It was a rough year...the end was the worst with snowballs passing. There was some good though...some of you know I went back to school. I graduated on December 15th with a 3.58 gpa (cum laude ayyy) 2021 is the year I bounce back. Remember to leave as much of 2020 behind as you can..be it shitty people, shitty jobs, exes or whatever! Move on to better things. I know I will. Watch me snowball. I'm going strong in your memory and after my surgery it will be job time,

GOOD RIDDANCE! You took much from me...and I got one last thing to say to you. FUCK YOU! :D On to 2021 with better friends and better possibilities. Now where's the gin? I need to prepare to drink 2020 out of existence XD ..If you have someone to kiss and bring in the new year with...LUCKY YOU >:C lol. 2021 has to be better it just has to.

Today has been probably one of the worst days in my life. My baby snowball passed on. She was at least 20 and I love her something fierce. We learned to trust together. Ill never forget the first time you licked my face and snuggled me. It made me so happy. I met her when I first moved in with and she was cold, antisocial but if you were to pet her she would always be nice. I used to take her hostage and sit on the giant beanbag and snug and watch the today show and just pet and kiss her forehead. Until one day I didn't need to, you would come sit with me and just purr away. I always felt we had a connection because we both had hard lives we barely survived and Through meeting my best friend Sticky I made another with you, snowball. As the last 4 or 5 years passed we got even closer You would let me pick you up! You were always one of the best parts of my day. Driving you to the vet to have you put down was so hard. You were Shaking and making horrible sounds....My poor Poor baby., I'll love you forever, You were such a sweetheart despite always looking so mean and that's one thing I loved about you because I'm the same. My life will never BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I love you so so much Snowball. Please rest in peace.



TL:DR My cat died....I'm heartbroken. My first loss...

Man i've been so busy with school x.x I can't even game anymore XD. I kinda Like it though (tiny Bit) I started my 35th Year of life (july 15th) Feeling like I finally have some traction and control of my life. I'm almost done...Then I can goof off once again <_<


Remember to enforce your personal space! And to wear a mask....No time for Cooties.

Pretty sure no one was really wondering what happened, but if you WERE wondering what was up well.... Honestly I just needed to get away for a bit to focus more on myself for once. I started school again And I have about 6 Months until I'm finished. That's actually huge for me considering How anti-social, shy and introverted I am around people I don't know. (And yet i'm a total fool to the people I'm really close to..totally weird right?) It's been a struggle But i happened to make a couple buddies and that made things go a little smoother. Oh I forgot to mention that I'm studying to be a CNC machinist. I honestly love the the labs..I get to make things and who doesn't like to do that? I've already seen the place I wanna end up working at and picked out a corner i can hide in and do my work. yay!... I kicked much ass grades wise...made the deans list as well. (like there was any doubt, I'm a goofy dude but at least I'm Intelligent) I have a path and goals for once..which is nice considering my Old goal was just to make it to 30 and then flip the switch. Imma be 35 next month and I never expected to be around this long Let alone be somewhat Happy to be around and excited for what's to come. To my friends, I fucking Love you! And thank you. Hopefully I make more soon.

9Ine is Sexy as FUCK.

Lordy lordy