone 5 back yet, but hoping to soon. I am still at work, not fired yet. My last day is the 17th of this month. Oh! & my Xbox Live expires on the 14th, & my dad gets paid on the 15th, so I won't be online for a few days. Got a new 1960's Wilson Harmonized 750 putter from a friend from another golf practice, & it works great.

More on Xbox: I will be on tonight, no clue if it will be 4:00 pm EST or 5:00 pm EST, but keep your eyes peeled to join me for a fun time on GTA V, I am in need of more money to continue customizing my Pink Phoenix. I also am wanting to do some challenges that other Youtubers have done, like Nerd3, & attempt them with you guys. Tell me in comments if you think that's a good idea. Anyway, if anyone reading this hasn't gotten my Xbox Gamertag yet, has GTA V, & is a close friend, then I'll tell you. It's BluffCorgi55 & I will accept all friendly accepts. I DO NOT tolerate excessive killing of me, as I want to enjoy my game. So, just remember folks, around 4:00-5:00 pm EST will be the time I get on, & friend request me if you like to join me.

That's all I have for now of the update. I should go now. Later everyone!

Not doing great...but that isn't the point...what i really need to say/ask is that I need a new icon. I enjoy this one, but I had it for awhile...& its time to upgrade...but I want it as my character, & i want it animated for free...because I can't pay shit...i gots no money to be honest. If you know anyone that can do that, please list their names in the comments below, thank you for your time.

I got caught for the last time...all of my electronics were taken away...*crying*...i can no longer visit. I'm typing this at a restaurant. I will keep this account, but will be inactive awhile. I love you all so much...whenever I can, i'll visit. RPs shall continue...whenever I'm on...bye everyone.

i got my damn electronics taken away by my parents for the last time. I was clopping...mom came down,

I have a few updates on my life to add...

1.) I am now not Totally leaving for good...I will be periodically coming online when I have a hold of my mom's iPad...which is at night before bed.

2.) My Big Sis,  jadebleufox, had suggested I go to a therapist to explain that all of this that I love is normal, meaning inflation, weight gain, fat women, My Little Pony, etc. & I have yet to go to one due to money issues I am having with my parents...so a therapist is no longer available at this point. I do have a doctors appointment at the end of the month...so we will talk to my doctor about this & might be recommended to us. I hope one is recommended to us so I can prove my parents wrong.

3.) I have a Kik, Instagram, & Instamessage...I will also periodically coming onto them when I'm at work, & have my mom's iPad alone.

I'm still upset about all of this...I'm still caling myself a dumbass for breaking one of the rules my mom had. if I hadn"t broken it, I wouldn't be typing up this message right now.

I am a fucking jackass motherfucking idiot!!! I got my iPhone & iPod permanently taken away for the last time. All I did was take my iPhone upstairs with me by mistake & my mom gets pissed off over the top. I had a Kik, I had Instagram, I had the new Instamessage. Its all fucking gone. There a weight gainer I enjoyed talking to on Kik & now I can't talk to her because I got no handheld electronic to talk to her. I can't Skype anymore, so all my friends, if you see me inactive, you know why. No more DA & FA anymore, nothing to use. I am sorry guys, but I can't go on like this.

 jadebleufox told me a year ago to let my parents take me to a therapist, so they can prove my parents wrong. for the first time, I'm agreeing on this & letting my parents take me to one so I can prove them wrong.

 forever-a7x stay strong. our relationship isn't over. I just can't talk to you anymore because I can't use anything.

I'm sorry everyone, this is my last goodbye to ya'll before I go. Nobody better forget this passionate personality of mine I had over the course of the years I've been here.

goodbye everyone...hope you guys live better lives than me.

What the fuck! The names of each submission, plus the name of the user who posted it don't show up anymore! What the fucking hell! Why would FA take that away?

Welp, i fucked up & got Karma. It's only been about 2 days since I got my iPhone 5 C, & guess what wonderful thing happened to me this morning between 5:50 am-6:00 am...i got both my fucking iPhone 5 C & iPod 5 Gen. taken from me!!! I hate my life! All other kids can keep their phones & pods in their bedrooms, but my parents said to put it in the toyroom (room of my old toys). I will not be using Xbox to get on FA, let alone get on FA without my iPhone...so don't expect me on FA, DA, & Skype that much. God! I just fucking hate my parents right now! I gotta go, bye!

I GOT MY IPOD BACK!!!!!! ITS FINALLY BACK!!!! & with that, a brand new phone...an iPhone 5 C!!! Why do I have that you ask? Well, two reasons...1.) my flip phone is broken for some reason. 2.) I'm going to be working at Hershey Park this summer in the games department. I'm just so happy right now!!! Expect me coming onto FA more often now that I got my iPod back!

Other news: watched the original 1985 film Back to the Future. Why? Well, in English class, we have to watch 3 Sci-Fi shows & review them, so, Back to the Future with Time Travel is perfect.