today at 6:25am, I turned 22. I got to spend it with the guy I love and my family. though my family doesn't know I like guys. but on another note, my sister gave me a camo blanket, under the dome book, and duck dynasty coffee travel mug. Mom and dad gave me camo gloves and camo/orange hat for hunting.

so apparently when my dad doesnt get any sleep at night, he vents his anger with words towards my mom and me. he doesnt hit us, but he just yells and it makes me feel unprotected. he tells me i should stand up for myself but when i do to him, he yells at me even when i disagree with him. him and i havent seen eye to eye with each other since he came back from germany and that was when i was in 4th grade and i am a sophmore in college. if anyone feels like crying, its me. this, being unemployed, and school is putting too much pressure on me and i cant handle the pressure anymore. i havent felt like this in a long time. last time i felt like this, i was being bullied and was thinking the unthinkable and i think you can guess on what the unthinkable is. i was considering suicide because i didnt feel protected and now i am under too much pressure that i cant even control my emotions. i hate this feeling and i cant make it go away. idk why my dad thinks he has to vent his anger at mom and me, but i am tired of it and is seriously hoping she divorces him. i cant have this pressure on me because i am trying to succeed in life but this pressure is making it impossible.

hey ya'll i will be turning 21 in 17 days on Nov.15. i can finally drink a pitcher of burly bear on pleasure island and other drinks :)

hey all i have been making screennames with flames coming out of them and i am now going to charge $3 for oneif you would like it. message me on here and i will send you my paypal email address and i do take money orders. one of my examples is of  kuma

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3514067/ steelmoon is giving away 1 free custom collar. he does excellent work and he made me a bracelet to represet me being a firefighter and it is called flames. join and look at his work.

hey all.i am on spring break till next sunday. if you want a free manip, my email is rhumphrey1[at]stu.parkland.edu it is my parkland college email. i will not charge you and it will give me something to do over the break and not die of boredom.

So i had one of my finals today which was biology. Passed it with a 70% and passed the whole course with a 75% :D ami happy you bet ya i am. Now i just have math final on wed 8am-10am then i am done for the semester. Already am getting a 77% in that class.

i have bad news. we are putting down our 14 year old dog fly on monday :( this is a sad event for mom,dad,jann and me. she is the only living desendent from the litter she came from. she was a good dog and this is her last weekend. she is completely blind and deaf. we are not happy that it had to come to this. :'(

so my college is having auditions for get smart on oct.9th. i am hoping to try out for max smart and the chief. i am nervous. if anyone has seen the show/ movie get smart, which character do you think would be good for me. to get a good look at me here is a pic of me http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5328836. i welcome your feedback

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7XDJdWVhfk the centaur is near the end of the commercial

i was on facebook and this link for a new show on FX called wilfred. the link is http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1703925/ the show premiers on june 23rd with a guy who sees another person in a dog suit while other people see him as a dog. looks interesting and looks like it has tf involved.

So my computer is down for the day. The screen keeps saying power save mode press a button to continue. So I do and nothing happens. I am typing on my iPod touch right now but my dad doesn't get home till 4. So I'm screwed

hey guys it just dawned on me that i lost one of my best bird drawings somewhere in my high school. I was really bored ins tudy hall "we couldnt sleep :(" anyways i drew this perfect picture of a raven in mid flight looking from the bottom. I wish i remembered how i drew it cause i showed it to the art teacher and she said i had potential. then 5 days later i lose it somewhere.

hey everybody. i am currently doing another art project but instead of coloring it in, i'm just using gel pens to make dots to do the shading. it'll be posted soon.