It seems so quiet around here!

Hello there....

Yep yep! Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!!! Hope its a good one! <3

Got my freaking camera!! Im so excited!!! Pics coming soon hopefully!!!!! I'll prolly post some crap pics tonight just cause Im excited! XD

Happy Halloween everyone. Hope its a fun one!!!
I ain't doing nothing this year and now that Im back at my Gmothers theres no trick or treaters. We never get any here in the boonies!! Lol!! Oh well....*raids the candy basket*

Was having to go through some old pics tonight...thought maybe Id post some of my old things. Better than nothing right??

But anyways. Things have been going pretty good. The job is still going great! The people leave in November but they're coming back in March. They said that they would like me back when they do come back!! Yay! Im excited.

Thats really it I think. Nothing else has really happened. Lol!! Go figure huh!?

Well hope all is well with you guys!

<3

Post pictures...of some pretty things...like this pretty sunset picture...but my camera hates me...and the pic looks just fine on the camera screen but when its on the lappy its all like...fuzzy-ish. So yea!!! =(

Here I am again...taking foreeeeeeeeever to update!!!!!
Things have been busy though.

2 people that are...for the most part family members are in the hospital...and things dont look very good with them. -.-
I got a job finally. Its only until November though. Im a nanny!! I work with a 7 month, 13 month and a 5 year old child. Its going great!!!! The babies keep me on my toes but I couldn't be happier. I love being able to work with kids. I also have to do some light house cleaning as well but its fine! ^_^ This job has actually made me feel sooooo much better lately!!!!

People have been trying to bring me down but...Im so tired of being run over...like Im so fed up with it so...when I actually say something back...and they dont like it..cause they cant handle the truth...then well...thats them. If they wanna be cowardly cause they know that Im not entirely stupid as I may seem to be and actually say something when they've been mean...then so be it. Im not haveing none of it anymore. What comes around goes around so...*shrugs* No more getting down and out over stupid stuff. I'll just let them people go.

So...Im sorry for not updating and everything...once again...Im so bad =(

Hope everyone is doing well!!! <3

I finally posted new pics! Woooo!!! About time! Lol!!!

Things have been slightly crazy here been busy with some things. Right now Im having an allergic to reaction to something and have the biggest itchiest welps on my thighs. Its spreading so...if it lasts much longer I might go to the doc for it as nothing is really helping. Got to hang out with an old school friend so that was fun. We'll be hanging out again very soon so woooooo! Good times good times.

Well...other than that nothing has really been going on. No job still go figure...but Im still trying!!

Toodles for now! Its beeeeed time as Im going hiking way early in the morning =O

Has been busy! X_X Very very busy and very stressful! ARGS!!!!!

I still have no laptop cord! Omgs =O I know I have not been very active on here like I used to!! Im so bad =( As of tonight I will try my best to actually check my messages and comment on peoples things!! I dont have any new pics to upload...but I think I might have a few old ones so I'll post those I guess *shrugs* Least it will give you peeps something to look at lol!

Well...thats all Imma say for now. Hope all is good! <3

Anyone know of any good home remedies to get rid of chiggers!!!?
Ive been miserable for about 3 days now from being ate up by them and the clear fingernail polish is not working..neither is the chigger medicine really. Anti itch creams only last for like 30 minutes X_X My cousin got them worse than I did! She has like a hundred on her X_X They're so annoying!!!! I dont even understand how I got them! I guess bug spray doesnt keep them away D=. They even went down in my boots and in my socks!! Unfreakingbelievable!!!! Whats retarded is that there is non on our arms at all...not a single one. You would think they would be...as we were picking blueberries and thats where we got them...our arms are like constantly in the bush!!! Stupid things lol.

Lets see..other than that..things have been the same here. Same family drama...same men drama...same friend drama...same same same lol. Guess you could even say animal drama...what...with the goats getting loose and all. Haha!!

Ignore that last journal I posted if anyone even read it....I dont know what the fuck is going on right now....

My fishy died ;.; Im not 100% sure what happened either. x.x

R.I.P. Antony

I had a job interview omg =O I was so excited! It went ok....I think lol. The lady said that they go through two interviews so...I just gotta wait for the second one...if I get it! I hope I dooooooooooo. Would be so awesome!!

Other than that things are ok-ish I reckon. Except I think my fish is dieing...and I theres nothing I can do about it =(

Im so tired of hearing "I never should of left you"...like...I mean...if its that big of a mistake then freaking do something about it!!! Ugh!!!! What is wrong with you people!?!

Other than that..things have been ok-ish I guess. Could be better though...but..thats just normal yes no? =P

So!!! I've not updated for awhile...again. What's new huh? Last post was a rant...this one...no rant! XD

I've been way busy. Goats escaping the fence...taking care of chickens, taking care of a dog that someone dropped off, trying to find a job, working in the garden...quite quite busy.

So this poor dog...omg..I feel so bad for the thing. You can tell shes been beaten..shes not super old either. She was still a puppy when they dumped her. The thing is scared to death. Shes getting better though. She was nothing but skin and bones...had to get her some dewormer meds and shes finaly starting to gain some weight. Tried to give the poor thing a flea bath but shes so scared of the water that is was extremely hard to do.

Green beans in the garden are coming in like crazy!!! Been hard trying to keep them all picked. Put in lots of applications but still have no job. Go figure.

Since a certain someone doesn't care any more..I finally dyed my hair red.(I couldn't before...and I will not say why for his sake.) Not my whole head though..but I might just cause its a pretty color. I only put in highlights since I wasn't sure how bright it would be. I would post a pic but you can't really tell its there..only when the sun is shining on it. X_X The color was only 3 bucks...as I do it myself so..I might go ahead and do me whole head lol! Its like a burgendy red...kinda like a purplish red.

Goats kept escaping..but I think I finally got all the holes in the fence blocked now. Sneaky little buggers!!!! They're so cute though!!! Imma post some pics of them. Chickens are growing fast!! I still have those easter chicks..theyre white chickens now lol. One is pure white while the other is black and white. The Rhode Island Red chickens are getting huge. They're pretty and actually tame..we have 2 loose with the goats and they follow us around when we go into the goat fence lol.

So yea...I've pretty much been a farmer girl! Lol!! Garden, goats and chickens and of course all the dogs..and one cat. Haha!

Or rather past two weeks really. So all thats been happening...

Went to a funeral recently. My friends grandfather had passed away. It was weird going...I hadnt seen my friend in 7 years..so it was definitly...awkward. It was very sad as it reminded me of my own grandfathers funeral..I've been to, too many funerals these past 2 years. -.-

My grandmother has done something to her hip...its getting hard for her to walk now. So I've been busy trying to help her out more.

My dog died a few days ago..he was pretty old...extremely sad. 3rd dog gone since...2008

I dont think my fish is gonna make it much longer either.

Ive been trying to get a job...but no luck yet..hopefully soon.

FA is officially the only place I can say things so my family wont know about it. Its scary at the things I have to hide from them....

I still have not got a powercord for my lappy....and prolly wont for a long time..so Im not online as much...

I lost the man I truly loved...he decided to move on I guess..instead of waiting like we both had promised each other. Im extremely hurt over it..I was trying to get him over here as best as I could...I feel very betrayed over the whole thing..but he doesn't seem to understand or care about how I feel about it. He just gets mad when I try to explain myself or ask questions. Dont do something if you dont have the balls to answer some questions =/ I do not want to move on...I loved him dearly...we are both poor and I gave him all that I could possibly give...but I guess it wasnt good enough for him...so he moved on to someone better and richer. Money should not buy love...

So things have really been tough...Im trying to make it through...maybe I will...maybe I wont..I dont know...nor do I really care at this point. Right now I wish I was non-exisitant..I dont even know how to spell that x.x. I feel like giving up...I do not know what Im going to do. I figured that maybe I should try and keep my mind off everything..so I decided to make a pounced ad just for the heck of it. Not looking for a relationship..just a few friends. I figured Id give it a shot and see what happens...maybe it will help if I meet new people..I dont know...Im not all that great with talking to people..so..we'll see.....

So yea...thats my rant...it might be a personal one...but..right now I dont really care anymore..I had no one to talk to *shrugs*...

Im really beginning to hate men and relationships. Im tired of being treated like shit when I give my all. I swear...a man will be the cause of my death yet....
Im so tred of it....you make me feel like complete useless shit...I cant help but wish sometimes that someone would treat you like you did me just so you'll know what its like.....I hope your new girl sees the real you and that shes not as blind as I was....
May you be happy....

So....my power cord for my lappy died. I had been having to wiggle it to get it to work butnow....no matter how hard I try...it just wont work!!! So Im updating from my nintendo ds...its such a pain! So yea....might be gone for awhile till i actually have cashage to get a new one. =/

Holy shit...there was a band there called Tartanic...I think thats how you spell it...but anyway..omg their freaking awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =O They jam out to bagpipes!!! It was sooooooooooo cooooooooooool!! So yea..that was the best part of the festival really..lol. It was cool!! Ughs!

Other than that..the festival was pretty much the same. It was fun!!! I did horrible at throwing the ninja stars this year..didn't win my free drink! =( Oh well lol. I managed to not get fried this year! Thank God for 70 spf sunblock. You know...they say that anything over 50 really aint worth the extra money...but omg it is with me! I got no sunburn and I only had to bathe in the nasty stuff once! Yays!

There was something else I was gonna talk about...but I cant remember what it was!! Dang brain farts..oh well. Guess it wasnt important!!! =O

So..here I am! Back again now that Im not as busy as I was before. Im living back at my gmothers...cousins finally went to Korea. Grr. Since Im here...I'll be able to take pics of more things so yay for more uploading I reckon lol.

Here at my gmothers..its still kinda busy. We have goats now..only 2 but its enough!!! Those Easter chickens that I made a journal about earlier are still alive! They made it!! We put them with our other chickens and they didnt really get picked on suprisingly. Theyre nasty old white leggin chickens though and both roosters. Our other chickens are Rhode Island Reds...I think...not entirely sure though! Theyre getting so big though! =O So trying to clear out a better place for the goats and chickens its been a bit busy.

I got a beta fish! Woo. I got a snail to go with him too but..it died >.>. He was fine till I changed the water!!! We had to get a new well pump and they put bleach in it to kill the bacteria..its been like two weeks and it still slightly tastes like bleach. So my cousin says that snails are more sensitive than betas and it might of been the water that killed him X_X I feel so bad! D=

Lets see...I dont think theres really much more going on...I need to find a job soon X_X Hopefully I will once everything gets settled down.

Uuuuuuuuuuh..ok..Imma upload a few pics now! Toodles! =3

Yea..I doubt I'll really be using this account anymore...so don't expect anything....nuff said....

So...my neighbor got two Easter chickens. She didn't want them, someone bought them for her cause they thought they were cute. One is green and one is purple. D= The poor things!! I dont think they should color them...it seems like it would be bad for them since they inject the color into the eggs...but they say its not..so...I dunno! O-o They're cute but...chickens aren't meant to be purple!!! Or bright green! Lol. I took them though cause my gmother just got some chickens and three of them died so...I guess these two make up for those. She only had 10. Their still chicks as well.
The dog has found out that the chicks are downstairs and hes going crazy!!! He don't act like he wants to eat them..Im sure he would if he could though!!! I hope it don't get to cold in the garage...I would bring them inside but Im afraid the kids will let the dog out so "Bo and the baby chickens can be fwiends!" I don't want them turning into nuggets! =O I'll have to take pics of them.

My dog just farted and paused what he was doing and looked around like "What was that noise!" Hes so gross! =X

Im getting sick D= I feel like poopoo! I miss my baby...hes been sleeping at weird times so I miss him at night! =(

Anyway! This is my random journal! =3 Toodles for now peeps!

Well I went to my first con! Lol. I actually had fun. I was suprised! Alot of crazy people out there! Haha. Some of the costumes looked great!! Fun fun. We stayed all freaking night. o_o we got there at like 10 something Saturday morning...stayed all night then left on Sunday. Didn't go to bed till like 6 something Sunday morning. My cousin and her man passed out, the bums!!! When my cousin woke up I took a two hour nap and is in need of some much needed sleep right now! =3
There was a drunk man that kept coming in our room...there were about 15 of us I believe. But this drunk dude kept coming in and getting to close to mes! He scared me =( Lol.

Well...yea...it was a blast!! I'll post up some pics of it hopefully! ^_^

I have no idea what Im about to get myself into but....me, my cousin and her man are going to MomoCon. Never been to a con of any sort but...Im sure it will be fun. I guess. Lol.

My cousin just bought a Wii so we played it all weekend for her bday!! Its alot more fun than I thought it would be! ^_^

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