i cant stop shaking..not sure if its adrenaline, fear, or the urge to cry..i just cant stop..i may have just lost a friend..and gained someone i should guard myself against..thought i could trust him...guess i was wrong..


could someone..anyone..refer me to someone who is good with felines and might be having a sale in icons..using my gambit one for now but i need a new one for my sona..or cheap art to make me feel better..thanks for reading..

not sure why but im wide awake and i think its getting to me >.> im creeping on people pages and i no its weird but im sleepy and cant sleep and dunt caur!!!!*throws confetti*wooh!! lol someone talk to me!!!! XP
Thank You!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/135...../#cid:83429733
 ayavalon has a very cute species but needs more bidders >.< check it out

shes also doing $15 customs of said species

and she has this cutie up for sale :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13575572/

check her out!!

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $10.00
[ ] Blonde - $7.50
[ ] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00

$ 10.00

Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[ ] Blue - $15.00
[] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

$ 15

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[x] Under 5′4 - $9.50

$ 24.50

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[x] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[ ] 0 to 18 - $10.00

$ 29.50

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[ ] First Born - $32.00
[ ] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[x] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

$ 84.50

Drink?
[ ] I did like once - $40.00
[x] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $60.00

$ 109.50

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $40.00
[x] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00

$ 129.50

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[ ] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[x] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00

$ 179.50

Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[x] Red - $60.00
[ ] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[ ] Purple - $22.50
[ ] White - $40.00
[x] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[ ] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00

$ 274.50

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[ ] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[x] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0

$ 304.50

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[ ] white - $11.00
[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[ ] blue - $22.00
[x] other - $35.00

$ 339.50

First letter of the person you last talked to

[ ] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[ ] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[x] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

$ 359.50

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes -$0
[ ]Nope - $100.00
[x] Some - $75.00

Total: $ 434.50

Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a Night"

with the new sona some changes need to be made :) so im going to be looking for a new icon just for lady k lol hopefully new art will be posted when i get paid but well see >.>

loves you all!!!












wishlist
a dreamy(for fun not super important)
a mundermutt
more art of some of my characters
>.> a better job lol

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/bangama/

Hes new and does wonderful art givem love!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:38427458 <<<go here to possibly win one X)

I'm so excited i recently passed a hard test and my midterm at 4th in my class and things seem to be getting better<3 i have decided to make a char hub so house my misfits and I'm going to try and start saving again :) this may not sem like much but it is to me.i have some wonderful friends and I'm slowly making some new ones to so I'm keeping positive <3 oh and I'm working on my art skills!! Got a new book from an Artist to help me draw comic style lol I'm excited >.< first people then furries yay!!

Thanks for reading/watchin




wishlist:
someone to help me get a cavian by coynu
the peacock svann by kirjin TT-TT l
more art
better art skills lol

ok so im slowly getting art of some of my characters who i havent been giving too much love to and i wanna make it up to them by featuring them more <3 if you'd like to see more art of specific characters just let me no an ill see what i can do :)

big changes are coming and im a little nervous but excited :)

1.im getting a new fursona!! for now kimi is on the shelf till i can do something with her..
2.might be putting some characters up for resale because i feel as though i am not giving them the love they deserve >.> this is a big might!!!
3. i will hopefully be moving into my own apartment with a very close friend of mine!! so im a little scared since this will be the first time ether of us leave home XD
4.i am going to start getting drawing lessions from an artist friend of mine and if all goes well i shall be doing commissions :)(super exciting)
5.i am taking suggestions on characters you'd like to see more art of :) i no i have alot and i play favorites >.> so if youd like to see a specific character art please comment below (note: amythest the genee has no art because i have not found someone i am completely comfortable drawing her >.>)art will range form sketches/busts to full body/full color

artist suggestions welcome :)
thank you for reading

ok so everyone knows kimi(i.e. pink clouded leopard), but i also have M.V. my male sona(naga), my nre purple kitty who i need to name >...>, and soon i will fill my bunny obsession with a new sona :D im thinking something like a ryo-oh-kye styled cabbit im super excited about this <3 any thoughts???

also new art of my babies coming soon!!!!!
stay tuned!!!!

ok so i am posting pictures of Zee the creature i recently purchased from  chunnie .. ok so i have some art of him but i have no idea who drew half of it and need help >.< if you drew Zee for gift art too chunnie please please tell me what the piece was so i can make the info i put on his picture accurate TT-TT i hate posting without giving proper credit i do not claim any of this art as mine i have not drawn Zee yet so please the help is greatly appreciated

<3 thank you!!!

my friend  chunnie is still selling a few of her adopts :) check her out
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159437
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159180/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159153/


Plus Nardi is still doing kissy commissions!!! X) go check her out!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5312651/
 fluffy-brat

for a great x-mas gift idea go here!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5308918/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5312746/

so my friend  chunnie needs a little help check out her adopts and the auction she has going on :) would be greatly appriciated!!! [/b]

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159437
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159180/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12159153/



also, Nardi is doing kissy commissions!!! X) go check her out!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5312651/
 Fluffy-Brat

go here for an awesome x-mas gift idea <3!!! go @-@ you must goo here!!!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5308918/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5312746/

i guess im doing better spent thanksgiving with a friend and m family...though half of my family is far away which me makes me sad..i have been trying really hard not to cry which i was doing good until the vet called to tell me my puppy's paw print came in..they even gave me some of her fur..i broke down in the parking lot..but i no shes in a better place and happy..my other dog has been getting extra snuggles lately and seems very confused why but is enjoying it :) which makes me happy..ish

thank you all for you love and support <3 it means alot and i love you all

R.I.P.
Sadie Gonzalez
You will be missed </3

ok so i feel like doing crafts again..im really hating how i draw right now so i wanna do something crafty :)

soooooo

i will be making perler arts for a few people not sure yet who or what yet but when i decide it will be after i post the first one >.>

i will also be making clay ninja charms that look like this> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11326304/

and possibly another set of paopu earrings since a certain sergal took one of mine >.<
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11326358/

oh i shall also hopefully be working on a driftloon plushy i've been wanting to finish(delayed due to -cough-mishaps >.> )

if you'd like anything or like to make a suggestion please comment below and we can dicuss price :)

clay smalls:$3-$5
earrings:$5
perler: depending on size(note me and ill quote you a price)
shipping is free usa mail only please >.<
payments in USD only
thank you!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:37048372

so this awesome artist is selling an oc of theres go check it out :) its super cute

so im thinking of selling a few perler things iv done and maybe do some free art for some people so i can practice :) i need practice with characters cause i can only draw so much and for some reason they all come out chibi--ish XP lol so if anyone wants to lend me a character or two to practice or wants perler comment below VVV

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11810404/ <<<not mine lol clicky the link :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11742700/
goo here!!! she has these cute dino buggy adopts XD super cute  chunnie

school is whoopin my behind and work is ether trying to kill me or make me commit homicide X-X lol my managers drive me up a wall, and my teacher is so overly peppy im starting to think she needs riddelyn >.> im not sure why i feel so run down but meh it'll get better :P

sooo i will be starting school Tuesday so i might go mia every now and then its been 2 years ish since i was in school and im nervous and excited all at the same time!!!oh oh and im getting my very own drawing tablet!! i cant wait!!!!! lol im going to be able to practice my drawing skills hopefully and maybe get into digital art rather then traditional lol <3 im super excited about this and i dont think anything could upset me right about now(dont test this theory if you make me mad you shall feel my rath>.<) lol ok so hopefully things will go well and ill have new and exciting things to report :) loves you all lol

just wanted to say thank you to all the new watchers iv gotten O.o its kinda weird but cool at the same time and its so exciting!!! thank you for watching and hope i don't disappoint!!!

ok so i posted a bunch of my crafts and will be posting more once i figure out how to get them off my phone >.> otherwise i shall be uploading pictures taken by my laptop and will have to find the other creations i've made in order to get those picture
>.< grrr stupid phone lol
but anyways hope you guys like what you see more to be posted

ok so as i said before im a crafter i cant really draw well so i do crafts to make up for it<3
i do clay work, kandi, perler, im learning to sew so soon i might be making plushies :)
i do alot to keep myself busy..
i wanted to no if i ever put this stuff up for sale and or was willing to do custom stuff like kandi, clay, perler, or what ever else i get into would people really be interested?
iv never done that kind of stuff before and i need advice so any and all is appriciated!!