absence
Posted 15 years agoSorry for the lack of updates in everything really :(
From xmas onwards I had a cold, had a cold ON MY BIRTHDAY :( lost my tablet pen for a month, not been able to sleep. The list goes on lol
I have to do some things at the weekend that I REALLY, REALLY do not want to do :(
I can't say things are getting much better, but I'm slowly feeling more able to deal with things, so hopefully I will be a bit more active!!
How have you been, how was your xmas/new years??
From xmas onwards I had a cold, had a cold ON MY BIRTHDAY :( lost my tablet pen for a month, not been able to sleep. The list goes on lol
I have to do some things at the weekend that I REALLY, REALLY do not want to do :(
I can't say things are getting much better, but I'm slowly feeling more able to deal with things, so hopefully I will be a bit more active!!
How have you been, how was your xmas/new years??
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Posted 15 years agothat is all.
porn
Posted 15 years agoI don't know, I kind of feel like trying my hand at it (nothing too extreme)
I'm wondering what rates I should set an adult commission at, for lines and flat colours?
What do you think?
(Of course I have one more commission to finish before that, so it would have to be in Jan!)
I'm wondering what rates I should set an adult commission at, for lines and flat colours?
What do you think?
(Of course I have one more commission to finish before that, so it would have to be in Jan!)
small update
Posted 16 years agoStill working hard lol, i'm soooo tired! I'm also so glad that I'm not sitting at home bored tho!
Looking forward to the xmas holidays! I have all my presents/cards sorted out :D I'm going to visit my mum then my aunts/uncles. It'll be great :)
How about you?
Looking forward to the xmas holidays! I have all my presents/cards sorted out :D I'm going to visit my mum then my aunts/uncles. It'll be great :)
How about you?
still here!!!
Posted 16 years agoOnce again, I am still getting used to work, I still have a lot of bf related stress to deal with too X_X
I have set aside sometime this week to work on Commissions, so I should have one finished this weekend (lunas) Then I can finish David's which I think will be a lot quicker as I've done pictures similar to that before :)
It'll be nice to have some time to work on pictures, I need it! :) Until next month, I am not designing anything at work, it's just altering AI files, lots and lots of files. I need my artistic time lol.
To be honest a lot of things are burning me out, work, bf, mum... I can only hope that it will get better around xmas...
I have set aside sometime this week to work on Commissions, so I should have one finished this weekend (lunas) Then I can finish David's which I think will be a lot quicker as I've done pictures similar to that before :)
It'll be nice to have some time to work on pictures, I need it! :) Until next month, I am not designing anything at work, it's just altering AI files, lots and lots of files. I need my artistic time lol.
To be honest a lot of things are burning me out, work, bf, mum... I can only hope that it will get better around xmas...
Something that pisses me off.
Posted 16 years agoNot just people begging for free art, someone begging for free art using a sob story.
For some reason it just hit a nerve. I'm glad he found something to do during difficult times, but it shouldn't mean anyone owes him anything and shouldn't pertain to his message. Notice the project isn't even anything to do with his father in any way.
He's asking for others time, why should they give that to him? He doesn't know them, he didn't even take the time to send individual emails. He's not even watching the people. It's just the entitlement and he's unappreciative for an artists time, especially in these difficult times.
Here's the note (it didn't annoy me as much until I got it sent to BOTH my DA accounts.
Hello! I am currently making a film titled "Journey of Heroes". The film is an anime film that I have been working on for some time. Let me lay some background information...
Just last year, my father was diagnosed with Lung Cancer from years of smoking. During this time, I began writing this story in order to cope. Not only is it an incredible journey for the characters in my film, but also one for me, which is something I would like to share with the world. The story is about a young girl who is thrust into a magical world that is seperated by war by two sides: the Industrialists who believe in moving forward and upgrading their way of life, and the Naturalists, who believe that the old ways should be used forever. During the girl's travels, she meets many new characters, including a love interest with a secret past. There is much more to this story, but I do not have the space to tell it all (plus I do not want to give it all away :)). I have always been into filmmaking, and I want to give anyone and everyone a chance to be a part of this huge project that has been started and being taken notice on YouTube. I have many people who have auditioned for this film, and I have over 50 characters up for audition as of late.
My goal is to have many different animators and musicians, as well as others who have been interested in film. For example, one episode may be designed differently then the next because a different animator made that episode. Also, I believe that a film should have different sounds, music and tone, in order to make it more realistic. So, I will be needing many musicians to score my film. I already have many talented artists on Youtube, but I am still looking for more. A film should have many voices, and this one shall too.
I am currently looking for:
animators
storyboard artists
sound effects persons
musicians
promotional artists
I want to make this a large, fanbased project that unites aspiring musicians, voice actors and animators. I want to tell my story to the world through your talented ways. If you are interested, please send me a message at journeyofheroes[at]hotmail.com or PM me here. Thank you, and I hope that you will consider this great opportunity in the world of anime.
- AgentSchnoogie
For some reason it just hit a nerve. I'm glad he found something to do during difficult times, but it shouldn't mean anyone owes him anything and shouldn't pertain to his message. Notice the project isn't even anything to do with his father in any way.
He's asking for others time, why should they give that to him? He doesn't know them, he didn't even take the time to send individual emails. He's not even watching the people. It's just the entitlement and he's unappreciative for an artists time, especially in these difficult times.
Here's the note (it didn't annoy me as much until I got it sent to BOTH my DA accounts.
Hello! I am currently making a film titled "Journey of Heroes". The film is an anime film that I have been working on for some time. Let me lay some background information...
Just last year, my father was diagnosed with Lung Cancer from years of smoking. During this time, I began writing this story in order to cope. Not only is it an incredible journey for the characters in my film, but also one for me, which is something I would like to share with the world. The story is about a young girl who is thrust into a magical world that is seperated by war by two sides: the Industrialists who believe in moving forward and upgrading their way of life, and the Naturalists, who believe that the old ways should be used forever. During the girl's travels, she meets many new characters, including a love interest with a secret past. There is much more to this story, but I do not have the space to tell it all (plus I do not want to give it all away :)). I have always been into filmmaking, and I want to give anyone and everyone a chance to be a part of this huge project that has been started and being taken notice on YouTube. I have many people who have auditioned for this film, and I have over 50 characters up for audition as of late.
My goal is to have many different animators and musicians, as well as others who have been interested in film. For example, one episode may be designed differently then the next because a different animator made that episode. Also, I believe that a film should have different sounds, music and tone, in order to make it more realistic. So, I will be needing many musicians to score my film. I already have many talented artists on Youtube, but I am still looking for more. A film should have many voices, and this one shall too.
I am currently looking for:
animators
storyboard artists
sound effects persons
musicians
promotional artists
I want to make this a large, fanbased project that unites aspiring musicians, voice actors and animators. I want to tell my story to the world through your talented ways. If you are interested, please send me a message at journeyofheroes[at]hotmail.com or PM me here. Thank you, and I hope that you will consider this great opportunity in the world of anime.
- AgentSchnoogie
livestream? Monday
Posted 16 years agoTo celebrate my new job, I will do a livestream on Monday, not sure how it will work out, I get all twitchy when watched XD Anyone got any info on how to set one up? I am on a mac.
This will probably happen from 10am-4pm uk time, I'll think about it later XD
This will probably happen from 10am-4pm uk time, I'll think about it later XD
Got the job! Haven't been very active
Posted 16 years agoHiya, sorry I haven't been so active on here recently, I am awaiting the reply to a job today and last week I had another interview, at the weekend they wanted me to mock up a piece of work to help them decide.
EDIT: HOPEFULLY I have a Graphic Design job! It's on a 3 month probation, so that's pretty scary but I will do my best :D I think most jobs have a 3 month probation right? Even if it's unofficial lol.
I am going to try and catch up with stuff in one fell swoop this week as I start next week.
I have like 500 pics to look through X_X I love looking through em! but it takes so long. But I don't want to miss any lol, what to do!
EDIT: HOPEFULLY I have a Graphic Design job! It's on a 3 month probation, so that's pretty scary but I will do my best :D I think most jobs have a 3 month probation right? Even if it's unofficial lol.
I am going to try and catch up with stuff in one fell swoop this week as I start next week.
I have like 500 pics to look through X_X I love looking through em! but it takes so long. But I don't want to miss any lol, what to do!
hello
Posted 16 years agoJust a journal to push the other off the front page. I promise you I am not emo lol. I just need to sort things out.
4 years
Posted 16 years agoSo it's soon to be 4 years with my boyfriend. I love him very much.
Still I cannot sleep and I'll probably freak out and delete this journal in the clear light of the morning.
It's been 4 years and we only seem to be going backwards. He hasn't thought about moving in together, he hasn't thought of anything else like marriage. I know he is very laid back. Surely if you love someone enough you think about these things. Maybe I am just not the one. If this is so it needs to be sorted out for both of our sakes.
He tells me I am cute all of the time, he's very physically affectionate, he seems to love me, but maybe not as much as he should after 4 years? I also don't get the emotional support that I need from him. It's all very confusing.
I don't feel the same as I did at the start about him, though this is normal when together for so long? I feel like I associate him with stress sometimes, which may be the actual problem. He's very laid back and his parents are very pushy, I have seen him turn into a shell of his former self since being a lawyer 3 years ago. His family also cause a lot of stress.
Of course he is my first real boyfriend, they say that people never stay with their first... In this case I wonder if he is right for me, I don't want to lose out on a partner for life, we do get along well and he does a lot for me.
Maybe we are just not right for each other, I feel like we should date other people to see how we -actually- feel about each other, but just thinking about taking that step makes me feel sick.
It's very confusing, who knows what will happen, maybe it's just a bad patch. I feel weird posting it here, but this is a good place to get objective opinions, from people that don't know him.
Still I cannot sleep and I'll probably freak out and delete this journal in the clear light of the morning.
It's been 4 years and we only seem to be going backwards. He hasn't thought about moving in together, he hasn't thought of anything else like marriage. I know he is very laid back. Surely if you love someone enough you think about these things. Maybe I am just not the one. If this is so it needs to be sorted out for both of our sakes.
He tells me I am cute all of the time, he's very physically affectionate, he seems to love me, but maybe not as much as he should after 4 years? I also don't get the emotional support that I need from him. It's all very confusing.
I don't feel the same as I did at the start about him, though this is normal when together for so long? I feel like I associate him with stress sometimes, which may be the actual problem. He's very laid back and his parents are very pushy, I have seen him turn into a shell of his former self since being a lawyer 3 years ago. His family also cause a lot of stress.
Of course he is my first real boyfriend, they say that people never stay with their first... In this case I wonder if he is right for me, I don't want to lose out on a partner for life, we do get along well and he does a lot for me.
Maybe we are just not right for each other, I feel like we should date other people to see how we -actually- feel about each other, but just thinking about taking that step makes me feel sick.
It's very confusing, who knows what will happen, maybe it's just a bad patch. I feel weird posting it here, but this is a good place to get objective opinions, from people that don't know him.
and another meme lol, phobias.
Posted 16 years agoIf you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of [shit].
I fear
[] black people
[] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent (not gonna lol)
[x] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces (depends if I can easily get out or not X_X)
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders SO SO MUCH
[] flowers or other plants
total so far: 4
[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep deep water (Can't swim, freak out when my face goes under water at all X_X
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
Total so far: 8
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[] tornadoes
total: 10
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] scary movies
[x] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total: 15
[x] creepy noises in the night
[] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[x] blood (I run around in circles freaking out at the sight of it lol)
Total: 17
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of [shit].
I fear
[] black people
[] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent (not gonna lol)
[x] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces (depends if I can easily get out or not X_X)
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[x] spiders SO SO MUCH
[] flowers or other plants
total so far: 4
[] being touched
[] fire
[x] deep deep water (Can't swim, freak out when my face goes under water at all X_X
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
Total so far: 8
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[] tornadoes
total: 10
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] scary movies
[x] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total: 15
[x] creepy noises in the night
[] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[x] blood (I run around in circles freaking out at the sight of it lol)
Total: 17
yet another meme lol
Posted 16 years agoBritish
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life. (lol Noel Edmonds)
[] You wanted Ben to win X Factor. (Only watch it for the terrible ones!)
[] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[xxxxxxxx!]Its football...not soccer.
Total: 5
Australian
[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic.
[] You are tanned.
[] You're a bit of a bogan.
[] You have an Australian something
Total: 3
Italian
[] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x]You know how a real meatball tastes.
[] You know Italian songs.
[] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[] You speak some Italian.
[x]You are under 5'10'' (Eh, for a girl this is normal:S)
[] You know what an Italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4
Spanish
[] You say member instead of Remember. (hehe!)
[] You speak Spanish or some.
[] You like tacos.
[] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[] You are dark skinned.
[] You know what a Puta is.
[x]You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[] You know what platanos are.
Total: 2
Russian
[] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x]You get short tempered.
[] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[] Rain is fun for you.
[] You get into contests all the time.
[] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 2
Irish
[x] You think beer is the best. (shower beers are best! :D)
[] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[] You have a family member from Ireland.
[] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles. (When I was little >_>)
[]Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 4
African American
[] You say nigga/nukka casually (sometimes as a shockhorror joke)
[] You have nappy hair.
[] You like rap.
[x] You shoot a gun sideways (does wii-mote count XD)
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like fried chicken.
[] You like watermelon. (HATE it, love honeydew though)
[] You can dance.
[] You can 'sing' gospel.
[] You watch the show, "Boondocks"
Total: -3 For lack of dancing skills :P
Asian
[] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[] You are good at math.
[] You have played the piano.
[] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[] Most people think you're chinese.
[x] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3
German
[x] You like bread.
[] You think German Chocolate is good.
[] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when people call you a Nazi. (Not that anyone ever has... XD)
[x] You went to Preschool.
[x] You're over 5'2.
Total: 5
Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[] You say eh.
[] You know what poutine is.
[] You speak some french.
[] You love Tim Horton's.
[] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 2
American
[] You hate foreigners.
[] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[] You are not cultured.
[] You hate abortion.
[] But love the death penalty.
[] You don't read.
[] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total:2
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life. (lol Noel Edmonds)
[] You wanted Ben to win X Factor. (Only watch it for the terrible ones!)
[] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[xxxxxxxx!]Its football...not soccer.
Total: 5
Australian
[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic.
[] You are tanned.
[] You're a bit of a bogan.
[] You have an Australian something
Total: 3
Italian
[] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x]You know how a real meatball tastes.
[] You know Italian songs.
[] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[] You speak some Italian.
[x]You are under 5'10'' (Eh, for a girl this is normal:S)
[] You know what an Italian horn is
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4
Spanish
[] You say member instead of Remember. (hehe!)
[] You speak Spanish or some.
[] You like tacos.
[] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[] You are dark skinned.
[] You know what a Puta is.
[x]You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[] You know what platanos are.
Total: 2
Russian
[] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x]You get short tempered.
[] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[] Rain is fun for you.
[] You get into contests all the time.
[] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 2
Irish
[x] You think beer is the best. (shower beers are best! :D)
[] You have a bad temper.
[] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[] You have a family member from Ireland.
[] You have blonde hair.
[x] You have/had freckles. (When I was little >_>)
[]Your family get togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 4
African American
[] You say nigga/nukka casually (sometimes as a shockhorror joke)
[] You have nappy hair.
[] You like rap.
[x] You shoot a gun sideways (does wii-mote count XD)
[x] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like fried chicken.
[] You like watermelon. (HATE it, love honeydew though)
[] You can dance.
[] You can 'sing' gospel.
[] You watch the show, "Boondocks"
Total: -3 For lack of dancing skills :P
Asian
[] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[] You are good at math.
[] You have played the piano.
[] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[] Most people think you're chinese.
[x] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3
German
[x] You like bread.
[] You think German Chocolate is good.
[] You Speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when people call you a Nazi. (Not that anyone ever has... XD)
[x] You went to Preschool.
[x] You're over 5'2.
Total: 5
Canadian
[x] You like/play/played hockey.
[x] You love beer.
[] You say eh.
[] You know what poutine is.
[] You speak some french.
[] You love Tim Horton's.
[] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[] You watch/watched degrassi
Total: 2
American
[] You hate foreigners.
[] You hate non - Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[] You are not cultured.
[] You hate abortion.
[] But love the death penalty.
[] You don't read.
[] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total:2
all about me.
Posted 16 years ago• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
- Name: BigBossPanda
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: female
- Birthday: >_> no XD
- Sign: capricorn
- Hair color: Light brown/red
- Eye color: Grey/Blue
- Height: 5'8
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight.
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: H&M, Choice, Marks, DP
- Favorite designer?: Uhhh, I don't know XD
- What is your sexiest outfit?: No Idea!
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans, jumper.
- What do you usually wear?: jeans, t-shirt/jumper and vans
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Tony&Guys or John Frieda's Volumising
- What are you listening to right now?: Stadium Arcadium, Chilli Peppers - 2nd disc is better than 1st!
- Who is the last person that called you?: James
- How many buddies are online right now?: Pff, Steve
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
- Food: Japanese
- Girls' names: Uhh,
- Boys' names: Uhh...I don't know!
- Subjects in school: Art, R.E.
- Animals: foxes, frogs, Pandas
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
- Given anyone a bath?: Yeah, but put like that it sounds weird XD
- Smoked?: Tried it, not impressed
- Bungee jumped?: Never, corneas can become dislocated!
- Made yourself throw up?: When I had a cold, to feel better.
- Skinny dipped?: No lol
- Ever been in love?: yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Hrm, only to get my brother into MORE trouble...
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: no
- Used someone?: No, maybe, I don't know, it's complicated.
- Done something you regret?: Yes
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
- Clothes: Grey trousers, black stretch shirt, mary jane shoes.
- Desktop picture: corn LOL, random but it's get really nice colours on it.
- CD in player: HP installation CD
- DVD in player: Hrmm, Due South X3
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
- You touched: Rosie
- Hugged: James
- You kissed: James
- You IMed: Can't remember lol
- Talk to online: Aunt
- You sexed it up with: James
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
- Understanding?: Sometimes, if the person hasn't been nasty
- Open-minded?: Depends, I Don't like anyone getting hurt, emotionally or physically.
- Arrogant?: No
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: Sometimes.
- Hungry?: Not a lot.
- Smart?: Average, I'm a bit ditzy.
- Moody?: If I am stressed.
- Organized?: I am becoming!
- Shy?: Yes
- Difficult?: Haha yup!
- Bored easily?: YES.
- Obsessed?: I can be.
- Angry?: No.
- Happy?: Depends.
- Hyper?: I am either really hyper or really chilled, no inbetween.
- Trusting?: I don't allow myself to be, because I know I am.
• × • R A N D O M • × •
- In the morning I: Snooze, stare at the wall for 20 mins, don't wake up/talk properly until 12.
- Love is: Complex.
- I dream about: People I don't know or have only met once or twice.
- Sexual preference: Guy
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: If he seems stuck up or chilled. If he's friendly, how he treats people.
• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
- Coke or Pepsi: Coke by miles.
- Flowers or candy: Candy, of course!
- Tall or short: I don't mind, but guys5 who are too tall intimidate me XD
• × • W H O • × •
- Makes you laugh the most: Rosie
- Makes you smile: A lot of people.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: It's been far too long for that lol
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Yes, and I would love to see what it's like, just for a while!
- Wish you were younger?: Of course, then there is more time.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes, not often.
• × • N U M B E R • × •
- Of times I have had my heart broken?: I tend not to allow myself to get into that position in the first place.
- Of guys I've kissed 2 lol
- Of girls I've kissed: 1, it was mouth rape lol
- Of Cd's I own: 20-30
- Of scars on my body: A few, lots of bruises, and a massive bruise on my arm (how?!) from shotgun shooting lol.
Interview!
Posted 16 years agoWish me luck! It's for graphic design, oh and you lovely people can give me some helpful pointers too XD
I just need to keep thinking about how much I NEED and WANT this rather than my insecurities! I'll make it work, I want it that much!
I just need to keep thinking about how much I NEED and WANT this rather than my insecurities! I'll make it work, I want it that much!
back and 0_0
Posted 16 years agoI'm back properly now, I have everything set up now, I have internet and a desk in place and somewhere to work XD So I'll be much more productive! (I hope)
I've officially seen everything on here, FA is an eye-opening place :S
I am thoughly weirded out...
I've officially seen everything on here, FA is an eye-opening place :S
I am thoughly weirded out...
brb!
Posted 16 years agoMoving to my Dads, should have internet by Wednesday, but you know how it can be!
I can't see pictures on here now, so it's not too much of a big deal at the moment!
Thanks for all the comments, and also thank you to everyone who is watching me :)
I can't see pictures on here now, so it's not too much of a big deal at the moment!
Thanks for all the comments, and also thank you to everyone who is watching me :)
One of the reasons I love FA
Posted 16 years agoYes there's nice people here, far more of a community feel, and although I don't draw porn I don't really feel left out.
All of that would be for nothing if it didn't WORK. This site is surprisingly good for that, as a free site! It may have some downtime, but I would rather have that then DA deciding it's not going to work half of the time.
I know DA is a lot bigger, but it's also making a lot more of a profit and can afford to hire people to iron problems out.
I don't really think the kind of service received is appropriate for a business site with subscribers!
At the moment I can't check any of my messages there, and 50% of the time the page will hang and I won't be able to view any images until something happens and it works 20 mins - 5 hours later.
All of that would be for nothing if it didn't WORK. This site is surprisingly good for that, as a free site! It may have some downtime, but I would rather have that then DA deciding it's not going to work half of the time.
I know DA is a lot bigger, but it's also making a lot more of a profit and can afford to hire people to iron problems out.
I don't really think the kind of service received is appropriate for a business site with subscribers!
At the moment I can't check any of my messages there, and 50% of the time the page will hang and I won't be able to view any images until something happens and it works 20 mins - 5 hours later.
10 artists - with links
Posted 16 years agoName 10 FA/DA artist off the top of your head that have inspired you and/or your art and tell how.
1.Loish - I think I was already quite influenced by mucha, but she cemented this love. The cuteness in her art definitely inspired me. And she is the reason that I started to play around with textures a lot, and think more seriously about colour.
http://loish.deviantart.com/
2.Kizmit - I think she is the reason I first got into drawing furries, she introduced me to this world! If I remember, she encouraged me to make my own character too!
http://kizmit.deviantart.com/
3: Dixey - Argh If I could just draw guys half as good as she does. She inspired me to try drawing guys, but it didn't go too well, so you won't find me uploading a lot of my male work here lol
http://dixey.deviantart.com/
4. BaraChan - I loved her clean lines and bold colouring, she inspired me to incorporate cell shading into my work.
http://bara-chan.deviantart.com/
5. Stefunny - Her art is always fun fresh and visually appealing, I was and still am inspired by her a lot!
http://stefunny.deviantart.com/
6. Medli - I started out drawing MGS fan art, however, my art was crap and I didn't realise it until I saw her fan art. I strove to reach her level and through that my art got heaps better!
http://medli.deviantart.com/
7: Kaoru-chan - I love her anime style, I learnt from her that anime art can be nice as long as it has it's own style. So I guess she anime-ised me XD
http://kaoru-chan.deviantart.com/
8. Miupix - Has already inspired me a lot with their cute art, I love the fact that it is light and fun. I realise too that I don't have to over-shade everything I do, when looking at his work.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/miupix/
9: Emperpep - His colours are gorgeous, and it made me realise that I need to think more about colours and matching them in my work. I also want to try out natural media again because of him XD
http://emperpep.deviantart.com/
10. Mythchan
http://mythchan.deviantart.com/
1.Loish - I think I was already quite influenced by mucha, but she cemented this love. The cuteness in her art definitely inspired me. And she is the reason that I started to play around with textures a lot, and think more seriously about colour.
http://loish.deviantart.com/
2.Kizmit - I think she is the reason I first got into drawing furries, she introduced me to this world! If I remember, she encouraged me to make my own character too!
http://kizmit.deviantart.com/
3: Dixey - Argh If I could just draw guys half as good as she does. She inspired me to try drawing guys, but it didn't go too well, so you won't find me uploading a lot of my male work here lol
http://dixey.deviantart.com/
4. BaraChan - I loved her clean lines and bold colouring, she inspired me to incorporate cell shading into my work.
http://bara-chan.deviantart.com/
5. Stefunny - Her art is always fun fresh and visually appealing, I was and still am inspired by her a lot!
http://stefunny.deviantart.com/
6. Medli - I started out drawing MGS fan art, however, my art was crap and I didn't realise it until I saw her fan art. I strove to reach her level and through that my art got heaps better!
http://medli.deviantart.com/
7: Kaoru-chan - I love her anime style, I learnt from her that anime art can be nice as long as it has it's own style. So I guess she anime-ised me XD
http://kaoru-chan.deviantart.com/
8. Miupix - Has already inspired me a lot with their cute art, I love the fact that it is light and fun. I realise too that I don't have to over-shade everything I do, when looking at his work.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/miupix/
9: Emperpep - His colours are gorgeous, and it made me realise that I need to think more about colours and matching them in my work. I also want to try out natural media again because of him XD
http://emperpep.deviantart.com/
10. Mythchan
http://mythchan.deviantart.com/
artist meme
Posted 16 years agoI've seen this around, so why not give it a go XD
- When did you start drawing?
Since I was a kid, but I've been drawing seriously for 5 years now.
- Which hand do you use for drawing?
My right hand
- Which is easier to draw - male or female?
I draw females more easily than males unless they're feminine males. I like to make things pretty XD
- Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
I like both in different ways
- Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Hrm *looks at gallery* I guess right, only by a bit.
- Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Front view, and you can get more expression into that too.
- What do you have problems in drawing?
Hands, perspective/foreshortening (Please help me out with that one somebody! XD)
- What do you like to draw?
Hair, I looooove hair. Eyes.
- Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
I can work in both but mainly digital - I make a lot less mess that way lol
- Where do you start drawing from?
I use box shapes as guides, sometimes I start from one line of the spine too.
- What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I push down very very hard on the paper, I always need to trace my work again, lighter, because of this.
- Any tips for coloring/shading?
Try and stick to a colour theme. Make sure you really really like the flat colours together before you start colouring or you will end up hating it anyway.
- How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
5 - 8 hours
- What music do you listen to while you draw?
I can't concentrate on more than one thing at a time, so none XD
- How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Very very quickly. No longer than 20 minutes.
- Your favorite drawing utensils?
Tablet, Mac, Photoshop. Lightbox, DEWENT GRIP PENCIL FTW :D
- Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
Purple, I love a lot of colours though!
- Your favorite style(s)?
I love Mucha, Loish, but also so so many others, too many to name
- Are you satisfied with your current art?
I will never be, but I will briefly feel happy with a few of my pieces - even if I still can see errors in them.
- What kind of artist are you aiming for?
A fantastic one XD
- When did you start drawing?
Since I was a kid, but I've been drawing seriously for 5 years now.
- Which hand do you use for drawing?
My right hand
- Which is easier to draw - male or female?
I draw females more easily than males unless they're feminine males. I like to make things pretty XD
- Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
I like both in different ways
- Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Hrm *looks at gallery* I guess right, only by a bit.
- Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Front view, and you can get more expression into that too.
- What do you have problems in drawing?
Hands, perspective/foreshortening (Please help me out with that one somebody! XD)
- What do you like to draw?
Hair, I looooove hair. Eyes.
- Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
I can work in both but mainly digital - I make a lot less mess that way lol
- Where do you start drawing from?
I use box shapes as guides, sometimes I start from one line of the spine too.
- What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I push down very very hard on the paper, I always need to trace my work again, lighter, because of this.
- Any tips for coloring/shading?
Try and stick to a colour theme. Make sure you really really like the flat colours together before you start colouring or you will end up hating it anyway.
- How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
5 - 8 hours
- What music do you listen to while you draw?
I can't concentrate on more than one thing at a time, so none XD
- How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Very very quickly. No longer than 20 minutes.
- Your favorite drawing utensils?
Tablet, Mac, Photoshop. Lightbox, DEWENT GRIP PENCIL FTW :D
- Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
Purple, I love a lot of colours though!
- Your favorite style(s)?
I love Mucha, Loish, but also so so many others, too many to name
- Are you satisfied with your current art?
I will never be, but I will briefly feel happy with a few of my pieces - even if I still can see errors in them.
- What kind of artist are you aiming for?
A fantastic one XD
Nerd Meme.
Posted 16 years agoSo I saw this on s0mei's journal and it looked fun!
[x] You watch anime. (sometimes)
[x] You read manga. (sometimes)
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention. (comic con, not anime XD)
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. (what, no, you're joking! XD)
Anime/manga nerd = 3
ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or 'pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art nerd = 12
MUSICAL NERD
[x] You play a musical instrument. (I did play the violin)
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
Musical nerd = 2
VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
Video game nerd = 8
COMPUTER NERD
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.
Computer nerd = 10
In conclusion I am quite nerdy lol.
[x] You watch anime. (sometimes)
[x] You read manga. (sometimes)
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention. (comic con, not anime XD)
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. (what, no, you're joking! XD)
Anime/manga nerd = 3
ART NERD
[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or 'pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.
Art nerd = 12
MUSICAL NERD
[x] You play a musical instrument. (I did play the violin)
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[ ] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[ ] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[ ] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.
Musical nerd = 2
VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.
Video game nerd = 8
COMPUTER NERD
[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[ ] You spend time in online forums.
[ ] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.
Computer nerd = 10
In conclusion I am quite nerdy lol.
^_^
Posted 16 years agoI feel happy for the first time in what seems like years, no idea what bought this about!!
Also Foo Fighters are totally awesome! :D
Also Foo Fighters are totally awesome! :D
I fail at internets
Posted 16 years agoJust want to let everyone know that if I haven't answered to a comment and you would like a reply - let me know - I've probably done what I always seem to do and accidentally deleted all my comments X_X
lol
lol
facebook question
Posted 16 years agook so I don't understand why I have about 10 friend requests from random people who I don't know at all, and who don't know any of my friends.
Now that's not strange but why are they ALL Indian looking :S One has hundreds of Indian looking people in their friends list and ME. I must look indian ? LAWL (not at all!)
Then there's the people I have never met who try to chat me up :S I only have 50 friends and I try to stay low profile.
All of this really confuses me, so I am wondering about everyone else's experience with facebook, or if someone could enlighten me?!
Now that's not strange but why are they ALL Indian looking :S One has hundreds of Indian looking people in their friends list and ME. I must look indian ? LAWL (not at all!)
Then there's the people I have never met who try to chat me up :S I only have 50 friends and I try to stay low profile.
All of this really confuses me, so I am wondering about everyone else's experience with facebook, or if someone could enlighten me?!
Tagged
Posted 16 years agoby
bongoqueen
1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 6 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS
1.) I'm pretty much addicted to sugar, though I am cutting down a lot.
2.) I own a teddy (care bear) that is older than I am, I try to take him with me on every big trip (holiday etc) for good luck.
3.) I spend far too much time on the internet - Photoshop disasters, b, ED, SA, Failblog, WTF-FA these things are more entertaining to me than 90% of TV
4.) I own a lovely graphics tablet, wacom intous 3, a5 sized, it is the best tablet ever :D
5.) I am freakishly proportioned, skinny upper body, normal sized legs and FREAKISHLY LARGE HIPS XD
6.) I'm slowly changing from a tomboy into a girly girl, I bought my first dress EVER a week ago LOL.
7.) I really really hate feet, I hate to even see them, I wear socks, tights, etc at least 99% of the time because I hate feet so much XD Though I am usually ok with the top of the foot or drawings of pretty feet. I also understand some people like feet on here, and I have nothing against that!
8.) My family pet is a white German Shepherd and that is awesome.
I tag anyone who wants to do this but hasn't yet :)

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 6 people and post their icons
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them
5) NO TAG-BACKS
1.) I'm pretty much addicted to sugar, though I am cutting down a lot.
2.) I own a teddy (care bear) that is older than I am, I try to take him with me on every big trip (holiday etc) for good luck.
3.) I spend far too much time on the internet - Photoshop disasters, b, ED, SA, Failblog, WTF-FA these things are more entertaining to me than 90% of TV
4.) I own a lovely graphics tablet, wacom intous 3, a5 sized, it is the best tablet ever :D
5.) I am freakishly proportioned, skinny upper body, normal sized legs and FREAKISHLY LARGE HIPS XD
6.) I'm slowly changing from a tomboy into a girly girl, I bought my first dress EVER a week ago LOL.
7.) I really really hate feet, I hate to even see them, I wear socks, tights, etc at least 99% of the time because I hate feet so much XD Though I am usually ok with the top of the foot or drawings of pretty feet. I also understand some people like feet on here, and I have nothing against that!
8.) My family pet is a white German Shepherd and that is awesome.
I tag anyone who wants to do this but hasn't yet :)
just a little update
Posted 16 years agoOnce more, I thank everyone reading this for watching me, I love to know my art is being seen :)
I'm now looking for work in the art field, and it's going .... not great, but it has only been 3 weeks I guess. Anyone else in the same position as me? Let us rant :D
I'm now looking for work in the art field, and it's going .... not great, but it has only been 3 weeks I guess. Anyone else in the same position as me? Let us rant :D