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Admitting an issiue, asking advice and bad news in Canada
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, Canada...once you move there and ur gay and married, yer outta luck cause this douche bag president of Canada saw an old law saying gays cannot get married because of moral rights... and was like...LETS ENFORCE IT, EY?
IN NYC it IS legal, plus he made a big mistake, this will cause riots XD, and they will lose lots of money, what else is F'd up in this world?
Peoples behavior has changed, since 3 years ago first year was happy and friendly 2nd year judgeful 3rd year nasty none talkative none responsive aggressive blockative DX like wtf, WHO THE HELL CRAWLED UP YUR ASS'S AND DIED?!
I've been an asshole myself i admit, but i got my reasons, most of them personal, im stressed out and these college courses and work is killing me x_X, hell its been rough, and im not being an asshole to everyone, just people who i dont know or feel uncomfortable with, want an example? ok
GOOD REACTION- hey how are you bigz? =3 *hugs* im alright, how about you?
BAD REACTION- Hey bigz how are you ok u.
also to those who did not deserve my treatment im sorry i've been very busy had a mental break down and i need to find now another doctor because mine just said my problems with blood pressure and headaches are out of his league x_X so i got to find specialists... he gave me a few numbers ill try..
now whats been bothering me is..people who i thought were my friends...weren't. and the few of you who are, and never did or said anything bad to me for as long as i knew you, that's what friendship should always be like...not constant back stabbing... but then again i cant trust people anymore because even the closest person to you could hide something VERY big, and that is a great fear and a risk i don't think i can take unless absolutely needed.
and thank you for those who will respond to this journal, i am actually asking for thoughts comments and advice and more or less some answers to what is going on in the community, the world, my friends, and also i want to ask how are all of you :) thank you for your time.
IN NYC it IS legal, plus he made a big mistake, this will cause riots XD, and they will lose lots of money, what else is F'd up in this world?
Peoples behavior has changed, since 3 years ago first year was happy and friendly 2nd year judgeful 3rd year nasty none talkative none responsive aggressive blockative DX like wtf, WHO THE HELL CRAWLED UP YUR ASS'S AND DIED?!
I've been an asshole myself i admit, but i got my reasons, most of them personal, im stressed out and these college courses and work is killing me x_X, hell its been rough, and im not being an asshole to everyone, just people who i dont know or feel uncomfortable with, want an example? ok
GOOD REACTION- hey how are you bigz? =3 *hugs* im alright, how about you?
BAD REACTION- Hey bigz how are you ok u.
also to those who did not deserve my treatment im sorry i've been very busy had a mental break down and i need to find now another doctor because mine just said my problems with blood pressure and headaches are out of his league x_X so i got to find specialists... he gave me a few numbers ill try..
now whats been bothering me is..people who i thought were my friends...weren't. and the few of you who are, and never did or said anything bad to me for as long as i knew you, that's what friendship should always be like...not constant back stabbing... but then again i cant trust people anymore because even the closest person to you could hide something VERY big, and that is a great fear and a risk i don't think i can take unless absolutely needed.
and thank you for those who will respond to this journal, i am actually asking for thoughts comments and advice and more or less some answers to what is going on in the community, the world, my friends, and also i want to ask how are all of you :) thank you for your time.
Wuts goin on/ LOLZ!
General | Posted 14 years agoSO here is tha update. ;)
1-College classes.
2-Work, i have 2 jobs now but im trying to make it 4 and still have one day a week off.
3- i have tough choices to make and im very stressed out here..and i dont really care about my health anymore even tho its getting worse but im too tired to care -__- i got alot of things to get done.
4- getting drivers license soon.
5- making projects submitting them and if they are successful you'll see me on tv 8) YEEEH BOI!
Dominatrix girl- You will be my dog. do what ever i want you to, you cannot say no. and you will always be on a leash and listen to everything i say and do everything i say. welcome to slavery.
Me- -__- No thanks i already got a wife. Jill my left hand. goodbye. *walks away*
Dominatrix girl-...wait! come back here! , you can be my master!
Me- ...well alrighty then 8)!
*gets tied up and whipped* ....SHIT! I KNEW THIS WAS A BAD IDEA!
*gets whipped again* Dominatrix girl- I DIDNT TELL YOU TO TALK!
Me- T_T yes mistress...*gets whipped again* DX!!!!
True story.
We got hot pussy cold pussy wet pussy tight pussy white pussy black pussy asian pussy EVERY PUSSY AT DA TITTY TWISTA <3
(reference from dusk till dawn) funny ass movie <3
Also I am more talkative now because i wanted more rest cause mad tired, now i find talking to people relaxing too X) so hit me up! PEACE OUT! DAMN U!, CHINAAAH RUSSIAAAH KOREAAAH!
1-College classes.
2-Work, i have 2 jobs now but im trying to make it 4 and still have one day a week off.
3- i have tough choices to make and im very stressed out here..and i dont really care about my health anymore even tho its getting worse but im too tired to care -__- i got alot of things to get done.
4- getting drivers license soon.
5- making projects submitting them and if they are successful you'll see me on tv 8) YEEEH BOI!
Dominatrix girl- You will be my dog. do what ever i want you to, you cannot say no. and you will always be on a leash and listen to everything i say and do everything i say. welcome to slavery.
Me- -__- No thanks i already got a wife. Jill my left hand. goodbye. *walks away*
Dominatrix girl-...wait! come back here! , you can be my master!
Me- ...well alrighty then 8)!
*gets tied up and whipped* ....SHIT! I KNEW THIS WAS A BAD IDEA!
*gets whipped again* Dominatrix girl- I DIDNT TELL YOU TO TALK!
Me- T_T yes mistress...*gets whipped again* DX!!!!
True story.
We got hot pussy cold pussy wet pussy tight pussy white pussy black pussy asian pussy EVERY PUSSY AT DA TITTY TWISTA <3
(reference from dusk till dawn) funny ass movie <3
Also I am more talkative now because i wanted more rest cause mad tired, now i find talking to people relaxing too X) so hit me up! PEACE OUT! DAMN U!, CHINAAAH RUSSIAAAH KOREAAAH!
2012...
General | Posted 14 years agoSO many things happened the last two years some good mostly bad...the world seems to be ending, and time running out...fear and pain emotional and physical increasing...all there is and was depression... there was hope..but it was crushed...so much work for nothing...got me nowhere...i feel alone and left to rot...only bad memories i can remember, and try to forget...but...
(I own this)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2mIoLoD6KA
READ THIS BELOW AFTER WATCHING THE VIDEO
8) watch out world, i am TAKING YOU ON WITH A F***ING DILDO LAUNCHER!
by the way that bald guy with the mask and sunglasses, yeah thats me...I RUN THE AA OF A 8D
SO 2012, IS THE YEAR OF MY VACATION AND IM TAKING EVERYTHING ON WITH RAAAAAAAAAGE,
PARTIES!
CAKE VODKA (zephyr knows wut im talkin bout :3)
CHAMPAGEIN WITH CAVIAR IN HOT TUB BUB!
EATING ICECREAM IN A ROLLARCOASTER!!
AND MUCH MUCH MORE!
(I own this)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2mIoLoD6KA
READ THIS BELOW AFTER WATCHING THE VIDEO
8) watch out world, i am TAKING YOU ON WITH A F***ING DILDO LAUNCHER!
by the way that bald guy with the mask and sunglasses, yeah thats me...I RUN THE AA OF A 8D
SO 2012, IS THE YEAR OF MY VACATION AND IM TAKING EVERYTHING ON WITH RAAAAAAAAAGE,
PARTIES!
CAKE VODKA (zephyr knows wut im talkin bout :3)
CHAMPAGEIN WITH CAVIAR IN HOT TUB BUB!
EATING ICECREAM IN A ROLLARCOASTER!!
AND MUCH MUCH MORE!
Russian Christmas and father winter?
General | Posted 14 years agoto those who said to me ooo bigz watchya get for Christmas, russian Christmas is in a few weeks actually, now another question was asked , is there a russian santa?...YES!, he looks much cooler then the american one hes like OD, http://www.russianlife.com/store/im.....large/0001.gif there he is :3 , he also has a helper a female whos by his side always, http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_8Oy7Fxk5z.....negurochka.jpg huge ass link XD , but yes ,christmas came early for me and i got metro 2033 and stalker clear sky 83 best games EVAH!!!, so yes
This has been a culture lesson by your russian wuff buddy, and now ...ill go back to Chernobyl based video games 8l <3 see u later!,
DIE MUTANTS DIIIIE! DX PEW PEW PEW!!!
This has been a culture lesson by your russian wuff buddy, and now ...ill go back to Chernobyl based video games 8l <3 see u later!,
DIE MUTANTS DIIIIE! DX PEW PEW PEW!!!
BigZ headshot trivia (win an art of ur head by answering)
General | Posted 14 years agoOK this time ill make it harder for you peeps,
(hint) it aint on google :P
which video game has a crazy guy on meds robbing a bank with a guy with a broken nose whos family is threatened if he didn't get the money he owes fast :)
2nd hint- they hate each other at first then they are best friends <3
(hint) it aint on google :P
which video game has a crazy guy on meds robbing a bank with a guy with a broken nose whos family is threatened if he didn't get the money he owes fast :)
2nd hint- they hate each other at first then they are best friends <3
BigZ's Early new years resolution 2012 top 12.
General | Posted 14 years agoMy 2011 newyears resolution has failed...why? cause of a few things that went horribly wrong...SO. 2012...8D ALL OUT BABY AINT NO GETAWAY! (i know its early but earlier to start faster to apply right!?)
1, i plan to party! (cause i've been workin and being all loner like at home)
2, i plan to work out more and get healthier!
3. i plan to find a 3rd job!, cause my current two jobs..well one is once weekly, the other is random calls i go to work random days, SO i need more money faster, i know what i have to do, and how to do it.
4. i am going to release my stress by not thinking about shit that causes it, instead, ill hangout with friends more often , lemme kno when u free 8) we can chill!
5.i was a bit angry this year, but it was just a hard time for me ^.^ , ill be nicer to people.
6, ill save my cash going to 2 cons this year AC and FF, the rest ill work work work and get teh cash i need for my new future ride 8)
7. i will change my room again within a few months hopefully
8. confront a few people about a few things get all that negative shit off my chest
9. talk more to people cause i've been lacking communication
10.sign myself up for projects that will hopefully help my career get a head start
11. do some outings with a few select buddies of mine and take pictures and record teh epic moments that will happen 8)
12. last but not least...ill host a meet sometime in spring soon as i get some free time and it becomes warmer, it will be held near the boardwalk of Staten island with the BBQ grillz and ill keep u guys posted on that, i shallz call it "BigZ's Satens island grill meet" ;3
Thats what i will do, what will you? =)
1, i plan to party! (cause i've been workin and being all loner like at home)
2, i plan to work out more and get healthier!
3. i plan to find a 3rd job!, cause my current two jobs..well one is once weekly, the other is random calls i go to work random days, SO i need more money faster, i know what i have to do, and how to do it.
4. i am going to release my stress by not thinking about shit that causes it, instead, ill hangout with friends more often , lemme kno when u free 8) we can chill!
5.i was a bit angry this year, but it was just a hard time for me ^.^ , ill be nicer to people.
6, ill save my cash going to 2 cons this year AC and FF, the rest ill work work work and get teh cash i need for my new future ride 8)
7. i will change my room again within a few months hopefully
8. confront a few people about a few things get all that negative shit off my chest
9. talk more to people cause i've been lacking communication
10.sign myself up for projects that will hopefully help my career get a head start
11. do some outings with a few select buddies of mine and take pictures and record teh epic moments that will happen 8)
12. last but not least...ill host a meet sometime in spring soon as i get some free time and it becomes warmer, it will be held near the boardwalk of Staten island with the BBQ grillz and ill keep u guys posted on that, i shallz call it "BigZ's Satens island grill meet" ;3
Thats what i will do, what will you? =)
THE AMAZING FRIDAY I'VE HAD!!!!
General | Posted 14 years agoSo yeah me and 
ZephyrHero drank ORANGE V SLAP SLAP RUSSIAN STYLE, and wanted to watch santa's slay but it was only on DVD for netflix DX SHIT SHIT SHIT NOOOOOOOOOO WHY NETFUCKS WHY!!!!!!, so we decided to watch some other weird ass movie made by hippies and douches and it was SO ****ING AMAZING!, i drank 50% ORANGE FUCK IN THE TASTE BUDS, mixed with SOVIET GREEN SHIT tarhun, and orange sodah 83 haters gonna bitch ...yehh so turns out we were haters cause ORANGE SUCKS ASS!!!, we shoulda gotten cake flavor T.T but we had no choice!, so then we ate swiss rolls and cookies (true story) and WE TOOK IT LIKE MEN!, then played C.O.D modren fuckfair 400,000,000 and became bevis and butthead for 30 minutes but then we became ME (William shatner)
bigztehwuff and ZephyrHero (tom cruis) and drank moar, then PHHHHHWWAAOOOOOHHHH!!!, WE TOOK OVER THE WHITE HOUSE AND INVENTED JAMES BOND WATCHES FOR THE WORLD TO BUY FOR $10.99 !!!!!!!!!! ZOMFG WE ARE GODS OF THE KINDOM OF PARIS!!!!!! , so yeah thats what happened this friday, if you want to learn moaror clicky here bitch <3 =3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-o2dvgKvwEA&feature=related Totally how we felt.
ZephyrHero drank ORANGE V SLAP SLAP RUSSIAN STYLE, and wanted to watch santa's slay but it was only on DVD for netflix DX SHIT SHIT SHIT NOOOOOOOOOO WHY NETFUCKS WHY!!!!!!, so we decided to watch some other weird ass movie made by hippies and douches and it was SO ****ING AMAZING!, i drank 50% ORANGE FUCK IN THE TASTE BUDS, mixed with SOVIET GREEN SHIT tarhun, and orange sodah 83 haters gonna bitch ...yehh so turns out we were haters cause ORANGE SUCKS ASS!!!, we shoulda gotten cake flavor T.T but we had no choice!, so then we ate swiss rolls and cookies (true story) and WE TOOK IT LIKE MEN!, then played C.O.D modren fuckfair 400,000,000 and became bevis and butthead for 30 minutes but then we became ME (William shatner)
bigztehwuff and ZephyrHero (tom cruis) and drank moar, then PHHHHHWWAAOOOOOHHHH!!!, WE TOOK OVER THE WHITE HOUSE AND INVENTED JAMES BOND WATCHES FOR THE WORLD TO BUY FOR $10.99 !!!!!!!!!! ZOMFG WE ARE GODS OF THE KINDOM OF PARIS!!!!!! , so yeah thats what happened this friday, if you want to learn moaror clicky here bitch <3 =3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-o2dvgKvwEA&feature=related Totally how we felt.Free headshot of your character for a question.
General | Posted 14 years agoTodays Trivia question is....What video game has a zombie with exploding limbs as weapons that you can play as. (hint- It aint left for dead =D )
How does furry drama usually start? (answer)
General | Posted 14 years agoWell many reasons...lets begin naming just a few..
One furry lures another into a gay/bisexual relationship and ends up using the other one or cheating on them or spreading dare i say STD's or something (Straights have the same problems but from what ive seen and researched alot less surprisingly)...why? i dont know...maybe cause the sex drives of gay/bisexual relationships are more active then straights? possibly. but that is a good thing to research for biology class in my college, might as well do a survey on it and find out as well as get a good grade. (EDIT- I did not mean gay/bi get more std's then straights i ment cheating more. and i did do my research and it is valid.)
another way is art...thats right art...harmless? ...nooo way man, one guy says it will be done in 2 weeks i promise!, (one month later)...and bitches dont respond...well now... looks like we have a f***ing problem here lads. (BLACK LISTED INTO ARTISTS BEWARE) . ho ho ho. u get coal. =3 </3 son of a demonic duck.
and another way...getting drunk doing something stupid or ur high or something and u did something unforgivable...-__-; tobacco is wacko yo. quit it. so is weed and other narcotics. fool DX, alcohol is ok to an extent... DONT GET DRUNK get buzzed that way u wont commit stupidizim.
and another...(Instant messaging chat.) ...WANNA RP?!?! IM YIFFY!!! ME SO HORNY *GRABS NUTS* MURR PURRR <U> (Response.) , ummm...noo cause im not really comfortable with that? (Yiffy asshole) WUT!?!?! U NO RP!?!? OK ASSHAT NEYAAAA!!! (Blocks user) (Response) ...what the F*** was that all about -___-; horny children GTFO of the fandom...
aaaand another...TROLOLOL, need i say more? yes. people think trolls are bullies online...but they dont go after just anyone, they go after people who need a lesson in life, and ive been trolled before, ive been pissed off about it ...but once i thought about it i was like...my god they were teaching me a lesson...an important life lesson..what lesson? well about my art..."i could just take that muzzle and put it in a box" ...my drawings were too shapely... "your art sucks." it does. so i improved. , think before you act, think realize, do. and maybe you wont get trolled..
aaaaaaaaaaand another reason. Emos. too many in the fandom...i got alot of problems man, i could drink cut and jump off a cliff....but i dont. why? cause im strong? No. cause im an adult and i have a life to live -__-; GET BUSY LIVING MAYBE THEN U WONT HAVE THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT DIEING. i mean come on! stop being downers and just...smile!, "i cant cause i dont have a job"...news papers, craiglist, i mean its hard in this economy but it is possible!, hell i found mine....if i can do it hell... u guys can too! "i cant smile cause my life sucks" ...well if ur underage wait till ur 18 and move the hell outta there. "but it will be so long!" listen kid u lived for so long i dont think a few more years would hurt -_-; shit man grow up take a stand be a man or woman or animal or demon or angel or manbearpig asshat ragequit smackahoe JUST DO IT BRO!
and last but not least. "I SO SAD CAUSE I NO HAS MAAATE!"....GROW UP D=< mates is not the most important part in life ok ? sure u dont feel lonely with a mate but hell...why even call them a mate, why not bf or gf, i mean a mate is a friend in Australia so technically i have over 300 mates then. haah. love them kangaroos. but seriously it will just cause drama, dont go into a relationship unprepared ok? if ur gonna cheat GTFO, if your gonna bitch STFU, if your gonna forget WRITE IT DOWN, if your gonna hate ...cool story bro dont start.
ITS THE FURRY FANDOM FINDING A MATE IS AS EASY AS SNAPPING UR FINGERS...or scratching ur balls. *scratches balls* oh look i have a kangaroo. YAY HAPPY PENIS FUN TIME NOW!.
...PS. Keep it between u and the other person dont spread it around, dont start rumors, dont bitch, dont have sex to have sex, dont ruin our reputation because u wanted to show off how homosexual you are to the world as an animal and for the love of god stop fapping to cartoons that are naked...like seriously man we gots dem pronhubs n stuff u dont need that Q~Q like how do u even imagine urself with a picture thats drawn!
(just sayin dude. DEAL WITH IT.)
One furry lures another into a gay/bisexual relationship and ends up using the other one or cheating on them or spreading dare i say STD's or something (Straights have the same problems but from what ive seen and researched alot less surprisingly)...why? i dont know...maybe cause the sex drives of gay/bisexual relationships are more active then straights? possibly. but that is a good thing to research for biology class in my college, might as well do a survey on it and find out as well as get a good grade. (EDIT- I did not mean gay/bi get more std's then straights i ment cheating more. and i did do my research and it is valid.)
another way is art...thats right art...harmless? ...nooo way man, one guy says it will be done in 2 weeks i promise!, (one month later)...and bitches dont respond...well now... looks like we have a f***ing problem here lads. (BLACK LISTED INTO ARTISTS BEWARE) . ho ho ho. u get coal. =3 </3 son of a demonic duck.
and another way...getting drunk doing something stupid or ur high or something and u did something unforgivable...-__-; tobacco is wacko yo. quit it. so is weed and other narcotics. fool DX, alcohol is ok to an extent... DONT GET DRUNK get buzzed that way u wont commit stupidizim.
and another...(Instant messaging chat.) ...WANNA RP?!?! IM YIFFY!!! ME SO HORNY *GRABS NUTS* MURR PURRR <U> (Response.) , ummm...noo cause im not really comfortable with that? (Yiffy asshole) WUT!?!?! U NO RP!?!? OK ASSHAT NEYAAAA!!! (Blocks user) (Response) ...what the F*** was that all about -___-; horny children GTFO of the fandom...
aaaand another...TROLOLOL, need i say more? yes. people think trolls are bullies online...but they dont go after just anyone, they go after people who need a lesson in life, and ive been trolled before, ive been pissed off about it ...but once i thought about it i was like...my god they were teaching me a lesson...an important life lesson..what lesson? well about my art..."i could just take that muzzle and put it in a box" ...my drawings were too shapely... "your art sucks." it does. so i improved. , think before you act, think realize, do. and maybe you wont get trolled..
aaaaaaaaaaand another reason. Emos. too many in the fandom...i got alot of problems man, i could drink cut and jump off a cliff....but i dont. why? cause im strong? No. cause im an adult and i have a life to live -__-; GET BUSY LIVING MAYBE THEN U WONT HAVE THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT DIEING. i mean come on! stop being downers and just...smile!, "i cant cause i dont have a job"...news papers, craiglist, i mean its hard in this economy but it is possible!, hell i found mine....if i can do it hell... u guys can too! "i cant smile cause my life sucks" ...well if ur underage wait till ur 18 and move the hell outta there. "but it will be so long!" listen kid u lived for so long i dont think a few more years would hurt -_-; shit man grow up take a stand be a man or woman or animal or demon or angel or manbearpig asshat ragequit smackahoe JUST DO IT BRO!
and last but not least. "I SO SAD CAUSE I NO HAS MAAATE!"....GROW UP D=< mates is not the most important part in life ok ? sure u dont feel lonely with a mate but hell...why even call them a mate, why not bf or gf, i mean a mate is a friend in Australia so technically i have over 300 mates then. haah. love them kangaroos. but seriously it will just cause drama, dont go into a relationship unprepared ok? if ur gonna cheat GTFO, if your gonna bitch STFU, if your gonna forget WRITE IT DOWN, if your gonna hate ...cool story bro dont start.
ITS THE FURRY FANDOM FINDING A MATE IS AS EASY AS SNAPPING UR FINGERS...or scratching ur balls. *scratches balls* oh look i have a kangaroo. YAY HAPPY PENIS FUN TIME NOW!.
...PS. Keep it between u and the other person dont spread it around, dont start rumors, dont bitch, dont have sex to have sex, dont ruin our reputation because u wanted to show off how homosexual you are to the world as an animal and for the love of god stop fapping to cartoons that are naked...like seriously man we gots dem pronhubs n stuff u dont need that Q~Q like how do u even imagine urself with a picture thats drawn!
(just sayin dude. DEAL WITH IT.
) Why can't I tell anyone or be proud of being a furry-discuss
General | Posted 14 years agoPeople cannot get laid in real life so they fap to cartoon pics? <_< , porn always gets recognized first XD why ya'll so damn horny!??!! and weird n stuff...like
dayum! go to pornhub or something i mean come on , every time i ask a college friend our of curiosity what a furry is they are like..oh people who dress up
as animals having sex with each other or with animals or something else thats sexual or repulsive -__-; i am NOT proud to be a furry because of that...we
gots a very bad history DX i gotta keep my self in the closet , not just my sexuality but being a furry as well because of this! WUT IZ DIZ PEOPLE!? WHY U
DESTROY OUR REP WITH YOUR COCKS DX no one will ever look at us the same..
discuss this matter if you wish (i'll try to monitor responses)
People who disagree/agree can comment
if your a troll u can comment too :) cause you actually teach people a lesson and i like it, just don't do it to the point where it becomes online bullying
And if your an asshole who wants to mouth off me? well then mouth off my dick. thank you. DEAL WITH IT. Bigztehwuff
dayum! go to pornhub or something i mean come on , every time i ask a college friend our of curiosity what a furry is they are like..oh people who dress up
as animals having sex with each other or with animals or something else thats sexual or repulsive -__-; i am NOT proud to be a furry because of that...we
gots a very bad history DX i gotta keep my self in the closet , not just my sexuality but being a furry as well because of this! WUT IZ DIZ PEOPLE!? WHY U
DESTROY OUR REP WITH YOUR COCKS DX no one will ever look at us the same..
discuss this matter if you wish (i'll try to monitor responses)
People who disagree/agree can comment
if your a troll u can comment too :) cause you actually teach people a lesson and i like it, just don't do it to the point where it becomes online bullying
And if your an asshole who wants to mouth off me? well then mouth off my dick. thank you. DEAL WITH IT.
BigztehwuffIdiots cannot tell good art from bullshit art.
General | Posted 14 years agoOK, i post a good piece of art that took a few hours to work on for a friend and it gets 40 views ..ok.
I post another piece of art for a trade that took a few hours too but less time , 14 views ok...
i post something i did within 15 minutes that contains something weird or funny bloody or witha penis i get over 80-400 views <_<;
APPARENTLY PEOPLE CANNOT APPRECIATE TRUE ART BUT APPRECIATE BULLSHIT ART !?!?!
same to my friend whos alot better artist then me and another friend too , 15-20 views they get for amazing pieces!, i appreciate em!
but others ...come on 15 views? wtf man! 2-3 favs?
i draw something f***Ing horrible that takes 5 minutes and get over 100 and over 8 favs just cause it had violence penis or some other shit like that -__-;
i dont know what else to say here...gay ass hating violent children here...lol what ever XD DO- NOT - ASK - ME - TO -IMPROVE -MY- ART! , especially when you only view my f***ed up art and not my real art i put actual effort into. ok bitches? =p kay thank you. ill draw good for trades, and draw shit lazyly for myself, but if you want to critique me , go ahead...ON MY GOOD ART I PUT EFFORT TO WHICH YOU CAN EASILY TELL BY THE AMOUNT OF DETAIL D=< ...need an example?
300+ VIEWS TOOK 5 MINUTES = http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6545039/
and an actual art took more then an hour sometimes to do this type of work http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6775381/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6797318/
See what i mean? here is my proof damn it D= , aight? so let me draw what ever in peace and dont complain about me "not drawing well" cause i draw better then some, and i might still suck but hey =3 you dick heads prefer me to draw worse then what i could , thats your choices not mine =p once again critique my good work i put my effort into and not the bullshit k? thanks. =3
I post another piece of art for a trade that took a few hours too but less time , 14 views ok...
i post something i did within 15 minutes that contains something weird or funny bloody or witha penis i get over 80-400 views <_<;
APPARENTLY PEOPLE CANNOT APPRECIATE TRUE ART BUT APPRECIATE BULLSHIT ART !?!?!
same to my friend whos alot better artist then me and another friend too , 15-20 views they get for amazing pieces!, i appreciate em!
but others ...come on 15 views? wtf man! 2-3 favs?
i draw something f***Ing horrible that takes 5 minutes and get over 100 and over 8 favs just cause it had violence penis or some other shit like that -__-;
i dont know what else to say here...gay ass hating violent children here...lol what ever XD DO- NOT - ASK - ME - TO -IMPROVE -MY- ART! , especially when you only view my f***ed up art and not my real art i put actual effort into. ok bitches? =p kay thank you. ill draw good for trades, and draw shit lazyly for myself, but if you want to critique me , go ahead...ON MY GOOD ART I PUT EFFORT TO WHICH YOU CAN EASILY TELL BY THE AMOUNT OF DETAIL D=< ...need an example?
300+ VIEWS TOOK 5 MINUTES = http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6545039/
and an actual art took more then an hour sometimes to do this type of work http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6775381/ , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6797318/
See what i mean? here is my proof damn it D= , aight? so let me draw what ever in peace and dont complain about me "not drawing well" cause i draw better then some, and i might still suck but hey =3 you dick heads prefer me to draw worse then what i could , thats your choices not mine =p once again critique my good work i put my effort into and not the bullshit k? thanks. =3
Which format effects art quality/colors the least?
General | Posted 14 years ago" Accepted formats: jpg, gif, png, jpeg
Max. file size: 10Mbytes
Max. image dimensions: 1280x1280
Note: Images larger than the maximum dimensions (1280x1280) will be resized down to the max. limit and converted to JPEG format. Even though the image will be transparently resized, it is advised that you resize the image yourself to meet FA's limitations before uploading it to the server."
So out of these formats...which one would effect quality the least, because my art i save in Jpeg and it gives me shitty pixel quality DX like it changes the colors around the borders and makes it look horrible, so what would not effect it as bad because the best quality i like personally is bit24 "BMP" but that aint supported and its too big.
Max. file size: 10Mbytes
Max. image dimensions: 1280x1280
Note: Images larger than the maximum dimensions (1280x1280) will be resized down to the max. limit and converted to JPEG format. Even though the image will be transparently resized, it is advised that you resize the image yourself to meet FA's limitations before uploading it to the server."
So out of these formats...which one would effect quality the least, because my art i save in Jpeg and it gives me shitty pixel quality DX like it changes the colors around the borders and makes it look horrible, so what would not effect it as bad because the best quality i like personally is bit24 "BMP" but that aint supported and its too big.
People killed over a F***ing VIDEO GAME?!? WTF IS THIS!
General | Posted 14 years agoBy Winda Benedetti (MSN NEWS)
How badly do people want to get their hands on the new “Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3” game? Bad enough to do some really, really stupid things.
"Modern Warfare 3" launched Tuesday and appears to be on pace to become the best-selling video game of the year ... if not of all time. Of course, when something that big hits the street, that means a few nasties and nut jobs are bound to try and ruin the fun for everyone else.
One such alleged nut job (my professional assessment) is the man who, according to police in Aurora, Colo., threatened to blow up the local Best Buy after he arrived at the store to find out "Modern Warfare 3" was sold out.
According to NBC affiliate 9News, Aurora Police Det. Bob Friel said that 31-year-old Lomorin Sar was arrested early Tuesday. Witnesses told police that Sar became real, real angry with the customer service desk after they told him the video game he allegedly pre-ordered earlier in the day was no longer in stock.
If Sar really had pre-ordered the game and didn't get it when promised, it's easy to understand how he might have been pretty dang peeved. But Sar was reportedly so angry he vowed to not only blow up the store, but to shoot employees in the parking lot. He has since been charged with disorderly conduct.
But the madness doesn’t end there.
According to a Kansas City police report, a 27-year-old man reported that, after driving to a local Game Stop to pick up his pre-ordered copy of "Modern Warfare 3," he was followed home by a man in an SUV. The man in the SUV got out, pulled a gun, and demanded that the victim give him the game.
The guy with the game apparently had no intention of giving up his precious copy of "Modern Warfare 3" and refused to hand it over. Brave? Stupid? Either way, there was a struggle for the gun and one shot was fired, though no one was hurt.
Police later found the would-be robber back at the Game Stop store doing what he should have done in the first place: waiting in line to buy the game. They identified him as David E. Morales, 18, and prosecutors charged him with attempted robbery and armed criminal action.
But it's not just your gun-wielding Americans who have gone gonzo about getting their copy of "Modern Warfare 3." In Paris, France, armed, mask-wearing thugs robbed two trucks that were delivering the "Call of Duty" game to stores over the weekend.
In at least one case, the thieves reportedly rammed a car into the delivery truck and used tear gas to take out the drivers before they made off with 6,000 copies of the game.
Meanwhile, in other news, millions of perfectly reasonable gamers around the world waited patiently for their turn to buy and play "Modern Warfare 3."
...... WHAT THE ****!!!! IS THIS ****...i got MW3 a few days ago and i still haven't installed it ...WHY? BECAUSE MY PC SPEAKERS HAVE A BROKEN WIRE IM REPLACING BY THIS WEEKEND D=< and some people are so god damn desperate that they would KILL , risk their lives for a f***ing video game?, once i saw this shit i couldn't believe it!, how stupid is my generation? VERY and i have to admit...i've done some pretty stupid shit in my life , up to this day, very stupid shit, but nothing this retarded! damn! this makes me sick, MW3 Sucks ass. it SUCKS ASS!, its the same as MW2 and MW1 its all the same shit different story, the reason i have it is cause my gaming clan is switching from black ops to mw3 idk why i disagree with them but they want to be on top etc idk ok? its a gaming clan DX , but god damn its a video game! calm your man tits down and instead of buying it at the store waiting in line...guess what? if you have a pc YOU CAN DOWNLOAD IT VIA STEAM GAMES ASSHOLES! D=< , oh btw that is awesome , masked bandits steal 2 vans of MW3 games in France, thats like a movie right here XD i mean come on tear gas? lol thats extreme. , but the point is, lets laugh at their stupidity ROFL LOL LMFAO ....and i thought forgiving an ex who cheated on me was stupid XD at least i've learned my lesson , watch when MW4 comes out its going to start an actual WW3 for that stupid ass video game =p
IM BIGZ TEH WUFF, DEAL WIT IT! bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff
How badly do people want to get their hands on the new “Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3” game? Bad enough to do some really, really stupid things.
"Modern Warfare 3" launched Tuesday and appears to be on pace to become the best-selling video game of the year ... if not of all time. Of course, when something that big hits the street, that means a few nasties and nut jobs are bound to try and ruin the fun for everyone else.
One such alleged nut job (my professional assessment) is the man who, according to police in Aurora, Colo., threatened to blow up the local Best Buy after he arrived at the store to find out "Modern Warfare 3" was sold out.
According to NBC affiliate 9News, Aurora Police Det. Bob Friel said that 31-year-old Lomorin Sar was arrested early Tuesday. Witnesses told police that Sar became real, real angry with the customer service desk after they told him the video game he allegedly pre-ordered earlier in the day was no longer in stock.
If Sar really had pre-ordered the game and didn't get it when promised, it's easy to understand how he might have been pretty dang peeved. But Sar was reportedly so angry he vowed to not only blow up the store, but to shoot employees in the parking lot. He has since been charged with disorderly conduct.
But the madness doesn’t end there.
According to a Kansas City police report, a 27-year-old man reported that, after driving to a local Game Stop to pick up his pre-ordered copy of "Modern Warfare 3," he was followed home by a man in an SUV. The man in the SUV got out, pulled a gun, and demanded that the victim give him the game.
The guy with the game apparently had no intention of giving up his precious copy of "Modern Warfare 3" and refused to hand it over. Brave? Stupid? Either way, there was a struggle for the gun and one shot was fired, though no one was hurt.
Police later found the would-be robber back at the Game Stop store doing what he should have done in the first place: waiting in line to buy the game. They identified him as David E. Morales, 18, and prosecutors charged him with attempted robbery and armed criminal action.
But it's not just your gun-wielding Americans who have gone gonzo about getting their copy of "Modern Warfare 3." In Paris, France, armed, mask-wearing thugs robbed two trucks that were delivering the "Call of Duty" game to stores over the weekend.
In at least one case, the thieves reportedly rammed a car into the delivery truck and used tear gas to take out the drivers before they made off with 6,000 copies of the game.
Meanwhile, in other news, millions of perfectly reasonable gamers around the world waited patiently for their turn to buy and play "Modern Warfare 3."
...... WHAT THE ****!!!! IS THIS ****...i got MW3 a few days ago and i still haven't installed it ...WHY? BECAUSE MY PC SPEAKERS HAVE A BROKEN WIRE IM REPLACING BY THIS WEEKEND D=< and some people are so god damn desperate that they would KILL , risk their lives for a f***ing video game?, once i saw this shit i couldn't believe it!, how stupid is my generation? VERY and i have to admit...i've done some pretty stupid shit in my life , up to this day, very stupid shit, but nothing this retarded! damn! this makes me sick, MW3 Sucks ass. it SUCKS ASS!, its the same as MW2 and MW1 its all the same shit different story, the reason i have it is cause my gaming clan is switching from black ops to mw3 idk why i disagree with them but they want to be on top etc idk ok? its a gaming clan DX , but god damn its a video game! calm your man tits down and instead of buying it at the store waiting in line...guess what? if you have a pc YOU CAN DOWNLOAD IT VIA STEAM GAMES ASSHOLES! D=< , oh btw that is awesome , masked bandits steal 2 vans of MW3 games in France, thats like a movie right here XD i mean come on tear gas? lol thats extreme. , but the point is, lets laugh at their stupidity ROFL LOL LMFAO ....and i thought forgiving an ex who cheated on me was stupid XD at least i've learned my lesson , watch when MW4 comes out its going to start an actual WW3 for that stupid ass video game =p
IM BIGZ TEH WUFF, DEAL WIT IT!
bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuff bigztehwuffStinky furries. heres a tip DX read and learn.
General | Posted 14 years agoTAKE A BATH BITCH!
no seriously.
sometimes i get a hug from furries who smell like they've just came from a 5 hour running marathon in the middle of a hot summer, they smell like sweat to the point of choking from the stench DX, thats not even fursuiters.... what? deodorant costs too much for u or something? , come on!
and the fursuiters... dont get me started, ever been in a fursuit lounge?...ask anyone hell u can smell my fursuit right now if u came over, even after i sweat my ass off it in , it smells like a ****ing flower!, why? cause i take good care of my suit and hygiene, simple methods, lysol is one, mixture of cologne and also alcohol mixed with the cologne smell makes it stay. even through sweat, every time u take it off u put that stuff in , next time u put ur head on booyah u smell like a daisy baby!, and after u fursuit for the love of god its a good thing to take a quick shower Q~Q it smells so bad in the fursuit lounges it hurts, some furries i cant even hug without feeling like ill throw up..kids will cry DX just wash yourself will ya? kay thanks.
(this journal is NOT pointed to anyone in specific , its just my con experiences in general.)
btw Axe body spray for the lazy people XD its always a good idea, even if ur clean, stay fresh my friends!
PS. breathe mints are handy too =3 ..dont forget your tooth brush D=
no seriously.
sometimes i get a hug from furries who smell like they've just came from a 5 hour running marathon in the middle of a hot summer, they smell like sweat to the point of choking from the stench DX, thats not even fursuiters.... what? deodorant costs too much for u or something? , come on!
and the fursuiters... dont get me started, ever been in a fursuit lounge?...ask anyone hell u can smell my fursuit right now if u came over, even after i sweat my ass off it in , it smells like a ****ing flower!, why? cause i take good care of my suit and hygiene, simple methods, lysol is one, mixture of cologne and also alcohol mixed with the cologne smell makes it stay. even through sweat, every time u take it off u put that stuff in , next time u put ur head on booyah u smell like a daisy baby!, and after u fursuit for the love of god its a good thing to take a quick shower Q~Q it smells so bad in the fursuit lounges it hurts, some furries i cant even hug without feeling like ill throw up..kids will cry DX just wash yourself will ya? kay thanks.
(this journal is NOT pointed to anyone in specific , its just my con experiences in general.)
btw Axe body spray for the lazy people XD its always a good idea, even if ur clean, stay fresh my friends!
PS. breathe mints are handy too =3 ..dont forget your tooth brush D=
Pissed off at the gay club act in the fandom and my change.
General | Posted 14 years agoWhy the f%ck did the fandom turn into a gay club, "if i dont see ur face ass and dick pick im blocking you " HERP DERP, FURRY SEX MURRRRP , seriously -_-; this is just getting out of hand, hell even the adults of the fandom, grow the f#ck up kids get your face outta the shit of porn and sex ok? ,
MEANWHILE. im never dating another guy ever again. dating girls only because i had alot of bad experiences with cheating overly sexual guys, the last one was the best one and he did not deserve to be left, but i didnt want my depression to drag him down, so thats what im going to do, love is a temporary feeling of comfort before u get back stabbed, and friendship is good, because u can shake your friends hand while having the other behind ur back holding a fist in case he back stabs you, no harm no foul, eye for an eye, it wont make the world go blind, just dont back stab, im going bi-sexual now, im a loyal person, if im in a relationship that means no one can d anything with me and ill even fight you if there will be attempts, while im single i can have fun with any sex's from time to time, but im very picky with who i trust enough to know they are not sick, or some shit. "im clean no worries OOPS!" too many stories i've heard and im staying safe all the time. i rather have a friend over a f%ck head who wants to have a dick up his a$$ anyday.
I'm not here to cause drama, just ranting and raving getting my anger off my chest, if u dont want drama then shut the hell up and dont say anything , agree/ disagree ok cool dont look at me differently though because you haven't been though the hell i have and have no right to stop being friends with me because of my own change to my own life! your not my mother. plus this change will make my mother proud and will make me a bit happier to know she wont have anything secretive to keep from my family.
thank you.
and excuse the excessive cursing.
MEANWHILE. im never dating another guy ever again. dating girls only because i had alot of bad experiences with cheating overly sexual guys, the last one was the best one and he did not deserve to be left, but i didnt want my depression to drag him down, so thats what im going to do, love is a temporary feeling of comfort before u get back stabbed, and friendship is good, because u can shake your friends hand while having the other behind ur back holding a fist in case he back stabs you, no harm no foul, eye for an eye, it wont make the world go blind, just dont back stab, im going bi-sexual now, im a loyal person, if im in a relationship that means no one can d anything with me and ill even fight you if there will be attempts, while im single i can have fun with any sex's from time to time, but im very picky with who i trust enough to know they are not sick, or some shit. "im clean no worries OOPS!" too many stories i've heard and im staying safe all the time. i rather have a friend over a f%ck head who wants to have a dick up his a$$ anyday.
I'm not here to cause drama, just ranting and raving getting my anger off my chest, if u dont want drama then shut the hell up and dont say anything , agree/ disagree ok cool dont look at me differently though because you haven't been though the hell i have and have no right to stop being friends with me because of my own change to my own life! your not my mother. plus this change will make my mother proud and will make me a bit happier to know she wont have anything secretive to keep from my family.
thank you.
and excuse the excessive cursing.
The story of how i shot my ear at point blank with a BB gun.
General | Posted 14 years agoMy day...film movie, eat pizza direct everything...all of a sudden my friend calls me a pussy and says put that BB pistol to ur ear and shoot it i did it before lawl, so im like ok bitch :P , *unloads ammo shoots it a few times without ammo , air comes out * so i made sure it wasent loaded 100%...i point it at my ear and BANG! ...see? i aint no pussy :P,
Friend said- AHAHAHA...hah...ha....dude ...your ear is like...bleeding! ,
me- ...-_-; ...that wasent air was it...
friend- nope...
me-....thats why it stings ...<_<
(5 hours later)
Parents- OMG WTF HOLY SHIT WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR EAR !??!
me-..umm...i fell?
Parents-...LOL KAY KEWL STORY BRO!
and so this explains my ear injury XD , dont point any weapon any anyone or anything unless u want to kill it but dont anyway because killing is wrong...unless your a killer...then thats your job...if ur not dont. ^.^
BIGZ TEH WUFF MADNESS DEAL WITH IT!
Friend said- AHAHAHA...hah...ha....dude ...your ear is like...bleeding! ,
me- ...-_-; ...that wasent air was it...
friend- nope...
me-....thats why it stings ...<_<
(5 hours later)
Parents- OMG WTF HOLY SHIT WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR EAR !??!
me-..umm...i fell?
Parents-...LOL KAY KEWL STORY BRO!
and so this explains my ear injury XD , dont point any weapon any anyone or anything unless u want to kill it but dont anyway because killing is wrong...unless your a killer...then thats your job...if ur not dont. ^.^
BIGZ TEH WUFF MADNESS DEAL WITH IT!
Admitting problems and my future..
General | Posted 14 years agoThings have been hell for me the past few months , especially these last few weeks ..
My friend is addicted to smoking ...not just cigs either... i tried to help him but hes gone too deep..im losing him.. hes too young for this shit and i tried my best to help him, hes like a little brother to me, lives a few blocks away from me, he isint even a furry, hes straight, he used to have good grades great kid , funny, smart, and i loved hanging out with him....now i dont even know him and me and m other friend feel like nothing can be done, he refuses help...so we had to let him choose for himself..
i also have a problem ..after everything i been though i have problems holding in my anger ...its been years since i had a anger release...these people..i cant even call them humans..selling addictive shit to kids like my friend whos a 3 years younger then me...just so he gets addicted and they then ask for money so they can get paid from his parents money on this addictive substances..then grab his cash for beer so he can get drunk and have a party..what has my generation got itself into there is no hope for them...they are ruining their future...it hurts me someone so close threw it all away...for nothing...thing is i dont care about anyone else i ignore them...but hes not someone else ..thats what got my attention...hes a close friend i used to trust...
now , i have projects to do, lots lots lots of work..gotta go work from 4pm to 4 am sometimes and i cant even get paid properly...
college aint easy either...one professor said i gotta read 5, 300+ paged books within 2 months before midterms...wtf he doesn't even understand i have other classes and jobs and a life for the love of god i need a vacation...eventually...
i've been back stabbed by friends, some even just took me for an enemy after i helped him for weeks , wtf did i do to deserve this treatment i tried my best to make sure the guy was alright ...
my family yells at me gives me problems, for shit reasons, like mom ill be home at 11:30 , NO YOU'LL BE HOME AT 10:00!....mom im 19 give me a break some friends are 17 they drive and come home at 3 in the morning...im asking a 11:30 , NO THEIR MOMS DONT CARE I DO I CANT SLEEP U BE HOME 10 OR ELSE!...paranoid much? yeaaaah...
my health is even worse, i have headaches everyday and i started twitching and feeling restless...i've got an insurance where i gotta have co payments..i cant afford to go to doctors unless its an emergency...
i've said screw it ill let these kids do what they want to...but also...i don't want to hurt someone i love...and i need to get away from everything...i feel ill have regrets but i think for the best ...i gotta get away from society and concentrate on my grades and work all the way...i dont want to be involved in anything right now...i need to refresh my mind...start over and then advance..
i also got sadness problems...i feel horrible but i haven't cried ina year...like i know its healthy to cry and ur still a man if u cry and everything but i feel horrible but no tears...i feel as if it just builds up, i even tried to cry but nothing...wtf happened to me...
if i dont go to doctor fast idk what will happen to me... read this...
I've been officially diagnosed with Obstructive sleep apnea... here are the symptoms..
~~~~~~~~~~(THE SYMPTOMS THAT I MARK WITH X I HAVE)~~~~~~~~
People with sleep apnea may:
*
Act grumpy, impatient, or irritable (X)
*
Be forgetful (X)
*
Fall asleep while working, reading, or watching TV (X)
*
Feel sleepy while driving, or even fall asleep while driving (i dont drive yet)
*
Have hard-to-treat headaches (X)
Problems that may occur with this condition:
*
Depression that becomes worse (X)
*
Hyperactive behavior, (X)
*
Leg swelling (if severe) (maybe)
thats bad? hah nah thats nothing read this
People with poorly treated sleep apnea often have:
*
An increase in anxiety and depression (X)
*
A loss of interest in sex (half the time, i used to be alot more enthusiastic but no sleep and working late i dont have time even if im in the mood im too tied)
*
Poor performance at work or school (X)
Because of daytime sleepiness, people with sleep apnea have an increased risk of:
*
Motor vehicle accidents from driving while sleepy (thats bad for my license...)
*
Industrial accidents from falling asleep on the job (thankfully i only work with cameras)
not as bad as ...
Complications
Untreated obstructive sleep apnea may lead to or worsen heart disease, including:
*
Heart arrhythmia's (had a bit of that)
*
Heart failure (no but i hope not)
*
High blood pressure ( very high normally 145 over 87) (highest was 195 over 105, went to hospital for that one)
*
Stroke (god forbid)
the good shit i might say...
so idk about my treatment...eventually my doctor will start giving me a breathing mask with a solution to help me sleep and pills to lower my BP and help me get my health back on track, im trying to eat healthy and exercise.
well thats my problems and my future looks hard but i aint giving up...just holding on ...even if it means ill have to suffer a bit , eventually my life will be back to normal, i know it will, i wont give up till it happens, for now college and work is my primary goal , my health, then a car and then a house ...wish me luck guys , who ever has advice please speak your mind, and if you have any comments let me know, ill try to view your third person perspectives.
(this does not have anything to do with drama by the way, its a bit of venting, and asking for hope and advice, nothing to do with furries or the fandom or anything with any furries within the fandom, just my life outside of it, asking for advice nothing more.)
My friend is addicted to smoking ...not just cigs either... i tried to help him but hes gone too deep..im losing him.. hes too young for this shit and i tried my best to help him, hes like a little brother to me, lives a few blocks away from me, he isint even a furry, hes straight, he used to have good grades great kid , funny, smart, and i loved hanging out with him....now i dont even know him and me and m other friend feel like nothing can be done, he refuses help...so we had to let him choose for himself..
i also have a problem ..after everything i been though i have problems holding in my anger ...its been years since i had a anger release...these people..i cant even call them humans..selling addictive shit to kids like my friend whos a 3 years younger then me...just so he gets addicted and they then ask for money so they can get paid from his parents money on this addictive substances..then grab his cash for beer so he can get drunk and have a party..what has my generation got itself into there is no hope for them...they are ruining their future...it hurts me someone so close threw it all away...for nothing...thing is i dont care about anyone else i ignore them...but hes not someone else ..thats what got my attention...hes a close friend i used to trust...
now , i have projects to do, lots lots lots of work..gotta go work from 4pm to 4 am sometimes and i cant even get paid properly...
college aint easy either...one professor said i gotta read 5, 300+ paged books within 2 months before midterms...wtf he doesn't even understand i have other classes and jobs and a life for the love of god i need a vacation...eventually...
i've been back stabbed by friends, some even just took me for an enemy after i helped him for weeks , wtf did i do to deserve this treatment i tried my best to make sure the guy was alright ...
my family yells at me gives me problems, for shit reasons, like mom ill be home at 11:30 , NO YOU'LL BE HOME AT 10:00!....mom im 19 give me a break some friends are 17 they drive and come home at 3 in the morning...im asking a 11:30 , NO THEIR MOMS DONT CARE I DO I CANT SLEEP U BE HOME 10 OR ELSE!...paranoid much? yeaaaah...
my health is even worse, i have headaches everyday and i started twitching and feeling restless...i've got an insurance where i gotta have co payments..i cant afford to go to doctors unless its an emergency...
i've said screw it ill let these kids do what they want to...but also...i don't want to hurt someone i love...and i need to get away from everything...i feel ill have regrets but i think for the best ...i gotta get away from society and concentrate on my grades and work all the way...i dont want to be involved in anything right now...i need to refresh my mind...start over and then advance..
i also got sadness problems...i feel horrible but i haven't cried ina year...like i know its healthy to cry and ur still a man if u cry and everything but i feel horrible but no tears...i feel as if it just builds up, i even tried to cry but nothing...wtf happened to me...
if i dont go to doctor fast idk what will happen to me... read this...
I've been officially diagnosed with Obstructive sleep apnea... here are the symptoms..
~~~~~~~~~~(THE SYMPTOMS THAT I MARK WITH X I HAVE)~~~~~~~~
People with sleep apnea may:
*
Act grumpy, impatient, or irritable (X)
*
Be forgetful (X)
*
Fall asleep while working, reading, or watching TV (X)
*
Feel sleepy while driving, or even fall asleep while driving (i dont drive yet)
*
Have hard-to-treat headaches (X)
Problems that may occur with this condition:
*
Depression that becomes worse (X)
*
Hyperactive behavior, (X)
*
Leg swelling (if severe) (maybe)
thats bad? hah nah thats nothing read this
People with poorly treated sleep apnea often have:
*
An increase in anxiety and depression (X)
*
A loss of interest in sex (half the time, i used to be alot more enthusiastic but no sleep and working late i dont have time even if im in the mood im too tied)
*
Poor performance at work or school (X)
Because of daytime sleepiness, people with sleep apnea have an increased risk of:
*
Motor vehicle accidents from driving while sleepy (thats bad for my license...)
*
Industrial accidents from falling asleep on the job (thankfully i only work with cameras)
not as bad as ...
Complications
Untreated obstructive sleep apnea may lead to or worsen heart disease, including:
*
Heart arrhythmia's (had a bit of that)
*
Heart failure (no but i hope not)
*
High blood pressure ( very high normally 145 over 87) (highest was 195 over 105, went to hospital for that one)
*
Stroke (god forbid)
the good shit i might say...
so idk about my treatment...eventually my doctor will start giving me a breathing mask with a solution to help me sleep and pills to lower my BP and help me get my health back on track, im trying to eat healthy and exercise.
well thats my problems and my future looks hard but i aint giving up...just holding on ...even if it means ill have to suffer a bit , eventually my life will be back to normal, i know it will, i wont give up till it happens, for now college and work is my primary goal , my health, then a car and then a house ...wish me luck guys , who ever has advice please speak your mind, and if you have any comments let me know, ill try to view your third person perspectives.
(this does not have anything to do with drama by the way, its a bit of venting, and asking for hope and advice, nothing to do with furries or the fandom or anything with any furries within the fandom, just my life outside of it, asking for advice nothing more.)
Wasted $ in the fandom (Life strategy) how to save (tips)
General | Posted 14 years agoHmm...suuuuuch a haaaarrrd choiceee... 2000$ fursuit vs 180$ per month lease car...
For those who were wondering how much did the suit cost, Paws (self made with sleeves) = 0$, Tail (self made and enhanced "wag" system) = 0$, the head was the hard part i attempted and failed due to no stores around me sold the required items and i couldent do online shopping, so i decided to commission it ( due to my complaints on how i wasted 15 glue sticks trying to make it stable enough not to rip and melt apart, the suit makers name is disclosed) = 100$ , (yeah i know what do i expect for that price =p) , and the hat (self made) = 0$ , but i recently got a new hat i adapted to my fursuit but the replica is made by none other then the amazing and Multi-talented
baddemona =3 , so total suit cost is 100.....not bad ...for the looks ..., and now for my driver license test and sign the contract then BAM! , a brand new 4x4...gotta decide the model =p
Now why i made this journal is because some furries...are broke ...almost homeless...and then waste 3k+ dollars on a fursuit instead of an apartment, so they either live with friends, parents or other relatives...
POINT?
Listen, the fandom is a hobby not a life style, its fun and stuff yeah, but first things first , a car, a house, a decent job, school/college, then you can use the rest of the cash for fursuits..100 bux is a small pay for a hobby, once you've got everything u need in life then u can go big and buy thousand dollar + things for a hobby.
i chose to be a furry because it has alot more community then the other hobby i wanted , and less expensive...(other hobby is Gas powered remote controlled cars- one costs up to 400$ if you want a decent one) ....yeaaaah f that XP, (plus most my badges are trades i did and printed and laminated for a few dollars) they look good =3, and the ones i fully commissioned by great artists i have about 5 under 20$ , prices were, 20,15,10,5,1, my favorite and smallest badge is 15 bux and its the best one cause it best resembles me 83 cause my fursona is me as a wolf , in the fandom, not just something thats made up.
ok, thats my thing on the fandom and why you should becareful with fantasy and reality , this is just a journal for life strategy not for hating or anything like that =p
For those who were wondering how much did the suit cost, Paws (self made with sleeves) = 0$, Tail (self made and enhanced "wag" system) = 0$, the head was the hard part i attempted and failed due to no stores around me sold the required items and i couldent do online shopping, so i decided to commission it ( due to my complaints on how i wasted 15 glue sticks trying to make it stable enough not to rip and melt apart, the suit makers name is disclosed) = 100$ , (yeah i know what do i expect for that price =p) , and the hat (self made) = 0$ , but i recently got a new hat i adapted to my fursuit but the replica is made by none other then the amazing and Multi-talented
baddemona =3 , so total suit cost is 100.....not bad ...for the looks ..., and now for my driver license test and sign the contract then BAM! , a brand new 4x4...gotta decide the model =pNow why i made this journal is because some furries...are broke ...almost homeless...and then waste 3k+ dollars on a fursuit instead of an apartment, so they either live with friends, parents or other relatives...
POINT?
Listen, the fandom is a hobby not a life style, its fun and stuff yeah, but first things first , a car, a house, a decent job, school/college, then you can use the rest of the cash for fursuits..100 bux is a small pay for a hobby, once you've got everything u need in life then u can go big and buy thousand dollar + things for a hobby.
i chose to be a furry because it has alot more community then the other hobby i wanted , and less expensive...(other hobby is Gas powered remote controlled cars- one costs up to 400$ if you want a decent one) ....yeaaaah f that XP, (plus most my badges are trades i did and printed and laminated for a few dollars) they look good =3, and the ones i fully commissioned by great artists i have about 5 under 20$ , prices were, 20,15,10,5,1, my favorite and smallest badge is 15 bux and its the best one cause it best resembles me 83 cause my fursona is me as a wolf , in the fandom, not just something thats made up.
ok, thats my thing on the fandom and why you should becareful with fantasy and reality , this is just a journal for life strategy not for hating or anything like that =p
Stop giving up, and START TRYING! (how to succeed in life)
General | Posted 14 years agoThe true meaning of never giving up never surrendering ... it is your choice its whats inside you!, Never giving up...it should have a new philosophical
meaning...it should be not just words but something you do an action or verb...to NEVER GIVE UP...is to never stop trying never losing hope ...people say "ill
never succeed" BULLSHIT YOU WILL SUCCEED...YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE YOU CAN!, other wise your efforts are and always forever will be for
nothing...keep trying even if it takes YEARS KEEP TRYING! , even if its DECADES! , Don't give up!, either its for a job, for a mate, for your future period,
for anything even for simple things like a video game...your destiny is testing you, DO YOU DESERVE IT? ...PROVE THAT YOU DO..other wise what is the
purpose or meaning that you've started in the first place...once you start you've got to finish, you've got to prove your worthy and keep trying until you
finally succeed...people ask me why don't i give up on certain things...because i know i can do it...if i fail i will try keep trying and try try again TILL I GET
IT RIGHT ILL TRY!...and eventually once you try hard enough long enough....YOU DO. you succeed...
That's my lesson for you today.
Giving up is just a lazy excuse to go play video games jerk off eat shit and sleep ...you want to have a happy future with a wonderful mate, beautiful
home, and have everything you've ever wanted in your dreams come true?...you know what to do...DO NOT EVER GIVE UP.
Success is only but a mile stone away...start climbing, reach the top and conquer that bitch like you mean it. ( the goal not the...house or mate...you get
what I'm saying XD) so go out there and DO IT!
Cant? bullshit. use the internet for more then porn its a powerful resource not only for learning but for business, people, and careers.
Good luck my friends. I have faith in each and every one of you.
meaning...it should be not just words but something you do an action or verb...to NEVER GIVE UP...is to never stop trying never losing hope ...people say "ill
never succeed" BULLSHIT YOU WILL SUCCEED...YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE YOU CAN!, other wise your efforts are and always forever will be for
nothing...keep trying even if it takes YEARS KEEP TRYING! , even if its DECADES! , Don't give up!, either its for a job, for a mate, for your future period,
for anything even for simple things like a video game...your destiny is testing you, DO YOU DESERVE IT? ...PROVE THAT YOU DO..other wise what is the
purpose or meaning that you've started in the first place...once you start you've got to finish, you've got to prove your worthy and keep trying until you
finally succeed...people ask me why don't i give up on certain things...because i know i can do it...if i fail i will try keep trying and try try again TILL I GET
IT RIGHT ILL TRY!...and eventually once you try hard enough long enough....YOU DO. you succeed...
That's my lesson for you today.
Giving up is just a lazy excuse to go play video games jerk off eat shit and sleep ...you want to have a happy future with a wonderful mate, beautiful
home, and have everything you've ever wanted in your dreams come true?...you know what to do...DO NOT EVER GIVE UP.
Success is only but a mile stone away...start climbing, reach the top and conquer that bitch like you mean it. ( the goal not the...house or mate...you get
what I'm saying XD) so go out there and DO IT!
Cant? bullshit. use the internet for more then porn its a powerful resource not only for learning but for business, people, and careers.
Good luck my friends. I have faith in each and every one of you.
Love vs logic, the cure to lonelyness/sadness is inside you.
General | Posted 14 years agoWhen you feel lonely, its natural, be it because you haven't hanged out with friends in a while or even if you do hangout with friends...your missing a special person who fills that empty gap inside yourself...even if you have love ...long distance...thats lonely.. Question is why does THAT make you lonely? a majority of people would say its because the lack of body contact makes you feel alone...
The feeling of being next to a person. I first hand know how it feels and how it feels when its missing... Honestly i have to admit its alot less lonely with a person who is right there next to you then many miles away... BUT lets talk about a few things here.
1.Love.
Love is interesting ...for some its about sex..for others its about taking care of one another and for some its a future person to have a future family with...Most of us here are so young and so damn foolish that we think we "LOVE" someone because of emotions...or she/he is soo cute i must have him/her...well it back fires in the end because people fail to see...the real side of the person...many mistakes have been done, i did in the past..and you have probably too, its best to take it slow and think before acting , think before you go into a relationship, if you plan on hurting the person, just find a **** buddy man don't break a heart!.. and if you know your ready for love then take it slow and get to know a person at least for 6 months in person before saying i want you..that's the best way to avoid a broken heart, it usually happens when someone rushes into a relationship not knowing what they get themselves into.
2. Friends.
friends are friends...unless they are **** buddies, thats different, what is a friend? someone who proves they are a friend to you. Someone who would help you and be there for u , not to use you then gtfo you know? and alot of the people i met everywhere have been like that and i got back stabbed alot by them..so if your friends with someone ...prove it to each other...and if your looking for friends...dont be so eager to trust them..to be honest i cannot trust too many people...i trust a few...and those are real friends...others are just people i know..they would kick me to the curve in a second if they had the chance..to avoid being back stabbed, dont trust so fast, and if u want to be friends with someone and not just buddies then prove it to each other, it takes time to prove whos a friend and whos not, and the few who are my friends have proven it to me though their actions without my word.
3.Body contact (or in person).
It feels alot better then just being online..but sometimes body contact is just a mind game...sometimes its more sinister then you would think..but also alot of people freak out because of it, because they cannot get enough body contact... just be patient!, go to a con or something and hug a random suiter XD , need friends get friends hug them! want more then that? find a special person u want to be with for the rest of your life and do what ever :P
4.dangers of being close.
We all know those dangers... STD's STI's infectious disease , germs, back stabber, heart breaker, hurtful secret , secret of a law broken, or something..its scary...because u never know who your hanging out with until its too late, watch your back, and use protection every time...too many people promiscuous and naive ...suffered greatly because of it...
5. How to survive.
The INTERNET! , online video games,webcam chat, facebook, music, videos, if not that then spend some time with your family and stop being unhappy, YOU GOT A ROOF OVER UR HEAD , A COMPUTER, FOOD, CLEAN WATER,SHOWER, AND EDUCATION....some people dream of having that so stop taking it for granted and use it, if not then find friends/mate and be patient when doing it DX complaining about it makes u lose people u know online.
6. Patience is a great virtue.
So be patient...hate ur family? be patient , u grow to be 21 get money job car house and get out, bad relationship? break up and block him/her, hate ur job? find another then quit, emo? take anti-depressants and seek therapy, hate ur friends? karma will punch them in the face for u just wish em well, need more advice? ask ur friends or better yet ask me XD note me if u need specific advice.
7. Logic vs emotion.
When you think logically, u can see many mistakes emotionally that you could have made and you avoided...so think before you act...or else you'll end up an asshole who everyone hates :3 beeeyyyaaaatch. , mind over matter <_< dont be an ape, u have a brain and only suing under 10% of it..any mental illness could be cured if we just focus on control. control your brains chemical flow and force what u what to do ...its possible..but not too many realize it.
Well thats all for now, Remember you are never alone...you have friends who care and family who loves..even if it does not seem like it...think...you could be on the streets begging for money and food...or you'd be completely isolated and no one will ever know u exist...
PS. OMFG IF SOMEONE SAYS UR BEAUTIFUL ACCEPT IT DX IF U DONT THINK SO WELL TOO BAD U CANNOT JUDGE UR OWN LOOKS. kay? kay.
The feeling of being next to a person. I first hand know how it feels and how it feels when its missing... Honestly i have to admit its alot less lonely with a person who is right there next to you then many miles away... BUT lets talk about a few things here.
1.Love.
Love is interesting ...for some its about sex..for others its about taking care of one another and for some its a future person to have a future family with...Most of us here are so young and so damn foolish that we think we "LOVE" someone because of emotions...or she/he is soo cute i must have him/her...well it back fires in the end because people fail to see...the real side of the person...many mistakes have been done, i did in the past..and you have probably too, its best to take it slow and think before acting , think before you go into a relationship, if you plan on hurting the person, just find a **** buddy man don't break a heart!.. and if you know your ready for love then take it slow and get to know a person at least for 6 months in person before saying i want you..that's the best way to avoid a broken heart, it usually happens when someone rushes into a relationship not knowing what they get themselves into.
2. Friends.
friends are friends...unless they are **** buddies, thats different, what is a friend? someone who proves they are a friend to you. Someone who would help you and be there for u , not to use you then gtfo you know? and alot of the people i met everywhere have been like that and i got back stabbed alot by them..so if your friends with someone ...prove it to each other...and if your looking for friends...dont be so eager to trust them..to be honest i cannot trust too many people...i trust a few...and those are real friends...others are just people i know..they would kick me to the curve in a second if they had the chance..to avoid being back stabbed, dont trust so fast, and if u want to be friends with someone and not just buddies then prove it to each other, it takes time to prove whos a friend and whos not, and the few who are my friends have proven it to me though their actions without my word.
3.Body contact (or in person).
It feels alot better then just being online..but sometimes body contact is just a mind game...sometimes its more sinister then you would think..but also alot of people freak out because of it, because they cannot get enough body contact... just be patient!, go to a con or something and hug a random suiter XD , need friends get friends hug them! want more then that? find a special person u want to be with for the rest of your life and do what ever :P
4.dangers of being close.
We all know those dangers... STD's STI's infectious disease , germs, back stabber, heart breaker, hurtful secret , secret of a law broken, or something..its scary...because u never know who your hanging out with until its too late, watch your back, and use protection every time...too many people promiscuous and naive ...suffered greatly because of it...
5. How to survive.
The INTERNET! , online video games,webcam chat, facebook, music, videos, if not that then spend some time with your family and stop being unhappy, YOU GOT A ROOF OVER UR HEAD , A COMPUTER, FOOD, CLEAN WATER,SHOWER, AND EDUCATION....some people dream of having that so stop taking it for granted and use it, if not then find friends/mate and be patient when doing it DX complaining about it makes u lose people u know online.
6. Patience is a great virtue.
So be patient...hate ur family? be patient , u grow to be 21 get money job car house and get out, bad relationship? break up and block him/her, hate ur job? find another then quit, emo? take anti-depressants and seek therapy, hate ur friends? karma will punch them in the face for u just wish em well, need more advice? ask ur friends or better yet ask me XD note me if u need specific advice.
7. Logic vs emotion.
When you think logically, u can see many mistakes emotionally that you could have made and you avoided...so think before you act...or else you'll end up an asshole who everyone hates :3 beeeyyyaaaatch. , mind over matter <_< dont be an ape, u have a brain and only suing under 10% of it..any mental illness could be cured if we just focus on control. control your brains chemical flow and force what u what to do ...its possible..but not too many realize it.
Well thats all for now, Remember you are never alone...you have friends who care and family who loves..even if it does not seem like it...think...you could be on the streets begging for money and food...or you'd be completely isolated and no one will ever know u exist...
PS. OMFG IF SOMEONE SAYS UR BEAUTIFUL ACCEPT IT DX IF U DONT THINK SO WELL TOO BAD U CANNOT JUDGE UR OWN LOOKS. kay? kay.
BigZ's 5 things that piss me off! (rant/lesson for all <3)
General | Posted 14 years agoOK,
1. so we have hurricanes, earth quakes, volcanoes, disease , war, and about another dozen or so things that could destory the world and half of them are happening or happened already in the past few months...record? 2012 real? ...lemme ask you this...was the Y2K thing in 2000 HAPPEN!?!?!? D=< DID OUR SUN EXPLODE!?!? OZONE LAYER LEFT US?, WE F***ED OUR SELVES WITH AK-47's AND PULLED THE TRIGGER TILL IT WENT CLICK!?!?!?!? ...no.
2.=3 We will survive. believe. believe in god...if u dont...believe in not believing. but dont b**** about others religions or beliefs..believe what ever u want to believe cuz the world is matrix anyway ;3 and i am the white Morphious <3 the glasses fit me well.
3. ;3 showers are an awesome master...STOP IT STOP! D=< NO I DONT WANT TO HEAR U SAY BATING IN THE MASTER...I MEAN SHOWER DX ****!
sex life = personal...isint it?..no?...ok then u would love to know how i **** this ***** in the *** dont u ;3 ...TOO BAD U WONT GET MORE THEN A **** X3 HA!. but no seriously ._. i dont wanna know what u do with others sexually wise..thats like private D= unless u know who u talkin to and u want advice or rant about how good it was...most of u blab it out to strangers x.x like shit...
4. EVERYTHING SUCKS LIFE SUCKS PEOPLE SUCK TREES SUCk...my ****? haha!...no. @u@ lemme tell u buddies ...im depressed cuz of alot of things...but i dont go all everything sucks iama jump off my first floor...(that actually hurts D= dont try it) i live to live. i have alot of work to do to excel in my career/education, and its not the amount of work that makes me like this , nore my family who yells at me everyday for stupid shit, nore personal problems that i will not state, nore my f***ed up past, nore my back stabbing friends, nore people some who i wont mention...no...its cuz i live in a depressing world of depression...thats depressing...SO CHEER UP 8D HAVE A BUD AND SMILE!...draw your fursona with two penises 83 its a great idea! (will not attempt) ILL DO IT! (no i really wont.) I PROMISE ILL DO THIS! (i wont. dont listen to me please.) =3 <3 WOOHOO!
5. and now the last thing that ticks me off.. virgina felt a 5.9 earth quake a while ago and was like ...silent..my friend from Maryland fell from the shaking and his paintings fell off the wall..NYC felt a small shake that most did not even feel and we were all like OMFG EARTH QUAKE WE ARE ****ING DEAD OMFG!!!! *crashes a news stand into a store window and takes a tv and toaster from the store running away *.......wtf.....grow up wussies.
and thank you. hopefully the world will change one day...love and caring will save us all...hate and anger will kill us all...so lets be happy and friendly to one another, enjoy life, you only live once, dont let BS bring you down, i suffered though alot friends/family deaths and been cheated on hurt bad , even beaten badly ...smile ;3 your happiness is the best revenge <3 ...always enjoy lives best cause best things in life are always free ^.^ ...unless u consider call of duty a best thing in life then seek a therapist. otherwise yeah =3 peace out my people!
1. so we have hurricanes, earth quakes, volcanoes, disease , war, and about another dozen or so things that could destory the world and half of them are happening or happened already in the past few months...record? 2012 real? ...lemme ask you this...was the Y2K thing in 2000 HAPPEN!?!?!? D=< DID OUR SUN EXPLODE!?!? OZONE LAYER LEFT US?, WE F***ED OUR SELVES WITH AK-47's AND PULLED THE TRIGGER TILL IT WENT CLICK!?!?!?!? ...no.
2.=3 We will survive. believe. believe in god...if u dont...believe in not believing. but dont b**** about others religions or beliefs..believe what ever u want to believe cuz the world is matrix anyway ;3 and i am the white Morphious <3 the glasses fit me well.
3. ;3 showers are an awesome master...STOP IT STOP! D=< NO I DONT WANT TO HEAR U SAY BATING IN THE MASTER...I MEAN SHOWER DX ****!
sex life = personal...isint it?..no?...ok then u would love to know how i **** this ***** in the *** dont u ;3 ...TOO BAD U WONT GET MORE THEN A **** X3 HA!. but no seriously ._. i dont wanna know what u do with others sexually wise..thats like private D= unless u know who u talkin to and u want advice or rant about how good it was...most of u blab it out to strangers x.x like shit...
4. EVERYTHING SUCKS LIFE SUCKS PEOPLE SUCK TREES SUCk...my ****? haha!...no. @u@ lemme tell u buddies ...im depressed cuz of alot of things...but i dont go all everything sucks iama jump off my first floor...(that actually hurts D= dont try it) i live to live. i have alot of work to do to excel in my career/education, and its not the amount of work that makes me like this , nore my family who yells at me everyday for stupid shit, nore personal problems that i will not state, nore my f***ed up past, nore my back stabbing friends, nore people some who i wont mention...no...its cuz i live in a depressing world of depression...thats depressing...SO CHEER UP 8D HAVE A BUD AND SMILE!...draw your fursona with two penises 83 its a great idea! (will not attempt) ILL DO IT! (no i really wont.) I PROMISE ILL DO THIS! (i wont. dont listen to me please.) =3 <3 WOOHOO!
5. and now the last thing that ticks me off.. virgina felt a 5.9 earth quake a while ago and was like ...silent..my friend from Maryland fell from the shaking and his paintings fell off the wall..NYC felt a small shake that most did not even feel and we were all like OMFG EARTH QUAKE WE ARE ****ING DEAD OMFG!!!! *crashes a news stand into a store window and takes a tv and toaster from the store running away *.......wtf.....grow up wussies.
and thank you. hopefully the world will change one day...love and caring will save us all...hate and anger will kill us all...so lets be happy and friendly to one another, enjoy life, you only live once, dont let BS bring you down, i suffered though alot friends/family deaths and been cheated on hurt bad , even beaten badly ...smile ;3 your happiness is the best revenge <3 ...always enjoy lives best cause best things in life are always free ^.^ ...unless u consider call of duty a best thing in life then seek a therapist. otherwise yeah =3 peace out my people!
Free headshot of your fursona (BigZ's contest!)
General | Posted 14 years agoTRIVIA TIME! , WIN FREE HEADSHOT OF YOUR FURSONA MADE BY ME IF YOU ANSWER RIGHTLY
Which game where you play as an native american whos girlfriend is kidnapped by ALIENS and you go onto a mothership from a bar and kill all the aliens and learning about ur native american spiritual powers to help you as you do it. Hints- there is alot of gravity defining walks and alien weapons, hint2- the game is not recent but was well known at the time it came out)
AND THE WINNER WILL BE? ( maybe you if you answer right) DO IT!
Winner is
ska THE ANSWER WAS PREY, the video game (FPS RPG) very fun to play =3
ART BY - bigztehwuff 8D
Which game where you play as an native american whos girlfriend is kidnapped by ALIENS and you go onto a mothership from a bar and kill all the aliens and learning about ur native american spiritual powers to help you as you do it. Hints- there is alot of gravity defining walks and alien weapons, hint2- the game is not recent but was well known at the time it came out)
AND THE WINNER WILL BE? ( maybe you if you answer right) DO IT!
Winner is
ska THE ANSWER WAS PREY, the video game (FPS RPG) very fun to play =3ART BY -
bigztehwuff 8DFree art Bigz trivia contest! (results)
General | Posted 14 years agoAnd now... u could win a free headshot of your fursona! (drawn by yours truly ;D) all u need to do is just guess the answer (u will get a reply within 2 hours if you won or not the next day)
AND THE QUESTION IS....
BiGZ TEH WUFF FANS WILL KNOW THIS ONE 8D....
Bigztehwuff likes what flavor icecream!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!
OH SNAP! here we go and the answers are? (write the answers in comment)
(EDIT , U FAILED IT WAS COCONUT! D=)
AND THE QUESTION IS....
BiGZ TEH WUFF FANS WILL KNOW THIS ONE 8D....
Bigztehwuff likes what flavor icecream!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?!OH SNAP! here we go and the answers are? (write the answers in comment)
(EDIT , U FAILED IT WAS COCONUT! D=)
BigZ's party turnout (32+ people)
General | Posted 14 years agoSO, the party was awesome im glad all of you came and it was a blast =3 we played N64 made it into a serious competition XD i wont ever forget me being lady liberty showing off my pride under my skirt kicking some pumkins ass, that was just epic, had some marvel vs capcom 3 and COD gaming, loads of food, and stuff , sadly not many of you brought food or soda, those who did thank you, it was costly for me tho x.x , mid party my parents had to go to the store to get more soda for u guys, and heres the bad side of what happened.
1. Someone broke my russian antistress hammer that said funny things in russian, they dont make them in america i mean come on what are you babies?
2. some of you scratched my newly painted walls which cost alot done by a professional
3.someone broke my glass door it need new bolts to be repaired.
4.one of my pc wires for the sound was ripped off and stepped on now one of my speakers wont work cause of it x.x needs a new wire
5.a lucky quarter was taken from a golden frogs mouth it was for goodluck and someone stole it which i do not appreciate :/ its my family's not mine
6. and someone clogged the toilet...with toilet paper...and didnt say anything x.x have some respect and tell me and ill get to it i didnt want other guests going in there all OMG EWW DX come on!
7.also recently discovered theres a broken leg on the couch in the living room x.x did u guys jump on each other on my couch like what happened there.. its ok tho cause we are getting that replaced some time later next year.
The lack of food/soda or presents or anything u guys bought fine its not necessary but taking stuff that does not belong to you or breaking stuff..do i really have to lecture u on this DX u should know
guys grow up, i invite u to my house to my party most of you did not bring gifts or food or soda u guys came here to take the food play games break/steal stuff and leave...the least u coulda done is not break or steal things...next year my party will be somewhere public and away from my house due to my parents rage DX GG man
but it was fun while it lasted 32+ people even tho it rained,we had fun indoors! =3 cool music, games, and awesome food thanks to my parents cooking!
Videos/photos will be uploaded this week keep an eye out!
thank you for coming! =3 see u guys next year!
Shout out to my bro's
peskylilrabbit and 
MC_Frisky thanks for coming guys!
and special thanks to
pichu912 and ska for your lovely gifts =3 i appreciate it!
:
and
TheElementalGuardianDragon + 
bentproplrprod + 
SpirAyeAyeCat for coming all the way to staten island , being 2-3 hours away is quite a journey just to wish me a happy b day =3 u guys rock!
(thanks to , <3 
<3 , 
and 
for their help and support during the party) ^.^
1. Someone broke my russian antistress hammer that said funny things in russian, they dont make them in america i mean come on what are you babies?
2. some of you scratched my newly painted walls which cost alot done by a professional
3.someone broke my glass door it need new bolts to be repaired.
4.one of my pc wires for the sound was ripped off and stepped on now one of my speakers wont work cause of it x.x needs a new wire
5.a lucky quarter was taken from a golden frogs mouth it was for goodluck and someone stole it which i do not appreciate :/ its my family's not mine
6. and someone clogged the toilet...with toilet paper...and didnt say anything x.x have some respect and tell me and ill get to it i didnt want other guests going in there all OMG EWW DX come on!
7.also recently discovered theres a broken leg on the couch in the living room x.x did u guys jump on each other on my couch like what happened there.. its ok tho cause we are getting that replaced some time later next year.
The lack of food/soda or presents or anything u guys bought fine its not necessary but taking stuff that does not belong to you or breaking stuff..do i really have to lecture u on this DX u should know
guys grow up, i invite u to my house to my party most of you did not bring gifts or food or soda u guys came here to take the food play games break/steal stuff and leave...the least u coulda done is not break or steal things...next year my party will be somewhere public and away from my house due to my parents rage DX GG man
but it was fun while it lasted 32+ people even tho it rained,we had fun indoors! =3 cool music, games, and awesome food thanks to my parents cooking!
Videos/photos will be uploaded this week keep an eye out!
thank you for coming! =3 see u guys next year!
Shout out to my bro's
peskylilrabbit and 
MC_Frisky thanks for coming guys!and special thanks to
pichu912 and ska for your lovely gifts =3 i appreciate it!:
and
TheElementalGuardianDragon + 
bentproplrprod + 
SpirAyeAyeCat for coming all the way to staten island , being 2-3 hours away is quite a journey just to wish me a happy b day =3 u guys rock! (thanks to
, <3 
<3 , 
and 
for their help and support during the party) ^.^
