1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Perhaps, I'd consider it.


2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Yes


3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Whichever side is farthest from the wall, I'm claustrophobic.


4. Do you masturbate?
Occasionally, to release tension.


5. How often? Lately?
Not much..


6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
HAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAAAA.... Wait, you're serious?


7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers. It's calming to listen to the water run and feel it hit you.


8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
YES :3


9. Do you watch/read pornography?
I try not to, but I use it as anatomy referenc, thanks to advice from a friend of mine.. lol


10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Depends on the INTESITY OF THE MOMENT


11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
I do love someone on that list... but am I in love with them...? Hmm.....


12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
A midget's hand full...


13. would you choose money or love?
Love. But money is very much needed right now :/


14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Kissing, gripping/scratching/biting, and sex.... What? You said "in bed", not "during sex"..! x3


15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
Not yet..


16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
The car, parked on top of a hill at night that shows the stars and overlooks the city :D


17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
A tool-shed display at SEARS ;D


18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
Yes. LUCKILY only by my friends.


19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Nope


20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Nope. I'm not 21 yet :B


21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Umm... I thought I explained, I'm not 21 yet.


22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
What don't you fucking understand?! I'M NOT 21 YET!!!


23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
MANY MANY MANY times...


24. What's your sexuality?
Bisexualé, though I rarely start things with girls, 'cause I still get those nervous "little school-boy" butterflies around them.


25. Had sex in a movie theater?
The very first, "World Trade Center", starring Nicholas Cage.


26. Had sex in a bathroom?
That's how it aaaaaaaall started xD


27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Lol yes, but I completely regret it.. I slept with a best friend's boyfriend, while we were all working at The Carnival..


28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
NEVER. Wait... Does Spencer's Gifts count?


29. Bought something from an adult store?
If Spencer's counts: I bought fruity-flavored Dick-shaped lolipops, and ate them with friends at highschool :D


30. Do you own any sex toys?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. NEVER.


31. If yes, how many and what are they?
You really should pay attention to my answers more... :/


32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
They shouldn't!! D8


33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope :)


34. Have you ever had phone sex?
I wouldn't know what qualifies as phone sex :I


35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
I wouldn't know what qualifies as cyber sex :I


36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Only if ejaculation is involved... LOL that's a funny sounding word... EJACULATION! LOLOLOLOL


37. What's your favorite sexual position?
That one where you do that one thing, where the penis enters an ass or a vagina or a mouth and stuff happens like when it makes you feel good and you squirt stuff out of the penis after a while... Yeah, that.


38. What's your favorite sex act?
"Biting and scratching my partner whilst in the heat of passion"
Perfectly put..


39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Technically, no. Had a "threesome", but I wasn't allowed to stick it any place that wasn't a mouth :/


40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
YOU, you sexual deviant, you~

Looks like my best friend, Tobiko, is going to be moving to Minnesota.
She's been looking for a job like crazy, and has a couple good chances, but her family wants her with them, so she can take care of her brothers while her parents look for new jobs.

She will be coming back as soon as possible, and will hopefully be moving back here alone sometime within the year.
She has until mid-June to stay in Cali.

Thanks to everyone who's supported me and helped me out! :)

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Reison
- Eye Color: Braown :P
- Hair Style/Color: Short, slanted-fohawke, sky-blue hair
- Height: 5' 10"
- Clothing style: plaid-stripe collard shirts w/rolled up sleeves/ short-sleeved baseball tees & cargo shorts/fitted jeans
- Best physical feature: dunno :/ people tell me my smile, I don't believe them

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: CLOWNS, NEEDLES, SHARKS, and being alone
- Your guilty pleasure: BACK/BELLY SCRATCHES
- Your biggest pet peeve: Hypocrites/ Fakes/ Liars/ Biggots/ RL Trolls
- Your ambitions for the future: Comic/ Video Game artist

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: *sunlight* "HIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..."
- What you think about most: My [/lack of/] future [relationship-wise]
- What you think about before bed: "BOOOOOOOOORED......"
- You think your best quality is: Being understanding/ a shoulder to cry on/ therapist

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: I don't mind both, but I'd like to be alone with him/her
- To be loved or respected: LOVED, absolutely
- Beauty or brains: 1001110100010110100101000100 <3
- Dogs or cats: DOGS

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: NEVER, I HATE LIARS [sometimes I'm too honest :/]
- Believe in yourself: Not really, but I do my best
- Believe in love: I BELIEVE
- Want someone: SOMEBODY TOOOOOOOOO--- LOOOOOOoooOOOooOOooOooooOOOOoooooooooove!

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yep, I loved my high school plays <3 DRAMA GEEK xD
- Done drugs: Nope! I USED TO smoke cigs.
- Changed who you were to fit in: Younger days, all I wanted was to fit in. Now I just derp with my own friends! xD

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: BLUE/ GREEN/ INDIGO/ PURPLE/ RED/ YELLOW/ ORANGE
- Favorite animal: Dogs/ Wolves/ Monkeys/ Foxes/ Otters/ Platypus/ Elk/ ALL
- Favorite movie: The Nightmare Before Christmas/ Meet the Robinsons/ Young Frankestein/ many more...
- Favorite game: Kingdom Hearts 1/ .hack//GU

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: Saturday, Jully 16, 2011
- How old will you be: IMA BE 20 THIS YEAR HOLY CHEESES!!
- Age you lost your virginity: Depends? Straight: 12 / Gay: 15
- Does age matter: Depends on the situation....

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Honesty/ Open/ Dorky
- Best eye color: Honest/ Sincere Eyes
- Best hair color: NATURAL [I accept highlights] xD
- Best thing to do with a partner: Bond on a personal/ emotional level, rather than JUST sexual

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: My friends and my sisters.
- I feel: Severly confused
- I hide: My superpowers...
- I miss: My friends and my sisters.
- I wish: my mom could accept her depressive-bipolar disorder and seek help

LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- Who do you tag?: AND EVERYONE ELSE

I went to the beach, and all of a sudden, it's cold, windy, and gloomy.
Still had fun with the best friends and boyfriend! Am now sick though :<

Now on awesome terms with the ex now! C:
Super exhausted, goodnight furry world! :)

I HATE APRIL FOOLS.

Not because of the holiday, I can take jokes...
But because my ex's birthday is today.
Ima go crawl under a rock until tomorrow, then I get to go to the beach with my babe and my best friends.

I AM JESUS CHRIST.
I am also an atheist.

Discuss.

For some reason, I'm just so goddamn bored of FA.
I think I'll leave for a while.

I went back into town to visit some friends and I HAD AN UNEXPECTED AWESOMELY AMAZINGLY WONDERFUL WEEKEND!

Picked up an old acquaintance from my High School days, and got to get to know him better.
Met with some other friends I've missed for sooooooo long and say a high school performance of HAIRSPRAY, starring some old friends from HS.

Ended up "clicking" with the old acquaintance x)
I can't wait to see him again in two weeks!
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LOTS OF OTHER THINGS THIS WEEKEND THAT WERE SO SUPER AWESOME, but this was the highlight!

Not enough feedback---> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5335184

I finally got the software set up properly and now, instead of getting sharp, jagged lines....
I GET SMOOTH, FLUID LINES!!

I love the way my sketches come out and it makes touch ups SOOOOOO much easier!!

"All we gotta do. Just be friends. It's time to say goodbye. Just be friends."


I'm taking it harder than I should be.

We're out of fucking Ritz.

[THIS IS NOT AN "OMG MY LIFE IS SO HORRIBLE" RANT]

My mate and I decided to part from our relationship, but remain good friends.
I'm kinda bummed out, but it's best for the both of us right now.

And I finally fixed things up with my mother, and I think we're building a much stonger relationship than when I was living with her.
I finally got to spend time with my sisters, and now my mom has settled things with her mother.
I think these past couple of days were what was needed to set our lives on a drastically new course.

I think now we can all finally grow up :)

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? Indeed
02) What was your dream growing up? To be a doctor...
03) What talent do you wish you had? THE TALENT TO MAKE ART
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be? Pomegranite Pick-Me-Up w/ Immunity Boost [Jamba Jeeeewce]
05) Favorite vegetable? Penis
06) What was the last book you read? Squirrel Seeks Chipmunk
07) What zodiac sign are you? I am a CRRRAB *snip snip*
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where Normal ear peircings, I want a simple tat on my v-line.
09) Worst habit? Orverthinking and overanalyzing ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING
10) If you saw a friend walking down the street would you offer them a ride? ON MY BACK?! D8
11) What is your favorite sport? SWIMMMMMMING _{I LOVE WATER}
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude? Pessimistic, but Optimistic ONLY when around my friends, and sisters.
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with someone you liked? VUTTSEKS?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you? My parents.
15) Tell me one weird fact about you. I have MAN-PERIODS [raging whoremoans]
16) Do you have any pets? My pet rock, Chuck Norris. [I used to have a puppy.. We couldn't keep her :(]
17) What if a friend showed up at your house unexpectedly? I would scream and claw at them to steal me away.
18) What was your first impression of FA? To be honest, EXTREMELY awkward and unpleased.
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary? FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUCK CLOWNS 38<
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be? I would gain weight. [When I was younger, I contracted a virus that shrank my stomache. So I can't eat a lot]
21) Would you be a crime partner or a conscience? Depending on my attitude at the time :/
22) What eye color do you have? DARK BROWN I HATE IT. ABSOLUTEL NO COLOUR.
23) Ever been arrested? Almost.
24) Bottle or can soda? Bowl.
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it? I would get a used car, and use the rest for school.
26) What's your favorite place to hang out? My other town.
27) Do you believe in ghosts? No. I believe that the "ghost" of an energy, given off bye previous strong emotions, still linger around a scene. [Giving that "vibe", chill, or sudden mood change]
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time? Daydream/Music/Draw
29) Do you swear a lot? FUCK YEAH
30) Biggest pet peeve? ANNOYING, IGNORANT, HYPOCRITICAL PEOPLE.
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself? BI-POLAR
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance? Definately! But others seem to blurr the line between actual love and casual sex :/
33) Favorite and least favorite food? ITALIAN [raviolis] / SOUPS
34) Do you believe in God? I'm a Spiritual Lunistic.... o.o"

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that is all...

Sorry for the major downpour of rage and depression before, guys..
This arguement has been building for years with my family and only been fed by others.
It's pretty much broken my life apart and my family's, but whatever.

I guess I just needed an outlet, and when I feel hopeless and alone, where else to turn to than to strangers on the internet, right? haha

So yeah, no physical consequences, but Karma works fast!!
My glasses broke, my laptop needs to be wiped completely, and classes I need are practically already filled..

SORRY FOR THE RAMBLING!!
THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT!!

I'm tired of feeling used and unwanted.

I'm tired of being ashamed for who I am.
If I can't be myself, if I can't be allowed to make my own choices, then fuck it.
I'm taking off. I don't care about permission, or acceptance, or this fucked up life anymore. I'm going to do what I need to do.

So if anyone doesn't hear from me, if I go missing, if I get arrested, I just don't care anymore. I'm leaving this place.

On the __nth day of Krismus, my true love gave to me:

12 neon paint sticks

11 oatmeal cookies

10 pokemon cards

9 v-neck t-shirts

8 stylish hats

7 cups of coffee

6 brand new sketchbooks

5 GALLONS OF NOGG

4 glasses of wine

3 new CD's

2 packs of Twizzlers

...and a Doctor Who DVD set!






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I have decided [due to personal reasons] to change my fursona permanently.
I have the feeling Ramsis won't disappear completely, but as of now, I am a husky.

More mainstream, yes.
More common, yes.
Less creative, yes.
But certain circumstances have led me to make the final decision without regret. x)

More pics to come! [as soon as i can find a scanner...]

I now:
Have money to fix mah car.
Left the carnival for good.
Got a new job with Metro PCS.
Fixed things with mah now permanent mate.
Planning to move to Sacramento in a year.
Getting more used to digital work.

I need a slap reminder in the face anytime I begin to stray from this new path.
I will stay on this path!

I'm home for a few days...

I was hospitalized on Saturday and had to leave work because of a stupid spider bite.
I got bit sometime Wednesday night while sleeping. Thursday, it seemed normal. Friday, seemed irritated. Saturday morning, my leg was completely swollen, the bite was black in the center, and there was a red line going up my leg, to my stomach.

Doctor said it was infected and had to put me on IV for antibiotical fluids to flush out the infection from my bloodstream a bit. I HATE needles, but worse yet, they gave me a trainee nurse who had to stab me in both arms because she couldn't get my veins, which pop out (comepletely visible)! She had to wriggle the needle around while still in my arm, which was painful as fuck! >:(

Had a mandatory check-up yesterday and the doc said the meds they gave me were for pain and the infection.. They forgot to give me meds for the venom, which was still making its way to my heart...

I've worked at the carnival for only a month! And this is how I go? Not some reasonable, cool injury from machinery... It's from a fucking spider bite..!

Plus: I found a giant wolf spider earlier today, the size of a 50cent coin, under the oven in my kitchen... I FUCKING HATE SPIDERS..

SO TIRING!!

Been working here for weeks!!

Only get mondays and tuesdays off, then have to meet at the new site to start setup on wednesday!
Finish setup thursday, then work all day friday, saturday, and sunday.
Tear down on sunday night and finish at around 4 or 5am monday morning...

It's so much fun to be a carni, but it's so exhausting!!!

(I think I've found my new family <3)

YAY CRNIVALS!

So, things never turned out as they should... Never got to move into the new home, the boyfriend and I are done for what seems to be the final time, we no longer have Reina (had to give her away before we split), not going to school, moved in with g-parents... Won't be attending this site for a while. Don't wait up.

SO! We move into our new place next week!!

This passed weekend, my mate and I went for a family dinner at his mom's house and his sister surprised us with a little Boxer puppy!! It's a housewarming gift for our new home.

Her name is Reina Dela Rosa [which the mid name separated is "Queen of the Rose", in Spanish].
She's nine weeks old, purebred, black with brown stripes-ish, and she is the most clumsiest, adorable little creature!

Pictures might come up soon :)

Also, the housewarming party will be soon! And my mate is feeling lonely from drifting from his furry friends :(
SO.... any local furries are welcome to the party! :) Note me for details.

Found a hacked copy, and am now playing.

SQUENIX..... YOU HAVE NOT DISAPPOINTED ME.

I <3 Aqua

I have learned the truth.
Man In The Sky controls everything. He does good stuff and bad stuff.
And gives us all mansions when we die.