Its one of those things as I am starting to notice that the older you get the faster time goes...like yesterday it felt like July and its Oct XD I really need to stop getting older but there is no such thing as FOY XD

Where are you staying?
Hyatt O'hare (Main hotel)

What day are you getting there?
12/03/15 Thursday

Who are you rooming with?
 Chrono_Zaishi and a few others

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
My roommates that I am staying with during the con

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Not sure

Will you be suiting?
No

Do you do free art?
Not an Artist

Do you do trades?
Not an Artist

Do you do badges?
Not an Artist

Do you do commissions?
Not an Artist

What is your gender?
Male, but I prefer female terms (Genderfluid)

How tall are you?
5 Foot 9 Inches

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
I am happily mated but they are not able to make it to the con

Can I talk to you?
Of course! I'm always looking to meet more furs

Can I touch you?
Pets are lovely on the head

How can I find you?
I will be using twitter: https://twitter.com/bestsage

Can I visit your room?
Not sure you'd have to ask my roommate

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure :3 Dr. Pepper or Sweet tea usually

Can I give you stuff?
I'm always open to gifts

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are fine, snuggles are for close friends only

Are you nice?
Well i've been told i am by many people and i try to be so :3 yes

How long are you going?
12/03/15-12/07/15 Thursday to Monday

Do you have an artist table?
No

Will you be going to parties?
Not sure

Will you be performing?
No
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Tap my shoulder or call my name Sapphire and ill respond if i hear you

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Not sure, Probably with my roommates gaming and such

What/where will you be eating?
Not sure

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Depends on the Event

Can I look in your sketchbook?
N/A

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
N/A

Can I take your picture?
Sure! I don't mind photos just make sure it's pretty :3

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Well be it's my first con to have a wonderful time, meet others and just be myself :3

Thank you all to whom watch me, i would like to say about 12 hours ago my 300th watcher was  AnthonySkunkupine and i am very greatful to all whom watch this puppy :3 thank you for reading

Today my fur friend came over and i got to have a wonderful time! He treated me to a steak lunch and we were really naughty! :3 I got to try something new and ill say it, getting tongue bathed feels amazing ;3 i won't go into detail but after 6 days of depression today really changed things up, but alas it only lasted so long.

So i have just created a Twitter account if you wish to add me there, i'm not sure how much ill be there checking in. :3

Its been sometime since my last depression break down but it seems as though life is dealing me another shit deck of cards, as if it isn't enough having to worry about my close fur family...my girlfriend puts our relationship on hold because she is too stressed which makes me concerned i might lose her, plus money issues and emotional issues it really takes a toll on someones body...I just wish that things were not so tense and stressful for me...sighs but its the way of life i presume.

To all whom reads this journal! I'm looking for more steam friends who play: Team Fortress 2, 7 Days to Die, Unturned, and many other games, also looking for more skype contacts that enjoy a good role-play or a chat up! I hope to see more of you around my social life!

Welp im back home! vacation is over and back to my normal life

Well here i am good ole Philly PA! Its an amazing place! and i'm loving my stay even if its with family!! Ill be back to my normal schedule starting....July 28th! Ill keep you all updated!

As the days go on we live our lives and do our daily routines as for me I have a very busy July ahead of me and since I know a lot of my fur family chat with me daily or game with me daily here is what you all need to know: July Trips 7/12/15 - 7/19/15 Visiting fur family in IND. 7/23/15 - 7/28/15 Real Life Family trip to Philly PA. And then by 8/1/15 I should be back to my normal schedule. Thanks for Reading

Today a local fur friend came over and i had the time of my life!!!! :3 He was so amazing and loving! I have finally found someone true to me and has given me a light! :3

Go wish my fur father  nocty An amazing 21st birthday! He has been with me for a very long time and is a wonderful person! Even if he is a stinky puppy at times! But once again! Go wish him the best day ever!

So i made it back home yesterday night, May 9th, the flight was well and awesome! Today is Mothers day and i want to wish all my fur mom's a happy mothers day and thank you all for you putting up with a stinky puppy :3, I got some great pics from New Orleans and had a great time there, but now its time to relax and game :3, Welp that's it for the journal...See you all later butts ;3

For those of you who usually reach me and or talk to me via skype or other methods I will be going off the grid starting tomorrow may 4th and will be back may 10th, I am set to go on a family vaca to New Orleans LA, Ill update this when i get back!

Thank you all who watch the cute puppy here :3 I am happy to say i now have 200 Watchers Thank you all for all you do and i appreciate the love and care from everyone :3 This is a major milestone! Thank you all once again!

-sighs loudly- As though it seems in my life i tend to be a large target for attack in a sense of emotion and other senses....All i want to do is see others happy and i tend to do what it takes to get there, I am a very loving and forgiving person but that is where my flaw is.....Most of my life especially these last 2 years from 18 years old to 20 years old i have met some pretty big assholes who have fucked over my life as i know it...but i have also met some amazing people in my time, I am tired of the pain and attacks i get but it seems to never stop as reality is I know there is a balance to balance all of this out but i don't know when i shall find it, I hope it to be this trip to my mate but i can only hope and do....as Yoda said "There is no try only do" So i must move on in my life even if the pain is tough.

So with these last few months i finally have found happiness! A very close sister of mine whom i lost contact with over a year ago came back into my life...with in weeks it was turned into a mateship and i will be getting to meet them and there fur family soon! I am so happy!

With these last few months being quite concerning and a lot of my good friends disappearing on me, sometimes it seems that the only way to reach some people is with FA notes...Well it gets concerning when i send important notes to people weather or not to check on them for there health and safety or if a commission is ordered...Well when it says they've read the note but they don't ever respond that gets deeply concerning and a pet peeve of mine....So perhaps its myself that i worry too much but then again i've lost too many to not worry.

As it may seem these days keep going up and down i'm not sure what the next day will bring but I seem to be getting sicker and sicker from all the stress intake and over extending myself...You know i am told that I need to open up more and make "Human Friends" but what most people dont understand is i want to do so, but due to basically where i live hello GA! The south where most people are just closed minded a-holes I just have to suffer with my lonelyness at times but i guess that there is a gap from now till 2016 and that is when i shall hopefully be free and starting my life, Sorry about the partial rant here. Thanks all who stand beside me

So lately i've been meeting some new furries as i met my new fur mom  lulukitten Who is soooo cute and sweet, even as she is a wet kitten herself she has the most amazing motherly instincts I have been communicating with her for a week or more now and i am happy, as this weekend I met a local furry finally! I had a great time with we cuddled, snuggled, and gamed! They don't have an FA i don't think but there name is Whaya :3 And also these last few months my brother  camerontheslayerskunk has been helping me deeply with coping with all my stress and keeping me in good health, But last but not least my Mistress/Mother  melody_takano has been keeping me in check and making sure i'm a good girl :3 I am so greatful for all my fur family that has stood by me no matter what you all are the best!

There is always a questions on the table "Who are your real friends and who are not?" Well as of last night i came to realize something that hurt pretty badly an ex-mate of mine from a year ago in which i will not say his or her name here managed to find there way to part of my fur family on skype and SL, and well convinced them i'm nothing more then an asshole who toys with others emotions sadly to say with that i lost 2 of my close family memebers. So i say it again "Who are your real friends?" The answer: Ones who will never leave you no matter what, the pain may be hard to bare but in the end there is someone who always is there to care.

I know most of you won't read this...But this is very important: I am at a time in my life where i am seeing a lot of abandonment and am basically on high alert very scared and nervous what the next day brings...If anything my true trust circle has shown to be there for me and i'm happy i have these people but i need more support..Comfort and love.

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Girl/Boy
96% Switch
93% Experimentalist
73% Brat
71% Submissive
61% Primal (Predator)
61% Primal (Prey)
58% Bondage Receiver
46% Daddy/Mommy
46% Slave
42% Brat Tamer
41% Vanilla
40% Non-monogamist
38% Exhibitionist
30% Bondage Giver
30% Degradation Receiver
30% Dominant
29% Voyeur
25% Master/Mistress
21% Masochist
21% Sadist
13% Degradation Giver
6% All-Rounder
6% Pervert
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=139931

UNDER CONSTRUCTION OUT OF DATE

The BDSM Style Test

Ritual-Serve-Exhibitionism-Nonlifestyle
Ritual: You need to have rules and boundaries in your kink.
Serve: Not as in D/s but as in needing to serve the needs of your partner, who ever is "in charge"
Open: Not minding if other people know what you do. Liking it when people watch you.
Non-lifestyle: Preferring to keep kink in the bedroom or confined to certain times of the day.
You like your kink to have a certain formality to it, you enjoy knowing where you stand and for certain things to result in definite consequences.
Your partner is the most important thing during play, you are determined that they have enjoyed themselves and their needs are being met. You are active in the "scene" but do not explore your kinky side outside of the more short term play session.

You would be more compatible with RCON test takers.

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