Hi everyone, it has been some serious time since I wrote on here and let me tell you, so much has happened.

Im going to keep it brief for right now because the detail would just make a novel.

I am almost done with school and am in the process of moving to DC with my boyfriend. Life has been great. A little bumpy here and there but that happens. My parents are best friends with my boyfriend! He still does not know I enjoy being a furry, but i'll tell him one day. I hope all is well with everyone!!!!

Ok so by now, im used to this. School has always started on my birthday. Well move in has always been, but the last two years, the first day back was on my birthday. This year I have some room to move. Everyone moves back on Wednesday, thus the same day and I just cant wait. My boyfriend is coming to visit and my best friends will be home. So mega party at the bar. Then Friday is when we have the real festivities!!!! I just cant wait. This summer has been so much fun! Finally accepting who i am has taken such a huge weight off of me. Im so much happier now.

But this is something I have wanted to say to you guys! I want to thank all my friends here on FA. Its funny and odd to say this, but with the help of you guys, coming out was a lot easier for me. I was able to talk and express how I feel on here.  smutmuttalways makes me laugh with those random hilarious journals and bad ass attitude.  fenwolf for being the first friend of mine here and showing me around.  BobcatGoalieSW1 with his love of hockey. You'll be great! and FLYERS STILL RULE! And  shininglion for being such a sweetheart and showing me nothing but kindness. All of you guys mean a lot to me!

Hi Everyone!

Its been a while since I posted. Well to get right to the point I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!! He is so sweet. He is a gym junky and a true sweetheart. He came to Delaware to see me and I went to DC. My friends love him and his friends love me. He is actually coming back tomorrow!!!!!! Then i go to DC with him for a few days and then he comes up for my Birthday on the 25th!!! I cant wait. I have not been this happy in a long time.

What sucks is im having trouble coming out to my parents. All of my friends know and so does half my school. But idk why its so hard to tell them. I need to do it soon.

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me? (I know it's dumb, but I didn't write this. Lol.)
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?

Well its not so much new, but rather, I accept me for who I am.

Ok, so two weeks ago, I offcially came out as Bi to my friends I live with. They are all girls and were totally accepting of it. Its funny becasue at one point or another, I have hooked of with all of them. Another one of my friends who says she has know for years was the biggest help of all. Im not ashameds of this in the least. I woke up and basically said "fuck this!, I dont care anymore!" I have been in hardcore denial for two years and enough was enough. Im totally happy with my descision. I love who I am. SO as of now, a grand total of about 30 people know. They are all very close friends of mine. Im sure some have told others, but its gonna get around anyways. I have met some great people too! There is an unoffcial Homo night at my favorite bar and I go there everyweek. Its fun because I LOVE dancing and I go with my best friends girl friend. She likes it because its a safe place for her to enjoy herself and she knows I love dancing and am not afraid to show it. (we control the dance floor).

I also like going because im getting to know this community better. I have been told my type of gym is very rare. Well atleast he is hard to find. FUnny thing is, im in the gym the next day and I recongnized like 3 guys i saw at the bar. I know they knew who I was (I was dancing on a bar stool the night before). Knowing who I am has been a huge relief for me. Its the happiest I have been in years.

Now, as for my parents and family, they dont know. And I really dont care. My theory is this, since this is really new to me and im just enjoying myself they dont need to know. If I end up with a serious boyfriend then I will tell them without hesitation. All my friends have been more than supportive.

I have a small rep on my campus for being, i guess the word is player. I would say slut. ( i am not bragging. I hate it). Im trying to fix this. Im not slutting out with a ton of guys. I am enjoying myself, but im looking for something solid. I did fall hard for this one guy. I guess it was becasue he was my first guy on guy hook up. He was also everything I wanted in a person. But He had just came out of a relationship and what not. I am also a very out going person with who tries not to hide anything. My personality may ttake a bit to get use to. I talk like its my job. But I also never let people get to close. I have been hurt (much like many of us) bad before. I have also been a reason for others pain. I have this attitude where, if I want something bad enough, i'll get it and no one will stop me. I usually keep it i check, but I met a girl who had a boyfriend and it got the best of me. I fell in love and i was the casue of their break up. Her and I dont speak any more becasue she wanted me to choose between her and my best friend. Fuck that. Im loyal to till the end. I will NEVER abandon my friends. Not for the chance to get laid either. Now back from my tangent.

Its hard for me to let people it. Well I fell for this guy and we hit it of great. IT just suddenly ended. I guess I was a bit to eager. Idk. My pride took a massive blow. Its better now. So for now im just going to enjoy life for now. Ride the wave. I have told the people i was most nervouse about knowing. My best friend seemed hurt becasue I was afraid. He just told me, he has my back from now untill time ends and pass that. I love him to death. He is family to me.

Final thing!!!! So this kid im going to live with this year is an awesome friend of mine. He and I are total homo together (jokingly. We say such dirty things its just rediculous. We have even hooked upw the with same girls) Well i was freaking out about telling him. He has been my wingman. Well as im about to tell him he flat tells me he is Bi. I started tearing up becasue I was really happy. He is not open about it yet, but Now i have someone with me. Here is the hard part. I have had a huge crush on him FOREVER! We both have mentioned there is a guy we really like and i get the feeling we are talking about eachother. I just dont know what to do since will are going to be living together.

Well everyone thats my life right now! Thanks for listening. And please dont m,ind speeling mistakes. Im typeing on an OLD PC at work lol.

So I just came out to small group of my friends. What was funny was, when I told them i was Bi, they were like "things we knew." I have not told everyone and I dont plan to put it out there for a while. I'll be an even longer while until I tell my parents. But for those who know, they totally accepted it. They have been really supportive.

Now to the fun part. I had my first guy date last night. I was introduced to him by a mutual friend. We hit it off. A really great guy! He came over lastnight and we watched Bolt! We had a great time. When he left, my roommate told me, and I quote, "im glad you have the same outrageous standards for guys as you do with chicks." I went to bed with a big smile on my face. (Stop thinking dirty)

Im still really nervous about the whole thing though. This is VERY new to me. I was in dnial for two years, woke up one morning and said, the hel with this. Still does not mean Im going to announce it to the world, even if I am bogging about it. But It helps that I have a few supportive friends and people on here.

Im worried however how a few people might take it. I dont want to sound like im braggin, but on my campus, I have a small reputation. I have done my best to change it, but it still follows me. Crazy fucking X'es and what not. But thats it so far.

It has been a tad longer than usually for an update on my life. This is where I am right now. I work three jobs so I am just giving up on sleep lol. I have moved back to school and live with 3 other friends in a beautiful house. Funny thing is all three of them are girls. Its a house of rugby girls with one male dancer. I found it funny.

Well work is starting to take its toll. I also am now going to start practicing for dance to the point its crazy. Im a newcommer going right to silver in 3 months. For those who dont now what this means, it usually takes 3 years. So im going nuts.

Im also coming to terms with me being Bi. Living with girls has helped me too. I have yet to say it to anyone that I am infact Bi, but i have been dropping small hints to people. Not sure if I should come out to a few people or not. Even more annoying is the kid im sure is Bi and is a great friend of mine, is coming back to school. I have had a crush on him for ever. I want to tell him but im not sure. He and I have very gay (joking) relationship. We say dirty things to eachother and what not but we also talk about fucking girls too. I have been thinking about this a lot also because of  casparr 's journal about coming out. So thats m life right now lol.

Summer has been a fun time thought!

Ok, I have began to see that there are communities here. Its great. I have joined two so far.  dancerfurs and  g-shepsquad

I however am having a hard time searching for other ones. Im looking for a good work group. Can anyone help me with this.

Is there a list or something of all of them?

Things have been great! I have moved back to school and live in an awesome house! Im not taking classes, but I am holding down three jobs. So being this busy makes time go by. I am allowed a computer at work, so its not bad at all.

Im back in the gym after a week and a half. New workout has my body screaming. Its the good pain.

As for the fur world, I have been getting a little more involved and getting to know a lot more people. Love this fandom. Whats even greater is the awesome artist  Reinhardt is watching me! To me thats so great. Since I contribute almost nothing at all.

I did finish my first Fur story. Its horrible! I love it. lol It was my first one. Mainly an experiment. I have gotten some great advice so maybe my next one will be better.

Thats about it right now! Have a great weekend everyone!!!!!

You read it right. I have written my first sex scene. Took me a while to build up to it. I didnt really know how to begin. Since it is a gay scene, it was even more difficult since I have never done this myself. It seems kind of choppy and the wording sucks in my opinion, but im still proud of it.!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3984036

Hey everyone. First of all, I like to thank everyone watching me and commenting on my stuff. Thanks so much!  smutmutt was right to thank all his fans and I feel i should do the same. I am very new here but enjoy most every moment.

So as we all know I enjoy photography (all the millions of pics of my dog), but I have turned to see if I can pull some stories together.

Hidden in the Music is a story I literally wrote on the the spot. No outlines or anything. Whatever was an idea, is what went on the paper. It involves my Fursona Dodger, a Husky named Drew, Cassie, the yellow lab, and Isis the Border Collie. Dodger, Isis, and Drew are all in college, while Cassie is Drew's younger sister in highschool. I have written two parts so far, but just get ready for the third!

Part 1: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3975365
Part 2: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3977597

I have finally written a short Fur story. I hope you guys enjoy!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3975365

Well everyone I am back home. Boston was a blast. I fell in love with the city and the people. Fucking expensive as hell to live there though!!! I was on the site periodically to see what was up. And people have been active.

First: WHAT THE HELL FLYERS! CANT KEEP FUCKING ORGANIZED UNDER PRESSURE! Fucking A man!!!!!

Second: I met the most strange people on the buses to and from. I mean 9 hours worth of bus travel time, your bound to meet someone cool. FIrst bus, met a cool girl on her way to new york. She was a 7 out of 10 so i made it a point to talk to her. No one else was close to that. SO we talked, she loved the fact that I dance and I work out. (Phase 1 --> give her your best attributes without going too deep: Complete) She then told me about her. If that dam bus was not filled to the top, a hook up would have def happened. Sadly she got off 3 hours before my stop. Bus 2: Met a really awesome guy! We were coming back from Boston to NY. He was a gym rat like me and obsessed with his German Shepherd. We talked all the way. Really cute guy. I was sad to see him go. Then it was a pretty boring ride back home.


Third: I am moving back to my school town tomorrow (well today i guess). I have used the same workout routine since early spring. Im looking for a new one, but have specific goals in mind. If this is something you can help me with, please send me a message. I no stuff that I can do, but im looking to break out of my usual stuff.


fourth: I have the outline (written) of my fursona!!!!!

So Im in Boston right now!!!! The only vacation I get for the summer. I forgot how much I love laying next to the pool. It just feels so great to finally just relax. The bus ride here took 9 hours but totally worth it. There were only 9 people on the coach bus, so I took the back seats and passed out. Woke and hello Boston. I was planning on working on my fursona or at least reading a book, but seeing as I left at 5am and was up the entire night, sleep was a nice option.

I leave here on Sunday and hate the fact I need to return to real life. But Monday, I move into my apartment for the summer with my friends. This means a wild summer is ahead. I have some plans for it. Since my entire group is 21 or over now, the trips to Philly will be even better.

So far I hope everyone is having a great weekend!!! and LETS GO FLYERS!!!!!!!!!

Hello everyone!!!

As we all know, or those who read this, I have been working on a fursona. Thus far its a German Shepherd. BUT NOW IT HAS A NAME. I AM DODGER. You can call me The Dodge! Or Dodge, for those who see the R and major work. (You know who you are :) )

Over the past week, I have become more involved in the Fur community. I was to thank  FenWolf (I have no idea if that worked or not)

He has been really nice helping me out around here. Thanks for all the talking. I really enjoy it.

As for everyone else...HI EVERYONE! I have finally gotten the feeling of the place. I know have realized those who I dont want to deal with and those who are friends.

As for the Summer, another 6 miles today. Im feeling great! I will be getting on a Bus to Boston in the wee hours of the morning tomorrow, so I wont be back on till Sunday night, or even monday. I hope everyone has a great weekend.

Well seeing as this is kind of a blog for me, might as well keep up with it. No idea how many people read it, but its good just to jot stuff down :)

Three days into summer and nothing super exciting. I move back to school in a week for work so its all relaxation for right now. And i can tell you guys, i def need it. The parents are off with the rest of the family at the beach for a few days, so its just the dog and i hanging out. He basically sleeps on the steps while I do yard work.

I have made sure to run a minimum of six miles everyday. I cant get back to the gym until I move back to school, so until then, its all cardio.

As for my movements in the fur community, it really ha not been that much at all. I seem to have found a few friends on here so its okay.

Well thats it for now. I'll prob type up something else since borden may kill me lol.

Ok, so I know everybody understands what sterotypes are. We all do it no matter how hard we try not too. Myself included. I do my very best not to. I just tend to be way to observant for my own good. I accept everyone for who they are. Aside from crazies and what not, I pride myself in being as accepting as I am. I am a very open person (has gotten me in trouble before lol). I let people know what I think and who I am. Too bad right now, im kind of confused about myself right now lol.

But to the root of what Im getting at. I take a huge amount of pride in myself, in what I do, and how I appear. Im not one of those people who has to be decked out in designer lines of clothing. 1: cant afford that. 2: sweats and a beater are perfect. Im new to this scene. Im a runner who is into body building. Im a dancer as well. I have gotten some message from people lately who are just plain weird. I dont want to judge but come on. Some people are just strange and have been showing it. Please let me know if you understand what I mean.

I mean no disrespect to anyone.

So school is OVER!!!!! Im officially a senior in College. FInals have taken its toll on my body though. Lack of sleep and lack of eating have just caused my body to shut down. I move out tomorrow and im just a mess. Have not even packed. Oh well. A few days at home means I can sleep all day. Plus, the best thing about going home is I am finally back with the best friend in the entire world. My 56lbs of German Shepherd love! My mom usually starts teasing him, asking him where I am, but I told her not to this time. Im buy him a steak as a surprise dinner for him. Thats only after he gets to see his brothers and friends at the park. its going to be a big puppy play day. I have to suck up to the dog because Im leaving again a week later. But he is going to visit all the time.

I think this is going to be an interesting summer for me. I start my new workout routine. Its going to be intense. Two a days cardio/and weights. Going to look good when all is said and done. I take a tad to much pride in my body to be normal.

Im also going to be working three jobs while studying for the LSAT. Not to mention already getting a head start on the next semester.

I also plan on trying to find, i guess the furry term for it is mate. This summer is going to be a time i really figure myself out and start to really set my life. I mean im 21, I should already have a good idea who I am right. Oh well.

See you!!!!

So like it says in the title, i know no one reads these but its a small outlet for me. Finals dont only have me stressing so complaining to my friends while they have finals too is just pointless. The end of school always makes me really upset. I mean I live ten minutes away from my school so its no huge deal for me, but my friends live hours away. This summer I will be traveling a lot to visit them.

So far my plans for the summer are to work a enough to pay my rent and do 2 or three small trips to visit my best friends. I also need to save enough money for this tattoo. I'll be practicing a lot for my ballroom team. My Plan is to be the best in my group. I will be running a half marathon at the end of the summer and a full in october.

As for the fur community, I have been reading the Half Moon Tribe Stories. I love them. I have not had a huge amount of time to read any furry stories, but my first one was Waterways, and a few short stories. If you guys know of any good ones, feel free to let me know!

So this is all still really new to me. I love this community but I am not really into the dressing up and conventions. I love Star Wars and a few comics but I dont pine to go to conventions lol. (No disrespect to those who do). I also dont consider myself I guess your typical fur. Im not sure how to describe it without sounding horrible. lol. Oh well, that will be for another post I guess.

So im sitting in my student center, zero sleep, trying to tell myself im prepared for this exam. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. At this point im so beat that everything is funny and I also felt like posting. I find myself on this site more and more. I just enjoy the art and i am learning more about the community. I still dont understand the commissions or art trade or anything like that. I wish i had artistic ability. I want to make an ID for myself that looks great. I have all these awesome images in my head but just know way to put them onto paper! Its frustrating. Oh well. the school year is almost over. 3 more finals after this one. Wish me luck!

So im studying for finals and just need a break!!!! SO COOL I HAVE WATCHERS LOL. Statement sounded vaguely creepy. But anyways, thanks for it. Until I finally decide on what I want to do in regard to this whole Fur thing (still totally new) Im thinking of just kind using this a a blog of some sorts I guess. Wont put every mundane detail of my life in it but it'll be cool just to writing (type) stuff down. Right now im just concentrating on finals and preparing myself for 2 possibly three jobs.

Also im starting to figure some stuff out in life right now. Its been odd but im noticing things and coming to terms with others. I'll keep you posted.

PS im going to get the concept of my tattoo drawn soon!!!!

Still really new to the Fur scene but so far I love it. I wish I had come creative ability so I can contribute to the community. I think I may take a crack at writing stories. Its hard thought, between school and practices, I have zero time. I body build and I am a ballroom dancer so its rough lol. I really like how people here can be so friendly. Its great when someone comments when I fav something. Its really nice. Summer is rolling around and im going to try to write a small story. I am also getting my 2nd tattoo on my ribs so im having that designed to. Well im all over the place with this post, but thanks for listening.

Hi everyone,
SO i just got into this Furry thing. I have no artistic talent what so ever but I love the art on here. I stumbled upon "furry" when i was looking up art for my new tattoo. Im not very active online because of school and work, but I'll pop up from time to time!