Just like the photo I posted earlier shows, I'm turning 20 years old today. It's the first time I draw in 2025, after a long hiatus from arts, and a break from social media. If you're wondering why I didn't post much lately, it's because of many personal issues and struggles: mostly having to do with my university courses, and problems with both my physical and mental health. I've been trying to focus on myself, and my personal stuff, which I've dealing with for quite a while. I just want to let you know that I am slowly improving, and I'm finally starting to see hope for the future. I won't lie, it's been pretty hard for me, but I'm still going, as I know that everything bad will pass eventually. Anyway, thank you for reading, and wish me very good luck, everyone! Also, Happy 20th Birthday to me!

- From Martin/Miles "BGEevee2005"

Alright. For the past few weeks, I’ve been going through some personal issues that prevented me from getting the inspiration and motivation to draw or write. Not gonna lie, I’ve been feeling relatively lonely, and I was also dealing with depression and paranoia as well… I haven’t been able to draw a lot as well, as there were some people who were uncomfortable with some of the things I was in, though I’ve been slowly able to get out of the deep hole I got myself in… Though I’m still worried about the same past mistakes, I’m currently trying to focus on my personal well-being as well… And on top of that, I’m going to start university in October, which is what I’m also worrying about… Also, if you want, you can add me on Discord, though I have to know you pretty well at first. Anyway, here are the stuff I’m planning to release:


Outlaw Gangster — For the past year, I’ve been working on this particular story, which is pretty much inspired by my personal real life. Many of the characters are pretty much inspired by people I actually know in real life, and the story takes inspiration from many racing and driving video games. Story is planned to have 4 Volumes. All the characters in this story are humans, many of the characters actually inspired by me and many people I know in real life, so most of the characters will have prototype inspirations. And to be completely honest with you, this is actually a rewritten version of a very old story of mine, which I was writing during the pandemic, and the results of it (the original) were something I’m genuinely not proud of at all. So now, I want to try to remake it, and possibly do it better this time. Hope you enjoy reading them, once I post the story. Keep in mind that the story might include some action scenes, such as profanities and violence, which might not be appropriate for some people. If you’re 12 or below, I’d advise you to read with caution.

Rush Gotham Blur — Basically a spin-off story of Outlaw Gangster, which, however, is set in my Pokémon universe. The story is a sequel to my recently uploaded “Liberty Gangstress” (which took inspiration from Need For Speed Unbound). RGB takes inspiration from many other video games, such as Gran Turismo 7, TC Motorfest (Both of which I haven’t played much lately for several reasons), TDU Solar Crown (Which I still haven’t gotten), Need For Speed Unbound and many other video games I know. The Main Protagonist is a Pikachu, and the story includes many kinds of Pokémons, not just Eevee Evolutions. This story is not suitable for people 12 or below, as it includes profanities and violence. Be advised in case you’re not comfortable with some topics, so read with caution.

Saintsport Wanderers — A prequel of Rush Gotham Blur. Story is inspired by a popular webcomic, about college students, who are anthropomorphic animals (If you know the comic, that’s good), and the characters are Pokémons. The story, just like all the others, will be a text-written one. And all the characters will be Pokémons in it. It basically shows what college/university life is like for others, considering that I’ll start going to college/university on October 1st. Story will be rated 13 or above, as it tackles some topics, which might not be appropriate for others. Viewer discretion is advised for those who are not comfortable with slightly more Mature topics.

Millennium City 2030: Return of the Wolf (Title Might Change) — This story is a sequel to both Liberty Gangstress. Characters are Pokémons, and the story is set in the near future of 2030 in the fictionalized version of Sofia, Bulgaria, called Cobraville, better known internationally as Millennium City. Story will show what Bulgarian life is like for some people, though it will include more mature topics as well, and it will include lots of references to my country. Story will include language, violence, and overall, it will be 12+, but some chapters will be for slightly more mature audiences, due to the inclusion of serious topics that some might find inappropriate. Read with caution and hope you enjoy it.

Other Stories, which I might probably write:

Transformers Cyberbound — Remember when I was into Blaze and the Monster Machines? Well, I’ve decided to try to write my own personal fanfiction series in the Transformers world. Unlike my own personal AUs for Blaze and the Monster Machines, which inspired me for my “Heateon” story, this story will pretty much be a lot more serious. In this fanfiction series, there are humans, who fight on both sides: both good and bad. I’m not sure how many Chapters/Episodes the story will have yet, but I expect there to be a lot. Story will be rated 7+, as I want it to be suitable for slightly more mature audiences, yet appropriate for the younger audience as well. Many of the canon characters will have my own personal designs, while I’ll try to keep them as close to the canon as possible. The story is fan-made, due to the 40th Anniversary of the franchise, which was announced on September 17th, 1984. And I hope you enjoy reading the story, when I’m able to write it.

Outside the Law (Title Might Change) — A police story, about a former military pilot, who goes after every single dangerous criminal in his home city, Delgham City (fictionalized version of Detroit), as some of the cops in the police department are somewhat corrupt. Story will most likely be either 16+ or 18+, as it includes stuff that is heavily inappropriate. So if you’re not an Adult, I advise you to beware of reading it.

Sun Corona (Title Might Change) — Pokémon story, which takes inspiration from both The Crew and Test Drive Unlimited video game series. Story is currently in a very early development, so I can’t reveal anything about it at all. Not yet at least. Might be most suitable for people between 12 and 18.

Spirits in the Underground (Title Might Change) — This story is set between the events of Heateon and MC2K30. It’ll basically be a mixture between action/adventure, crime/angst & possibly fantasy/supernatural. Story is a spin-off sequel of Heateon. Might get a rating of 12+, as it includes language and some action scenes, which might not be very appropriate for slightly younger audiences. Viewer discretion is advised.

Wyjście (Title Might Change) — This story would most likely be a fanfiction, which is inspired by the 2024 video game “Heading Out”, made by the Polish developers “Serious Sim”. Title is the video game’s name in Polish, though there is a possibility I might change it. I decided to write such a story, because this video game in particular is what I mostly watched online, while I was still in a very deep state of depression. It’ll most likely be set in 1974/1975. Story might include topics, which might not be suitable for everyone. Reading with caution is recommended, and the rating will probably be 12+.

Minun Kesäautoni/Minun Talviaautoni (Title Might Change) — It’s probably going to be a fanfiction, inspired by both “My Summer Car” and its upcoming sequel, “My Winter Car”. Story might be set in 1976 (Intro), 1995 (MKA) and before 2000 (MTA). Title is the Suomi name of the two videogames, but I might change it. This duology is what inspired me to probably write this fanfiction. Plot is currently in development, so this is just a story suggestion. This fanfiction will most likely get a rating of 12+.

Night Runner (Title Might Change) — This story will most likely be inspired by the currently in development videogame “Night-Runners”. It will be set in Japan, between 1990 and 2009. I’m not sure what the exact plot might be yet, this is just a story suggestion. Rating might be either 7+ or 12+, depending on the Chapters.


There might be much more content to make in the future. However, this is all I could make for now. I might also upload character reference sheets on some of my accounts, including my Refsheet (I made an account on there, as I can’t make a Toyhou.se), so if you’re interested, you can check my characters, and learn more about them better. Also, I’m currently working on my Discord server, a new one, as I had an older one, which I made over 3 years ago, but this one went dead pretty quickly, due to me being severely inexperienced. Anyway, this is all from me for now. Wish me good luck with my progress. And I want to let you know that I’m slowly starting to feel better now, though I’m not able to be online all day, as I’m only allowed on my phone for about 60 minutes at maximum right now, due to personal issues. Goodbye for now. I’ll see you all around!


From Yours Truly, Miles “BGEevee2005” Walker

Ok, I know that there are so many speculations about me being into bad stuff, that I have problems and other stuff like that, which also got me in a lot of trouble with other users… So I decided to share with you about how I’ve been doing lately… So first of all, I’d like to state what the problem was: well, people basically accused me of being something really bad, which on top of that got me blocked by several users, some of whom I consider to be great friends of mine, and whose names I’d keep in secret, as I’m already in enough trouble already… And after those events, and an entire month break from Discord, I figured out what was wrong with me… well, it is NOT exactly proven, but I believe this is what my case is: I’m suffering from an addiction towards the bad stuff I mentioned (I won’t say what the addiction is, because I’m genuinely ashamed of this, and I am under quite a lot of mental pressure already)… And come to think of it, I believe I’ve been experiencing symptoms of it for over a year, maybe even more… Now, before you all start bullying me, I just want to let you know that I am aware of my problem, but the reason I didn’t took any actions, regarding it was because I had no idea at all about how serious it actually was… I mean, when I was younger, I genuinely despised those stuff in general to the point I’d try to avoid them at all cost… So what went wrong? Well, I guess my mind changed a lot, after I became an adult, and I thought there was no problem with me liking these things… And now, thinking about it, I can see what others meant: As an adult, I must take responsibility for my actions! The problem with that is, I’m autistic, and I don’t know how to act like my age sometimes, and I do very wrong stuff… So yeah, over this entire time, I’ve been trying to quit my addiction, and I’ve been literally doing my best… And by addiction, I mean it is serious… I never gambled, I never smoked, maybe I did drink once or twice, but it was nothing serious… Until now… And to make it worse, it’s not just my mental health that has declined… My physical condition has deteriorated a bit as well: I’ve been having trouble sleeping in general, as 6 hours is my minimum amount of sleep, but as of lately, I’ve struggled a lot, because I’m under a lot of stress; then I haven’t been able to eat as much as I used to, which I think might be due to the hot weather in where I live, but the issue is I don’t have any appetite in general; and finally, there is pain: my head, and my body in general hurts a lot, whenever I think about all of this: yes, I know being obsessed with your issues is very unhealthy, but I can’t control my anxiety sometimes… And the nightmares and unpleasant thoughts… For the entire week after that accident, I’ve had nightmares in which I actually cause actual harm… And these dreams almost made me do those stuff in reality… Like, I had obsessive thoughts and heard constant voices in my head, criticizing me for everything I did wrong, and telling me that no one cares about me, and that I should just give up… However, I know that if I give up and start doing all of this again, the whole situation will start worsening again… And I won’t lie to you at all, but this time, I genuinely feel depressed, helpless and unable to get out from the hole… My parents constantly criticize me that I am lazy, and I’ll fail in university, when I start in October, and they occasionally tell me off, because they believe I am possibly addicted to my phone (I stay about 2 hours per day at minimum, which I don’t think it is that big issue, while they always threaten to take my phone away, which I despise, as I need it for a lot of things), and while I might seem like a relatively optimistic person, the things which can genuinely put me down are the helplessness and inability to improve… And whenever I feel threatened, I become quite impulsive and agitated, as well as clingy and defensive, and possessive… And no, I’m not saying any of this, because I feel lonely and/or I want attention; I’m saying all of this, because it is somewhat the sad, torturing truth of life experience… While I want to go back to Discord, I’m also scared, as I’m worried that those who got uncomfortable with me, because of my addiction, would still treat me poorly and even if I eventually overcome my problematic addiction, I’m scared that I’ll forever be rejected by others, because of what I got through… So yeah… I know what I have to do: I must stop thinking about all that happens to me right now, and focus on my goals. And I know that reaching my goals won’t be easy, and getting out from the deep hole of depression and addiction at this point will be like a movie plot, but this is the only right thing I must do. Now, I will do my best to eventually overcome my problem, no matter what it takes me! I know it will be hard, but I must do it. Because I know that having an addiction could totally ruin your life, but I never had to properly experience it, until as of recently… So yeah, while I might talk to you sometimes, I can’t promise it will be all the time, as I’m only allowed for up to 1 hour per day to use my phone, and I’ll try to overcome my problem, and I will do my best to stop doing artworks that might probably be considered as “inappropriate”, as I know that not everyone is okay with some of these things. So yeah, that’s all from me for now. While I might do artworks and stories, I’m not sure whether I might post all of them: I may do several variants of them, but only show the appropriate ones. Also, I want to tell you that when I get better, I’ll try to start talking to others again. I know earning the trust of others is hard, and that earning the trust back of someone, after I lost it, is very impossible… And I know that everyone has flaws, but in order to be accepted, we mustn’t let our flaws get in our way (which in my case, I accidentally did, as I have issues, which I can’t always control…) Alright, I think this is all from me for now! If you ever want to talk to me, you can text me, and while I might not reply immediately, I’ll do my best! And I know that right now, I must try to focus on my recovery, and accomplishing my goals! Keep in mind that it is very hard for me, so I’m not sure how active I might be in general, while on my journey: I might probably try to check my notifications every day, but because I want to try to move on from all the bad things, and the fact university is way harder than high school, I don’t know how active I might be, after certain times arrive. I’ll still try to keep my accounts active, in case you want to chat with me, so if I don’t respond immediately, don’t worry, I’ll try to message you back when possible!
Alright everyone! Thanks for listening to me! And I promise you that I’ll try to do my best to overcome my problems! I know it won’t be easy, but this time, I am willing to do my best, because I know it is the only right thing, and I must focus on my goals, because I know that if I give up, all the efforts would be wasted!

Goodbye for now, everyone! I’ll see you again one day!

Yours, BGEevee2005 (Martin Vachkov/Miles Walker)

The problem with my Liberty Gangstress story got fixed and solved. Turns out I had to convert the entire story from .docx into .txt, and I just uploaded all stories and characters bios. Some of them are missing, as several had to be rated "Mature" and one got rated as "Adult". Hope you understand, and enjoy the story.

For some reason, FA doesn't let me share the bios and the story on here. So it is only available on DA, if you wanna read it. Some stories include Mature content, just to be safe. I'm deeply soory for disappointing you all... <:'-(

I'm going to try to take a break from Discord… Today I got in a lot of trouble: multiple online friends of mine blocked me, I got banned from 2 Discord servers… This is literally the worst day in my life… So yeah… I genuinely hate myself right now… And I'm heartbroken now 😭
So wish me good luck, and I hope everything gets better for me soon…
From BGEevee2005

Ok. I know I haven’t drawn or written anything properly for quite some time now. However, I’ve been working on new ideas I’ve been planning to share one day. Keep in mind I might not share them immediately, as I’m Senior in high school, and I have to do exams for both graduation and other stuff related to my education. Anyway, enough with all of these, here are all my ideas I've been working on:


Liberty Gangstress (LBGT) - a Pokémon story, which will include many of my brand new OCs I’ve worked on for over a year. Similar to Heateon, whose story plot was based on Need For Speed Heat, this new story plot will be inspired by Need For Speed Unbound.
Creating and introducing multiple new OCs, and sharing some one-shot stories I’ve gotten ideas for, and whose Alpha & Beta versions were written with the assistance of ChatGPT. Before you all ask, no, I only used ChatGPT to help me get inspiration and motivation for these stories and characters, while everything I’ll show to the public will belong 100% to me.
Outlaw Gangster (OG) - A heavily rewritten story, whose original was a very old Pokémon story I wrote from between September 2019 to January 2021. In this case, however, all characters will be humans, and keep in mind that many of the characters in it will also be inspired by people I know in real life. So please, if you have anything about any of the cast, keep in mind that some characters might have prototype patents from IRL people. Story will take place in a different timeline from the IRL one, as the story IRL was originally established back in 2016, when I was only 11 and half. And unlike my most stories, this one will possibly be exclusive to only some sites, as uploading everything everywhere is getting harder and harder for me everyday.
Rush Gotham Blur - a Pokémon story, which story plot takes no inspiration, and it’s my own original. It’ll basically be considered a missing link that connects all my stories.
Millennial (Alpha/Beta title) - a Pokémon story, which will be a sequel of LBGT, taking place in the near future, and also set in a fictional city, based nearly perfectly on my own hometown Sofia, the capital of Bulgaria.
Trying my best to share as many video game screenshots as possible, mostly from Gran Turismo 7, but also from The Crew 2 & Motorfest, and if possible, from NFS Heat & NFS Unbound as well.
I’ve been working on a Discord server for a while now, and if you’re interested, you can join, and I’ll send you a private invitation, as I don’t want everyone to join. This is my new server, as I had an old one, which was an epic failure in my own personal opinion, as I was only 15, meaning I sucked really bad back then. Anyway, if you want to join, text me via Discord or by the websites’ personal DMs. I do that for security and safety measures, as I don’t want random and unwanted lurkers and haters in my servers.
Keep in mind that I might not be able to accomplish everything I have shared here, as I’m over 18 now, and I don’t know how much I might be able to accomplish. However, if you don’t see anything shared from what I’ve written here, don’t worry, I might be able to share them one day, just not immediately.
Finally, before you all ask, I know I haven’t done anything online in a very long time, I just went through a lot of personal and online issues. So if you see me being inactive, don’t worry, I’m still here, I just need time for myself.

Ok. I think this is all for now. If you have any questions, text me in the comments or hit me via Discord DM. However, if you do the latter, please introduce yourselves to me first, as I’ve been scammed by online hackers multiple times on all my social media, and I have some serious trust issues as well. It’s not personal, I just don’t want to become a victim of hackers and scammers, as I almost fell for one back in December 2023.

Stay safe! And try your best to stay strong!

From BGEevee2005 (Martin/Marto/Miles)

"Uhmm how do I say this... Please don't be mad. I connected to a public wifi days ago and somebody else had access to my account but he couldn't change my password because 2FA was enabled. Then he made fun of my discord account and reported some random people and on servers and that includes you. It is stated here that our accounts could be suspended and our IP addresses could get limited from accessing discord. Could you help me explain to discord staff that the complaints were false? I hope you could help me sort it out because I just realized that its not right to leave it be and it also alerted me that you wouldn't get notified about it, so I messaged you to tell you about it"
If anyone on Discord, especially users you haven't spoken to in a while, sends you such message on DM, you should block the account and write an email on the Discord support website. There is a possible real hacker attack scam going on…

So I just got an email from the Discord team. They said that they saw my message about my ticket, and texted me to make sure everything is okay. I hope that this means my Discord is safe now. This thing really gave me a headache and poor sleep. I just hope I won't have to deal with such issues again.

If you see this, I'll have to let you know that in case something bad happens to my Discord account, it's because I was accused, reported and banned by accident from the platform. I'm not sure if I ever manage to get back to normal, which is why I write this message! To say goodbye to everyone, in case my account gets deleted! If you want, I'll still be available on all other platforms I have! Farewell Discord! Hope I manage to get you back again one day!

Hey, everyone? If you wonder why I'm writing this Status Update, it's because I went through an emergency operation to remove a Pilonidal cyst, which I got in the morning of the previous day. This was my very first major hospital operation, and I'm not sure how long will I have to recover. Hope you understand.
From BGEevee2005

Happy 18th Birthday to me!
- BGEevee2005

Happy New Year 2023!

Merry Christmas! And Happy New Year!
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