new lvl achieved, still "feels" the same though. gotta admit. im really greatful to have made it this far, but, theres still a long road ahead of me. gotta try to make it to the end of it, and hopefully get the "old man yelling at cloud" perk XD.

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Now, i know how everyone feels about the whole ai art thing, but i figured id just throw my 2 cents into the mix, or lack of cents as this will probably just be a bunch of me rambling as usual. I first started using it a while back *thanks  killthesergal* i was mainly using it for fun, seeing what it could come up with. and not wanting the ideas to go to waste, i had drawn a few of them *sheena was one of the first*, or saved them to be used for later characters. over time, with help from a few friends, i was able to get the hang of how prompts worked and managed to get better results from novelai *i haz noe Nvidia* but after a while, i stopped using it, only coming back every now and then to play around with some random character ideas. but, unlike copilot, novelai erases the images after you leave the page, and thus, this is where the journal title comes into play.
I have a bunch of these things, as i was saving whole zip files like a maniac XD. been sharing them with friends on discord, but another friend gave me the idea of uploading them to mega *im not going to flood DA with them as they have enough problems on their hands with ai pics XD* recently, ive uploaded a few of the "better" ones and just shared the links, that way, they can browse through all of them without me dumping them in discord like a crazy person. we mainly use them as inspiration for ideas, and after a bit of thinking, i decided to drop them here as well. No this doesnt mean im going to stop drawing or whatever, its just i wanted to share these ideas with everyone, and hopefully someone puts them to better use than ive done.
theres no laws against ai art batman.......use em for new character designs, pic ideas, or just fap material.....its all there for anyone to use XD be warned, some of it is a bit samey *macro, stomping HB themed stuff* some *more like most* is hyper, and some is "other" things, like hyper fat, cockvore and scat *i was curious, leave me alone XD*, but if anyone can make use of them, than it has served its purpose. also, i tried using my name, just to see what it would come up with.....and aint no way im THAT good, but i "kinda" see some of the designs carry over? eh. was just curious is all.

https://mega.nz/folder/HvIVxCgK#oPS.....sPWqSimELK4s8Q (hb themed)
https://mega.nz/folder/26BDRJJA#-1z.....zM27nTvCKgSI_Q (hb themed)
https://mega.nz/folder/PnpTRQbT#FLM.....Fm7QgJClXJEeQw (hb themed)
https://mega.nz/folder/KvJxmIaa#lUm.....Rxekj6NDoGfhAg (hb themed)
https://mega.nz/folder/L7wVHaia#JZF.....J4hfZlNrca1fGw (this is the scat one, though i was meaning to separate them from the normal ones that are halfway though the folder)
https://mega.nz/folder/Gq5yyZrI#nVI.....J0O1OHjclSnh6w (rams goats and such)
https://mega.nz/folder/q7R1xR6b#gKT.....aQLRp45cL9G8jw (fem/herm stolas)
https://mega.nz/folder/nroBkYBK#Otq.....Ta1VViS713e1TQ (big macros)
https://mega.nz/folder/Czgj2QQb#k13.....Dvr9ifH_rEEm_w (fatfur)
https://mega.nz/folder/jq5QyLbJ#jfU.....L_VosIEGCnAVbw (more fatfur)
https://mega.nz/folder/a3oEjZSb#W-d.....qc5gj_cpaUg5yQ (tried making Ms. D/Grim Matchstick)
https://mega.nz/folder/WyhXRKpA#JXo.....Gs0mp56LO36V2A (more D/matchstick)
https://mega.nz/folder/WyhXRKpA#JXo.....Gs0mp56LO36V2A (even more D/matchstick)

these were all done just for fun, and like i said, i just wanted to share them with everyone. aint no machine going to take my place

im sitting here...wondering what the hell im doing
started the day out looking for a way to make ai stolas sing bury the light
and turned into me learning how to put a transmission back together.
hadnt drawn nothing in a while, though i keep saying i will, but, i hadnt yet.
now, im sitting ehre, geting high off wine and potato liquor.
decided it was a good time to FINALLY watch helluvaboss s1 to see what the hype was all about
and
all in all...it was alright....had a few laughs, though they drop more f bombs than a borderlands character saying the word badass over and over XD
now i can finally say that ive "seen" it.............still hadnt played undertale though XD
some of it seemed, forced? to me i guess, idk. maybe i just have drunk poo brain and its not sinking in, though i do get the story, and its what kept me going
like with many things. if i enjoy the story, i can suffer through the other shit.

ended up calling this my blitz night....just sitting here, drunk off my ass, thinking about people that arnt around anymore....
then my monkey brain starts firing up random shorts on youtube and i start laughing at nothing
im going to see this shit in the morning and wonder....


What the hell is wrong with me? probably just the alchohol...
also im leaving the spelling eirrors for commedec effect.
2:25am.....going to regret this in the morning

Gather round kids, its time for another one of Uncle Bigshow's alcohol induced dream stories.


This time, it involves Me, , and a weird guy commissioning us all to have this weird sex party in a Pizzahut he rented out.

It all began one evening. I get this weird email from some guy asking if i was willing to take part in a RL commission he was doing. Me, being the oblivious type, just replies back, "yeah, sure. I dont mind." When i get there, i see that the place is largely empty, save for 5 others excluding the commissioner; Kyera *in Draus form*, this big shark woman, two medium sized rats, and a kobold. The commissioner walks up and says, "Well, youre all probably wondering why i sent you that email, well, id like to get a commission, but not in the normal sense." He then looks around with a smirk, "I want to get a commission of all of you have having sex, like, here in this Pizza Hut" *not sure why its a pizzahut, but it could have been because i had eaten pizza that night from there XD*
I was like, "wait, what?", but for i noticed, everyone was already getting it on....and i was still just standing there. So i ended up sheepishly sitting behind everyone, hoping no one would notice me....but someone did...or rather two of them did. Kyera had seen me sitting there, and had motioned to me to come join in, but i just sank my head down and looked away. I glanced over and seen her kinda frown and look away, as one of the other herms wrapper their arms around her. The other was the small kobold that, without me knowing, had eased up in front of me, dick swaying between her legs. "Hey, you seem like you need a bit of company!" she said with a smile. I lifted my head, nervously waving and said "Oh, n-no, im fine im just-" but before i could finish, she climbed onto my shouting "NONSENSE!"grabbing me by the horns and shoving her dick in my mouth.

The creepy commissioner dragon was busy taking pics and recording everyone, and saying he'd pay us all extra for the time we put in. I couldnt do much as i was being face fucked by a horny kobold, and filling my mouth full of seed. After that, i managed to get her to stop as i spit cum all over the place. I was about to yell something but then she just plops down in my lap, making me whence. "Aww, your not even hard, down worry, ill help you out"
I was oddly self conscious about it, as for the past few days i hadnt been able to get it up for nothing, but before i knew it, she had unzipped my pants and started licking. I wasnt "not" enjoying it, but i was still feeling nervous around the ladies, specially Kyera, who had just finished with the shark herm and was shooting me a look like "what the hell man, im right here!" I sheepishly look away once again, as she and the shark goes over the to two rats to join them, leaving me the and kobold by ourselves once again. After a while, the commissioner guy asked if we could held up for a bit while he uploaded his pics to his laptop or whatever, so we all kinda get took a break. As i stood up, Kyera walks past me, looking a bit upset. I ask "Is everything ok?" and she just huff, saying, "yeah yeah....everything is just...fine". I could tell i had upset her somehow *i guess cause i didnt go for her first or made it seem like i was trying to ignore/hide form her* But i could tell something was wrong, so i asked if i had done anything to upset her, and she told me that i was acting like i was scared of her or something. I then told her that she makes me nervous at times, even though i did like her. that and i was scared that i wouldnt be able to perform when it came down to it.

She looked at me, tilting her head saying".....really? Is THAT it? Pfft...". she then smiles and says, "Hey" *snapping her fingers and putting both hands on my snout* "look at me.." and the moment i did, her pupils shrank, making her eyes look a solid yellow color, and it felt like she was putting me into some sort of genjutsu as everything around me turned black, and all i could see was her yellow eyes. I felt uneasy at first, then started to feel extremely hot and bothered, like if my balls felt like they were about to explode. "You still feel nervous" she said eerily, as i drunkenly mumbled "A-a little bit.." then she smirked and said "GOOD!" and hopped on me, us falling back into a chair as she then started to ride me. I then lift her and lay her across one of the tables, and started humping her until i finally let go, her legs draped around my waist as i fill her with seed. She then said, "S-see? was that so hard?" Me, still huffing, just shook my head for no, as i was unaware of the others. "Good.." she said as she then motioned with her head, "Cause i think that shark girl wants to join in.....and btw, when she pops, shes going to flood your insides!" I look wide eyed going "wh-what?" before getting my butt filled with 20 inches of thick shark meat.

somewhere along the line, the kobold got double teamed by the two rats. and i had someone kneeding and sucking on my balls *not sure if it was Kyera's tail or the kobold* and then i woke up XD

THE END.

This has been another one of Ucle Bigshow's alcohol fueled dreams.....tune in next time to see if what other shenanigans i get into in my sleep XD. and also thanks for anyone who read that incoherent mess.

weelp...finally made it to 35, and a year of ups and downs, specially the downs. Just hope i can make another year, and get to draw more lewd things XD. I dont really make too much of my Bday, just get a bottle or patron and relax for a bit *and not think about work for at least 4 days XD*
Anyways, Ive been trying to do a bit of writing, working on some ideas me and Ceeb talked about, and although it is pretty fun, i seem to have wrote myself into a corner twice now XD. Im not sure if im making it too long, or just not moving the plot along like i should, but, im probably going to try working on them some more, or just do like Ebon said and make a few shorter ones just so i can get the feel for it.
In other news......uhhh....still handnt moved into the new house yet, but its getting there, plus i wouldnt have to worry about the roof falling on me while im in bed XD. Been meaning to try live 2D to make some jiggly animations, but...time, work and my general lazyness kinda gets in the way of that XD. Still can make them the old fashion way though, just takes a good bit of time. gotta get back into coloring stuff....hadnt colored anything in a good while now.
Ok...i think thats it really.....hope everyone is doing well.

not long ago, i had posted a link to  ceeb as ive normally done, sending him links to stuff i knew hed like. the last message i got from him was on the 2nd of last month when he responded to a link i recently sent him, and hit me with his favorite line "sup man". i had been drinking a bit, though i seen discord flashing and responded back a bit late. but i didnt get a reply afterwards, even though i seen he was still online, though, something was off....as he was online all night, even when i get up for work that day. though, after that, i didnt hear anything else.
a few days later, i send another link from the same artist, but this time, i got nothing. thinking he might have just been buy trying to write *as the bills were coming up for him* i think nothing of it and say "he'll probably see it when he logs back in". around the 20th, i link him again, this time, something i knew hed love, but again, nothing. i check hi sFA page to see how things were going, and i saw he had replied back to someone on his page, was feeling ill again. his journal was still the same as before, so it was outdated at this point, but was still relevant to his situation at the time. so instead of PMing him, or leaving a message on his page, i figured hed be back whenever he starts feeling better again, as he has felt like this a few times before. not wanting to clutter up his front page like we use to do.....but still...nothing.
and today....i finally leave a message asking if everything was ok, as ive started to worry about him, leaving him a link just an hour ago from now for him to check out when he gets back online................and then, i thought to check his FA page......and thats when i found out............Ceeb has passed away.
i didnt know what to feel at that moment, i thought it was true, thinking it was a rumor or joke.....but as i scrolled through the comments, i soon realized that it wasnt. I felt a tight feeling in my chest, i didnt know how to feel, i just couldnt believe it at first, but as i searched IB, and looked at others close to him on FA, i found a journal explaining what had happened to him. I just wish i was about to talk with him one last time, to tell him how much of a good friend he was, to tell him about all the fun we use to have way back collabing with one another, but mostly, i just wanted to talk to him one last time and tell him goodbye and that i will dearly miss him.

rest in peace my friend. Hope Mushi keeps you company wherever you may be. And hopefully, we'll meet again on the other side. Until then, ill try to keep your memory alive, and ill always remember what you taught me and what you got me into.

Goodbye, old friend.

EDIT: ive decided to just make a new one. i managed to stop the account from sending the emails out, but by the time i did, it had removed a good number of people from my friends list and those that i tried to warn pretty much had the account blocked. so yeah, other than an archive, its pretty much dead





DONT REPLY TO THE MESSAGE MY ACCOUNT JUST SENT!! trying to fix this now. just dont answer that reply

welp, its past 12am, so that officially means im 34 XD. nothing else really going on here, but i think i might do something later on. hopefully XD now then....let the grind to lvl 35 commence

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was meaning to do this after the "King gator" dream, but i still hadnt gotten around to it. anyways, it seems like this has become a yearly thing. Every year, or every other year, i seem to have a weird dream that involves someone from FA, or rather, their characters from FA. they always leave me feeling weird, confused, and wondering what the hell i ate that triggered that. i have a few i still remember a few, thought, i think ill just list the most memorable and the recent one. if i listed all of them, id be here all day XD.

anyways, ill try to summarize them:

1. Had a dream were i was in a RvB style war, set in blood gulch from the first Halo. The war was between artists, with me being on the newb team, going against the likes of , and . long story short, i managed to get to their base, and as i watched angela respawn and hop into a warthog and drive off with aubrin on the back, i tried sneaking in and grabbing the flag, only to have magnus yell "WAKE UP BOY!" and rap me in the face with the fuel rod gun. when i woke up, my cousin was in my room, and i had a pillow on side of my head......apparently what i heard was his voice, and he had hit me in the head with said pillow. the timing was just too perfect i guess XD.

2. Had a dream after a long day in automech class where i was led to this weird hotel. the hallways were dark, and you could only hear rain outside, which, oddly enough, it WAS raining outside that day. then, like something straight out of metroid where you get to an area where the door locks behind you and the tone changes letting you know shits about to go down, the door locks, and the hallway is covered in red padding. there was a room at the very end of the hallway on the left, and there was some type of bass heavy techno music playing. as i got closer to the room, i could see that there was light shining from it, so i slowly walked into the doorway to see who it was......and it was ..or at least one of their fox characters sitting in the middle of a heart shaped bed while putting on red lipstick.....then i wake up. That evening, a bunch of weird crap happened, the power went out and the entire door had a mini prison style riot as they preceded to throw their desk chairs into the courtyard like a bunch of lunatics......we cleaned it up after one after guys chewed everyone out about behaving like that. the dream left me feeling like ive known that character, or rather, the artist, for a long time, and regardless of what a friend said, i didnt want to bring it up cause i thought that it would make me sound weird XD

3. A year later, i had another weird dream that, from what i could remember, was Me, and *when he was still active here* doing some type of ghostbusting/Resident Evil zombie killing job. the sky and surroundings looked like something out of the first gears of war, where it was all muted colors and looked like the surface of mars. we were also riding around in a ratted out E150 Econoline ext, and it was full of junk like computers and ammo and shit XD. i dont know what we were doing, but all i remember is this graveyard, and a shack sitting off in to field next to it *like something out of evil dead*

4. Im going to make this one a twofer, as it, of all things, involved two of my characters. the first one was i was part of the EDF, and we were fighting off an invasion, but instead of kaiju, robots, and giant bugs, it was this white, blob. I then notice this blob was killing people, but ...well...mating with them XD. then one latches on to me, and i go to the ground.....i get a good look at this thing, as it slowly took shape, and saw that it was Jizzum XD. i woke up after feeling like i was being penetrated by a spoo monster....and never mentioned it to anyone, as once again, it was weird.
Second time, i was having another tornado dream. these weird, hyper fast tornadoes were jsut blowing things over, and knocked a tree down across the road, as well as flipping over a truck i had bought. I go out and try to flip it back over, and while trying my hardest, i couldnt. Suddenly a pair of massive hands come from behind and press on the side of the truck next to mine, as i feel the weight of tits on my back. I hear her say"Need a hand?" and without looking, i just push as she did, and we flip the truck over. I stand up, and feel nothign but this warmth and fuzzy feeling, as i glad up to see who this strong woman was. and it....was shrek XD...nah, just kidding, it was Kashmir. She had seen me struggling and decided to give me a hand...though...she could have put some clothes on first XD ........not that i was complaining or anything.

5 2017, the King Gator dream. Well, it started with me getting lost on a snowy road. it was sunny, but the trees made it cast this weird shady effect to the road. And i was coming up to a clearing in the trees, and decided to get out and see where i was. In the shadow of the trees, i could see a deer, walking out to the road. this deer was also wearing a pair of tented glasses, and im assuming it was XD. he told me about catching the train into town, and showed me how to get there. sure enough, i made it to the station and got on the train before it left. I head a voice say "Well, youre pretty late. was sure we'd have to leave you up there" . I didnt see anyone, but i soon noticed this steam engine was a blue tank engine XD. so yeah, Thomas was the one taking me to town. When i get there, it goes form snow, to this, wild west dusty town, and its complete chaos. i step out in the middle of a war between the yordles and a band of rats led by twitch. allot of League of Legends shenanigans ensues, before finally catching twitch and putting and end to his war on the yordles. the guard from thomas' train cuffs him and says theyre going to take him to jail, and with that, i was off again. I dont even make it far, when i get called out by this guy over the PA system there, and i take him up on the challenge. when i get there, I couldnt believe what i was seeing....there was this huge, alligator wrestler, with randy savage shades, in a mr perfect onesie. he had fat lips, a aussie boonie hat, and his junk was bulging out against his suit. Every time he moved, his dick and balls would bounce and jiggle around, and it was so distracting XD. He wanted to wrestle me, and i was like "Nope, not having that shit" and tried to leave. He grabs me, and bear hugs me as the match starts. but it was weird, he was hugging me tight, but his body felt so soft and sweaty that i managed to break out of it some how. we lock hands, and i hear him say "I like the feeling of you struggling against me...it really turns me on", and i glance down and he starts getting all hard and poking out against his suit. Me freaking out about this, i break the hold before he could make a move and lunge at him, to try to knock him back some before running to the ropes in an attempt to knock him over and pin him......slam into him like slamming into a brick wall XD. he belly to belly suplexs me and as i stumble to me feet, i see him flexing, and his body starts getting bigger, him laughing as his dick now fully pressed against his onesie and swaying from side to side as he slowly walked towards me. I was just about to crawl out the ring when i hear someone sounding like early cyler from squid billies yelling "i cam to see a match not this gay shit" and then blows the area up. king gator then says "hey! we'll finish this little match later, we gotta get out of here before he kills us!" he crouches down and says "hop on!" Im hesitant at first, but ultimately hop on his back and he goes 100% bulk and just smashes through the walls, jumping from the hill we were on and landing back at th station. and in a 3rd person view, i see his body jiggling all over from the impact of him landing XD. he leans back and says something to me, but as he did, i slid off his back and when i hit the ground, i woke up XD

which brings me to yesterday. Im really sorry for the uber long journal, but i just decided to add them all into one mega dream journal. still didnt mention the time i ran into Rose as she stood in the doorway with nothing but her crotch visible, or having a bunch of macros stomping all over the place looking for me XD. anyways....
6. 4/30/20 I had this dream were i was in a class full fo anime tropes. there were stand users, people with quirks, and people with grimoires ect. we were all our main characters. and we were training to use our abilities for good "or for evil if you were aiming to become a villain or whatever" as well as regular school work. I cant remember the furs there, one stuck out as i remember them quite well. she was one of 's clown girls, and she had this ability where she could go invisible, but also if need be, she could single out certain people to talk to without anyone else noticing. well, one day we were investigating this cemetery for some type of school project. I was getting dark and there was a fog rolling in. i was tailing the group, but i kept having this feeling that someone was watching me. As we walked on, i looked over, and i say her standing over by one of the tombs, but she was different than she was in class. she had this red aura around her, and even when i asked others if they had seen her, they all claimed we were the only ones there. Me and her would talk about random things, as well as classwork and she said she comes out there as its quiet and allows her to get away from all the noise at home or if she wanted a bit of piece after work. every time we spoke, she had that aura around her, and when we talked, no one could hear us, even if we were standing right behind them. They even claimed i had ran off, but in fact, i was still there the whole time. We even pulled a prank on some of the bullies at school where she pretended to be an evil spirit and i was one of her victims, and due to the red aura along with them vanishing from sight once effected by it so no oen else could see where they went to, no one else believed them when they said we were dead XD. Eitherway, graduation came, and we were all set to go our separate ways. I told her that i was really going to miss hanging out with her and all, but she looked at me with a smile and said "Oh, im sure we'll me again" and we parted ways........or so i thought. That night, it started raining out of nowhere. I was just going to the bathroom before bed, and i was hearing this faint voice but couldnt tell where it was coming from. the lights were out and everyone was asleep. I walk into the hallway, check the door and then head to the bathroom, but just before i did, i though i caught a glimps of a pair of a pair of glowing yellow eyes, that faded away when i turned back to look again. Figuring it was just light from a car passing by, i shrug and pay it no mind. When i get finished in the bathroom, i go to the sink to wash my hands. I look into the mirror, and see nothing, but i glance up again and there was a figure standing behind me.....all i could see was from the mouth down, with it smiling at me. i quickly turn around only to see nothing behind me. freaked out a bit, i finally decide to head to bed, but i wouldnt get too far. the moment i sat on the corner of the bed and looked up, the figure appeared again, with this evil grin on her face. I looked and before i could get the name out, she places both hands on the side of my face, and says "told ya we'd meet again" I gasp as i say "its you", but mid sentence, i get a mouth full of cock as that song "freakin you" plays in the background....then i wake up.....feeling like ive been sat on by said clown girl/dickgirl, i dont even know....all i know is...freaking jojo memes are invading my sleep....and i keep having these weird dreams every year or so.

also.....sorry for the massive wall of texts and spelling errors. just thought id recall all of them that i remember up to this point, and maybe give you guys a laugh at the crazy shit i dream up when these things happen.

...what the hell did i just read on my page? im pretty sure i could report this. i mean, they didnt bother reading the tags in the recent pics i did for and decided theyd be all space brained and drop this on my page while blocking me at the same time. not only that, but shortly after, my wifi started acting all weird while i was trynig to screen cap this for a mod. not sure if i was being doxxed or not, but it was a lame ass attempt, as all i sis was switch connections and everything started going again XD. i mean really, why get so butthurt over something you assumed instead of just asking the one who drew it?
anyways.....going forward im going to have to leave disclaimers on all my herm related pics, as to avoid more people like  mystery-sketch leaving angry shouts on my page cause they dont want to fucking read the tags.....or dont know the difference between a trans sexual and a hermaphrodite.

https://twitter.com/bigshow447/stat.....822005761?s=09

If today couldn't get any better. Just had a storm pass through town and to my dismay, I walk outside to find my Nova bent up from a tree falling on it. Was dreading this, as I've been wanting to move them both out of the way to avoid this tomorrow happenings. Fuckin sucks man, guess I'm gonna strip whatever I can off it and junk the rest. Might see if I can bend that back some, but I highly doubtful it. One the bright side, at least it wasn't the Datsun..,..

yay, lvl 31. now its time for the slow grind to 35. hopefully things care go better than last full year, but, one can only hope. been making some headway, vehicle wise, only to have to undo is and redo it again because autozone thinks a 280z and a 280zx are the same vehicle. been trying to get some traction with my art, but nothing really ahs come up. got a pic i did with blakdragon a while ago i need to post, but, i hadnt really been as active on FA as i want to be. Probably going to get around to posting that, and finishing this last pic i gotta do for a certain someone that i know has been waiting on it *cough draxicough* so i gotta get that finished XD. also got a few ideas a few friends have pitched to me over the months, that i said id work on, but hadnt really started. most notably the MG pics i wanted to work on for and *still hadnt forgot guys, just give me time XD.
also wrote out this idea in a convo with that involved a ratdragon and a big shemale fox, well, i kinda left that part out when i wrote it, but i was also going to tie it in with another story i had in my head. when i looked it over, it kinda made me think of back in the day. was thinking he'd probably get a good kick out of it if he had read it. its more or less a description than a story, but, i tried XD. was thinking of posting it here, but, im not too sure. might do it anyways though.
anyways, thats all i have to report on for now. Ill try to get off my ass and actually post stuff online again, hopefully ill get something done before the new year rolls around. Hope everyone is doing well, and ill see you all later....hopefully when i post something after lurking and afking for about 2 or 3 months now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fI2.....hannel=BigShow IT LIVES!!!

sorta...

finally got the Datsun to run under its own power. yes...i bought a 280z from a junkyard for 700 bucks......and yes, i know i have too many things that need fixing *both 68 novas* or things that need constant fixing *my subaru* but i couldnt pass it up. this is what ive mostly been putting time into over the weekends for most of last month, and after nearly tossing the fuel injection system in the ditch *or on ebay* and going to a SU carb swap, it finally runs now. had to hold my foot under the brake pedal after watching it get sucked to the ground whenever the car started, so there are some major vacuum leaks somewhere.
Eitherway, it runs now...or was running in the vid. hadnt cranked it up anymore after that as ive been tied up with other stuff. Just gotta figure out what its loading up like it was whenever you give it gas and ill be all good. Next i gotta get the clutch working and throw on a front right tire and see if i can go around the block without crashing into anything XD.
in other news, thinking of getting another commission from again, as well as trying to finish some art i have just sitting up, namely the commission for and the macro idea came up with during one of our chats. Just need to sit open the pic up and finish drawing it *seriously, i just got one final thing to do the the pic of Min and Draconis, and im dragging ass instead of just working on it.....just hope it doesnt go over a year like last time XD. anyways, thats all i got for now. Ill probably write another journal next year or something....seems like i hadnt been updating this thing all that much.

.....its official....ive reached lvl 30. hmm...doesnt feel any different from 29 though. give it time i guess XD. now then...im off to wave my fist at passing cars and complain about people being on my property XD

http://na.leagueoflegends.com/en/fe.....o-the-colossus
and the first thing to cross my mind was..."How long itll take before macro artists have a field day with him"


fetishes aside, i actually like the new look, just hoping they dont create another warwick...not that thats a bad thing XD

activating cranky ability. using this ability now makes bigshow behave like a cranky old man, constantly telling kids to get off his lawn and on occasion, yelling at clouds.


sorry i couldnt help it. was going to post it last night but i kinda got sidetracked. was also going to do a pic but, it too got sidelined XD. anyways, time to start that 1 year grind to level 30.

......that is all......you..can go back to whacking off now.....

XD

well, i guess i should at least say something instead of just being idle all the time. Ive been a bit on the slow side as of late. I always say that i would try to do more of this or that, but then something always comes along and bam, sidetracked. Anyways, ill probably try to draw some more here and there, have some ideas ive been putting off and some stuff ive been meaning to do for others that i need to do. Was set to actually get back to doing macro stuff, specially seeing as i had just finished installing a new timing belt on the subaru after it chewed up the last one on the way to work. Well, on my so called test drive to walmart, i, somehow, destroyed the throw out bearing in the transmission, and after fiddling with it for 2 hours, i ended up driving it back home, with no clutch......fun times were had.

either way, thats probably going to eat up another weekend, although, i managed to get everything unhooked and ready to take it out in under 2 hours, so it probably would be through kinda early.. Which means i can get back to drawing stuff, after the test drive that is.
I really need to just break down and buy a new subaru, like a wrx or a brz, but i really love my legacy.....IT HAZ TEH ROOM. and im not too fond of the new legos, they look like cr-vs. Anyways, ill have to work with what i have for now. And then when i can finally stop putting money into it, and the state stop screwing me around and i get my title for my nova, i can start working on it.....although itll mainly just be body work for it, so no all day/weekend workathons XD.

Car nonsense aside, ill try to draw more and actually be productive and not have a 2 or 3 month gab between pics. Might try to animate some stuff again, but ill have to get a early start on them, otherwise i start feeling burnt out on them. Ill see what i can do though. I also need to start coloring some of my pics instead of leaving them all black and white. but thats something else ill ahve to be in the mood to do. as with animating, ill see what comes of it. hopefully some good actually comes out of it and i stop being a lazy bum and actually draw some shit, hopefully XD.

and on the last 2 minutes of that race, the TS050 grinds to a hault at the finish line......man toyota cant seem to catch a break at Le Mans it seems. Well, at least the audi winning streak has been broken, and porsche got theyre second Le Mans win.

er, anyway. i probably should get back to posting here again, just that....after the attack i kinda just started updating sofurry and weasyl, and still hadnt finished that really. i might post my last pic sometimes later though, just hadnt got around to it. Been mainly trying to get work down on other stuff *title change for my nova, working on my subaru ect* so ive been kidna busy over the weekends and whatnot. hopefully i can get some stuff going here pretty soon......been having too many ideas and not enough time drawing them. still wish i could commission some people, but, with things how they are now, i think ill have to save that for later. anyways, guess ill update whenever i can get around to it

i cant believe after all the work me and a friend put into my moms cavalier, the damn thing breaks other parts....now i gotta get a new power steering pump and belt tensioner. that and my win 7 64 bit install decided to shit itself....so now im back on my old hard drive until i can buy another one, and its also full of disk errors as to why i got off it in the first place. hadnt been able to draw or do anything as my tablet decides when it wants to work and when it doesnt. though i think thats due to the hard drive dying. ugh, anyways, i just thought id let people know what ive been tied up with here lately. hopefully im not broke and driven insane when its all said and done XD

i can now use the ability "the kids these days" as well as "ow! my *insert body part hear*" XD




thats to everyone who imed me to wish my happy birthday. it was nice hearing from you all......really need to start keeping track of everyone XD. that and i need to chat more often.


now then, onward to lvl 28....only 2 more lvls before i reach old man status, and can use the "GET OFF MY LAWN" ability, which gives you the ability to yell at all underaged people within a 5 block radius of your front yard XD

well, long story short, i turned on the comp, and noticed check disk was running. usually it doesnt do anything and im up and running, but this time, it somehow deleted the directories for all of my steam stuff. not sure if i should reformat it or just reinstall the games and see if it fixes the directories. not sure what it is though. hope its not something i have to buy a new hard drive for. freakin sucks that it happened......odd thing is, everything else is still there, origin, WoT, LoL, all there. but steam is missing, though its still holding disk space as if its still there but not visible. not sure what to do about it though, but all the searches ive come across so far, suggests that ive already screwed up by reinstalling steam before doing anything else. eh, it was just steam i guess......guess now is the time to buy that 1tb ive always wanted. that and i guess i should go ahead and get a portable drive to back up my art drive in case this happens again

https://www.dropbox.com/s/2ar4xug9p.....run%20test.gif

https://www.dropbox.com/s/xbatxkw5q.....20test%202.gif might have to open it in something to see it though. hmmm not sure which account to post it on either.......then again, i probably should have posted this in scraps, but im not sure. might just post it to both but i dont want to flood accounts and whatnot XD. anyways, just thought id update my journals and all. just letting everyone know im still around, just moving around very slowly is all. still trying to finish this up so i can work on  majorcooke's commission as well as one for  draxi. just gotta get all my little projects out of the way before i start something new. anyways, thats all i got for now. might post this later but im not sure.

been meaning to do this for a while now. but, for the past few weeks ive kinda dropped off the map. First work ended up getting to me as i was working longer hours and getting home later than normal, and then i kinda got into a slump and that took some time to get over as well. slowly starting to get back online, and hopefully ill be back to drawing too. been having a good bit of ideas ive been wanting to draw but i just hadnt been putting them to paper. annnyways, just thought to give a update for those wondering where ive been for the last few weeks.

yay, ill finally be level 26 tomorrow. slowly grinding to lvl 30, though  merick told me a while back that it wasnt work it XD. all kidding aside. probably will just side around drinking like i did last time. so it wont be anything special. Also, ive noticed that i post new stuff less than what i use to. went from 4 to 5 a month to about3 or 2 *if im lucky* probably should leave steam alone sense thats a big chunk of my time i use up XD. anyways, back to leveling *grabs is cane* gotta work on my grumpy old man stats