Why cant I have a nice day!! first my mamba give's out ad now my cintiq is bugging up. (-_-). * I hate tech!!!* what god have I pist off these time!!

The time is ending in these year, Still no mate but still holding my head up high! helping my blood and not blood family with there hard times with words of wisdom and being the loving krogan i am. (^_^) being there for them in text,Skype, or in person. ill never tern a way from the won's i love! XD love you all and I hope yall had a good year!!!

So guild wars 2
I have made a guild called The Suns of Kalros if your play guild wars 2 and want to be part of these guild you cacoment or if you don't have Guild wars 2 I have made a Face book page that y'all can look up and join if you want (^_^). Have fun out there!

Is love waving a spark with sum won that you like? Or is it the same to hold sum won that you've bin friend for most of your like but never know how we feel about ech other but both blush when sweet words are spoken to ech other, or is it offering sour self as a companion the person that you've know sins middle school and can't stand by seeing them get hurt by people that play with there harts? These is the qweston I ask you the young lovers, the old couple, and the won that are still looking in the vast ocheon that we call life. No these is not a rant these is a point of self clarity and meditashin.
_____Krogan bows
____hugs to all and a good night

It has cum to my attention that i may be in sum way partly drunk, so there for as a part of me i must be a pirate for the time being of my intoxication. so do expect a Krogan space pirate i do time me laddys.

Sleepy just sleepy

Well to I mite not upload a peec of art do to the dum amount if good food creeping me away from the art and the fact that it's these cute krogan's birthday (^w^)

well its that time a year and i wish you all a happy holiday and im off to spend time with the family i got left and celibate my birthday on the 29 and a grate big to all of you (^_^) and love you all!

got a job offer over at NY to be a wilder at won of the docs sum thing to do with shipping? but if i don't like the living or the cost ill stay here at my desert home or fined a new plays to call home sins thing here rant as good like they just to be, sum were that is good for wilder's maybe San Diego CA i liked it last time i went there on a trip (Owo) i need to fined a plays!

An nother night alone when there are popele I think that are friends going out having fun and nevere send an invite or text ( sends invites throu facey books but only to the group there part of) or stope by to say hi, I just don't know how to call a friend now a days I thing I mite not have friends? He'll I've Wally's walked the lony rode all my life never rely had won place to stock to apt had a loved won that relye loved me back. Xbox it's just people I play games with and just won I see won's a week and that only for 2-3 hrs and all the rest not won call (-_-) yup krogans are lonely beings..... The most time I spend talking to people is at work and that is only 5% of the time the rest is welding, >> data lost << <--" masiv venting " not good
>>>> data log end <<<<

These is for are fathers that gave part of ther sol to make us, that gave us life, and that gave the chans to know love,hate, life, paine, and most of all family! To this that that fight, hate, or never talk to the fathers know these with out them you nor I walk on these fertile world I want you to take time and hug your fathers and thank them for the life they gave you! To day I tuck time to knell at my fathers grave tk thank him for the life I have and to thank his father for razing the man I call dad (^_^) theys are the words of a krogan's hart.

To day I've woken up early as hell for own thing and won thing only, * Krogan takes a deep breath* I'm going to my dad's grave! (~_~) it has bin 21 years to the day.

Well to day was ok not good but ok

Today is just meh!

At times i ask my self what keeps me going what keeps me alive a point to living with a life so full of hate and evil if lost contrail of will tern me in to the monster that today sum won called me, that a thing like me has no point and no right to be on these planet, for me these strikes deep to a person that has never bin told I love you, I need you, or even a hart felt embrace, never relay happy. At times i stop and think what if that car crash 4 years ago was stronger, cud it have ended my life? but stuff like that is in the past. I'm at the point that ill just stop being the nice person that all the people see me as. If I'm the monster that is in side me then ill just let it consume me. I have past up tune's of things that cud make my life happy just to see the owns i call friends happy. and not one thanks or helping hand to fined my way threw the dark. I have had it with all the back stabling, My blood has bin shed for the very same people that i called my family and to be treated like a monster! these day has to be by far wrest day of my life!

So I found sum won that I have a good cuneckshon with but one of my best friends is her X and there trying to fix things, these puts me in the spot of being happy with these person that I found or be the one that lets it go and let one of my best friends be happy. *krogan bows his head* seeing my friends happy is better then being happy my self..... Krogan backs his bags ad heads off to the desert for peac and meditation. (^_^)

A Krogan with no clan, no sens of belonging to a place, no mate no feeling's just a cold hart with no heat, blood that moves but no life, body that exists but no beeing, hands that destroy and make but nothing good, and mined that thinks with out forsight, why do I feel these way when I'm with the people I won's called family, love, friends? Sum thing was lost, I'm lost but not found " My sweet and beautiful star flower your beauty is only matched by that of the moon in an open night, but I fear of the cruel word that might hurt you, allow me to build walls out of my hart to shield you form the cold and harsh world and the hope of sum day we can plant a seed that will grow strong to brake down the wall that hold back the world and in that hope are seed will be stronger then that world. " these is from my stone hart hope is the hammer the own day will brake the stone,..... Hope,? such a funny thing. Sum thing as hope can bring a flame to a dream that gifts the life to all, and for won the hope is nothing but the dream. I look at the stars, at my past, and think what if I died at birth, or that won crash was stronger, or the stab to my chest went deeper. These are the thots that go in and out (ha) "in n out" my mined at the time I start to weld or stand at my forge, I'll dwell on these thots as I see the flame. Krogan out

(-_-) why is it so hard to fined a guirl that ok with the way sum won's looks like. yeah I'm not skinny or buff, and not to be with a person just cuz you can get what you want. *krogan lonely* we'll ill gust roll up back in to my bed. Just venting

For the past 2 1/5 years I have stared my day giving fresh food to my box turtle Kayl out side in her inclosed space in my backyard, I've had here sins she hatch from an egg, and today when I got home from weld shop my back gate was open so I go to my back yard and see that nothing was moved so I closed it, I go back in side my home and get Kayl's food, and these is the turning point oft day, sum won dug her home up and stole her!..... God fucking damnit! I've looked all over for track marks and called the cope, the copes the people that we trust to fined the people that brake the law! " we have mor important things then filling a report of a stonlen turtle!" ........ How about filling a report of having to pull out my size 10 boot out of your ass!!! Fuck has these day terned bad!

well I have bin out of the loop and have no art or stuff that I have made in the welding shop, and board........ and a bit sleepy, so yeah HI (^w^)

(^w^) my Wacom cintiq 24 HD is going to be in by the 6th or 7th vapisjdbvuoagdvapwydgbcasvdiucbaspidyvgoaubvdpiyagbsdcvaisdbcpiasgbhdovabpidhcviasvdbiausbdpuiaghsdvpasuidgbhvpidsbgviasdbvpiashbdncasbv FUCK YOU SHIPING!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to be on guild wars 2 (Fort Aspenwood) and going to have a Skype going so I hope I get to see sum of you in the world (^_^)

Well I wish that today had a happy ending...... NOPE! The only laptop I have to do the ESO beta can't be fixed(-_-) so I called in to HQ and let them know that I can't do the beta, so yeah I'm not going to be gaming in a long time. (-_-)

Im starting school today for welding WIN and to top it all off I got the Elder Scrolls Online Beta *Krogan and Rhino sides of my brain are jumping off the fucking WALLS!* so I'm not going to be doing art but ill up loud the stuff I get to do in my welding class and YES ill put up the screen shot of the start screen but that is all I'm going to put up from that (^w^) These going to be GOOOOOOOOOD!