Just showin' Im still alive, n lovin' <3

It happened again. I broke down crying. not at school... but alone...

I miss my grandpa. I miss him so very much. He died 3 or so years ago. Im still crying... I need help... badly...

I hate this feeling... I feel... so... low... and alone... I wish my grandpa was still here... :(

Im probably going to talk to my therapist tomorrow. I cant take this sadness and madness anymore...


Im sorry for all of the negative news, but i need support badly

Yupyup

Im doing trades. Art for Art. Music isnt an option. I havent had any motivation what-so-ever for music ;P


First few slots for the time being:

1.  Jake_Lioner83
2.
3.

I will not do porn YET. If anything, I will only do M/M porn :P
I will Not do backgrounds. I will only do backgrounds if the Picture REALLY needs it ;3

PS! IF I OWE YOU ANY ART, TELL ME!

Meh

Im scheduling an appointment for my doctor to see if I have depression. I could really care less IF i have depression or not, but I just dont feel as happy as I used to be anymore.

I think my Friend Cassie is also getting a bit down.

Oh well

Anyway, I just wanted to notify you all. My moodiness comes and goes. It peaks, and it goes low... you know

My depression is getting worse again.

I need a fucking doctor.

Badly

Like

Emo-Badly



BY THE WAY
I hate it when people swear for no good reason. If you gonna post a bitchy comment, dont. Its fucking rude.

Just wanted to let you all know C:

:3
Get my old journal post off :P

Anywho, Just to let everyone know, Ive been a little bitchy lately, so If I sound like a jerk on IRC, just... try and ignore me, i guess..

Otherwise, I FEEL LIKE THE SUN! (BUT I HATE THE SUN! SO ILL SAY MOON!) :3

Well, 2 days ago, I turned emo. Cut myself 15 times up my arms. i have scars to prove it...




If you wanna ask why, just add my MSN or Gmail..

Well, Im in a tough time...

1. My friend commissioned me for a pen doodle, but I dont think Ill have it done before he moves.
2. I really want to ask out my best friend. He's really funny, yet theres this girl thats cute, too
3. I HAVE NO LIFE! D:

lol

#3 is true, but I can live with that. lol

Anyway, After a months hard work, Ive got FL 8 running again. I still dont have the full version, but its still going smooth.

I MIGHT HAVE ONE OF MY SONGS IN MY NEXT SCHOOL DANCE! IM SO EXCITED! XD

Alrighty, I opened up my trades. If you want to trade me, contact me through my Email below, or my Gmail tyler1226[at]gmail.com

I prefer you ask my music for your art, but do what you want. Im open for all... except anything that I reject to XD

Anyway, just throwing that out here.

You people dont always have to say thanks for faving, But if you feel you do, please.

It just spams my Notes Inbox and my Shouts. But feel free.

Yeah... I'll be posting ONLY Macro/socks stuff here.... Which, THat should be every month or so ;)
If you would like me to email you songs personally, please send me an Email over to dj_tsd[at]live.com

Download them While you can. I'll be deleting them by next saturday.

If you want to talk, add me to your GMail or get one. Note me for my Gmail.

Yup, Im feeling better. Same with my Mom. Im not so sure about my Dad, though.

Anyway, I miiiiiiiiiiiight just post an exclusive mix here... MAYBE! You never know

Well, Im sick. Trowing up.... etc..
I just wanted to update my Journal...

Yeah. I made a tough choice. Im not submitting anything to FA anymore. Im spending more time with my best friends and family. I also am doing more art with my friends.


You know, Im just going through emo times. I lost a friend, because she was sooooooooooo annoying and she hates all of my friends

_Update_
She's begging me to be friends with her. God no. Just because she doesnt have any close friends doesnt mean she can beg me.



Anyway, Im sorry, but its best I am not Submitting anything to FA anymore...

My audio driver was the problem apparently. I need ASIO4ALL to be running as my audio driver in order to make music properly. So, Im back online and making music =D

Just thought I'd throw this out to the world.

Yup, campin' was great. We saw a few Park Models and Lots for sale. They were all nice, except for one lot that was pretty much a lake because we had a terrible storm beforehand. I used my sisters laptop and my phone. Both had pretty bad connections. Wifi apparently costs for Tengo internet, which pisses me off. Otherwise, I had a nice time. We saw plenty of adorable doggies =D
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I found out my friend was into furries, which makes me happy to know i can share my art with her. Im hopefully going to ask her out =D

Title says all. Be back Sunday afternoon (CDT)

Oh crap. I think Im getting into the "Thats What She Said" syndrome XD
I've been saying it to my friends ALL DAY LONG! lol
Oh, I think Ill have a fuuuuuuuuun summer XD

NO! Commissions are bad. What the hell are your people's problem? I mean, if you are in debt, I can see why you do commissions. But what is true art? Free. Nobody needs to pay for art unless you are some huge hot-shot artist. At least give commissions a break. Open up some free art slots... SERIOUSLY!




I just want a few good reasons why people do commissions, other than the ones listed above.

[This was not meant to offend people. I just dont see why people ALWAYS have to do commissions. At least give it a break!]

Well, since i got my Dad's New-Old Gateway from the studio, It needs alittle work.... SOOOO i have to take a break in the music industry and ill be working on my new Computer so I can use it for my studio

Well, My server computer was swapped with my Dad's studio computer... wich has the CRAPPIEST PROCESSOR EVER TO BE MADE!
But, otherwise, it ain't a half bad machine. Has Windows Vista Home edition... nice...


But, the other gateway that i USED to have is now in the studio... god hope THIS gateway wont suck... because I ALWAYS make my music in the upstairs portion of my house....

-Im rambling, arent I....-

 illogical NEEDS HELP! He's practically BANKRUPT! He takes commissions!

Alright, IRC has gone to madness on BF. I cant stand it when people make fun of your personality and the way you say things.


I'd like to say THIS IS THE FINAL STRAW! I may be emo enough, but this is too Far.




No offencive things. I cant handle 'funny' things. HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF I MADE FUN OF YOU?


I have nothing against people who are reading this, but only to the ones who mock other people.

I swear, If someone calls me smally, i will kick their butt. ITS NOT FUNNY

Well, i've sorted out my EX's situation... we're ONLY Friends. Nothing else. She still wont spit out WHY she dumped me... Soo yeah...
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Sadly, I have to cancel all Requests for now. I've been super busy and need to be 'stress free'.

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Yesterday, I had a shopping spree at the mall (Yes I am a DUDE but i still like getting out of the house). I got a bunch of emo/skater clothes and new Entinies Shoes =D Yeah, i am a skater... and i hate some parts of my life... so yeah!
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http://tylerstranceblog.blogspot.com/

I opened up a trance blog to where I'll be posting news and Remixes from me.