Just wondering, what all do you think I should try to improve on. I know m getting there slowly, but give me some sort of critique or info on what I show focus on.

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things im working on:
TF sequence, 60%
comic, still in progress
Messin' with bigshow parody: needs to be started.
character rework: updating old pics
New, or new character art: halted for the time

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other art and requests:
commissions: all terminated or turned into request, and will be so til further notice.
art trades: none for the time
requests: on hiatus til the time being, will continue later on.

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OC sessions: Just give me a call and if im not busy or being lazy, I'll see what I could do. *warning* if im at college, be aware of the net outages, they randomly happen*

thank you for your time

I just noticed that half my art has incorrect dates on them. Now aint that something! I feel like a dummy now, guess I'll have to change them all over one month. Danm, how on earth could I forget what month it is.

Just, its that time again. Im getting a new HD on account that my old one just kicked the bucket, again. Right in the middle of RvB too. Im gonna get one from walmart when Im trading in the dvd drive we bought that didnt work. I also have to get a wireless card so that I could use the net in my room. and I might as well since its coming out of my tuition. So I got some computer fixen to do, so most of my art is gonna be media only. Most of it might never be seen on FA from the looks of it *there was a problem with the scanner payments my mom made and we're trying to get it sorted out* So, thats just the recap of my situation for now. Hope everything goes well without a hitch this weekend.

I wonder if there is anything that would convert a toom boom flie file to a SWF file. Seeing as this is the only flash program I could accually work *well*, I was wondering if there was anyway to convert it to SWF without screwing it up. I asked on the forum why didnt FA support it, and got the usual answer. "Cuz no one uses it and Ive never heard of a TBF file, or "Because why waist bandwith to code a file for a program no one uses". Heh, some help, didnt even get an answer to my other part of my question. Which was what Im asking now. Ive been searching myself, and I could really find anything, set one that lets you open them in macromedia8 which is similar to CS3 flash but the file didnt work on it, for some weird reason. Even though when you oen macromedia, it says intigrated with abode flash, lol. Anyways, Im gonna go, I'll be back later on

Yup, it seems bigshow could bitch anbout any and everything......this time, yup you geussed it, the certification crap. Well, I though I had to put with with the normal asshats and the anti christian slurs and all that shit, but to ad to this shit, now we have some "rookie beeyatch" (word, noun, a word dicribing a total ass who thinks he knows whats what and that you have to do to in oder to do something) telling people that they arent artist cuz they aint when to school/college for it. What the Hell man!!! I mean, just cuz you when to college and got a degree, doesnt me a hilla shit if it turns you into a jerk. Ive seen soo many artist that havent (to my knownlege) had went to college. And if they have, then more power to them. Im going to college, not o be an artist, but to be a mechanic. Something that I have to be certified for nowadays. And my teacher accually incouraged me to try to get in a art class at college, but if the outcome is this, then, in the emortal words of the squirrel general from Conker's Bad Fur Day, FUCK DAT SHIT!!!!

This really brought my piss to a boil for some reason. Probably cuz he pisses off so many people at once in a single journal. Some agree with him, some say, in a since, that he is full of shit. And who made him fucking kind of art, there is no suck title. And the title of being an artist isnt held to those weilding a fucking piece of paper, off hell no. And his veiws on what a true artist is and should be are just assinine. How he could hold his noe soo far in the air that it makes him think he is better than everyone else is beyond me.

So in conclusion, im not certified, and Im DAMN PROWD! And if you feel as though you dont want to look at my art, cuz it aint certi-fuckin-fied, then I suggest you walk out the door.
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just another rant by the ranting-show......*takes a water break*

yay!!! WOOO!! I finally made it to the point where I get 3 favs for a pic, Im AWSOME now, lol *signs* this is makin me cry...
*quote Chopper from AC5*


Anyways, Im gonna keep drawing what I want, and thats whats fun about it, even though you people dont like it, I do and thats all that matters. Also, mind i ask you to just loosen up a bit, I mean, it aint normal, but common, its art. And even if its weird, its creative, and its someting new to draw until your done with it. Ive drawn herms and the like for a while now, now its time to draw something unique and out of the ordinary. So loosen up and enjoy the show, cus one day, i might not be posting anything at all. Plus it wouldnt kill ya to take a look anyways, Ive seen weirder stuff than this, lol

Not nothing speacial, just fidling around with those two games on my computer. And, for the mos part, Im trying to get the dynamics of the games. Mostly getting shot out the air in lock on, delrailing in Microsoft train sim, and crashing into stuff on both cames, lol. Guess that shos how much I could drive a plane or train. In other news, Liska is slowing gaining power in my work, now I just go tto run off with it, make hir even more insaine, lol. Just have to wait and see what comes up

Yup, just 10 more to go and I would have 300 Pics on FA as of this year. Lol, I guess this shows that got too much free time on my hands. Anyways, I had to push stuff back to next week for people I told I was gonna be able to do xstuff for this week. Delays delays.... The "Missin with Bigshow" mini comic thing will be sort of a stress releaf, so as to avoid harming any inocent game characters. I just need some deas for that. And im gonna start drawing more pics or Liska again, although it seems many people dont seem to take to her as many of the others, lol, maybe its the cock nipples spewing agua green cum that threw em off, I dunno. Im gonna keep at it anyways. Ned to start drawing feet on my charaters, I just keep drawing too big....needs to fix that. Hmm, well, besides all that, i think thats all I had to say for now.

ok, you all asked for it. And when I do this, dont bitch at me for it neither. Just you wait, you'll see, lol.

*grabs g-pen and tablet*

yup, once again, malaka came to the aid of my computer, and saved me time and money if I would have sent it to the other guy downtown. Thanks to Malaka, and thanks to all of you for the help, i really appretiated it.

ok, i have seriously fucked up....yet again....*sighs*...now this thing wont even run explorer anymore. I dont have a drivers disk anymore, nor did I ever have one. I reloaded the OS and its still not working. If only I knew now to do system restore from my state, but its become im possible. Yet it still runs firefox, my games and everything else. I dont get it, what did I do to make this thing fuck up again. This is my 6th or 7th computer fuckup, and it seems that im becoming less computer friendly by the day. Last time, I got good help from people here, but it seems like thats not gonna come into play now. So Im gonna go it alone this time. I have no clue that to do next, although im pretty sure it involves Vista and or a total system flash. All, of my future plans have been sent to pergatory, pending my success or failure. Im pretty sure all of my info is gonna be lost, and Im well prepaired for that. If I cant get this thing to work, or get help from anybody, then I'll have to start from square one, again. leaving this current HD to become a slave and me buying a new 120 gb hard drive and Basic Vista to replace it. And why vista you ask? Because im sick of the old XP crap, and seeing as im not gonna fool with this old hard drive that was rebuilt twice and still acts shitty, so i though whynot just get everything new. New HD, new OS, new everything. I was thinking of a 78 dollar dual core CPU from newegg, but then I'll have to lay off vista till later.....*ahhggg* I have fucking delays and setbacks!! But thats life i guess. Any and all help apreatiated, or not, it doesnt matter, im just about fed up with technology and computers in general.

Due to the amount of crap my computer seemed to lose for some ungodly reason, this HD might be on its last leg. That or it might be the some of these other programs tha are either replacing the old ones or something that got deleted by mistake. I dont know what it is, but im pretty sure its not good. Im gonna save all the info to my resurve, unplug them then try to run a recovery disk, or something. I dunno. Im bout tired of this thing. Cant find my drivers disk neither, so im pretty much screwed. Anyway, just though Id give the heads up

Does anybody with a normal xbox know whether you could find xbox live cards for the xbox anymore? Or is the 360 card able to work with the older xbox too? I need to know before I wais money and buy a useless card, lol.

EDIT* Well, it wasnt my processor cuz im online now, I guess it was the heat from earlier today before I got online. Im still gonna check this thing and make sure its not gonna do that again. But I do wanna get a dual core AM2 processor still, it'll make me even faster, lol.





well, guess what happened to me again, lol. Im pretty sure malaka would know already, seeing as he tells me to stop blowing crap up *not my falt this time* *sighs* Well, i thing I toasted my computer again....its kinda cough in one of those continuous loops again when it goes thru the boot process, gets to the windows screen, then it blanks out, the screen says no signal, and then it restarts the process. Its either the processor or the HD, even though I switched the order in which they boot up and it still did the same thing.

So Im gonna be looking at my favorite seller on ebay again *the one I got this one from, a brand new 3200+ 2ghz processor....gone, lol* and im gonna see if he got a 3500 or even a dual core processor thats anywhere from 1.8 to 3.3ghz *motherboard limit is a 3.3ghz AM2 socket processor* So, once again, the thrash to recover info and parts on a stringy budget starts. Iguess I better get to looking then....

Id just like to say that, after this last round of requests are done and done, that I WILL NOT TAKE ANY FORM OF REQUESTS OR COMMISSION!!! Im tired af trying to please the fucking community. DAMN THE COMMUNITY!!!! Ive drawn stuff for people that I have gotten no other feedback, contact, or nothing from. Its like people rush in, ell me something, and run back out, never to be seen again. I have had people rust me to do shit, and take no consideration to what im doing, even if its work for other people. I think I finally understand what people like Cougr had and have gone through. And it makes me feel bad, seeing as I sometime act the same way. But now, Im done, I can truely say im threw with it. Cant even get my own ideas onto paper, not that I HAVE any anyway. My friends, I will always talk to, but you vultures need to find someone else to fuck with. Its bad enough that Ive lost all interest im my art, Im pretty sure this might just kill what little ability I have. I'm gonna finish the last requests and ship em out, but after that, you can forget it. Thats it, the party is over, now you all can go the fuck home, or go bother someone else other than me

i wont be taking no more requests, trades or whatever until further notice. that is all. All requests, and othere art will be done in due time. No need to rush.

All I hear, and all I see are people talking about Spiderman3. GIVE IT A FUCKIN BREAK!!!! Im tired of hearing fuckin spiderman this and spiderman that in my fuckin dorm and online.

This is the fuckin reason I rarely go to the fucking movies anymore. And also, the reason I never see movies at all. Fuck man, Im just sick of fucking hearing about it.

My roomate always talking about that fuckin movie. I swear, I told him, STFU and dont ruin it for me, but shit now I could fucking care less.

So, i guess Im gonna be the fuckin loser of the damn group that doesnt go see Spiderman then, cuz people, I havent seen it, not gonna see it, and dont give a shit if I do.

also, ive been pretty busy with Allester, and also with my own art I need to finish, so now, I want some fucking peace until I get there stuff out of the fuckin way.

Im pretty anouyed atm but the resent actions at school and in my room, so fuckin bare with me. Im soo fucking close to killing my roomate now I swear. lol.

ok people, have a good fuckin day.

if you havent seen em already, then here they go. Behold the fruits of my labor. All done for Allester, who requested then just recently. Now I can do the rest of the stuff I got to finish for you people.


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/515070/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/510877/

dude...look at my avatar and tell me, what the F8ck does it look like to you. lol


here is a link to the pic i found
http://www.sciencenews.org/articles.....f7415_2396.jpg

This is a IM warning too everybody who talks to me via IM. If for some reason I go silent for more than 2 hours, or more, or isnt contacting you in anyway, then I might have fallen asleep on you. I not trying to be rude, but when it happens, it happens, lol. Ive feel alseep on numorous people now, including those who I have stuff to do for. Here are just some of he people that ive dozed off on due to that lack of sleep Ive have this week:
Allester
Blak Dragon
Blacknblue (aka DJRikki)
ebondragon *once
EraDragon
Fugueraven *twice
Hypr
Kess
Malaka
Roarak
Reilsss *dozed off on him once

Soo, if you ever are in a late night talk with me and I very unresponsive due to the lack of caffine or any other energy drink/ pop that has alot of Taurine in it, then I myjust have when died on ya.

Also, there seems to be a misunderstanding when I said those who have had a requested pic, art trade or otherwise, to tell me now.

I ment thos who have past requests an suck, like the year old ones I still havent did for era yet. Those I need to finish. If it hasnt been over a year or so, then dont worry about it.

well, i think thats all I have to say for now. Oh yeah, expect a buch of stuff from me and allester, pending that we dont kill eachother first, lol. Im not gonna tell ya what it is, that'll just ruin the moment

*edited from last journal*

please, people, let me know what you want from me? I im very forgetful, specially those I havent done in a year. I still have some here in the PMs but they arnt permanent, I also see to loose contact with others from August last year, to Feburary of this year, some even further. Please, keep me updated so I can keep a level head through this. If i dont get any feedback from those who asked a picture from me, then im gonna dump the list and start over. Help me out here people!

Down for revisions: cara Black's pic has been pulled for a complete recoloring due to a mishap, *wrong colors* I'll post it with it later on when I get the time again.

Pulled from FA: My recpect comic scene I did based of Conker's Bad Fur Day and probably not gonna post any Conker themed comics, or pics.
*sighs
That is all

Well, after much talk, I finally got my truck running again, made sure it didnt leak any gas out of it, and drove it home, kinda. well its here in the road in front of the house, but now I gots to find out why that bastard try to over heat on me. Its either because the transmission wouldnt shift right, holding it at a high rpm than normal, or is it the more logical solution, the thermostat. It was probably stuck closed or something as to why it was overheating, luckly, I got it back to the house in one piece. Nothing fell of the back of it on the way over, nothing leaks, and it drives pretty smooth. All in all, I think today is a wonderful day. Next up on my watch, is to do a smoky burn out, or peg leg it if I have too, and take a pic of it. but as always, thats another thing, another time.

well, after getting all my parts, reveling in my success and failures, wasting all my minutes, loosing my temper, funning off everybody on MSN, and nearly smashing my phone because its a piece of crap< I finally got tired of all the keygens, and the second my friend got a signal on his phone, I called microsoft, talked with the indian guy, and he got my ass back on track. WOOO GO INDIAN GUY!!! I also like to thank you all for helping me out when I needed it most. Thanks FA community!!!

Now if I could only get my truck running, then I'll be ready to roll!! Still got 80 dollars, thats gonna buy my main and rod bearing for my Nova. I could have got a 64 mb radion for this old gezelle 300 and fix it up for my little sis, but i was low on dough, even if it was on sale. But I'll find another. Anyway, I got a 256mb X300SE more mine, even though its not new, or up to speed, Im just gonna temporarily use it for now.

Somebody give me a site that has a free validation code for XP, or a key gen for XP. I would really be greatful if you do find one. I got 3 days to search for one, or else waste minutes calling microsoft thying to get it activated. So, Im off, again, to call them and get this fixed

Hmm, lets see. Im gonna have my Ford finished as soon as the selector valve comes in. My processor, an AMD 3200+ 2.0 ghz processor, (the one at compUSA was a 3500+ but it was a 1.8ghz processor) came in 2 days ago. (i hope it works) And with the money I have left over, I can buy my cam and lifter set as well as my main and rod bearing for my 305, (not the original motor) so that I could get it ready to go in my Nova. I just hope everything goes right for once. My ram still hasnt made it yet, nor has me processor fan, but im just gonna go to compUSA and get a substitute fan and heat sink until the other parts arrive. So hopefully, I'll but online at monday evening, or something when I go and get the fan and the RAM, and I may be posting a few picks too so just look out got me next week. And hopefully, I'll be surfin the web, and burnin up the streets with my F150 XLT. Also, Im thinking of taking my computer to compUSA when I go get the RAm and heat sink (if they have anymore there) so they can make sure it all works before I get back to college, and so that I can know whether to send it back and get my money back or get another one or something. Anyway, that is all.