I will be seeing my daddy later today as i have a 6AM flight to see him so for the next week you might not hear from me much! Now onto more things...

I have primarily moved over to Telegram and Discord but I still have skype! For those who have me on Telegram or wish to add me there I need to make one thing clear and this is very important if it says i'm online and you constantly spam message me I might not be there cause of my mobile telegram saying im there when i'm not... This has happened multiple times and I need to bring it up... For your info if you want to add me my Telegram is bestsage


Thank you all for taking the time to read this, If you have any questions or you want to get to know me Telegram is the best answer.

So... on January 8th at 7:55PM me and my mate  foxkitsune04 were driving down interstate 77-N towards my friends house in Rock Hill SC going about 70 miles per hour when a deer or what we can presume was a 300 pound buck ran infront of our car and we hit it head on... we managed to pull into the median and made it out alive... but our car is totaled and we have no vehicle now for my mate to get to work and back... we are all okay with no injuries but with the wreck and now needing another car, money is very tight given we just got our apartment on December 23rd so I hate to ask but if anyone could spare some funds to help with bills and food I would be so grateful as well as my mate... or even if you can signal boost this journal to let others know we need help... My paypal is this: paypal.me/Sapphybell any funds would be appreciated... thank you for taking the time to read this...

Today is my 22nd Birthday! I'm now a 4 year old puppy :3

So today I hit a milestone~ Thanks to  poofypuppy watching this sweet puppybutt I now have reached 500 watchers~ I thank you all for taking the time to watch me and all the art i have commissioned, In other news my 22nd birthday is arriving in 9 days, as of Decemeber 9th~ So there's that too!.

Figured i'd update all my followers that are interested since my last update was back in September, so... As of 3 days ago 11/13/16 I moved in with my fur sister  quirkykitty until 12/23/16 thats when me and my mate  foxkitsune04 will be signing our lease for the apartment and getting the keys as well~ So here begins my life out of my parents roof as of 3 days ago... Wish me luck for the future~!

So wonderful news I got today from my mate, We have been approved for the waitlist for the apartment complex we wanted and now we just wait till they have an opening~ Earliest could be November so this means Ill finally be out of Georgia and living in South Carolina~ My future finally has a bright light i can see!

Star aka Gemma needs some help!: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7804718/

Lately i've been having a bit of a rough time with stresses from multiple sources but I've been pushing through as for my trip to my daddyfur in September was cancelled due to funding issues, however I have a trip to Philly PA for a real life family vacation from October 12th - 19th and then my mate should be visiting me for a week in November, then I turn 22 years old in December.

Just a bit of an update for all my watchers~

Waiting on art from the following artists:

1 pictures from  Fenelek

1 Picture from  RileyKit

That's it for now~ Just a reminder journal for myself.

So as it stands tomorrow July 13th I return home after a month and a half vacation, With that being said my schedule will be back to normal starting July 14th... My next trip currently stands depending on funds September 17th - September 24th to see my daddyfur again  pawzhusky after that my final trip for the year will be MFF "Midwest Fur Fest" November 30th - December 5th and then starting in January of 2017 I should be moving with my mate into our apartment~

I didn't think it would come to this... I am going to go on a very long hiatus aka break from role-playing due to people not reading the info i've posted multiple times about how it makes me uncomfortable when i just receive random notes or messages with the subject just titled "RP or Role-play or do you rp?" and text saying making remarks to pic's i've gotten commissioned, Look this makes me very uncomfortable and quite frankly a lot of the time im not in the mood, So I hate to do this but please don't send notes or messages like this to me unless i know you well enough or there are special arrangements in place...

My good friend/fur brother has some wonderful ABDL/diaperfur/babyfur stories that I think you all will like~! His FA is here:

 leftlion He's a real sweetie and I really want to help get the word out~! Thank you all for reading this.

So tonight at 11:15PM Est time i reached my 400th watcher  syxxneox Thank you so much all of you seriously for watching this sweet puppy~! It makes me smile you like what a cute little pawper filler i am~!

As its been for sometime now... years have passed since i graduated high school 3 years ago to be precise... I've traveled through and to so many states, visited so many fluffbutts and experienced a lot of emotional torment from the negative ones, I've applied for a job for over 2 years now and seem to always fail and never get anywhere in life... This month was suppose to be my life changer however I received a letter in the mail indicating it was time for my renewal for my government assistance paycheck the renewal can take from 2 - 4 months... so at the last minute we had to cancel our apartment plans and post pone it till September which really broke my heart again... However in its place thanks to a great friend I will be taking a month an a half vacation from May 28th - July 13th 2016 and this will help me destress and take my mind off of all the pain and suffering. The summary of this is... I know we all make our choices and they all have pros and cons but what happens when your never ever able to get a stable ground in to move on in your life...?, Thank you all for taking the time to read this I know its a lot

So with my latest picture being the cute puppy wagging and showing off her pawpers I now have reached 100 submissions uploaded to my account~! From stories to old sona's to new beginnings and to the typical stinky puppy pictures~! I hope all my watchers and fur friends/family enjoy the pictures I upload and the more to come~! Thank you all for watching me.

Sapphire
Age 20
Species: Canine
Breed: Border Collie

Sapphire is always a diaperfur, she is never normally a cub or cub sized; She will usually in the beginning "Not normally" be padded so usually that will come into play at some points.

Enjoyments: Pet play, Forced diapering, Humiliation, Playful spankings, Playful Teasing, just to name a few.

Scene preferences: Vet, Groomers, Mission style, Simple Home life, even romantic style.

Usually submissive can be dominate at times.

I had the most amazing time with my daddy whom i went to visit getting to be a purely pawpered puppy pet and enjoy the time of a happy non-stressed environment but now i am home and its back to normal communications

Starting tomorrow Jan 28th 2016 to Feb 1st 2016 I will be unavailable via Skype due to my flight/trip, If you wish to contact me please do it via Facebook, Twitter, Telegram, and FA. Thank you

As the days have passed as new things have shown their ways into my life as time goes by i look at the past and present....depressed, lonely, tired of suffering... all I am is kind, loving, understanding, open minded, and genuinely caring on all levels of life...yet all I ask for is the help and stability to take off, to succeed in life...Is that too much to ask? It seems it is...If i seem distant with all i care about and chat with...this is the reasoning...I feel the most absolute worthless and wished life would just stop crushing me....

So i went to my first ever con MFF 2015 and I have to say it was the time of my life~! I will talk more about it later

It pains me to have to do this....I've been in this fandom 4 years now and my real life is starting to become very busy and stressful I don't have the energy or time to role-play that much anymore and I've also changed my style: I will only role-play with you If I've known you for a very long time and I know your Character well enough...People who randomly note me on FA or Skype or what ever IM or PM you use and just are like "RP?" "RP Starter?" "Does a RP starter" and i don't even know you please don't do that because its kinda creepy and makes me uncomfortable...If you wish to role-play with me then get to know me and I learn about you and your character...That's all i have to say.

(Role-Play/Art Info)
Sapphire Fluffytails Info: Through out most of my art and or connection to Sapphire she has been pure female, But I have decided to make her a herm so she can have both parts :3 the Herm sense is only in sexual nature, if she is innocent or sexualness is not involved then she is pure female.
(Role-Play/Art Info)

Starting tomorrow 11/09/15 till 11/28/15 I will be working 5 days a week 7 hours a day for my grandfather I will not be able to respond to messages or anything until about 8-9:00PM EST On Monday-Friday, On the weekend I will have more time. Thank you all for understanding.

At the last second our head room mate who was paying for the room has decided to pull out due to health reasons....I am out almost 500$ for this con and I need someone to room with Preferably padded furs I don't have much funding only about 175$ Dedicated to the con and I really need some help here!

Your Strategy: Cooperation

You are a highly empathic, peaceful, warm and caring individual. People love and accept you for your tender-heartedness, and you rarely have difficulties establishing a warm and comfortable connection with others. Your listening skills and patience with others also help you in social interactions.

Deep down, you cherish communion and have a desire to care for others and give them emotional support. You are probably well-liked among your friends who turn to you for exactly that.

Despite being a loving and nurturing person towards yourself and others, you often tolerate and forgive others more than you would yourself. Sometimes, you may even feel like you do not deserve much respect from other people.

On the other hand, as you try to avoid conflict, you may often come across as too accommodating. Your tendency to try too hard to please other people may also be perceived by them as an attempt to win favors through flattery. Finally, disregarding your own problems and needs is not conducive for the growth of any relationship or you as a person.

You know its crazy, i've been in this fandom for about 3-4 years now only on FA here for 2 years but I have no regrets in joining this fandom, it had brought me happiness, acceptance, and family that i could only wish for; Sure i've met some pretty big assholes and abusers in this fandom but not as many as i've met in the human world. I know that I will always be just a big puppy with lots of people who care about me and i care about them, even when life gets me down I still move on.
Thank you all for reading