I hate coming home just to feel lonely not having sum won to love that is in to the same thing as me to just be together. We live we die it's the way of life at sum point in time its just going to be me at an empty home. (-_-)

time to brake my back for the last day in the weak and then im off for the for the weekend

had a good night with the bros

Im thinking of turning my room to a privet rave with lights and all that and my back yard

playing sum games and having sun beers

Just feeling lonely and in pain, haven't heard from a loved won and my back is killing me, so going to the Dr.'s these weak end to get my back looked at (>_<), and hoping that things will look up for me at sum point in time. I just wish I had sum won to rub my back with love and toake it feel better (-_-), well that's the feels of the weak now for the good stuff, Plans: going to uplode sum scitch art sum time from now got the MB V1.2 plans going and maybe sum stuff off of the cintiq, and maybe on the scitch art if y'all like I can draw your OC for a chage of drawing Big Tex (Krogan) or cars and stuf.
Catch ya on the flip side Krogan out

going to pick up a random gundam

got the cintiq fixed and had good time with my Bro

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Well testing of these month is killing me that is ALL

Well still trying to get the cintiq fix, I just lost the love I had for it at these point but all hope is not lost I've gotten over it and I'm still happen with what is got, the best friends, a loving but stressful family, and the love of my life (^_^), so these up cuming munth I'm mite not be abil to uplod art or answer my notes do to testing for my welders serts aka my welders license so yeah big munth cuming up! Wish me luck

First of the PC is A O K!!! so that's a win but the Cintiq dead for good (-_-) but i do have it Insured so that's a good thing but damn

Well last munth the cintiq got fixed by my tech god Ski, but today the PC it self go's a head to say F""" you my man, so I call the tech god...... Yeah the PC hates him to and it's going to burn a big hole in my savings, what god have I pist off thes munth!!

God damn you SKI i love you!!!! thanks for helping me with these stupid thing, big hug man!!! i love you

Long night of gaming with the bro's and tomorrow is the day im going to hate!! Getting the fucking cintiq fixed by tech suport!!! (>.<) fuck it's going to suck

Shit day, and can't go back to sleep, looking back on my life my scars of the pash. Reflecting on the past, and have cum the point that the mask of life I pass on as me is starting to brake. It's time to embrace the cold dead part of me. My love has bin snuffed out a long time ago, so brake your self agents my stones, spit your pity in my sole, I don't care! I know I have friends that will try but there's only so much that can be healed and I welcome that. I'm don't know these town is a bad smelling wound in my life "Krogan saying"

lonely krogan is lonely

You yeah you i want you to go here
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My friend celtickittten is having a free art thing and i want you all to have a shot at geting a piec made by here I hope you gat won (^_^)
these is B_T seining off

to all the sweet furs the are watching me, Im sorry for flooding y'all's in box of art! but i hope y'all can fined sum thing you like and y'all can ask me to build sum other gundam if y'all want

Well I got a cheek up on my back today in 3hrs (-_-) hope it ends well

Well it sucks being the only won still up at my place (-_-)

At times like these i wish i had a shoulder to rest my head on and just cry my hart out, how long must won person go with out love, a happy home, with out having to put on a mask of a lie of being happy, and most of all pain. i never asked for what has bin put on my shoulders of the berdin i have to look after, i hate being the last of my blood line. All i ask for is to have a life i don't have to be in constant with the people that are only looking out for what my dad in trusted me with , it feels more like a curs.

First off I sory for thows that have sent me notes I haven't bin abele so respond to them ASAP,
I'm back in class so my times are a bit of hell right now (-_-) and I won't be posting up art for sumtime. To sum that have my number I can take texts and hopefully hangout on the weekends if I'm not dead from class.
My timers are from 7am- 5pm brake is at 2:40- 3:00 and all that is all welding
But if you want my number yust send me a note (^_^)

Had a grate night with the bro's that I never get to hang with do to work good night played DnD the good DnD (^_^) it's bin a long time sins playing sum good DnD, also had a gift exchange and damn there where sum epic stuff going around XD but all in all made new friends to night I love the group of people I got in my life and I hope I get to add more to my ever growing family (^_^)

Happy new year and I'm happy to have had the chance of getting to know most of all you and got to see a new side of me, thanks to all that put me on your watch list, and from Texas I wish yall a happy and safe new year. (^_^)